[Rebirth] One more blizzard and two worlds

Yu Xiao sat in the room, leaning on the back of the chair, looking out the window at the moonless night sky, lost in thought.When he heard the name "Shen Mingyu", he immediately thought of the ink plum hanging in Gu Tingyun's bedroom, signed with the word "Mingyu" in thin gold body.

The painting looks like it has been hanging for some years, but Gu Tingyun never took it down.

Yu Xiao's heart was in a mess, full of uneasiness, but also a little bit unwilling.It was an emotion that was foreign to him.

The man-made meeting in front of the subway station, the Momei pictures that have been treasured for many years, the one who stood up at the sports meeting... He felt that he knew very little about Gu Tingyun.

Want to know more about him, but don't know how to ask.I can't help approaching him, but there is a discordant voice in my mind telling myself, stop here, don't go any further.

He once photographed a small blue-glazed teacup at a porcelain exhibition, but he accidentally broke it when he brought it home.Since then, he has understood that the things he likes should not be placed too close.

There should be no sleep tonight.

In the next few days, Yu Xiao worked overtime continuously, and when he returned home, it was already late at night, but he still saw Gu Tingyun sitting in the living room watching TV without exception.

Gu Tingyun wanted to talk to him several times, but he blocked the words that just came to his mouth with "It's late, let's go in and have a rest".Gu Tingyun was too embarrassed to say anything else, so he turned off the TV and went into the room angrily.

Yu Xiao's anxiety continued to increase.That night, he suffered from insomnia again. At two or three in the morning, he went to the kitchen to pour water, but when he walked to the living room, he saw Gu Tingyun standing at the door of his own room, looking at him worriedly.

"Ah Xiao," he called softly, "Have you not slept well for several nights?"

"Just tonight." Yu Xiao's voice was hoarse due to sleepiness.

Gu Tingyun sighed, then walked up to him: "Why didn't you ask?"

Yu Xiao pretended to be at a loss: "What do you mean?"

"You clearly know."

The two were about the same height, and they were very close at this moment, with the tip of their noses only an inch apart.Yu Xiao's breathing quickened, but he also heard the pounding heartbeat of the other party.

Yu Xiao was silent for a long time, and then replied in a low voice: "I think you don't need to say what you didn't say, so I won't ask."

Gu Tingyun didn't speak, just stared at Yu Xiao quietly.The latter felt dizzy, and involuntarily moved closer to him, his forehead almost touching his forehead.He saw Gu Tingyun close his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his nose fluttered slightly.

The alarm in his mind suddenly sounded, his sanity returned, and he pulled the distance away again.

He didn't dare to look at Gu Tingyun's expression, passed him, and walked straight to his room.

The relationship between the two seems to have reached a freezing point, and there is almost no face-to-face time except for meals.If Gu Tingyun stayed in the living room, Yu Xiao must be in his room.

Gu Tingyun couldn't remember how long it had been since he and Yu Xiao had a good word.He had faced such a situation once before, the few days before he died in a cold war with Yu Xiao.

He was right, he and Yu Xiao never quarreled, but not quarreling didn't mean there was no conflict.Yuan Qianqiu is also right, because they all have the character of holding back rather than speaking, the backlog of conflicts is difficult to solve.

If Gu Tingyun made it clear and told Yu Xiao that he no longer liked Shen Mingyu, then the subtext would be "you are the one I like", and Yu Xiao couldn't understand it.

Confession...

No matter what kind of feelings Yu Xiao has towards him now, Gu Tingyun has a hunch that Yu Xiao will not accept him.The reason is difficult to explain in a few words.

That night, Yu Xiao and Gu Tingyun were still sitting quietly and eating together in an awkward atmosphere.Gu Tingyun didn't change his breath, and coughed sharply after being choked by the soup.

Yu Xiao stood up and walked to the opposite side, patted Gu Tingyun on the back a few times, walked back and sat down without saying a word, and continued to eat his own meal with his head bowed.

After coughing, Gu Tingyun looked at him dumbfounded, and tentatively called, "Ah Xiao."

"Huh?" Yu Xiao didn't even look at him.

"What the hell are you fussing about?"

"No."

Gu Tingyun rolled his eyes: "Could it be that you... are, uh, jealous?"

Yu Xiao looked up at him, and asked back, "Why am I jealous?"

"I said..."

Gu Tingyun had just made up his mind to explain Shen Mingyu's matter to Yu Xiao clearly, but his cell phone rang just at this point.He said "wait a minute" helplessly to Yu Xiao, and pressed the connect button.

"Hey?"

Everything happens in an instant.Yu Xiao saw that Gu Tingyun's face suddenly turned pale.

Gu Tingyun put down his chopsticks, without saying a word, grabbed his phone and rushed towards the door.

He quickly put on his shoes, opened the door and was about to run downstairs.Yu Xiao knew that the situation was serious, so he immediately ran out with him.

Yu Xiao grabbed Gu Tingyun's arm at the corner of the stairs, and went straight in: "Where are you going? I'll see you off."

He felt Gu Tingyun's arms trembling uncontrollably.The latter's eyes were lost, and he replied in a daze: "People's Hospital."

Yu Xiao grabbed Gu Tingyun's wrist, pulled him and started running downstairs.

After the car started, Gu Tingyun was panting heavily while sitting on the passenger seat, he didn't know where to put his hands, he was clutching his trouser legs tightly, rubbing his hair, and feeling uneasy twisted together.

Yu Xiao didn't ask him what happened, but just focused on driving the car.

"Excuse me, is this Mr. Gu Tingyun? Officer Yuan was shot in the abdomen during his mission and now needs emergency surgery. Please come over and sign as a family member."

The voice on the phone was like a blunt metal weapon, hitting every nerve of Gu Tingyun one after another.

What if he didn't make it in time?What should I do if I did not sign in time?

He didn't even dare to think about it, he just scratched around while holding his head.

When the car stopped in front of the operating building, Yu Xiao saw that Gu Tingyun's face was covered with tears.

He firmly grasped Gu Tingyun's hand and interlocked his fingers: "Don't worry. Where is he?"

Gu Tingyun reported the floor and operating room that the hospital informed him.

Yu Xiao dragged Gu Tingyun to run inside. When taking the elevator, Gu Tingyun finally said in a hoarse voice: "Something happened to Qianqiu. When the mission..."

"It'll be fine." Yu Xiao squeezed Gu Tingyun's sweaty hand, "His life is very hard, no problem."

"How could he..."

This accident never happened in Gu Tingyun's memory.After Wen Chi's grandmother died, this was the second thing that frightened him.

What was not lost last time will be lost this time. Even if life happens again, the incompleteness cannot be avoided.

Gu Tingyun felt dazed for a while, leaning his back against the elevator wall, his soul seemed to be pulled away, and only his empty shell remained in the cramped space.

Yu Xiao saw Gu Tingyun's eyes were empty and his face was stained with tears. Although he was not as anxious as him, he was really panicked.

When Yu Xiao and Gu Tingyun rushed to the door of the operating room, the operation had already started inside.

"Which one is Mr. Gu Tingyun?" the nurse asked.

"I am." Gu Tingyun replied immediately, "Didn't you want me to sign it?"

"I'm here to inform you that Dr. Qin has already signed it."

Gu Tingyun was puzzled and said, "Doctor Qin?"

"Doctor Qin Xiqiao." The nurse explained, "He is currently operating inside. You can rest assured that he is operating."

Just as Gu Tingyun was about to continue asking, Yu Xiao patted him on the shoulder and said softly, "Calm down, sit down and wait."

He took a deep breath and sat down in the chair.The people sitting silently in the corridor were all from the Public Security Bureau, and their expressions were equally solemn.

The operating building must be kept quiet, and everyone present is silent, with only occasional eye contact.

Within 1 minute after Gu Tingyun received the notification from the hospital, the young doctor surnamed Qin said such a sentence.

"The time is running out. I will sign, and I will take full responsibility for the accident."

The attitude is rock solid and irreversible.