I volunteer for the underworld

Chapter 153 Eternal Regret

But what he would say, when I started to be reincarnated as a punishment, other people learned that I would be away for a long time, they were so happy that they almost set off firecrackers to celebrate, only the light was sincerely sad, angry with the other seventeen Dian got into a fight, beat everyone to the ground, and couldn't get out of bed for a whole month.

The first time I went back, they complained to me a lot.

Not wanting to tease him anymore, she raised her hand to signal him to relax: "Take these three people back, look at the arrangement, I still have things to deal with, so you can go back first."

"Ah?" He looked at me with some reluctance, and then glanced at Su Han unwillingly. Su Han raised his eyebrows at him and smiled, so Guang Ju was even more upset.

It's strange to say that Su Han and Guang Jiju have never dealt with each other. Su Han has always been calm, and he has never been like this with other people, but with Guang Jiju, his tact is never used, and every time we meet, he must make people angry. That's good.

I was worried about whether the two of them had any thoughts about each other before, and I was so scared that I didn't dare to let Su Han live in the light, for fear that the two of them saw the right thing.After my thoughts were learned by Su Han, I was beaten up by Fatty, so I felt relieved.

After Guangjiu left, I stretched my waist and felt a little tired. Guangjiju was right in saying that being a mortal is not good at all. I feel tired every now and then.

"It seems that even the symbiotic contract can't stop the cause and effect. I still can't grow old with you."

Su Han looked at me for a while, with distress in his eyes: "You just can't let go of this obsession, do you regret it?"

This is indeed my obsession. At the beginning, my wish was to grow old with Su Han, but due to my reasons, I failed to fulfill my wish, and Su Han died.In every subsequent life, no matter what method I use, I cannot make up for this regret.

Before this reincarnation, I taught Su Han how to use the symbiosis contract, but my awakening at this time is equivalent to telling me the answer, and I still can't grow old with him.

Everyone thinks that my punishment is to reincarnate several times and experience all kinds of things in the world, but in fact it is not, not being able to spend the rest of my life with Su Han is the most severe punishment for me.

Do you regret it?I only regret not being able to protect Su Han at first.As for those innocent people affected by me, if I say that I still do not know my fault, how long will this cause and effect punish me?

"I do not regret."

I don't want to tell lies, I have never regretted it, isn't it just to pay off the karma debt I owe?I have unlimited time to pay back slowly, even if I don't know my mistakes, there will be a day to pay back.

Su Han's eyes were slightly red, he squatted down, and held my hand: "You have never repented. Whether it is Cheng Ruoyu or Xiao Dongyang, everyone you meet is a karma owed to you." Otherwise, how could Wu Hao have been able to get away with it for so long."

"Well, I'll pay back the debts I owe." I stood up and pulled Su Han out: "Let's go, let's settle the matter here first, the robbery of my little uncle and aunt is coming soon, I have to go there one trip."

Su Han seemed to think of the past, and said regretfully, "It's a pity for the two of them. In this life, there should be a good result."

I said, "I will."

Half an hour later, Su Han came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, and looked at me speechlessly: "Didn't you say to deal with Wu Hao first?"

I'm unpacking the packaging bag of the condom. The packaging of this thing is so difficult to unpack. Su Han also asked me to use it. I couldn't unpack it with my hands, so I had to bite my teeth.

Vague answer: "Yes, didn't you say it, let him experience the punishment here first, don't worry, I have already arranged it, you have to solve my feelings first, right?"

Finally tore it open, I held it in my hand, looked at him eagerly, and motioned him to hurry up, but he couldn't bear to look directly at it, and continued to dry his hair slowly.

His hair was a little longer, and it took time to blow it up. I was bored of waiting, so I took the hair dryer to blow it for him. The cool and soft hair felt tangled between my fingers, which was very comfortable.I remembered that when he had long hair in the past, his hair was very smooth, but it was a bit troublesome to wash it. At that time, there was no hair dryer, and he could only dry it after drying.However, he is a clean freak and always needs to wash his hair, and every time he will lie on the chaise longue, lazily waiting for his hair to dry.

Later, times changed, and when a man finally didn’t have to grow long hair, he immediately cut it short. Seeing that long hair fall to the ground, my heart was about to bleed. His hair is still stored in my own palace by me.

He is willing to keep his current hairstyle after I begged for a long time in my last life.

At that time, I watched a Korean drama, and there was a person in this kind of slightly curly semi-long hair, which looks good when tied up. I think Su Han looks much better than that actor. He must look good with this hairstyle, so I begged him I stayed, and it turns out that I really have good eyesight, and Su Han's hairstyle is very suitable.

After drying his hair, I smoothed it out with my hands, and tucked his face hair behind his ears, revealing his complete face.No matter how long I look at this face, it fascinates me.

I leaned over to kiss him, bit his lip, and was shunned by him.

"Bite and pull out your dog's teeth again."

I looked at the slightly red and swollen underside of his lips, and gritted my teeth unconsciously. I was also very surprised, every time I kissed him, I always wanted to bite to enjoy it.

"Okay, I promise I won't bite."

I can't count how many times I have made such promises, and I also remember his threats, but I just can't change them.

I leaned up again, kissed him for a while, and then couldn't help pressing him on the bed. He lay down obediently, with one hand around my neck, and gently touched the back of my neck. I hummed comfortably. He rubbed and rubbed on his neck.

"Why did you wake up for so long this time?"

"Huh?" I vaguely replied, "How long? Maybe it's because I went down there once."

I was fully prepared, and when I was about to get to the point, he said again: "Do you want to do it very much?"

"I haven't done it for a long time, I'm almost suffocated." I looked up at him and found that his expression was calm, so I didn't rush in and asked, "You... don't want to do it?"

I touched his and felt it too, but it wasn't strong.

He looked at me, twitched the corner of his mouth, and said seriously: "I don't want to."

"Why?" I continued to touch him, trying to stir up his feelings. His lower abdomen was tense, and his breathing also became slightly rapid. It was obvious that he had feelings, but why did he always reject me?

He adjusted his breathing: "The technique is too poor, it's very uncomfortable."

"Huh?" I was struck by lightning.

Su Han's words hit me hard, because I was rejected by him more than once before, all for this reason.For a long time after we got well, he was not very enthusiastic about this aspect. Every time I couldn’t bear it, I only came here once. The reason was that my poor skills made him uncomfortable.

For this reason, I have been troubled for a long time and studied for a long time, so that our lives in this aspect gradually become harmonious.The good times didn't last long, because I made a big mistake and began to reincarnate continuously. I couldn't do it once every 20 years, and I became rusty in this aspect again.

Every time I go back down below, I will pull him to have fun, but he doesn't seem to be very comfortable every time. Under my instinct, I can't help but ignore his feelings. As time goes by, he starts to be unwilling again .

I asked lazily, "Is it really that bad?"

He nodded.

I almost spit out a mouthful of old blood.

Su Han continued: "Aren't you thinking about it? Originally, the technology is not very good. After more than 2000 years, do you think you can do well?"

I was completely wilted, and I gnawed on his neck unwillingly.In reincarnation after reincarnation, Su Han will hardly reject me when the love is strong, but I also know that he is not very comfortable, and he is more tolerant of me.

I have done wrong things before and caused him serious injuries, so I swore that I will never force him when he doesn't want to.

Of course, I have also contradicted this sentence countless times, and it took a long time to keep this promise. I finally changed it, and I don't want to break my promise again.

"Okay then, I won't do it today, I'll learn again?"

He looked at me for a while, then suddenly smiled, put his arms around my neck, and kissed me: "You have really changed a lot. If you were in the past, you would not stop at this time."

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