[Rebirth] One more blizzard and two worlds

Gu Tingyun decided to take that crucial step by himself this time.After dinner the next day, he entered Yu Xiao's room.

Yu Xiao smiled and called "Jingyun", without asking him what's the matter, just quietly waiting for him to speak.

Gu Tingyun sat down on the edge of Yu Xiao's bed, fought mentally for a long time, and finally managed to make a sound.

"A Xiao."

Yu Xiao knew from his tone that he had something important to tell him, and immediately sat up straight: "Yes."

Gu Tingyun scratched his chin: "I think you are very nice."

Yu Xiao wondered: "...Why are you so serious all of a sudden?"

Gu Tingyun took a deep breath, then looked at Yu Xiao steadfastly, there was no hint of a joke in his voice: "I... like you very much."

Yu Xiao was startled.After a moment of silence, Gu Tingyun saw the corner of his mouth curved into a very shallow arc.Although it was not obvious, he knew very well that this person was indeed smiling.

"Thank you, I think you are pretty good too."

Gu Tingyun's eyes lit up: "Then, date me?"

Yu Xiao was really stupid now: "What, you ate too much for dinner just now?"

Gu Tingyun frowned: "I'm not joking with you...I'm not Qianqiu, I don't make such jokes."

Yu Xiao put away his smile and stared at Gu Tingyun for a while.

"Seriously?"

"Yes." Gu Tingyun repeated the confession just now, "I like you and want to be with you."

Yu Xiao looked at Gu Tingyun, who had a righteous face, and frowned slightly: "Tingyun..."

Gu Tingyun stared at Yu Xiao closely, paying attention to every slight change in his expression.

"You said."

Yu Xiao stood up, walked up to Gu Tingyun, reached out and stroked his hair: "I think... the future will be long."

Then he took the water glass and went out to pour water.

Gu Tingyun heaved a long sigh, supported Yu Xiao's bed with both hands, looked up at the ceiling, his heart was beating fast.

If it wasn't for the kiss last night, Gu Tingyun wouldn't have made up his mind so quickly to tell Yu Xiao what he wanted.Yu Xiao led him forward, and then backed away by herself.

He didn't know which step he had taken astray, and being with him day and night still couldn't change the holding hand of his previous life.

There were also two hearts looking at each other, two hands holding each other, and the affection was so long, it seemed like a flash in the pan.

Yu Xiao was still unwilling to stop for him.Gu Tingyun was almost sure that Yu Xiao had the same kind of feelings for him, but the uneasiness in his heart still defeated this love.

Gu Tingyun still hasn't understood the source of Yu Xiao's serious anxiety.Yu Xiao never mentioned it to him.

He looked at the half-open door, feeling a deep sense of despair in his heart.

Yu Xiao didn't come back after pouring the water.After Gu Tingyun was stunned for a while, he returned to his room unhappily.

After a while, he heard movement outside.Yu Xiao returned to the room, walked out of the room, and walked into the bathroom.

He turned on the shower, and the water from the shower poured over his head, drenching him completely.

Gu Tingyun said "I like you" to him, and he responded with four words: "The future will last forever."

The words are beautiful, but in fact he is just avoiding, deliberately not to see the answer in his heart.

What is the difference between this kind of self and Shen Mingyu?

He sniffed, and the hot water choked into his nasal cavity, which was sour and hot.

He knew very well that the reason why he didn't accept Gu Tingyun was not because he didn't like him or didn't like him enough.He is too insecure, and once he accepts the other party, he must take responsibility for him.

He is used to wandering. Even though he has stayed in N City for several years, he never planned to settle down here. He will eventually go to another place.

He felt that as long as he stopped, his soul and body would slowly decay there.He has to keep walking, so as not to be soaked in sad emotions blindly.

He is afraid of losing, so he is also afraid of having.Whether to live in one place for a long time is a matter for him to carefully consider.

How to do it?

Can this place become the location of "home" in his mind?Should he... be a boat for Gu Tingyun?

The next day, Gu Tingyun and Yu Xiao seemed to be back in the cold war that had just ended. Neither you spoke nor I spoke, falling into a wasteland of speechlessness.

After dinner, Gu Tingyun was washing dishes in the kitchen. After Yu Xiao sat on the sofa for a while, he stood up and walked slowly to the door of the kitchen, looking at Gu Tingyun silently.

Gu Tingyun turned his head to meet his gaze, and then both of them spoke at the same time.

"Stop the cloud."

"A Xiao."

"You said."

"You said."

They all spoke in unison again.

Gu Tingyun laughed, put down the dishes he was brushing in his hand, and looked at Yu Xiao seriously: "You talk first."

Yu Xiao folded his arms, looking hesitant: "I... will take our team to Province J to report on drinking water safety issues in mountain villages starting tomorrow, and I won't be back until a few days later."

"Province J?" Gu Tingyun thought for a while, "I read the weather forecast said that there will be heavy rain for several days starting tomorrow, so it's not safe to climb the mountain?"

"The film has to be handed in on time." Yu Xiao smiled, "Besides, what kind of journey has our group not traveled?"

"There was a landslide in a county in Province J yesterday." Gu Tingyun couldn't laugh at all, "Can't you really slow down?"

"No problem." Yu Xiao said seriously, "I have climbed Medog Snow Mountain before, so I'm still alive and well?"

Gu Tingyun knew that his persuasion was useless, so he could only say "Then be careful", before turning back and continuing to wash the dishes.

Two years ago, Yu Xiao went on a [-]-day hiking trip in Medog, and took his camera through an extremely difficult journey.

Medog is located in the hinterland of the Yarlung Zangbo River. On the left is the Duoxiongla Snow Mountain with an altitude of 4220 meters, and on the right is the Galongla Pass with an altitude of more than 4700 meters. The two mountains are covered by heavy snow most of the year, only from July to October. During this period of time, the ice and snow on the mountain have the potential to melt.However, July and August are the rainy season, when mudslides and landslides often occur, and it is also the period when leeches look for fresh and fragrant blood.

Yu Xiao arrived in Doxongla in November, and heavy snow had already begun to cover the ridge.Since the altitude of Doxongla is near the snow line, climbers can see both white snow and gurgling streams on the same mountain.

Its broken terrain leads to avalanches every winter.

The mountain road spirals upwards, and the distribution of vegetation changes with the increase in altitude, from bushes to lichens, and then to the barren snow and ice.The more you go up, the more desolate the scene, the signs of life gradually weaken, the peaks are towering, and the road is long and obstructed.

It was snowing heavily that day, and Yu Xiao and a few people in the same company carefully chose their way up. The cold wind, wrapped in ice and snow, blew over the sky and covered the sky, soaking the climbers inside and out.

When we reached the top of the mountain, the whole world had become dark and dull, the road we came from was covered with heavy snow, and there was a dead silence everywhere, people's fear was finally aroused.

The travelers struggled with their legs sunk in the snow.Some people shouted cold, some cried, some said they wanted to go home.

Yu Xiao walked at the front of the team, looking at the snow-covered mountains and fields, the vast world gave him a sense of belonging.

His sense of exhaustion and fear seemed to have been robbed by the snowstorm. He didn't feel the cold or pain. The moment he climbed to the top of the mountain, he even felt that there was nothing regrettable about being buried here.

The team had almost run out of ammunition and food, and finally stopped after walking for a while.The man drank beer from his backpack, trying to cheer himself up with alcohol.

After staying in place for more than three hours, the people had no choice but to surrender to nature.

However, far away, far away, the sky over Lager was getting brighter little by little.

There was light in the eyes of the people who kept praying, and they looked at the gradually pale sky, thinking that they had been blessed by God.

Before it really got dark, the group went down the mountain smoothly.

At the foot of Duoxiongla Mountain, there is a long and long path leading to the Lage Station.When Yu Xiao and the others were walking on the road, they saw a dark-skinned middle-aged woman emerging from the grass, with a basket full of fresh vine leaves.

She is the proprietress of the inn.The travelers chatted with her all the way, entered the hinterland of the Himalayas, and then stayed overnight in a post station.

After night fell, Yu Xiao got under the quilt and fell asleep to the sound of the gurgling stream in Laga, and fell into the eternal dreamland of the Himalayas.

This was probably one of his most memorable trips.In the face of the force majeure of nature, life seems so fragile and small.Someone cried in the snowstorm, and then despaired.

When the dark clouds came down, he heard the whistling wind in his ears, and suddenly felt that this should be his tomb. He was willing to entrust his life to this majestic snow mountain. His body was buried in the vast snow field, and the mountain wind flowed him. endless blood.

However, after the dark clouds were pierced by the skylight, he suddenly felt that he couldn't just stop here, the road was still long, and he was far from the end.Life is incomparably fresh and strong.

Carrying the sorrow and regret of the past, he moved forward all the way, pushing through layers of fog, and looking for his true home.Every year, every year, there is no end.

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