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"Then will you despise me and be afraid of me because of this?"

"No, you are free to choose what you want, as long as you are happy. Although I think homosexuality is unbelievable, I will respect your choice." I answered her sincerely.

Until then, Yining put aside all doubts in her heart and told me why she was beaten by her uncle.

"Last semester, a new transfer student came to our class. Her name is Yang Xiaoxiao. She is very gentle. The teacher arranged for me to sit at the same table with her. I fell in love with her without knowing it." Yining said this, I stopped for a while, I don't know why, when I heard that she has a girl she likes, my heart skipped a beat, and I seemed a little sad.I think, the ring mark on her finger should be left by the couple ring she and Xiaoxiao wear!

Yining seemed to be completely immersed in the memory, she continued: "I went to school with Xiaoxiao, did my homework, and did my duty. Sometimes, I rode a bicycle and drove her to the suburbs to play. There is a large golden field there. The cauliflower and the crystal-clear river, the broad blue sky and the leisurely white clouds above... such a day is really beautiful..."

An extremely beautiful picture appeared in my mind, blue sky, white clouds, golden cauliflower, two girls in school uniforms running freely, I nodded involuntarily: "It's really beautiful..."

"Finally one day, I couldn't help but confess to Xiaoxiao. What made me happy was that she didn't reject me and said that she liked me for a long time. At that time, I really felt that I was the happiest in the world people."

"And then?" I asked.

"Later, a few evenings ago, when I was on duty with her, I couldn't help kissing her. The dean of our school found out by accident, and she notified our parents. After my uncle knew the whole thing , beat me up. I couldn't take it anymore, so I ran out, and later, I went to your house."

I said "Oh", and suddenly remembered something, and asked again: "Then how is Xiaoxiao doing now?"

"I don't know, I have called her home, but her family watched her so closely that she wouldn't let her answer the phone," Yining slammed his fist on the wall, "At first I said something to protect her , but now I can't do anything, I really hate myself..."

I was startled, and quickly held her hand: "Yining, don't be like this, there is always a solution to things! What problem can you solve by hurting yourself like this? If Xiaoxiao knows, she will Even more sad!"

"Cousin, tell me, what should I do now? Did I do something wrong, the people I love have left me one by one..." Yining's teary eyes shone like diamonds in the darkness, I'm really heartbroken, she's only 17 years old, she's been through so much pain, she's lost the parents she loves the most, and now she's lost the person she loves the most, she still has to laugh in front of everyone, who Know the pain in her heart?And who can see the tears in her heart?God, how could you treat her so cruelly and let her not get a little warmth?God, if you can really hear my heart, please give her half of my happiness!I want her to be happy!

I touched the corners of my eyes, and it turned out that I was already crying.

"Yining, you still have me!" I couldn't help holding her, letting her cry in my arms.

The cool night wind blew across the empty street, and a few leaves fluttered with the wind.Autumn is coming soon.

Modified~

At night, I made an overseas phone call to my parents in Canada and told them that I wanted to postpone going abroad for a year.

Dad sighed, and asked, "What's going on? The procedures are almost done... You know, we're getting older, and our health isn't very good..."

"It's like this," I glanced at Yining who was sleeping soundly, and said in a low voice deliberately, "I found Yining, she is working hard now, I took her to live with me, she is about to take the college entrance examination now, I plan to go to Canada together after she finishes the college entrance examination, you see, okay?"

"What?" Mom snatched the microphone and said excitedly, "I found Yining? Well, you guys stay here and talk about going abroad later, poor child..." I knew there was a reason for Mom to sigh. Yes, back then Yining's parents left a fairly generous inheritance. Out of distress for Yining, her mother wanted to fight for custody, but Yining's aunt's family tried their best to snatch away the inheritance. Yining's custody, then moved and disappeared.

Who knows, a few years later, I met Yining.

Maybe this is God's arrangement, who can tell clearly.In short, now, everything is settled, except Yining and Xiaoxiao's love.

Is that love?Should I help them?I really don't know, because I have never been tempted by anyone, I don't know what love is like.Could it be that, as Yining said, at first, he cared about a person's feelings?So, now that I care so much about her, do I fall in love with her?Thinking of this, I quickly shook my head, what was I thinking!Not only homosexuality, but also incest!Really, how could I have such a dirty idea!

I got on the bed lightly, pulled back the quilt, and lay down.My hand touched Yining's by accident. After hesitating for a moment, I held her hand and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, I found that Yining had already woken up.She was lying next to me, looking at me quietly.

I said embarrassedly: "What are you looking at! Is there something dirty on my face? Or did I do something embarrassing again?"

"Cousin, do you know, in fact, I really hope that when I open my eyes every morning, the first thing I see is the person I love."

"Oh, silly boy, there will be such a day!" I patted Yining on the head and comforted her.Then, I said to her again: "Shall I find a way to help you get Xiaoxiao out?"

"Cousin," she said hesitantly, "maybe the person I love is not Xiaoxiao."

"What?" I was so surprised that my jaw was about to drop, "How come? Did you catch a cold last night, and you're talking nonsense?"

"It's true, I found that all this time, I was just looking for another person's shadow from her. If I say this, maybe you will think that I am irresponsible, but I just now know what I really think in my heart , I'm not joking!" Yining said anxiously.

"Yining, maybe you are really too young to understand what love is." I sighed.

"Cousin...you misunderstood me, really!" Yining was about to cry.

"Then tell me, whose shadow are you looking for in Xiaoxiao? Who is the person you really love?" I asked seriously with a straight face.

"I can't tell you," Yining said firmly, "she is a normal person, different from me. She is so pure, so kind, and has no scheming. I must protect her and prevent her from becoming gay. Therefore, I I can't tell you who she is...I just want to protect her silently!"

"Why don't you want her to become gay? If she is, can't you be together?" I asked in surprise.

Yining shook his head in pain: "No, you don't know, in the eyes of normal people, homosexuality is so sinful, so dirty, so perverted. Many people like me are afraid to reveal themselves There are still some people who have no choice but to marry. We are destined to be aliens in the eyes of others... And, you don't know, there are mixed fish and dragons in the LES circle, and she is so simple... I don't want her to suffer I don't want anyone to hurt her..."

I sighed: "Yining, the person you love must be very happy!"

"Really?" Yining's eyes lit up, "You really think so?"

"Of course! Well, for the sake of your sincerity, I will forgive you!" I said with a smile, but I immediately frowned: "Then what should Xiaoxiao do? She is still waiting What about you..."

"I...I don't know...cousin, hug me, okay?" Yining asked.

I nodded.