In the long silence, the gears of time seemed to be stuck at once.
The person you kissed stares at you silently, his dark eyes like melted caramel, glinting a little bit, with surprise in it, and some emotion that you dare not look directly at.
You deliberately don't ask, don't think.
Lowering your eyes, and being close to his breath, the smell that makes you covet and covet pours into your nostrils, and you are sure it is some kind of straw or plant smell.
Just like the smell of the jungle and meadow when you chase his back on the birch plain, it makes your mouth dry, your ears ringing, and you subconsciously want to open your mouth to breathe.
The fabric of the puff-sleeved long skirt in summer is light and thin, and you can feel his slightly higher body temperature warming your cold palm. Hugging into your arms, you suddenly realized, full of gratitude, and wanted to wrap yourself in it completely.
But you know you can't.
God said that this is a mistake and a sin. No one allows you to do this. You swallow poisoned candy willingly, but you cannot force him who believes in the goddess to fall into a desperate situation like you.
You think back to the shiny sweat on his body and the dust floating in the air under the sun, and you realize that you love strong men of the same sex more than delicate women, and he made you understand all this, so you think back to when he just How helpless and angry is your heart when you leave the manor,
From then on, you longed for his company and wanted him to stay by your side. You thought you could keep most of the things in your life, but most of them slipped away.
You may love him, or maybe you just admire the same sex, and he just showed up.
You wanted to calm down that absurd thought, but your heart beat violently because of it. It showed that your words were not right, and spurned your retreat and cowardice.
You opened your mouth and said in a low voice that I know, so as to cover up the bewilderment and panic in your heart, just like the instincts you have experienced in countless nights in the past, as long as you suppress, ignore and hide, strip off the rational part of your soul, Nothing can hurt you.
You know that everything is good enough now, that he is with you, that he leans on you, that he smiles and listens to you, that he keeps his eyes on you, that he takes your arm, that he asks you for advice, that he spends a sunny afternoon with you Walking in the garden, he is lovely and lively, like every object of love that can be expressed.
Even if you know everything, so you naively think that as long as you don't break it, you can maintain this relationship for a long time, pretending that nothing happened just now.
Austin hoped that this second could be frozen, and that the next second would never come, but the gods seemed to dig their ears at this moment and did not answer his prayer.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Those hands gave him a great push.
Austin's face turned pale, and he was pushed back a few steps by the force. The time he tried to freeze finally began to tick away. The protagonist of the story is not a princess or prince who will go to a happy ending after being kissed, but A clear-headed, whole person.
He restrained himself from looking up into Andy's eyes, afraid to see disgust, fear, anything that disturbed him and wanted to stay away.
Listen, he will curse you, curse your wickedness and blasphemy.
Austin couldn't control the trembling of his body. He tried to stabilize his emotions. When he met those black eyes, unexpectedly, he was just angry, or extremely angry, like an angry bull with a bad temper, speaking The tone was almost roaring.
"What the hell is going on in your mind? Uh...do you take me for some kind of woman?"
"No...I didn't..." Austin said dryly.
Those green gloomy eyes showed an unprecedented blankness. He stared suspiciously at Andy's eyes, confirming that he was really purely angry, and then his face froze. Don't know what's going on in Andy's head.
Andy's heart is much more exciting than the emotions shown on his face. He was just thinking at the time, how should I tell the Duke that His Royal Highness was beaten up by me in the hall, well, many people saw it and would bring What effect?
He was thinking so hard that his mouth was pecked, like a bird, and he didn't react.
It's ridiculous, it's similar to him cleaning conscientiously, the spider in the corner is always prepared for danger, suddenly plays the piano and sings, courting with eight legs.
The strings in Andy's head snapped.
He didn't have any inappropriate relationship with any girl this year, and of course neither did the young man. Andy had received a confession and was kissed by a girl, but this time it was completely different from before.
When the girl kissed him shyly, scolding him and loving him at the same time, she raised her neck and announced that it didn't mean anything, it was just a compensation for the failure of the confession.
Austin was too weird, he kissed no harder than others, but he frightened Andy so hard that he almost screamed, like a long-haired monkey who has never seen the world.
Then the culprit seemed to just lick the jelly, and said without blinking his green eyes: "I see."
He knows shit!
There was a buzzing sound in Andy's head, like a pot of boiling water inside, bubbling and bubbling, and the hot air flowed from his limbs to his cheeks, which caught him off guard.
He almost violently pushed Austin away, seeing his instantly pale face, he felt a little regretful, his emerald green eyes were terrified, he wanted to explain something, but he closed his mouth tightly.
"You just now..." Andy patted his forehead, his thoughts were completely confused, and he said incoherently, "Hey... I have to tell you, I just beat Roy and kicked his head Ass...will this cause any trouble?"
Austin was silent for a while.
"kiss."
He only answered the first question, and stared at Andy for a while, until Andy avoided his gaze, then he picked up the top hat on the ground, held the brim tightly with his fingers, and whispered :"I'm very sorry."
"I'm sorry, I was too rude, I hope you don't mind."
He turned his head and looked at the lake in the distance, his hand holding the top hat had no place to rest: "Sorry."
This is really no nutritious words.
What Andy didn't say out loud was stuck in his throat. The Duke of Austin couldn't notice it, as if he was ready to leave. He calmed down and looked at Andy quietly, apologizing in his mouth as if he didn't want money Take it out.
He praised how beautiful the moonlight was, how beautiful the scenery was, and how beautiful Miss Oliver was. Then he lowered his head and confessed that the man's self-control was really low. He didn't know whether it was a coincidence of the atmosphere or the night was too seductive.
The calmer he was, the weirder Andy's expression became, so Austin reenacted the scene at the ball.
With the help of the dim moonlight, he saw a expressionless and tearful face in the black eyes of the other party.
Austin touched his cheek subconsciously, the cold liquid covered his cheek at some point, he looked up at Andy, and Andy's complexion was not good.
"Cry ass."
The familiar, impatient tone seemed to coincide with the birch forest under the scorching sun, and coincide with that lonely and vigorous figure.
Austin opened his mouth and swallowed the words I didn't cry. Andy stretched out his hand to him. Does he want to wipe my tears?Austin thought blankly, subconsciously closing his eyes.
He felt the other party's thumb and index finger pinch the soft flesh on his cheek, pinched it lightly, and then twisted it up mercilessly.
pain.
The Duke opened his eyes, met Andy's gaze, and he spoke in a low tone.
"Austin, let me ask you again, what's my name."
Duke: "..."
Austin didn't know what Andy was thinking, he wanted things to go back to before the kiss fell, there would be smiles, conversations, and natural contact, instead of unbearable alienation, indifference, and retreat.
Maybe Andy thought the same way. He was anxious, lowered his eyes, and said hesitantly and uncertainly: "Miss Oliver."
Andy: "..."
"Hehe, nobleman."
Austin's cheeks relaxed, and Andy glanced at him, and turned around expressionlessly, in his heart, he was very sure that the unlucky Duke was just having a fever.
idiot.
He twitched the corners of his mouth and was about to leave with his skirt up. Andy couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. He didn't know whether he was sympathetic or angry. Suddenly, a gust of wind came from behind. The Duke caught up with him and grabbed his hand. Same.
"Your Excellency, you..." Andy was condescending, but was interrupted.
"Andy."
Austin's voice was short and firm, his lips were trembling, and his complexion was very bad. It could be said that he was so nervous that his whole body trembled.
Andy's expression was surprised at first, and then the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly solidified.
Wait, isn't my admitting my identity the same as telling him that I'm a pervert who likes to wear women's clothes?
Speaking of this name, it seems that a qualitative change has taken place in a certain sense. They are no longer strangers who hide each other, but friends who are familiar with each other and share weal and woe to a certain extent.
Or not friends.
Austin guessed what Andy would say, maybe some ugly words. He even prepared a draft and explained it, just waiting for Andy to ask questions, but nothing happened.
Andy showed an expression that you actually said, and then he seemed to have lost some fun. The expression was complicated, and Austin recognized a little bit of regret and anger from it.
Then he held up his skirt, raised his head like a lady, and pretended nothing happened: "It's late, I'm going back."
That hurried look probably had the air of running away.
No one cared about how the prince who got his butt kicked would take revenge, and Andy had no time to care about it. Austin's state was always in a state of mind-wandering.
The next day, Darwin opened the courtyard door and found a luxurious carriage parked at the door. A young gentleman was standing at the door holding a bouquet of white roses, his raised arm seemed to be about to knock on the door.
Darwin was stunned for a moment, then quickly reacted, and entered the role of a professional servant, respectful but very alert: "Hello, my lord, what can I do for you?"
Could this be the prince who was beaten up by Andy? Darwin's heart was pounding. Could this bouquet of flowers be used to commemorate them?No, the prince has smoky eyes.
The young gentleman has a pair of unique emerald green eyes, and his demeanor is as haughty as his demeanor.
"I'm Phelps from Wild Jade Sea, here to visit your master."
Darwin rubbed his head and looked at him suddenly: "Okay, okay, I will inform you."
God!Phelps, Andy's rumored fiancé?
Darwin ran into the yard in astonishment, and happened to meet Andy coming out of the house. His itinerary today was to hire a lawyer for that humanoid.
"What's the matter? Who's outside?" Andy frowned, thinking it was Roy's person, with a calm expression: "Themis bans martial arts, don't panic, you go over the wall from the yard and shout on the street."
Darwin shook his eyebrows, and couldn't help showing a teasing expression, "No, no, no...it's your fiance hahaha."
Andy snorted coldly, disapproving of Darwin's schadenfreude, he walked to the courtyard door and pushed open the door.
Darwin quietly squatted among the flowers and watched.
After a night of psychological construction, Andy has established a solid fortress in his heart, and he is not afraid to admit his true identity in front of Austin, no matter what his attitude is.
"Good morning." The young gentleman greeted calmly, and stuffed a bouquet of flowers into Andy's hand.
Darwin saw Andy hugging Bai Qiangwei, his face was stiff, and the well-dressed young gentleman was not surprised, but instead showed a shy smile.
It seems that the Duke is crazily pursuing Andy?Darwin couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, and Andy refused in a blunt tone: "What does that mean?"
The gentleman's emerald green eyes didn't blink, and he said something as natural as discussing the weather: "I want to pursue you."
When it was over, Darwin prayed silently, begging Andy not to do anything.
However, it didn't work out, and Andy angrily slapped the flower on the gentleman's face: "You idiot, don't you already know my name, are you going to use this method to humiliate me?!"
The gentleman's hat blocked the bouquet of flowers, but it was also knocked off, and his pale face looked a little at a loss.
It appears to be unrequited love.
Darwin thought he had guessed the truth.
The gentleman looked at Andy blankly, as if he had been hit hard, his emerald green eyes did not blink, but his lips slowly tightened.
From this angle, Darwin could clearly see a circle of water in the gentleman's eyes.
Give up as soon as possible, the lady you like is a man inside, her heart is harder than a rock, Darwin couldn't help but sigh, he has rejected many good girls one after another, how could he be moved by a man like you.
"..."
"do not Cry."
After a while, Darwin heard Andy's impatient voice. He wondered if he should go out and give the poor gentleman a step. The next moment, Andy bent down and picked up the white rose that had been thrown on the ground.
The young gentleman looked down: "Andy"
Darwin: "!!!"
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Exhausted, ah, update ah update.
By the way, don't think I'm annoying, the last post is a sweet post.
Fang Zhihao's "After I Died, I Fall in Love with the Movie King"
The person you kissed stares at you silently, his dark eyes like melted caramel, glinting a little bit, with surprise in it, and some emotion that you dare not look directly at.
You deliberately don't ask, don't think.
Lowering your eyes, and being close to his breath, the smell that makes you covet and covet pours into your nostrils, and you are sure it is some kind of straw or plant smell.
Just like the smell of the jungle and meadow when you chase his back on the birch plain, it makes your mouth dry, your ears ringing, and you subconsciously want to open your mouth to breathe.
The fabric of the puff-sleeved long skirt in summer is light and thin, and you can feel his slightly higher body temperature warming your cold palm. Hugging into your arms, you suddenly realized, full of gratitude, and wanted to wrap yourself in it completely.
But you know you can't.
God said that this is a mistake and a sin. No one allows you to do this. You swallow poisoned candy willingly, but you cannot force him who believes in the goddess to fall into a desperate situation like you.
You think back to the shiny sweat on his body and the dust floating in the air under the sun, and you realize that you love strong men of the same sex more than delicate women, and he made you understand all this, so you think back to when he just How helpless and angry is your heart when you leave the manor,
From then on, you longed for his company and wanted him to stay by your side. You thought you could keep most of the things in your life, but most of them slipped away.
You may love him, or maybe you just admire the same sex, and he just showed up.
You wanted to calm down that absurd thought, but your heart beat violently because of it. It showed that your words were not right, and spurned your retreat and cowardice.
You opened your mouth and said in a low voice that I know, so as to cover up the bewilderment and panic in your heart, just like the instincts you have experienced in countless nights in the past, as long as you suppress, ignore and hide, strip off the rational part of your soul, Nothing can hurt you.
You know that everything is good enough now, that he is with you, that he leans on you, that he smiles and listens to you, that he keeps his eyes on you, that he takes your arm, that he asks you for advice, that he spends a sunny afternoon with you Walking in the garden, he is lovely and lively, like every object of love that can be expressed.
Even if you know everything, so you naively think that as long as you don't break it, you can maintain this relationship for a long time, pretending that nothing happened just now.
Austin hoped that this second could be frozen, and that the next second would never come, but the gods seemed to dig their ears at this moment and did not answer his prayer.
"What the hell are you doing?"
Those hands gave him a great push.
Austin's face turned pale, and he was pushed back a few steps by the force. The time he tried to freeze finally began to tick away. The protagonist of the story is not a princess or prince who will go to a happy ending after being kissed, but A clear-headed, whole person.
He restrained himself from looking up into Andy's eyes, afraid to see disgust, fear, anything that disturbed him and wanted to stay away.
Listen, he will curse you, curse your wickedness and blasphemy.
Austin couldn't control the trembling of his body. He tried to stabilize his emotions. When he met those black eyes, unexpectedly, he was just angry, or extremely angry, like an angry bull with a bad temper, speaking The tone was almost roaring.
"What the hell is going on in your mind? Uh...do you take me for some kind of woman?"
"No...I didn't..." Austin said dryly.
Those green gloomy eyes showed an unprecedented blankness. He stared suspiciously at Andy's eyes, confirming that he was really purely angry, and then his face froze. Don't know what's going on in Andy's head.
Andy's heart is much more exciting than the emotions shown on his face. He was just thinking at the time, how should I tell the Duke that His Royal Highness was beaten up by me in the hall, well, many people saw it and would bring What effect?
He was thinking so hard that his mouth was pecked, like a bird, and he didn't react.
It's ridiculous, it's similar to him cleaning conscientiously, the spider in the corner is always prepared for danger, suddenly plays the piano and sings, courting with eight legs.
The strings in Andy's head snapped.
He didn't have any inappropriate relationship with any girl this year, and of course neither did the young man. Andy had received a confession and was kissed by a girl, but this time it was completely different from before.
When the girl kissed him shyly, scolding him and loving him at the same time, she raised her neck and announced that it didn't mean anything, it was just a compensation for the failure of the confession.
Austin was too weird, he kissed no harder than others, but he frightened Andy so hard that he almost screamed, like a long-haired monkey who has never seen the world.
Then the culprit seemed to just lick the jelly, and said without blinking his green eyes: "I see."
He knows shit!
There was a buzzing sound in Andy's head, like a pot of boiling water inside, bubbling and bubbling, and the hot air flowed from his limbs to his cheeks, which caught him off guard.
He almost violently pushed Austin away, seeing his instantly pale face, he felt a little regretful, his emerald green eyes were terrified, he wanted to explain something, but he closed his mouth tightly.
"You just now..." Andy patted his forehead, his thoughts were completely confused, and he said incoherently, "Hey... I have to tell you, I just beat Roy and kicked his head Ass...will this cause any trouble?"
Austin was silent for a while.
"kiss."
He only answered the first question, and stared at Andy for a while, until Andy avoided his gaze, then he picked up the top hat on the ground, held the brim tightly with his fingers, and whispered :"I'm very sorry."
"I'm sorry, I was too rude, I hope you don't mind."
He turned his head and looked at the lake in the distance, his hand holding the top hat had no place to rest: "Sorry."
This is really no nutritious words.
What Andy didn't say out loud was stuck in his throat. The Duke of Austin couldn't notice it, as if he was ready to leave. He calmed down and looked at Andy quietly, apologizing in his mouth as if he didn't want money Take it out.
He praised how beautiful the moonlight was, how beautiful the scenery was, and how beautiful Miss Oliver was. Then he lowered his head and confessed that the man's self-control was really low. He didn't know whether it was a coincidence of the atmosphere or the night was too seductive.
The calmer he was, the weirder Andy's expression became, so Austin reenacted the scene at the ball.
With the help of the dim moonlight, he saw a expressionless and tearful face in the black eyes of the other party.
Austin touched his cheek subconsciously, the cold liquid covered his cheek at some point, he looked up at Andy, and Andy's complexion was not good.
"Cry ass."
The familiar, impatient tone seemed to coincide with the birch forest under the scorching sun, and coincide with that lonely and vigorous figure.
Austin opened his mouth and swallowed the words I didn't cry. Andy stretched out his hand to him. Does he want to wipe my tears?Austin thought blankly, subconsciously closing his eyes.
He felt the other party's thumb and index finger pinch the soft flesh on his cheek, pinched it lightly, and then twisted it up mercilessly.
pain.
The Duke opened his eyes, met Andy's gaze, and he spoke in a low tone.
"Austin, let me ask you again, what's my name."
Duke: "..."
Austin didn't know what Andy was thinking, he wanted things to go back to before the kiss fell, there would be smiles, conversations, and natural contact, instead of unbearable alienation, indifference, and retreat.
Maybe Andy thought the same way. He was anxious, lowered his eyes, and said hesitantly and uncertainly: "Miss Oliver."
Andy: "..."
"Hehe, nobleman."
Austin's cheeks relaxed, and Andy glanced at him, and turned around expressionlessly, in his heart, he was very sure that the unlucky Duke was just having a fever.
idiot.
He twitched the corners of his mouth and was about to leave with his skirt up. Andy couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. He didn't know whether he was sympathetic or angry. Suddenly, a gust of wind came from behind. The Duke caught up with him and grabbed his hand. Same.
"Your Excellency, you..." Andy was condescending, but was interrupted.
"Andy."
Austin's voice was short and firm, his lips were trembling, and his complexion was very bad. It could be said that he was so nervous that his whole body trembled.
Andy's expression was surprised at first, and then the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly solidified.
Wait, isn't my admitting my identity the same as telling him that I'm a pervert who likes to wear women's clothes?
Speaking of this name, it seems that a qualitative change has taken place in a certain sense. They are no longer strangers who hide each other, but friends who are familiar with each other and share weal and woe to a certain extent.
Or not friends.
Austin guessed what Andy would say, maybe some ugly words. He even prepared a draft and explained it, just waiting for Andy to ask questions, but nothing happened.
Andy showed an expression that you actually said, and then he seemed to have lost some fun. The expression was complicated, and Austin recognized a little bit of regret and anger from it.
Then he held up his skirt, raised his head like a lady, and pretended nothing happened: "It's late, I'm going back."
That hurried look probably had the air of running away.
No one cared about how the prince who got his butt kicked would take revenge, and Andy had no time to care about it. Austin's state was always in a state of mind-wandering.
The next day, Darwin opened the courtyard door and found a luxurious carriage parked at the door. A young gentleman was standing at the door holding a bouquet of white roses, his raised arm seemed to be about to knock on the door.
Darwin was stunned for a moment, then quickly reacted, and entered the role of a professional servant, respectful but very alert: "Hello, my lord, what can I do for you?"
Could this be the prince who was beaten up by Andy? Darwin's heart was pounding. Could this bouquet of flowers be used to commemorate them?No, the prince has smoky eyes.
The young gentleman has a pair of unique emerald green eyes, and his demeanor is as haughty as his demeanor.
"I'm Phelps from Wild Jade Sea, here to visit your master."
Darwin rubbed his head and looked at him suddenly: "Okay, okay, I will inform you."
God!Phelps, Andy's rumored fiancé?
Darwin ran into the yard in astonishment, and happened to meet Andy coming out of the house. His itinerary today was to hire a lawyer for that humanoid.
"What's the matter? Who's outside?" Andy frowned, thinking it was Roy's person, with a calm expression: "Themis bans martial arts, don't panic, you go over the wall from the yard and shout on the street."
Darwin shook his eyebrows, and couldn't help showing a teasing expression, "No, no, no...it's your fiance hahaha."
Andy snorted coldly, disapproving of Darwin's schadenfreude, he walked to the courtyard door and pushed open the door.
Darwin quietly squatted among the flowers and watched.
After a night of psychological construction, Andy has established a solid fortress in his heart, and he is not afraid to admit his true identity in front of Austin, no matter what his attitude is.
"Good morning." The young gentleman greeted calmly, and stuffed a bouquet of flowers into Andy's hand.
Darwin saw Andy hugging Bai Qiangwei, his face was stiff, and the well-dressed young gentleman was not surprised, but instead showed a shy smile.
It seems that the Duke is crazily pursuing Andy?Darwin couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, and Andy refused in a blunt tone: "What does that mean?"
The gentleman's emerald green eyes didn't blink, and he said something as natural as discussing the weather: "I want to pursue you."
When it was over, Darwin prayed silently, begging Andy not to do anything.
However, it didn't work out, and Andy angrily slapped the flower on the gentleman's face: "You idiot, don't you already know my name, are you going to use this method to humiliate me?!"
The gentleman's hat blocked the bouquet of flowers, but it was also knocked off, and his pale face looked a little at a loss.
It appears to be unrequited love.
Darwin thought he had guessed the truth.
The gentleman looked at Andy blankly, as if he had been hit hard, his emerald green eyes did not blink, but his lips slowly tightened.
From this angle, Darwin could clearly see a circle of water in the gentleman's eyes.
Give up as soon as possible, the lady you like is a man inside, her heart is harder than a rock, Darwin couldn't help but sigh, he has rejected many good girls one after another, how could he be moved by a man like you.
"..."
"do not Cry."
After a while, Darwin heard Andy's impatient voice. He wondered if he should go out and give the poor gentleman a step. The next moment, Andy bent down and picked up the white rose that had been thrown on the ground.
The young gentleman looked down: "Andy"
Darwin: "!!!"
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Exhausted, ah, update ah update.
By the way, don't think I'm annoying, the last post is a sweet post.
Fang Zhihao's "After I Died, I Fall in Love with the Movie King"
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