[Rebirth] One more blizzard and two worlds

Shen Mingyu stood still in front of Gu Tingyun, propped his table with one hand, didn't speak, just looked at him for a long time.He walked over aggressively, but didn't hold back a word for a long time, only frowning became tighter and tighter.

This posture made others see it, and they would inevitably think that this person came to Gu Tingyun to provoke.

Gu Tingyun noticed the suspicious gazes from all around, so he stiffly made a "please" gesture and told Shen Mingyu to sit down.

Shen Mingyu sat down opposite Gu Tingyun, his face was still clouded.Gu Tingyun knew that he had a bad temper, but he rarely showed his mood on his face without concealing it like this.

Gu Tingyun looked at this uninvited guest expressionlessly, and thought about it hastily. It seems that the last few times when he met Shen Mingyu face to face, he always looked like this half-dead, and he didn't know what touched him. His Ni Lin was exposed, the brows were very hostile, and there seemed to be a fog that could not be dispelled in his eyes.

"Have something to say?"

Shen Mingyu's eyes flickered for a moment, and then he said awkwardly: "You...don't you want something to drink?"

"I'll just sit here, someone will pick me up soon." Gu Tingyun said lightly.

"It's okay to have a drink with me before leaving, right?"

Just as Gu Tingyun was about to refuse, Shen Mingyu made a gesture to call the waiter over, and then ordered two cups of coffee.

Before the coffee was served, there was only silence between the two sitting face to face.

After the waiter put the steaming coffee in front of the two of them, Gu Tingyun said calmly, "What about you? Treat yourself with a cup of coffee after work?"

He is knowingly asking.When Shen Mingyu was sitting in the corner, there was nothing on the table in front of him.From the moment he stepped into this coffee shop, Shen Mingyu's eyes never moved away from him.He even suspected that the reason why Shen Mingyu came here to sit here for nothing had something to do with him.

"I'm just sitting around." Shen Mingyu's answer was very clumsy, and it sounded like he was fooling people.

Gu Tingyun raised his eyebrows, his eyes sank: "When did it start?"

Shen Mingyu also knew that he couldn't put it on any longer, so he broke the jar and confessed honestly: "After the sports meeting."

After the sports meeting, he sat at a fixed location in this coffee shop every day after work, carefully searching for Gu Tingyun's figure among the crowd pouring out of the school gate.It's not for any reason, I just want to have a look at him, and I can have a thought after looking at him.

Gu Tingyun sneered: "Are you afraid that I will be kidnapped by criminal gangs as soon as I leave school?"

"It's not such an exaggerated reason." When Shen Mingyu spoke, there seemed to be a cloudy sky between his brows, "I can't worry about you."

Gu Tingyun felt goose bumps on the back of his neck: "You didn't talk like that before, can you be normal?"

Shen Mingyu's eyes suddenly lit up a bit: "Do you like me talking to you like before?"

"No one likes being scolded every day, okay..." Gu Tingyun held his forehead, "I mean, you should be more serious and reserved."

"I thought I was quite serious." Shen Mingyu said innocently.

Gu Tingyun was too lazy to play Tai Chi with him: "If you have something to do, hurry up and talk about it, I'll be back in a while."

There was silence for about half a minute, and then he said without thinking: "Do you still keep the Mo Mei I gave you?"

Gu Tingyun replied honestly: "Of course, the original work of Lecturer Shen must be kept."

"Did you see the following words?" Shen Mingyu went straight in.

"I see." Although it was not one or two o'clock late.

Gu Tingyun wondered why Shen Mingyu only mentioned that painting after so many years.The painting was given to him by Shen Mingyu when the two had known each other for about a year, so it should have been mentioned long ago to mention the small words that were meant to be concealed.

Shen Mingyu paused, then stared straight at Gu Tingyun, the emotion in his eyes deepened: "Can you, understand?"

"I probably don't understand." Gu Tingyun stirred the coffee with a spoon, and looked down at the reflection of his face in the cup, "I like someone but I want to push him away, I try my best to suppress my emotions, but It can't be pinched out, sensibility and rationality are constantly fighting, neither side wins, and you have failed to fulfill your due responsibilities to any one person."

He was still thinking about how to open his mouth to draw a clear line with Shen Mingyu, but when Shen Mingyu asked, he ran out of the words he had prepared for a long time.Once the word gate is opened, it must be said freely before it can be closed.

"Jingyun," Shen Mingyu sighed, "It's not that easy to like someone."

"I said that I don't like your preaching attitude, and it's all those unnutritious nonsense." Gu Tingyun frowned unhappily, "You don't have to be surprised by my attitude and words , I also told my students, if you think I have a good temper, it is probably your illusion."

Shen Mingyu was obviously a bit speechless by Gu Tingyun's sudden long speech.

"'Like' is such a wonderful emotion, but not everyone can say 'like' so joyfully."

After Gu Tingyun finished speaking, he stared straight at Shen Mingyu.Shen Mingyu met his gaze without a trace of warmth, those eyes were so deep that they seemed to suck everything in.

"After you graduated, the number of times we met has become very small. I just hope that you will look at me gently like you did before, and talk to me gently." Shen Mingyu's eyes were deep, and the loss could not be concealed in his voice, "It's a pity you You've always been this ruthless with me, I've never seen you with such a violent side before. Do you treat everyone who makes you angry, or just me?"

"There is no one who really makes me angry, and I am not angry when you see me now." Gu Tingyun took a sip of his still steaming coffee, and his tone became a little calmer, "Ming Yu, life It’s impossible to have everything you want. What you want but dare not take, will definitely not be yours in the end.”

When Shen Mingyu heard Gu Tingyun calling his name in a low voice, the sourness in his heart became more and more rampant.

At this time, the sharp-eyed man in front of him was still a meek student under him three or four years ago. He was not very talkative, a little shy, sincere and diligent in his studies. I want to stretch out my arms to hug him, rub his head, give him all the tenderness I have, and watch him become more mature and reliable day by day, become independent, and then...

Shen Mingyu lost his mind for an instant.

Then what?What exactly does he want?

Such a feeling of liking him eventually became a long scar on Gu Tingyun's heart because of his own selfishness and timidity.

He looked up at the student he was most proud of in the past, as if he was looking at the feelings he missed, failed, and never came back.

"Don't we even have room to be friends?" Shen Mingyu's voice was full of bitterness when he spoke again.

"I've left you room, but you're the one pressing me harder and harder, so I can't help it." Gu Tingyun looked out the window and said slowly, "I looked forward to you a lot in the past, and I never felt dependent on a single person like that. I plan to be with you according to my heart, but you have been avoiding me. I was quite shocked when you got married, but after thinking about it, it is a good thing that you have finally found your own destination. I believe that I will soon I can let go."

Shen Mingyu looked at Gu Tingyun in surprise, he said these words as if he was talking about a beautiful and long-ago past event, without the slightest bit of hostility, and there was no trace of turmoil on his face.

"If you take the initiative to back off, it will be impossible for me to get closer to you. You want to ease the relationship between me and you, there is nothing wrong with it, but your impatience makes me feel... bored." Gu Tingyun quickly put away He put on a somewhat gentle look, and the words he said ruthlessly pierced the other person's heart like a knife, "Now I am more sure that you and I are not very suitable to be friends. If you like it, admit that you like it, and want to answer' Yes' just say 'yes', I can't appreciate your sloppy personality. I don't miss you anymore, and don't expect anything from me, even if you divorce. I'm telling the truth .”

The sarcastic remarks are almost exhausted, and the enthusiasm of the person in front of him is almost exhausted.

"I'm grateful that you care about me, but the person you should care about is not me, and I don't need your care anymore. I'll leave after drinking this cup of coffee, and I don't owe anything."

He was answered by a long silence.

Gu Tingyun drank the last sip of coffee, and when he opened his eyes, he saw two lines of tears dripping from Shen Mingyu's eyes.

This man who left him with a tough, stern, and indifferent impression during his three years in graduate school would have shed tears with such a fragile expression.He looked at Shen Mingyu's trembling hand covering his eyes, and his heart tightened.

Love makes people humble, it really is not a lie.

"Tingyun... I am always, obsessed with you. This is true."

With sobs, Shen Mingyu uttered a sentence that he had buried in his heart for many years.

He finally accepted the reality in front of him at this moment. After drinking this cup of coffee, there will be no more refills.

Gu Tingyun sighed, with mixed feelings in his heart.

"Let it go. There's nothing you can't let go of."

The obsession that you are unable to extinguish, I will extinguish it for you.

He didn't say this sentence to Shen Mingyu.

He didn't say another word, just left his seat, paid the bill, and then pushed the door and walked out of the coffee shop without looking back.

Some things are just not meant to be both.If there must be imperfections in life, there is no other way but to accept them frankly.

Not long after he stood at the door, Yu Xiao's car stopped in front of him.He opened the door and sat in the passenger seat.

Yu Xiao turned his head, and when turning the steering wheel, he asked in a low voice: "The one inside?"

"I think it should be resolved." Gu Tingyun replied.

"Ah."

Yu Xiao responded lightly, then concentrated on driving, without saying anything along the way.