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The few days in Qiannan felt that the time passed was extremely long, until the end when I still couldn't think of a proper solution, my trip date came.I texted Xiao Gu to ask him how he was doing, and he said he was getting married.I called him and asked if he was kidding me.He's serious.I really believe it, how do you feel, ready to get married.I clearly heard him laughing loudly on the phone, and I knew clearly that he was not happy.I knew that by now, we might really have no way out and no way to save ourselves.are you ready.He said he didn't know.When this long and heavy conversation ended, he was in his hometown in Anyang, and I was about to go back to my hometown.

It was after four o'clock in the afternoon when I got home, and my mother and father didn't expect that I would come back this day.Mom asked me if I was sick, and I said no, I was just a little tired.My father asked me if the engagement had been settled earlier.I said I was a little sleepy, let me sleep overnight.I got up very early the next day, and made an appointment with Ya'er to meet in the peach blossom forest in the south of the village.I went for a stroll by myself.It was quiet the same as when I was alone before.I lit a cigarette and waited for her there.She came by bicycle and waved at me from a distance.After the meeting, she gave me the finished clothes.I told you to worry about it.She asked me when I would be back.I said that yesterday afternoon, I still feel tired.She asked me if you have thought about it, what you want to do.I said I had no idea.She looked at me and told me that my mother was urging me.I said my mother did too.She asked me what do you think.I didn't say a word, perhaps what surrounds me now is still the erratic and uncapturable mist she felt at the beginning.She said then I will go back.I nodded.I hope this matter stops here first if possible.She rode not far and came back again.Asked if I could tell her my true thoughts.I said that I was afraid that I could not afford many things.She said for example.I asked her, does your intuition tell you that you can live a happy life with me.She said that it was just a faint liking, and she couldn't say whether she was happy or not, and those were all things in the future.I said that if I can't give you what you want, your life will be ruined, and I can't afford it.She said to try it first, if it doesn't work, let's talk.I say you think carefully.

She said that I don't know exactly what you are referring to, how about telling me directly, if there is a problem, I will see if I can find a way to solve it together.I was very moved by her saying that, but I couldn't tell her what was going on in my heart anyway.

The next day, she asked me to go to the Yuelao Temple in the town to burn incense.Then she asked for a lottery there, and she was very happy when she got the lottery.I feel that those are actually deceitful.He asked me when I was going to get married.In fact, my parents are urging me on this matter every day.I said before that I was planning not to get married or wait until I was 35 years old to think about it, but now the situation does not allow me to wait until then.She asked me why you didn't ask for a signature just now.I smiled and said that I was afraid of getting a bad one.She said that I think you are just with a child, and you couldn't tell from the way you looked at school before.I nodded and said that getting to know a person is difficult and takes a long time.She asked me have you always been like this.I asked her what did you say.She folded the signature and put it in her pocket, and said to me that I think you have been unhappy, but I don't know why.I said it's okay, it may be this character.When I got home, my father asked me how I felt about the girl. If I thought it was good, I would make an appointment as soon as possible.I said it was fine, but my father said it would be settled, I am not too young, what do you think.I didn't speak.The next morning, I saw my father go out with food, and I knew he was looking for a matchmaker.

In the next few days, the family was busy for a while, and relatives and neighbors were invited, and then parents, relatives and friends of both parties had dinner together.Engagement with three media and six certificates.I haven't seen Ya'er in these days.I started to think about holding this ceremony right away, when Chenchen can come back, maybe I can see Shiyang.I asked my mother every day if she called Chenchen.Ask my mother if Chenchen will come back.On the day of the engagement, I saw Ya'er.Girls who are beautifully dressed, clean and quiet are like fairies in the world.What I can't guarantee is her happiness, so I think about the fate of all fairies who think of the world.I hope she is not a fairy.At noon, we celebrated with relatives and friends of both parties, and many of my elementary school classmates, some of whom got married early and had children.That night, after the banquet was over, I sent the girl to her door, and she asked me if I wanted to go in and sit down.I can't say, you should rest early.I felt that she was a little shy, and wondered if it was because she was going to be a newlywed soon.I said I'm leaving, she said wait.I asked her if she had anything else to say.She said then you slow down.In the darkness, I smiled and whispered to her that I would treat you as well as possible, let's get married.Her tears came, and told me not to be unhappy, just tell her if there is anything, she will bear it with me, and everything will be fine gradually.I don't know why I started sobbing, as if a dike was about to burst, and I couldn't hold it anymore.Like my mother, she patted me on the back and said it's okay, it's okay.I hugged her tightly, feeling that she was the one I was looking for outside of love, except for my parents, Chenchen, who would accompany me for the rest of my life.

I went home and saw Chenchen, I didn't say anything, I wanted to ask him where Shiyang was.He asked me are you crying?I said no, I still asked about Shiyang.He stood up and said let's go for a walk.I followed him out, and I asked him again if Shiyang was back.He said what did you ask him to come back, would you come back if you were him.I said I went back, a little sleepy.He said that Shiyang asked me to tell you to let you live a good life, he hopes you are well.What Chenchen said, I don't know which ones are said by Shiyang and which ones are his own.After I took out the lighter and turned it on, I approached his face, and looked carefully at his eyes by the light of the fire.Turned around and left.He said behind him that I bless you too.I stopped and could only see his silhouette.I'm sure his blessing is real.I lit a cigarette and walked back. The night was very dark, and he followed me, just like when I was a child.Just never going back.From now on, I will be a woman's lifelong hope and reliance.I am not my own anymore.I don't know where to put my love.I also don't know the most authentic thoughts in Chenchen's heart at this moment.I don't know what broke up my love, maybe it will become an insoluble mystery, and it will continue to be troubled.Today is my engagement day.

... Xu Shi, you know; Xu Shi, I am confused...

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