Yu Xin like congratulations

The whole afternoon, I was looking for Shiyang, the Internet cafes I went to, the shopping malls I visited before, Beijing is a big city, I can't find him.

A good person, just lost like this, why should I provoke him, Wu Xin is so big, he will take care of himself, I feel that I am hypocritical, if I really think Wu Xin is so big, I will still be in a hurry Let Shiyang help to ask what to do with that matter, and make some kind of unnamed karma with Shiyang.

I found Xidan listlessly, hoping that I could find him where I found him when he was sad last time, but I still couldn't.Only the sanitation workers were left there to clean up, and it had been a long time since Valentine's Day was past, and the promotional announcements made by the merchants were thrown everywhere on the street.

Then Shun Er called and said she saw me.He is in the restaurant opposite, probably with mosquitoes.

"What's the matter with you, it's like Shuang hit you" Shun Er asked me

"I quarreled with Shiyang in the morning, packed up my things and left angrily, and I haven't found them yet."

"Cough, you're an adult, don't worry, ask Shun'er to call and ask." Mosquito said, asking the waiter to add an extra pair of bowls and chopsticks.

"It didn't work, it's turned off." Shun'er looked at me, "You say you are such an adult, you can't let him, you say you,"

"Can you fucking say a few words less, it's annoying me, it's too late to say anything now, he's gone" I yelled

"Okay, okay, I won't say, you can eat something first"

"Eat, eat, it's cold outside, eat something warm, we'll look for it with you, I don't believe we can't find him" Mosquito said

"Brother, do you think Shiyang will be fine? I don't know what to do. His character, heck, it's all my fault. If you say he is, I'll—" I couldn't continue,

"Okay, okay," Shun'er patted my shoulder, "Gentlemen, be strong, don't be so fucking overwhelmed, the mosquitoes are still there, you're full of snot and tears people jokes"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's understandable, it's understandable," Mosquito said, and conveniently stuffed the mp3 earplugs into his ears.

Because of my intervention, I couldn't eat the meal in a down-to-earth manner. After it was over, I still hunted and searched for it. By the way, I also mobilized the "smoky gray" buddies.Later, when she called home, Shun'er's mother said that no one had returned.

At around ten o'clock at night, I was completely panicked, holding Shun'er's arm and trembling all the time.

Shun'er bid farewell to those buddies, and went home with me and Mosquito.

I ran into the courtyard gate and saw that the house on the west side was still dark, so I couldn’t hold back anymore. It was so uncomfortable, “Thank you both, let’s go to work quickly, I’m tired and want to go back to the house and lie down.” That’s called A choked up.

It seems to be the situation when I broke up with Wu Shen in Xidan a few years ago, just that feeling, this time it is for Shiyang, this familiar feeling enveloped me again inexplicably.

When I walked to the door and was about to take out the keys, a figure rushed out, startling me, looking carefully, I recognized that it was Shiyang, standing there blankly, I didn't say anything, He rushed over and hugged him tightly.Buried his head deep in his neck, sobbing fiercely, this one deserves a beating.

After a long time, I said - "Where did you die, what are you doing back?"

"Look at your conduct," Shiyang wiped the water around my eye sockets with his hand, what kind of feelings are the old men stirring up.

"Go to your uncle, have you eaten?"

"No, I'm still hungry"

"Why don't you call when you come back?"

"The phone is dead"

"Don't go in and freeze, you are sick"

"The key was not taken"

"East Room won't let you go"

"Nothing to say, what if you come back and don't see me?"

"Come on, I can't see you, I'm afraid I can live a few more days"

Entered the room and turned on the light, "Look at your eyes that look like walnut shells, I don't know what to say about you" Shiyang said, "Get a hot towel and collapse it"

"I am the wind blowing"

"Stop pretending"

"Call Shun'er quickly" I said

"What?"

"A large group of people have been looking for you for most of the night, so don't tell them."

Then I heard Shun Er scolding Shi Yang on the phone, "We are just kidding", "Ah, he is crying" "Okay, thank you."

"As for what I said, I'm such an adult, I don't come here for a day or two, the city is full of noise, and I don't just run around from house to house."

"Who knows why you go out, I have to meet people,"

"Bah, bah, stop, don't say such depressing words again"

I went out to eat a bowl of Yangchun noodles. On the way back, Shiyang asked me: "I only went out for a short while, and I made you so anxious?"

I didn't speak, and suddenly felt trapped in that emotion and couldn't get out for a while, "Then why did you say that I was fooling you in the morning?"

I was thinking, why did I get anxious when Shiyang went out for a short while, and I got worried, and I lost my mind and lost my mind?

Our lives, perhaps, all need a companion too much.

"You know, I still feel that way. I have a strong desire to find a partner. This feeling is very strong and vague. I don't know. The person I am looking for is the person I like more. , I can still rely more, my heart is too lonely, I lack the kind of loneliness that comes from relatives, I feel that I am always alone, fighting alone, I feel that my wings seem to be broken, and it will not heal for a long time , has been bleeding, I feel that I am not safe all the time, I am always looking for the person I rely on to make my heart feel safe, and then I hope to use my strengths, dress him well, guard him, and manage well We live, let my dead mother and grandma know that I am not alone in this world, but happy"

"I asked if you were listening, but let me out." Shiyang pushed me

"B-" I said with a smile

He jumped onto my back, and I staggered a bit, carrying him forward.

His body was very long, and he put his arms around my neck, trying to jump up. My neck was very itchy, but it was very warm. Occasionally, I could hear his stomach gurgling after eating Yangchun noodles.

As I was walking, the phone rang, and it was from Xiao Gu, telling me that he had lost his love again, and I wanted to scold him for not living a good life.

Think about it or forget it. When I was thinking about how to comfort him, he said to me, "Didn't you introduce that person to me last time? How about now, make an appointment."

"You'd better wait with peace of mind and wait for you to rebuild the old relationship with that person, okay, you guys have been separated and reunited so much,"

"This time I became cruel, and introduced that child to me."

"Not now, I keep it to myself"

"You are so selfish"

"You didn't cherish me when I matched you up, but now I'm in love with him for a long time, I really like him," said Xiao Gu angrily and hung up the phone.

"Who?" Shiyang asked me

"you do not know"

"Just lie to me, I heard it all, it was the one in Hehegu last time, right?"

My face was hot and I asked him "what else did you hear"

"No, that's all. I heard someone say that he has fallen in love with me for a long time. He really likes me. I said that today I will cry and wipe away my tears."

"Besides, I threw you away." I pretended to let go of his legs, and he hugged my neck hard to prevent himself from slipping down, smiling wickedly.

Holding his buttocks and bouncing up, he got up and readjusted, and put his arms around my neck again.

Shiyang didn't sink, but after reciting all the way back, he felt cold unknowingly. Lying on the bed, Shiyang complained, "Whenever I become an artist, I won't have to go to work every day, and then concentrate on doing what I like , when the time comes, you will work as my assistant, okay?"

"Be careful, I'll wipe you out"

"You dare, yes, return the things to me" Shiyang said

"what"

"What do you think, it's naturally mine,"

"Didn't you put it all together?"

Then Shiyang threw herself on me, rummaged through the pockets next to each other, and finally found the round jade pendant that he tore off and gave back to me.

"You can't be cheap, you want to go back what you gave me, there's no way"

"I said, who asked you to come, you are begging for nothing and want to return the goods"

Shiyang tied a knot by himself and asked me to put it on again for him. "It's windy outside again," he said

I looked out the window, poplar, or poplar, but in the early spring, the wind was still blowing one after another, trying to blow out the buds with all my heart, causing the dry branches to rattle.

... The spring breeze blew, and he cried.The spring breeze was blowing, and he found it...

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