Yu Xin like congratulations

After the weather was getting hotter, there was an earthquake, and soon a huge news spread throughout the whole country and even the earth, and it turned into a summer of national grief.I had a stroke.Been in bed for a few days.Chenchen sent a text message telling me that he will go to school after the summer vacation.I asked him how Shiyang was.He said it was fine.During the few days when I was sick, Ya'er walked back and forth in the room with a big belly from time to time.Then told me the little guy kicked her in the stomach.And let me feel it with my hands.Then I felt a pulsation like a heartbeat.Listening with ears, wondering how that little thing is in her stomach, looking forward to the world that is about to welcome him with a flawless mind.

I asked Ya'er what kind of gift this world is to the baby.Ya'er said with a smile that there is sun, spring, flowers are fragrant and birds are singing.There are more people who love him the most in the world.With its own nice name.I said what would this child do if those ups and downs in life were ups and downs.She said that growing up is like this, and those things are too far away, and no one knows what will happen.In fact, according to a deeper meaning, it would be better for a pure and innocent soul not to come to this world.This world is too bitter.

I asked her do you know Shiyang, she said yes.I told her about Shiyang's life experience and the misery in this world. She thought of her father again and started to cry.I said forget it, and you started to be useless again.Let's not think about it.Talk about the baby.She brought over the baby's small clothes that had been made in advance, and looked through them one by one.Mother brought the watermelon for us to eat.Talk about the baby's name.I said Lu Yu, okay?Ya'er looked at her mother with a smile.Mother said you can call it that.

During that time, apart from welcoming the birth of the baby, I was thinking about when this little baby would suddenly come to this world and start his own life.I don't know if my child will be like his father when he grows up. If he is like me, I will let him be free to find his happiness and love without interference.I hope that in this exiled world, he can find his only consolation, love.Safe, happy, healthy and happy to complete his own life journey.Even if I can't see his happiness, I should at least know that his direction is a smooth path towards happiness.

As for Shiyang and Yaer will be the biggest entanglement in my life, maybe I should believe that Chenchen can take good care of Shiyang, because he told me that he loves him.Family parents, love brothers, wife life, and now my children.All these developments are going on. The temporary situation is the ideal result of my painstaking efforts, various balances, and efforts to coordinate.I know there are still people who are hurt, hurt in life and in love.This is probably the only thing I can do. The reason for my injury is simply that we have a lot of helplessness about life, and then it is related to the cruelty of life and the incompleteness of life. Personal will is lost in the silent universe. Inside, there may be no way to convey anything at all.The sorrows and joys of the whole human being, which are gathered by the sorrows and joys of many individuals, are also submerged in the silent universe, and there is no way to convey or infect anything.Is it because we have always been sad and happy in our own thinking and feeling, but we can't figure out the real source of everything that cannot be rendered and changed.Why do we long for love, why do we have so many appeals and hopes.I hope that if it continues and continues, will it finally reach that place of boundless joy.Too small and too far away.Sometimes the so-called hope is just desire, and desire has created the source of all distress, so let’s destroy ourselves.I think happiness is just a curse with makeup on. Fortune seems to have bad intentions for everyone, and they try to play tricks as much as possible. At the moment, I only know that there is almost all I can do.Those who can't figure it out may never be able to figure it out, but they are helpless about their own limitations and insignificance, and are firmly bound by this helplessness.Became the original accomplice of good fortune.

Summer is slowly getting bigger, and the fields that my father and I have worked so hard to manage are also lush and lush, which heralds the good news of great success in autumn.I often get up at 07:30 in the morning and go to the fields to do farm work and come back at 30:[-] in the morning. I miss the hottest hours of the day and go after [-]:[-] in the afternoon.Sometimes when I sat in the field with my father and took a break to smoke, he often told me how he was like me now before I was born.And what happened to my grandparents after I was born.When I was born, my grandma was busy making moon cakes for the Mid-Autumn Festival.Then I was born that night, and Chenchen was born a few years later.Fast forward [-] years.He also reached the age of his grandfather at the time.Then tell me to live a good life and set a good example for the children.Just like you set an example for Chenchen since childhood.Speaking of role models, I think of the real situation of me and Chenchen that I have never let them know.Many times when I couldn't sleep at night, I wondered if I told them about my affairs early, would there be a miracle, and they allowed me to live my own life.But if Chenchen is like this, what should they do?Maybe Chenchen will not be like me.Wouldn't that be another happy ending?After I fell down for no reason that day, I heard my name being called anxiously on the radio to let me go home. I couldn't care less about riding my bike home. On the way, I felt that all my thoughts were useless.Because life can only have one possibility and one track for everyone, which is unique, and it is impossible to be one way and the other way.It was the afternoon before the summer festival, and Ya'er gave birth to a baby boy in the town hospital.I will be a father.From then on, there will be a new and loud cry of a baby boy in my small courtyard.It was the first time I faced the pale girl with a smile, and whispered to you for your hard work.She said we would have a better life.When I held the baby wrapped in swaddling clothes over my head for the first time, raised my heart up, and thanked Dai Cangming, I felt relieved and burst into tears.I later recalled the scene of Yu Xin, who was so hot in his youth, was so red as the sea in front of me, weeping uncontrollably.

...not looking for, a better life...

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