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I didn't expect Shiyang to come to look for me. When I saw him waiting for me at the door, it was the same as we just came here, living an ordinary life. I can see him when I come back. He has always been mine. , don't worry that one day he will not belong to me.He asked me where have you been.I said go out for a walk.I asked him why he didn't call me, and he said he was just here, then shook the dinner he bought me.I'll take it, warm.I said the key is in the pocket, you can help me, and he reached into his trouser pocket to get the key.The moment his hand touched it, I reacted for no reason.Helplessly smiled.He asked me what are you laughing at.I said forget it.He said you said it.I said nothing, you put your hand in my trouser pocket, and my little monk became hard.He opened the door and asked me what you just said.I said forget it.

We shared and ate the fans he cooked outside. He said that the mosquitoes came to him today and advised him to leave, and that Chenchen also advised him to leave.I said then you can leave.He said why should I listen to you.I said you can stay there.He said yes.I don't know if he said that on purpose or just to anger me.I asked him, are you angry at me for coming to me, right?He said I was kidding you, I have already resigned.I hugged him and patted his shoulder lightly, saying that now you are safe and I am at ease.He asked me why I was like this.I can't answer either, because I don't know myself, and I'm caught in a whirlpool of pain that I can't extricate myself from.I asked him where he was.He said he was still working there as usual.He asked me how we are going to live in the future since we are both unemployed.I smiled and said that I can find a job again, I am not unemployed, I just don't want to do it, I am a little tired.He said the mosquitoes were crying, and I asked him why.He started talking about Shun'er.I told him about the phone call to Shun'er yesterday, and I said that Shun'er's test results probably came out.Shall we go and see him.He said that's why I came to you, let's go out together later.I asked him and Chenchen if they were okay.He said it was fine.I nodded and said that your birthday is coming soon, I will congratulate you when the time comes, and then I went home.He didn't speak, got up and left.I closed the door and went to the car with him. On the way, he didn’t say much. He seemed to be in deep thought, as if he had fallen asleep. Yes, in fact, I want him to know that no matter how long or far in the past, my shoulders will always be his.I gently stroked his head and put it on my shoulder, and he woke up, just continued to lean on, looking at me quietly, as if he had something to say or something to ask.I don't know if I should tell him about meeting Kang Zheng in Ningxia.I asked him if he had any news about Kang Zheng.He said how do you remember this.I asked him, do you still love him now.He said there were many people in the car, and I will tell you after getting off the car.

When I arrived at Nanluoguxiang, I bought some fruits in front of me, turned to Donghuaian Alley, saw the tree in the yard of Shuner’s house from a distance, called Mosquito at the door, and I asked her if Shuner was there. Shiyang came to see him.After a while, the door opened, and it was still the same as when we lived here before. Now Mosquito and Shun'er are living in the room where Shiyang and I lived before.I said to the mosquito, thank you mosquito.She said to do more work, and she also said, let's go in quickly.Shun'er's parents were probably watching TV, but they didn't know we were here, so we went directly to Shun'er's house, where Shun'er was lying down playing the guitar.After seeing us, he said that you two haven't come back here for more than half a year.I said yes, it passed so quickly, Shiyang was still crying with this house at that time.Mosquitoes asked us what we were drinking, but we didn’t say anything and came over to have a look at Shun’er.I told him what happened yesterday, why I called you and you dropped your phone.He said that he just came out of the hospital at that time, and he was upset.I said this is easy to treat, it's just a minor operation, why are you upset.He said you don't understand, I guess I won't be able to sing in the future.

I said it's not that evil, don't listen to the doctor's nonsense.He said you just need to comfort me.Doctors don't understand better than you.Shiyang said then what are you going to do.Shun'er said to cure it, and sing less in the future, or do other things.I said that you can consider going from the front of the stage to behind the scenes, and you can still play music.Let's talk about it.Ask me if I have a cigarette, and I say you don't have one.He said that all the mosquitoes were confiscated by him and he was not allowed to smoke.I said that your problem is a lung problem, and I also think you should stop smoking.He asked me if I had eaten.I said I ate it.Shiyang looked at the photo of Shun'er and Mosquito on the wall, and the paintings they bought and pasted on the wall.Said that your little days were quite sweet.The mosquito just laughed.Shun'er raised her foot and kicked the mosquito's butt with her toes, and said to go get me a glass of water.Mosquito smiled and said that you can play big in front of them, and I will take care of you when they leave.Shun'er said with a smile, then I'll go to your place to squeeze in a night with you two.I smiled embarrassingly, and said to myself that you sent me to the wrong place that night.He probably still doesn't know what happened to the two of us.I can't tell why I didn't dare to tell him about Shiyang and I.From the beginning of liking each other to now parting from each other.Or just don't say it at all, now that it's like this, let him pretend that we have always been like that.I asked him how his father and mother were, and he said that it was still the same. My mother felt more at ease now, and she flattered me when she met everyone, which made me feel ashamed to talk to my neighbors.I said what's the matter, parents all over the world have the same heart.He said let's go out for a walk, Shiyang said it's cold outside, it's getting late, let's go back too.He said that he would send you to dinner another day, I nodded, and he asked Shiyang and I to take the fruit away, and we asked him to keep it for eating.He said he wouldn't eat it, and I said let the mosquitoes and your old ladies eat it.He and the mosquito sent us outside the door, and I said go back quickly.We will meet again when we have time.He said ok, I'll be in touch then.

I told Shiyang that Shun'er was not as active as before.He said that he is also a member of the entertainment industry now, his life was irregular before, and now his life of singing, performing, and being on TV is even more irregular, and now he may be very noisy because of his illness.I said it's getting late, you should go back earlier, call Chenchen and ask him if he has eaten, if not, buy him something to eat and go back, and nodded.I flagged a taxi for him.When he got in the car, he asked me, are you really going back?I nodded and said yes, I celebrated your birthday, and I will go back.He said he didn't want you to go.He watched me through the window as the car drove away and I knew he was going to keep watching until he couldn't see me anymore.I know he doesn't want me to go.I know that all of this is not a dream.It's just that I really have no other choice but to leave.The current situation is very likely to be that I am Chenchen, and Chenchen is also me. As long as Shiyang is with any one of us, it will be an unbearable pain for the other person, just like Shun'er's illness, oppression The pain like a fish drinking water comes out and cannot be transferred.Except leave.

... Reminiscing of the bamboo horse Qingmei in childhood.Childhood sweethearts accompany day and night...

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