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third day.Chen Chen went to her hometown with Yang Yang's ashes and her parents.Shiyang and I went to see them off. When Shiyang stood on the platform and asked me to go back, I told him that I don't know how long Chenchen's journey will take.He said he might be back soon.I said nothing will happen.He said don't worry, it's inevitable to be sad now, and it's also the best way to heal. Now that Yang Yang is gone, he has a responsibility on his shoulders, and he won't act recklessly.I nodded.Ask him where are you going.He said to go to work, or go home.He said you, I said wait for him to come back.

When Shiyang came back in the evening, he brought back a copy of the "Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva's Fundamental Vows Sutra".They said they bought it at Lama Temple after get off work.I showed him the mallow, and said that it had grown very big, but the person who took care of him at that time was gone.He said that Yang Yang has gone, seeing that you feel the same as Chen Chen.I said Chen Chen was the most uncomfortable, I was his elder brother, the person in this world who hoped him to find happiness and love the most besides my parents, now his lover is gone.I'm sorry, Yang Yang is a good girl.It's not up to him to say these things.I asked him where Yang Yang was.He said that I actually don't know where people go after they die.I told him what Chenchen told me yesterday, and he said that we can take him to Lama Temple to burn incense and pray for Yang Yang, so maybe he will feel better.I asked him how long it takes to forget someone.I said that I hope Chenchen can start his new life one day.He said it depends on himself, how he thinks about love.I said that if Yang Yang knows in heaven, I hope Chen Chen will be happy too, right?He said yes.I said, I think it may be very long and difficult.He said that maybe it will be a lifetime, and maybe it will never be forgotten in a lifetime.Those who are alive can't forget their love.Let alone a person who has gone.She will live in Chenchen's heart for the rest of her life.Shiyang said that Chenchen left her the position.

I hugged him and told him that we all live a good life and cherish everything in front of us, because no one knows what will happen tomorrow, and no one knows when the sudden parting of life and death will happen to whom.He said let's go grocery shopping.I just go out with him seriously and choose what he likes to eat.I held his hand on the way, and he said that many people were watching, but I said it was okay.This is our love.Shiyang said that it is enough to get some food, and come back tomorrow.I said that I still feel very heavy for Chen Chen, before there were two people, but now he is alone.Wherever he goes, he and Yang Yang's love is always on his back.The life of a person is too heavy, and he is still so young.Shiyang said that I believe that although he is suffering, he is not alone.As for the future, it's up to him.As for Yang Yang, the only thing we can do for her now is to take good care of Chenchen and let him get better as soon as possible.The weather outside is already very cold, the place where we buy vegetables goes out of the community and goes straight to the left, then turns a corner, there is a vegetable market on the left side of the road.Everyone wears many of the same clothes as us.I said, you see, they all came to buy vegetables alone, and Shiyang said that this is how the husband and wife have lived for a long time.Life soaks and wears away a lot, like unrealistic young people like us who have the time and the mood to feel love.They have already passed such a time, but we may one day grow old, like them, and enter real life.

I said that I have never planned and designed the future, and he said that neither did he.For the future, we just hope that we can live a good life, be down-to-earth, don't run around and work hard like this, and don't be exploited and squeezed by life like this.Can have a fixed shelter, can have their own washing machine and household appliances, have their own kitchen and bedroom.Live quietly, grow old and die.Don't experience too much sadness and heaviness.Probably something else.something else.Shiyang said that both of us are animals who can only love but not live, and we are not as shrewd as people who understand life.I said no matter what, go back and cook.I held the dish in one hand, and wrapped his shoulder with the other, and touched a protruding bone on his shoulder.I asked him what it was.He said that the little devil's bones are also here.I touched it with a smile, it was really one on each side.He said that there used to be a pair of wings growing here, and these were left after the wings were broken. Anyone with such bones is an angel.I said why I didn't notice it before.He said I don't know.I said go back and undress and let me see.He said no.

When I was cooking, the oil fell on my hands when I was cooking. He asked me if it was okay, and I said it was fine.He just let me rest and he did it himself.I asked him when he learned how to cook, and he said he forgot and would always do it.I asked him what an angel does, and he said that he could play in the sky, or live a very happy life.I said how could I become a little devil.He said I don't know what I did at the time.I said what you said is true?He said it was just what he had heard.I said that maybe you fell in love with angels.He asked me who the angel was.I said that maybe you loved someone at that time and now you can't think clearly.I just want to know where I was.He couldn't tell, but he was with me now.I laughed.When I was eating, I felt that the stir-fried vegetables were a little bland, so I told him, he said, I didn’t feel it, and then I went to find the salt to sprinkle a little for me, and I said that’s it.Just tell him about the scripture.He said that reciting the chanting often can bless the deceased relatives and friends to be born in bliss early.So get it back.I said we can read to Yang Yang together.He said it will be done later.In fact, I don’t know if Yang Yang can feel this beautiful wish, but no matter whether she knows it or not, I have to read the scriptures carefully, and let the voice of reading go all over the sky to find her, for the beauty she brings to us, and for her. my beloved brother.Shiyang said that we can take good care of this mallow, just like taking good care of small things.

Lying on the bed, Shiyang and I read the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva Sutra in a low voice.Every word and sentence will evoke Chen Chen's sadness in staying here with me. I still don't know that Chen Chen is on the way to Yang Yang's hometown now, seeing the scenery she saw when she came here and the place where he will finally set foot on Yang Yang's hometown. For a moment, what will it feel like.I told Shiyang, I hope Chenchen will come back soon, I want to see him so that I can feel at ease.He said he would be back.The scriptures say, "But for the good deeds in Buddhism, one hair, one sand, one dust, or even a hair, I will gradually get rid of it and make great benefits." I don't know where the peace comes from, which urges people to sleep warmly.I turned off the light and turned over, and tucked Shiyang in the quilt.Hugging him, thinking of the little devil's bone on his shoulder he mentioned, she kissed him.Tell him, love, love, don't leave me.

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