I volunteer for the underworld

When Cheng Ruoyu said this, he stopped. I was lying on Su Han's shoulder, drowsy, listening to his soft voice, my upper and lower eyelids were heavy, and I couldn't open them no matter how hard I tried.The sound stopped suddenly, and my drowsiness also stopped, but I woke up instead.

I turned my face away and rubbed Su Han's shoulder for a while. I wiped the tears that flowed out of sleepiness on Su Han's shoulder indiscriminately. Just after rubbing, he squeezed my chin and pushed it away.

"I hope you have enough money in your pocket to pay me for a coat."

Didn't I give you all the money in my pocket?Now I don't have any money, and it's just a little tear, and the tear is not dirty!

I looked at him resentfully: "Why do you still despise me so much?"

He patted himself on the shoulder with a fake smile: "Why are you still so disgusted by others?"

"How can there be, who despises me except you? My family even cares about me."

He kicked me away: "Go wash your face, and beat you when you sleep."

Aggrieved, I went to wash my face and came back, continued to sit next to Su Han, and then looked at Cheng Ruoyu: "Go on, he's going to celebrate his birthday, then what?"

Cheng Ruoyu had some surprise on his face: "Did you hear that?"

"Of course, I didn't sleep." In fact, he almost fell asleep, but it seemed a bit disrespectful to say that.

"But, you're already snoring..." Cheng Ruoyu said weakly.

Me: "..." What is social death?This is called, my face became hot, and I stammered an explanation: "I didn't sleep well yesterday. I was a little sleepy just now, but I definitely didn't fall asleep. I heard what you said, really!"

This is a socially phobic patient. If I caused some psychological shadow on him because of me, then I would be guilty of a big crime.

Cheng Ruoyu is a very delicate person, this kind of delicateness makes him very considerate and considerate of others.

"It's okay. If you're sleepy, you can rest first. He and I...actually, there's nothing to talk about..."

This expression clearly means that there is still a lot to say.Moreover, the person who can make a social phobic patient miss so much is more willing to tell others about the things between them word by word, acquaintance, acquaintance, and one by one. It must be important!

Su Han raised his hand and pinched the back of my neck, and said to Cheng Ruoyu, "Leave him alone, just keep talking, what happened afterwards?"

I sat up straight and assured him: "I'm not sleepy now, what happened afterwards? Why did you separate?"

He hesitated for a while, reorganized his words, and continued.

A month before that birthday, Cheng Ruoyu had been thinking about what gift to give him, but couldn't think of it for a long time, because that person gave him the feeling that he didn't lack anything.

Cheng Ruoyu thought and thought, and finally figured out what to give. He can sculpt a little bit, so he wanted to give that person something he made by himself. In this case, not to mention the price, at least he got his mind.

He really likes this friend whom he has only met once. For his birthday, he overcame his own obstacles and went to the market to choose materials. It's worth it for him.

He used all the time other than code words to carve the gift non-stop, waiting for the person to give it to him on his birthday, or give it to him by hand.Gifts should be given face to face.

Cheng Ruoyu hurried, and finally prepared the gift the night before the birthday.Because it was a holiday, the other roommates went home, and there were only the two of them there.

As soon as the morning arrived, Cheng Ruoyu took the initiative to send a message to the person next door: "Happy birthday."

The man still replied in seconds: "Just a happy birthday? Is there a gift?"

"Yes." Cheng Ruoyu replied, "I have prepared a gift, should I give it to you now or in the morning?"

It took a while for the over there to reply: "Well, although I don't know what is good or bad when I say this, I still want to ask, can I choose my own birthday present?"

Cheng Ruoyu looked at the gift he had carefully packed and put on the table. The newcomer was a little disappointed, but he still replied: "Yes, I am also worried about the choice I made. You may not like it, and I also think so. You choose better. What do you want?"

After a while, the man sent a sentence: "I want to see you, okay? Face-to-face."

"This is what I wanted for my birthday!"

"We've known each other for more than half a year, so we're considered friends, right? Let's meet, okay?"

"I'm really not scared at all. It was an accident last time! Well, I know your situation and your safe distance. I will never scare you, okay?"

"Also, I will cook a big table of sumptuous dinner tomorrow, I hope you can sit opposite me and eat with me. Cheng Ruoyu, can you?"

"It's okay if you don't want to now, I believe that one day, you will be willing to come out!"

As he sent out sentence after sentence, Cheng Ruoyu's heart beat faster and faster following those words.It's just a meal together face to face, it's actually not that difficult, he thought so too.

He had originally thought about giving gifts face to face...

At this moment, his breathing was a little short, and his hands began to tremble slightly, as if that person had already stood in front of him.

He trembled and typed: "Okay."

In the next second, he heard a knock on the door, and he was taken aback. Was that person standing outside the door the whole time?Cheng Ruoyu ran to the door almost immediately, all the hesitation in his heart seemed to have disappeared at that moment, and he opened the door firmly without any hesitation.

Outside the door, stood a tall and big boy with a smile on his face comparable to sunshine.Cheng Ruoyu was slightly distracted by that smile, and then became nervous after realizing it.

"That, that, happy birthday."

"I'm really happy. Thank you for your willingness to come out. Look, I don't look scary, do I?"

It's really not scary, just like Cheng Ruoyu imagined, he is a very sunny and big boy.Cheng Ruoyu was amused by his way of speaking exactly the same as on WeChat, lowered his head and smiled, and said again: "Happy birthday."

The corner of the man's mouth almost went behind his ears, and he nodded happily: "Very happy, so happy, Cheng Ruoyu, let's watch a movie together?"

"Ah?" Cheng Ruoyu didn't have the guts to go to the cinema, he looked at the boy's expectant face, and began to think in his heart, perhaps the cinema might not be as scary, maybe he could give it a try...

Just heard the boy say: "Don't worry, instead of going to the cinema, just watch it in the living room together?"

"Okay, okay." Cheng Ruoyu heard herself say.

That night, they watched ghost movies all night, and Cheng Ruoyu didn't feel sleepy, nor scared, nor did he feel any discomfort.When the boy screamed and squeezed to his side, he even felt that strange body temperature, with a kind of comfort that he had never felt before.

It turns out that this is how it feels to have friends, which is great.

The next day, the two of them slept in tacit understanding until they woke up naturally. In the afternoon, the man started to prepare, and sure enough, he cooked a sumptuous meal as promised, so rich that Cheng Ruoyu was dumbfounded.

"So much, we can't finish it?"

The man waved his hand grandly: "Life needs a sense of ritual, and you can handle it in normal times. Naturally, you have to eat better for birthdays. It's still early. We can start eating from now until supper time."

The main thing is that I didn’t deal with it at ordinary times, and I ate a lot every day...

However, the two stayed up all night last night and hadn't eaten anything until today. They were indeed hungry, so they sat facing each other and began to eat.

They ate and ate, and sat on the same side for the convenience of watching movies.

Boys like to watch horror movies very much. They are obviously so scared, but all they look for are horror movies.

Different from Cheng Ruoyu's introversion, he is a very outgoing person. When he sees something funny, he laughs and leans forward, and when he gets to a scary part, he yells, wishing he could hold Cheng Ruoyu directly in his arms as a pillow.

Cheng Ruoyu was hugged by him a few times, and he was used to him jumping over to hug him when he saw a scary scene.

"Why aren't you afraid at all?" The boy looked at the calm Cheng Ruoyu, trembling with fright at the plot of the movie.

Cheng Ruoyu was hugged a little tightly by him, and her breathing was a little difficult, she exhaled quietly, and said, "I told you, I'm a novelist, right?"

"I said it, but what does it have to do with you not being afraid?"

Cheng Ruoyu pursed her lips and said, "I'm writing a supernatural novel."

"...What's the name? Let me see."

"Aren't you scared?"

"I'm afraid of what I can see, but I'm definitely not afraid of what I can't see! What's the name, I'll search it!"