Yu Xin like congratulations

It was a cold morning in winter, and in my hometown, I was woken up by someone at the end of Hakka’s sorrowful return.The sun is still shining on me as usual. At this time, I am just thinking about how the sun in the imperial capital shines on those dear, dear and precious people who used to be around me, who are all busy a thousand miles away. What.My world is without them, their world is without me, and my world is also without my lover and my love.There are so many sorrows that have no place to rest, how long the road ahead will be, I really want to stop waking up from the dream just now.Set me on the way to an eternal place.Stop asking and meddling in everything in the world.I don't know where the strength came from or I moved my steps instinctively. I instinctively knew that this is not the place I should stay, but where can I go.Check out the station, are some strangers.I went to the ticket office as if I was fleeing, and searched desperately on this huge territory, hoping to find a safe place for myself to settle down.The queue in the fog in the dream was extremely shortened, and it arrived at me in an instant, and the conductor asked me where I was going.I blurted out and told him Guiyang.Hard seat 123.To Xi'an and then to Guiyang.Just as I was taking out the money, the phone rang, and it was home.Mom asked me if I had arrived and when I would go back.As I said, I will go back.Smiling, I had no choice but to go back.anything else.The conductor asked me.I said no.The people in line behind said that I wasted their time, but I didn't say anything.Went to Jiannan Bus Station.It takes an hour to get home by car.Father has been waiting at the door for a long time.I gave my parents the neck down jacket I bought in Beijing.Mom made me breakfast.I said I didn't want to eat it, and she said she was sick.I said it's okay, I'm going to wash my face and brush my teeth.Cold water from the well was drawn.I drank a few sips first, and my teeth were cold for a while.The coldness was indescribable. I suddenly picked up the cold water in the basin and applied it to my face, washing, washing.Then I felt that the water became warmer, and my father was filling me with a teapot of boiling water.Say don't freeze.My tears came immediately.Quickly soap up and wipe your face.After rinsing clean, I took the towel handed by my father.Then squat there and brush your teeth.I said Yu Xin is missing?He said that in the first half of the year, all died well.I said that I will plant the flowers for the coming year.Dad said no problem.He asked me what happened to my eyes, and I said maybe the soap got in them just now.My mother asked me to eat, and I said I would go first.Dad said to go and offer incense sticks to your grandpa and grandma before eating.I promised to go in, offered incense and kowtowed.Then I ate a few mouthfuls of noodle soup in a hurry, and my stomach was warm.My mother asked me about my younger brother, and I said he was very good. He became a student cadre, and he was very busy and hardworking every day.Mother asked Yang Yang how he was.I said I haven't seen each other for a long time. They are studying hard and should be fine.What about Shiyang?I said Shiyang is good, it's all good.Mother said you should go and have a rest. Seeing that you are tired, we will talk about the rest in the afternoon after you have had enough sleep.I nodded and went back to the house and fell asleep.My father heated the kang very warmly, and lying on the kang to sleep was like having a wonderful dream.Next to the pillow is the book I bought with Shiyang when I was in Beijing.When the sun shines on it, the words are very eye-catching, abrupt and unfamiliar, and stab my eyes.As if no one knew anyone before, I reached out to touch the paper pages, flipping through the pages one by one.The sound is very clear.Outside the window, shepherds can be heard driving their sheep by.Closing my eyes, I want to go back to any moment when I was with him, without thinking about whether I will receive a call from him in the next second.

I heard someone talking in my ears, and when I opened my eyes, it was already dark, so I was in a daze on the kang, and took my mobile phone to check the time.I want to call Shiyang, but I don't know what to say.I know I won't be able to sleep again this night.I got up and pulled my shoes to my mother's room. The lights were on in the room, and my mother was sitting on the kang making a new quilt.He saw me go in and asked me when I woke up.I said that she had just woken up, and she crawled out without saying anything about putting on clothes, because she was hot and exposed to the wind.I said it's fine.She said, come and see the quilt that mom made for you.I'll just say your needlework is still as good as it gets.Mom said there is another one, I think it is a huge pillow with a tiger's head and a fish's tail, with brilliant writing.Mom asked me if I liked it.I said I like it.She asked me, when will I get married, and when will the girls in the neighboring village go to see her, so that my mother can inform the matchmaker.I laughed.She asked me what are you laughing at.I said it's been a while, who is still a matchmaker.Mom said that the child doesn't know the rules, that's how things are done in the countryside, and it's been like this for generations.Or you can bring a baby girl back from outside.I said I won't go out, I'm tired, so let me do whatever you want in the countryside.My father didn't even enter the door when he came back from outside, saying that I should tell the matchmaker that my baby is back and let her go to the neighboring village tomorrow.I quickly called my father back and asked him, how is the baby girl?Mom just laughed, and said that your father and I have already asked relatives to inquire about it, and there is no problem with our character and appearance.Besides, if you don't look good at that time, you can let the matchmaker choose you again, it's not a fixed matter.I said she is so good, why didn't she go to college and go outside.Why haven't you married yet?My mother said that her father didn't have a good family background, so she didn't go to the exam.Besides, I said that I have always been a nerd like the two of you, you are not married at this age, is it because you are not good, don’t worry, my mother will ask you, our family needs someone to come in , to support the opening of the door, your father and I are more attentive than you. This is not a careless thing. If it is really bad, you are willing to do it yourself, and your father and I disagree. I nodded.After my father left, I asked my mother what the girl's name was.Mom said it was Ya'er, but I said it was a very earthy name.My mother said what kind of dirt it is, it sounds nice to me, as long as the person is nice.I said that there are many people chasing her in the surrounding villages.My mother said that there should be many people who want to marry her family, but this girl is very selective, and she is not as impetuous as others.Did I say that this pillow is for me?Mom said, of course it is for you, and if not for you.I smiled and said that I took my house today.Mom said that there is nothing to worry about, and you can use it when you get married.I said I want it now.Mom asked me what I would like to eat at night.I just picked what my mother and father like to eat.Mom smiled and said, I haven't seen you for a year, why do you feel like you have grown up, it is good to go out, and you are so used to being around your parents all the time.When my mother was cooking, I went out to the yard, and my mother said, where are you going when you put on your clothes.I said go to the room and have a look.The countryside at night is very quiet, and it was often like this when I was younger. There are no tall buildings, neon lights, the moon is very high, and the starry sky is unusually vast.Occasionally, the sound of pedestrians passing by together and the sound of dogs barking in the distance can be heard.At that time, Wu Shen insisted on staying in Beijing after graduation, but I didn’t have any plans for the future at that time, and I didn’t expect to be able to think of my best years quietly under the starry sky in my hometown for so long after a few years Time thousands of miles away.The room where I slept was the room where I lived with Shiyang for several nights when I came here. Now the lights are dark, and the opposite of that room is where Chenchen lives. Now that Chenchen and Shiyang are in Beijing, I miss them but I don't know when I will be able to see them.The flower pond is abrupt, and Yu Xin's flowers are missing.Like my originally full heart, without them, without my lover and the place I was nostalgic for but had to reluctantly let go.I lit a cigarette in the tall room, and saw my mother standing at the door of the main room and looking at me. The porridge was steaming on the stove in the room.My mother asked me, tell me everything that worries you.I said no.I just came up to get some air. I haven't been in the room for a long time. It's strange.At this moment the door rang, and it was my father who had returned.When I came to the yard, I saw my mother and I talking far away, and said why you two don't talk in the house if you have something to say.He shook the wine and dried tofu in his hand, and asked me to come down and have a drink with Dad.I said I quit drinking.

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