willing to accept

The road became more and more difficult to walk, and the overall speed of the team slowed down significantly. Sometimes there was a steep slope, and everyone climbed for a long time. Feng Qingcheng was informed of the unfortunate news that the journey was only halfway done, that is, there was another day to go.

The resting point of the team this time is by the entrance of a cave. Before everyone settles down, they have checked around to ensure that they will not sleep until midnight, and that there will be no stones rolling down, and that there will be no water flowing in when it rains. However, there are not so many tents. , How many people need to use one.

This night, several women slept together, Feng Ran, Long Qingque, Feng Qingcheng, Bai Yu and Chaoyang.Logically speaking, Feng Qingcheng should be happy with this combination, because she can get closer to Long Qingque, but last night and what happened during the day made her whole body messy, and Feng Qingcheng also deliberately avoided Long Qingque. Qing Que.Feng Qingcheng's evasive behavior was exactly in line with Long Qingque's thoughts, and she was even more afraid that Feng Qingcheng would suddenly soften and she would be unable to refuse.

Everyone was tired for a day, except for the night watchman who lay down early, in the barren mountains and mountains, the number of night watchmen increased from one to three, forming a triangle, one inside and two outside.In the tent, Feng Qingcheng and Long Qingque guarded the two sides, Feng Ran and Chao Yang slept in the middle, and Bai Yu was next to Feng Qingcheng.At first, Feng Ran and Chao Yang were facing each other, but finally seeing each other's displeasure, they both turned over and turned their backs to each other.

In the men's tent, Master Hua Qing also lay down, and Hua Yi said in a low voice: "Master, I think the golden light last night is real, Director Zhao is definitely not insane." Master Hua Qing lowered his The voice asked, "Can you really see it?"

"... At that time, I was taking a rest in the downwind place. I dare not say that I saw it clearly, but I guess everyone is delusional?" Hua Yi was still not sure, after all, this matter was of great importance, "Furthermore, Last night...the two girls were in Feng Qingcheng's residence, I mentioned the light, Feng Ran said it was a flashlight, I don't think so." Master Hua Qing asked Feng Ran side-by-side this morning, but unsuccessful.

"Could it be that Feng Qingcheng has already begun to emerge?" Master Hua Qing sat up, a little worried, rubbing his fisted left hand vigorously with his right hand, slowly shaking his head and saying to himself, "It shouldn't be so fast, but In the middle of the night, Long Qingque and Feng Ran will not show up at Feng Qingcheng's residence for no reason." After Hua Qingshi finished speaking, he turned back to Hua Yi who was at the door and said, "You and Hua Er, Hua San, take turns guarding. Just lie in ambush near Feng Qingcheng's tent and report to me at any time."

Hua Yi took the order and went out. Just as he was about to pull up the tent, Hua Qingshi gave another instruction: "Be gentle, don't be discovered." Hua Yi nodded, turned around and went to find the other two people.

This night, it was obviously not as easy to fall asleep as last night. Feng Qingcheng lay sideways for a long time, sleep was far away.I don't know if it's because I'm in the same room with Long Qingque, or because I'm afraid of falling asleep and dreaming again, and the strange thing on my back comes out to make trouble again.As soon as Feng Qingcheng closed her eyes, she faintly felt that her back was hot and a little painful. When she opened her eyes, she stretched out her hand to touch her back, and the temperature was normal.In the barren hills, in the middle of the night, it was extremely quiet, except for the occasional whistling wind, there was nothing else, Feng Qingcheng felt a little inexplicable panic in her heart, her body finally curled up into a ball, her blanket was held in her arms, The warm, fluffy feeling reassured her, she closed her eyes, and began to recall in her mind when her first pain started.

Before Feng Qingcheng fainted, she vaguely remembered the pain, that is, she always had pains in her lower back, but every time she didn't know why, she went to the hospital for an examination and asked Long Qing, but there was no result, and then...Feng Qing Cheng even recalled that once when she was at home, she suddenly suffered from unbearable pain, and her mother didn't ask anything the next day, and after that, Feng Qingcheng's memory was frozen in the hospital.

Yes, the things on the back must have been there long ago, but no one was willing to tell her that the hospitalization happened on August [-]th, which was supposed to be the day of family reunion, but her parents found a reason to send her to the hospital. Long Qingque also rarely appeared in the hospital, and his parents did not object.At that time, Feng Qingcheng was grateful to her parents for pampering her so much. Thinking about it now, maybe her parents let her go because they were afraid of something on her back.Last night too, she didn't make a call, and Long Qingque appeared in the tent. She must have known about it a long time ago. Thinking of Long Qingque biting her index finger and smearing on her back, Feng Qingcheng felt a sudden pain in her heart. Forbearance again and again, everything is resisted by oneself, so what's the use of her as a lover!Anyway, Long Qingque has always reported good news but not bad news. That time Long Qingque's finger was broken in the hospital. It must be because of the same reason. Feng Qingcheng suddenly smoothed out some things, but tears flowed down silently, feeling distressed But angry again.

Loving someone, how can it be such a pain.Feng Qingcheng only knows that it is written in the book that first love is hard to come by, it is full of pain, but beautiful, Long Qingque is her first love, and she really wants to make it right.However, at present, all this seems to be getting more and more out of the right track, and Zhengguo is afraid that it is getting farther and farther away.Feng Qingcheng was thinking wildly, when his waist suddenly sank, Feng Qingcheng was startled, and behind him Bai Yu whispered: "Cheng Cheng, don't think wildly, sleep well." It turned out to be Bai Yu, Feng Qingcheng thought Long Qingque was bored With a muffled grunt.That night, the few people in the tent slept normally, and Long Qingque was still in a light sleep. He couldn't let go of that person in his heart, but he couldn't care about him. He felt really uncomfortable.

At dawn, everyone packed up their bags, threw away some waste, and set off on the road lightly. After another day of walking, the road became more and more bumpy, and finally arrived at the foot of a mountain. Director Zhao waved his big hand and said that he would rest here. arrive.Father Feng stood at the foot of the mountain and looked at the top of the mountain. There was no trace of familiarity. Although his childhood memories were vague, he did not forget everything. He remembered that there was an old tree near the cave at that time, and the entrance of the cave was also In the woods, and there are no mountains near the cave.Feng's father calculated the distance carefully, but he also found that it was wrong. He moved his house once when he was a child. Before moving, the distance from his home to the cave should not have been so far. Looking at it this way, it is not the same cave anyway. Father Feng was disappointed. .

There was only one step away from the destination, and everyone was very excited. Several people searched for wood, lit a fire, and sat around listening to Director Zhao telling stories.Feng Qingcheng just couldn't sleep, so they sat around together, the crowd laughed and laughed, Feng Qingcheng felt more and more cold, looked around, only Long Qingque was missing in the crowd.Feng Qingcheng quietly withdrew from the excitement, went back to the tent to search, but there was no one, where did Long Qingque go?Although this place is rugged, it is not too high, and it can't stop people at all. Going to the side, there is a lake, which means there is water here, so Director Zhao set up camp here.

Feng Qingcheng vaguely felt that Long Qingque would be by the lake, so she walked along the road, and she saw a pretty white figure standing by the lake, with her arms behind her back, her head half raised, looking towards the center of the lake .Feng Qingcheng walked very lightly, and hesitated when she approached. Long Qingque deliberately avoided her, she knew it, and she also deliberately kept her distance yesterday and two days because of the previous incident. At this moment, what happened to her ?Like a demon, he just wanted to take a look at Long Qingque, and felt at ease when he saw her.The longing in my heart has never been reduced by half, even if she was angry with her last night, Feng Qingcheng still misses her.

Feng Qingcheng was standing there concentrating, when Long Qingque suddenly said, "Since you're following me, why are you standing there sneakily?" The voice was very soft, revealing exhaustion.Only then did Feng Qingcheng approach, and separated two steps away from Long Qingque, looking sideways at Long Qingque, Long Qingque didn't look at her, his gaze was still in the distance.The two remained silent, both thinking about each other in their hearts, but neither of them said anything.Missing, not because of you, but because you are in front of me, but I can't get close to you. Long Qingque couldn't bear to turn her head, even if she took one more look, she couldn't bear it.Feng Qingcheng sighed deeply for a long while, and the soft sigh fell into Long Qingque's ears, and also fell into her heart. The corners of Long Qingque's lips moved, but in the end she still didn't say anything. Cheng turned his mouth and called out: "Long'er."

"En." Long Qingque responded, and Feng Qingcheng didn't say anything for a long time. There were thousands of words in her heart but she couldn't say a word. Finally, she said: "Long Er, I know you treat me well, but It shouldn’t be this good.” Long Qingque knew what Feng Qingcheng meant, and Feng Qingcheng continued: “If the so-called good can only be like this, then I will treat you in the same way, don’t you? Blame me?" It seemed to be talking to himself, but when he said this, his heart was burning with pain.

"No." Long Qingque immediately refused, frowning, but his face was not harsh, and his scolding voice was a little softer, "I never learn the good ones, but I learn the bad ones very quickly." Feng Qingcheng heard it, and it was rare. Showing a little smile, he asked teasingly: "Long'er, do you know that you are called bad?" Long Qingque's face was flushed with peach blossoms, and after being generalized by Feng Qingcheng, his heart felt a little more relaxed.Feng Qingcheng deliberately made a laugh, and Long Qingque also relaxed a little bit, but the smile quickly disappeared, and he said seriously: "Feng'er, what I said earlier is not a joke, if you conceal it intentionally, I will know, I will I will definitely figure it out to the end." Long Qingque has never been a person who cares, and in Feng Qingcheng's place, she would rather be a "little person" than a gentleman.

Feng Qingcheng didn't look at Long Qingque's stern look, but curled up his lips and smiled and looked towards the center of the lake, where water ripples appeared, like a landscape painting spread out like ink.The bright crescent moon soared into the sky and shone on the lake, like dots of starlight embellishing the night. It was really beautiful, no wonder Long Qingque was watching it all the time.Long Qingque took two steps, reduced the distance between the two to zero, and said softly, "Feng'er, I do have something to hide in my heart, but it's really helpless. I also know that you have a lot of confusion in your heart. If you ask , I will try my best to answer, but I can’t promise you endless words.”

136 Complete Alienation

Feng Qingcheng withdrew her gaze, turned sideways, slightly raised her head to look at the people around her, her eyebrows were bent like a moon, and her black eyes were like night.The tall nose bridge outlines a charming curve, the pale pink lips are a little pale at the moment, coated with moonlight, Long Qingque is like a fairy, the fragrance is permeating between the hands, and the hand falls on Feng Qingcheng's hair, sighing: " The silver hair is growing longer."

"Long'er, you won't leave me, will you?" Feng Qingcheng suddenly grabbed Long Qingque's fingers, just now she was in a trance, as if Long Qingque would leave at any time.Long Qingque didn't speak, but Feng Qingcheng hurriedly said, "You said that you will guard me for the rest of your life, then you can't always treat me coldly, I don't know why you are doing this now, or because you promised my parents You have to keep a distance from me, seeing my father here has no choice but to do this, but in this kind of day, there must be a head, where is the head, you tell me." The more anxious Feng Qingcheng was, the more worried Long Qingque was , more silent.

Seeing Long Qingque's silence, Feng Qingcheng was even more disappointed, but knowing that coercion was useless, she let go of Long Qingque's hand embarrassingly, smiled a few times, and said: "Indeed, I have too many doubts in my heart, and it is very difficult to press them down." It's uncomfortable, but... I don't want to see you in trouble because of me, so I will find the answer by myself." After finishing speaking, Feng Qingcheng turned around and walked towards the crowd.After walking a few steps, she turned around suddenly. Long Qingque still turned her back to her. Feng Qingcheng lowered her eyes and said in a low voice: "Since you want to avoid me so much, then I will do what you want. If you don't take the initiative to find me in the future Me, I won't take the initiative to look for you again, you take good care of yourself, I'm going back to rest, and you go back early." This time, Feng Qingcheng resolutely left.Behind him, Long Qingque looked back sideways, watching the figure leave, his heart sank suddenly, the pain intensified, Long Qingque supported the tree trunk beside him to stand still, and in recent days, the pain in his chest became more and more severe.

At dawn, the equipment was streamlined again. Everyone climbed the mountain and climbed towards the other end of the mountain. At noon, they climbed to the top of the mountain and stood on the top of the mountain. Everyone was shocked by the scene in front of them.Across the mountain, on the left side is a withered and desolate image, but on the other side of the mountain is a gloomy bamboo forest. In this season and this place, there should not be a lush bamboo forest, but looking around, you can't see it. to the end.Feng Qingcheng looked straight at the foot of the mountain, and she was familiar with it. After pondering for a long time, she recalled that she and Long Qingque had met when she fell from the top of the mountain and bumped into Long Qingque who came across. .

Bai Yu was also attracted by the scenery in front of him, tugged on Feng Qingcheng's arm, and sighed: "Chengcheng, this bamboo forest is too spectacular!" Feng Qingcheng also echoed: "Indeed, and it's a bit weird to be spectacular." Wan Wan said a few harsh words to Long Qingque, although Feng Qingcheng was still sad in his heart, but calmed down a bit, isn't it just to keep a distance, she is best at this.

"What's weird?" Bai Yu sat down to rest, Feng Qingcheng also squatted down, and said lightly: "It's October, and it's already autumn in the north, and the leaves of ordinary trees will turn yellow and fall off. Look at this A large bamboo forest is lush green, almost like spring. Besides, bamboo forests are generally located in the south, don’t forget, we are in Gansu Province.” This awakened Bai Yu, Bai Yu nodded, and said with some concern: “You Having said that, it is indeed true that I was just admiring and forgot about it." Then, she turned to look at Feng Qingcheng sideways, with an indifferent expression on her face, "Chengcheng, you are not panicking at all!"

"What's the use of panic, I'm afraid there will be more strange things along the way, so just relax, life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky." Feng Qingcheng smiled, a little meaningless.Bai Yu rolled his eyes, and gently pushed Feng Qingcheng, "What are you talking nonsense about, we have to go back properly, you still owe me a favor, don't try to take the opportunity to deny it!"

After resting on the top of the mountain for half an hour, everyone started to descend the mountain, and the speed of going down the mountain slowed down significantly. After the sun went down, the group of people slowly reached the bottom of the mountain.The bamboo forest stands in front of you. When you reach the foot of the mountain, there is a sudden wind. The breeze blows by, and there is a rustling sound in the depths of the bamboo forest, which makes you feel chilly.

Director Zhao convened everyone to confirm whether their equipment was fully worn, and tried the walkie-talkies one by one. After confirming that they were all working, Director Zhao said: "The entrance of the cave is not far from us, but it is already dark now. And I think everyone is very tired, so let’s rest tonight, and we will go into the cave tomorrow morning, do you have any objections?” Everyone answered no in unison, Director Zhao said: “Okay, if not, everyone will still divide the work and cooperate , Thank you for your cooperation along the way, and I hope you can keep it up in the future. Expeditions in the cave will inevitably be dangerous, and I hope everyone can help each other. I thank you in advance.”

It was supposed to be a silent night, but in the middle of the night, the clear night sky suddenly became cloudy, and after a while, there was lightning and thunder, and a heavy rain was coming.The sound of thunder was deafening, except for a very few people who fell asleep as if they were dead, everyone else woke up.Fortunately, this time the tent is set up under a suspended stone wall on the side, on the raised stone steps, and the entire stone wall is one piece, so there is no need to worry about rubble rolling down, but thinking about the sudden rainstorm, it is still possible to The gravel from the top of the mountain was washed down, so Director Zhao still woke up everyone to prevent it from happening.

The rumble of thunder made people's hearts tremble, and several people in Feng Qingcheng's tent also sat up.There was no light, and the tent was pitch black. Four people sat together, two by two, Chao Yang sat next to Long Qingque, Bai Yu and Feng Qingcheng sat together, Feng Ran sat at the door, and heard the sound coming from outside. Someone asked: "Your Highness, Chaoyang, are you awake?" It was Shang Mu, and Bai Yu wanted to complain about this title in his heart, probably because he had watched too many court dramas, but right now, he was really in no mood to complain.

"They're all awake." Feng Ran replied, and there was no sound at the door, but Feng Ran knew that the people at the door had never left, and the whistling wind almost opened the tent.Immediately afterwards, a bright flash pierced the sky, and the tent was illuminated for a moment. At this moment, they saw each other's positions clearly, followed by a deafening thunder, which made Feng Qingcheng's ears ringing, and his heart It was also a flick, and subconsciously grabbed Bai Yu's pants.Bai Yu knew that Feng Qingcheng was afraid of thunder and lightning. He lived in the same room at the university. Whenever there was a thunderstorm, Feng Qingcheng would climb onto Bai Yu's bed, so at that time, Bai Yu didn't know how much he was looking forward to the rainstorm.

Bai Yu hugged Feng Qingcheng sideways, Feng Qingcheng huddled into a ball and hid in Bai Yu's arms, but his eyes were staring at Long Qingque who was diagonally opposite her, longing, longing for her to come closer, longing for her embrace ...But it can only be a desire.Feng Qingcheng heard the sound of the rain outside, his eyelids became heavy, and his eyes drooped, as if he had hallucinations, as if the sound of the rain was getting farther and farther away, and his ears gradually became quieter.

The sound of the bamboo flute passed through the rain curtain, sometimes slow, sometimes rapid, melodious and melodious, all fell into Feng Qingcheng's heart.She closed her eyes and savored carefully, the sound of Xiaozhu became more and more sad, and her heart ached when it hooked Feng Qingcheng, the sound got closer and closer, as if it was playing right next to Feng Qingcheng's ear.Feng Qingcheng faintly felt that the player was beside her, she slowly raised her hand, touched something cold and immediately grabbed it tightly, only to realize that it was in the shape of a jade pendant.As the song draws to an end, the sound of Xiaozhu slowly floats away, Feng Qingcheng almost bounces up, looking for the direction where the sound is going away, she has only one thought in her heart: I can't let her go, and she also hopes to follow her.Who is that she?Feng Qingcheng didn't know, there was a voice in her heart calling her, "Close your eyes, and follow me!" The familiar words were her, the person in her childhood dream.

However, in the next second, Feng Qingcheng lost consciousness, and there was darkness in front of his eyes, the sound of rain, the sound of flute and bamboo, all disappeared.Feng Qingcheng woke up soon, the thunder and lightning were still in her ears, and the rain was still falling. She moved her body and found that she was lying down, with warm palms on her cheeks, "little thing, sleep!" Are you on?" It was Feng Ran's voice.Powerless, lost, and then disappointed, why not Long Qingque, isn't she very "stingy", now she doesn't mind being in her arms at all, Feng Qingcheng struggles to get up.Bai Yu who was next to him held Feng Qingcheng down and said, "Lie down, the rain won't stop for a while, it will be better if you cover your head with a blanket." Feng Qingcheng turned over, a flash of lightning flashed, Feng Qing Cheng looked at Long Qingque's position before, she was no longer there, but sat at the door with her back to her.

The distance, the distance between them cannot disappear, they will only get farther and farther away, Feng Qingcheng felt a pain in his heart.

Since when has she been dreaming non-stop, and there will be some strange things in her previous dreams, but it will pass after she has done it, but since Long Qingque appeared, every dream of Feng Qingcheng is not just a dream. Dream.Dreams are like a medium, conveying a message. Feng Qingcheng came down a few times, and she realized that the man in white, the sound of flute and bamboo, and the jade pendant in the dream were all giving her hints. What did those hints mean? What is going on, Feng Qingcheng still doesn't know.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the sound of thunder and lightning gradually faded away. Feng Qingcheng trembled in the rainy night under the hearty rainstorm.Sometimes there would be a dull pain in the lower back, Feng Qingcheng touched it, and the pain disappeared, as if she was too suspicious and had hysteria.

Long Qingque was always so far away from her, Feng Qingcheng wanted to reach out and grab that person, if she didn't get close, it would be fine if she crawled to her side, but even if she climbed to her side, she would be pushed away, Feng Qingcheng We all know that distressed breathing is a bit difficult.Feng Qingcheng never thought that she would be like this one day, hypocritical like a resentful woman, she did not break up because no one said to break up, but in her heart, it was more uncomfortable than being broken up.God is fair. Feng Qingcheng was puzzled and joked that others would bow down for love. Now she is willing to offer her life, as long as she and Long Qingque can live an ordinary life for three to five years. That's enough.It's a pity, God, never follow people's wishes.