I volunteer for the underworld

Drowsy, I have been in between half dream and half awake.

After a while, I saw Su Han in black clothes and high ponytail on the old and bustling street, impatiently pulling the chain tightly, and pulling me on the other end of the chain.

After a while, I saw Su Han lying on the chaise longue under the green plum tree outside the quiet bamboo house, taking a light sleep. I ran in from outside the house smiling, then walked lightly to his side, bowed my head and secretly kissed him.

In the soup pond filled with white mist again, we sat side by side to take a bath, but I was not very honest, I kept harassing him with my hands, and he slapped him away impatiently, but he would be too lazy to make trouble a few times Leave me alone.

Su Han, who is in different places and in different clothes, is always by my side, his eyes are the same as before, clear and bright, always with a touch of doting inside.

I saw the back of that man in red again, he staggered away, and the ground behind him was covered with flowers outlined in blood.This time I saw it more clearly, he was wearing a bright red wedding dress.

The last picture was Su Han's fallen figure in front of me, his clothes were stained red with blood, and the warmth of his blood was still on my face.

The red figure coincided with Su Han who was tied to the altar, and I woke up instantly, gasping for breath and sitting up.

After getting over the sluggishness of my body's instincts, I immediately got out of bed and ran out barefoot. As soon as I opened the door, I was stopped by two people at the door.

"Master, the master said that you are not allowed to go out."

"Go away!"

They remained motionless, the same sentence.I was anxious, angry in my heart, turned around and went back to the house to search, found a dagger from under the pillow, rushed to the door again and pointed it at them.

"Who dares to stop me?"

They looked at me, still not moving.

I turned the dagger around to face myself, and they looked at each other, a little panicked.It seems that this trick is effective, very good, I did not hesitate to cut a knife on the arm in my hand, with a little force, my teeth chattered from the pain, and the blood dripped out instantly, soaking the thin clothes .

They took a step back, but still stopped me with their hands: "Master, don't be impulsive."

I put the dagger on my neck, gritted my teeth and said, "I'm not impulsive, I'm very calm, if you don't get out of the way, I'll cut my neck directly."

As he spoke, he pressed down hard, and immediately felt a tingling pain in his neck.

They probably didn't dare to take the risk of taking responsibility, so they stepped aside immediately, and I ran out quickly.

I don't know how long I've been in a coma, what's going on outside?How is Su Han?How is uncle?

Instead of going through the gate, I ran towards the back door. As soon as I saw the back door, the back door opened. Two people came in carrying something on a board. When they saw me, their eyes widened in vain, and they turned around and walked out.

"Get out quickly!"

"Stop, what are you carrying?"

I hurried over and saw that the board was covered with a layer of black cloth, and the raised shape of the black cloth was clearly a person.My heart stabbed for a while without warning, and then it started to hurt uncontrollably.

I covered my chest and bent down, looked under the black cloth, breathed heavily, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

"Who's down there?"

I tried to open it, but they took a step back and avoided it.

"Master Tong, this... you'd better not read it."

"Let it go, you put it down! Who is it? It's..."

I want to ask is it Su Han?But I can't say his name anyway, because I dare not admit it myself, as if as long as I say it, it will become true.

"I want you to put it down!" I yelled, glaring at them.

They might have been frightened by me, and after hesitating for a moment, they still gently put it on the ground.

"Master Tong, Master Tong asked us to bring it back and bury it properly."

"Cough, cough, cough..." I kept staring at the black cloth, and coughed again. My heart was so painful that I was about to suffocate, and I didn't dare to blink. I moved over slowly with heavy steps, and knelt down on the ground.

The two stood at a loss and kept talking, but I couldn't hear them anymore.

His hands trembled uncontrollably, and he grabbed a corner of the black cloth several times before he pulled it off with all his courage.

In sight, it was a charred black corpse.

My eyes widened and I forgot to breathe.

The corpse can only be seen to be in the shape of a human being, and it has been completely changed, but I still recognize him at a glance. He is a familiarity carved in my bones, and I can recognize him no matter what he has turned into.

"Su Han..."

This cognition made my brain go blank, and I didn't feel anything except pain.

In a trance, I heard those two people shouting "Young Master" and other things, but I couldn't hear them at all.

"Why... so? Su Han, Su Han, stop teasing me, you... wake up... Su Han... ah... ahem..."

There was a bright red in front of my eyes, and I coughed up a big mouthful of blood again. The suffocation became more and more serious, and the red gradually turned black.

"Ayue!" I heard Master Tong's voice.

"Su Han...Su Han...you, open your eyes and look at me...don't leave me..."

My eyes fell into darkness, I just remembered holding Su Han and calling his name.

I don't know how long it has passed, but I have been in suffocating pain and endless darkness.

There are countless voices in my ears, familiar, unfamiliar, and countless broken pictures, some people I know, and some people I don’t know, but later, everyone gradually became familiar, and I roared in the nothingness , calling Su Han's name, looking for his figure.

But no, not anywhere.

Those familiar faces, they all stood in front of me, knelt down in black, oh, looking at them, my heart was desolate.

There was finally a glimmer of light in front of my eyes, I opened my eyes, and saw Master Tong who seemed to be 20 years older.

Seeing me waking up, he had tears in his eyes, cautiously excited, and asked, "Ayue, do you know who I am?"

I don't have amnesia, how could I not know who he is?It's just that I don't want to talk, I sat up supporting my fragile and heavy body, he immediately went to help me, and I avoided it.

"Don't touch me, where is Su Han?"

"Son, wake up, Su Han is dead, when will you accept this fact? Think about your father and me, how many years can I live when I am old? If you keep going crazy like this, how many years will you live?" What should I do? How can I meet your mother?"

Crazy?Where is the madness?I am obviously very calm, I know that Su Han is dead, I just want to see him again.

"I'm sober, where is he, take me to see him."

He didn't bother to wipe away his tears, and looked at me in shock: "Are you really awake? Ayue, are you really awake?"

"How do you want me to prove it?" I looked at him and asked.

Instead, he didn't know what to say, and I didn't want to say anything else. When I got out of bed and opened it, my eyes were all white, only to realize that the weather was already very cold.

Master Tong didn't stop me, he just watched me put on a cotton padded coat and asked someone to take me to Su Han's cemetery.He was buried on a hill next to a green plum tree.

Green plum trees are also good.

I just took one look and left, taking the wooden tombstone with me.On the way down the mountain, there are constantly messy memory fragments pieced together in my mind, and when I get down the mountain, the memory is already complete.

I pinched the bridge of my nose, looked down at my slender hands, and suddenly laughed out loud.

"Once again..."

Closing my eyes, suppressing the anger in my heart, I continued to walk forward.

The people behind me followed me without daring to say a word, and then they opened their mouths carefully when they saw me walking towards the ancestral hall.

"Master, you can't go to the ancestral hall."

I glanced at him, and he immediately lowered his head and stopped talking.I went straight to the entrance of the ancestral hall, stretched out my hand and opened the door.

The inside is still the same as before, full of tablets, but the incense candles in front of the tablets have not been lit.

Xu Chuyi was lying on the imperial concubine chair, staring at the ceiling with staring eyes, then slowly turned to look at me when he heard the voice, and said softly: "Are you here?"

He was originally thin, but now he is even more skinny. If it weren't for the excellent bone support, he would definitely look like a skeleton.

Of course, I'm not qualified to say anything about him. Even if I'm not sick, I've always been like this.

"Zhuang Ting is dead."

I didn't ask him, because I know the ending, I just want to confirm it again.

He stood up, a little unsteady, he supported the chair before standing still, his eyes were red: "Yeah, dead... dead. I didn't expect to see you again."

"Why do you say that?"

His eyes widened slightly, and he looked at me suspiciously: "Don't you remember what happened in the past few months?"

I have been in a completely dark space, I remember everything in my dream, but I don’t know anything about what happened in reality, am I not always in a coma?

He chuckled lightly, mocking himself a bit: "It's okay if you don't remember, because you are crazy. After Su Han died, you became crazy."

He said, I went crazy after seeing Su Han's body, I don't remember anything, I just remember Su Han, hugging his body and locking myself in the same room as his body, as if he was still alive Talk to him the same.

Later, it was Master Tong who asked someone to open the door to separate Su Han's body from me. They took the body away, and I passed out. Every time I woke up, I kept talking to myself, as if Su Han In front of me.

It wasn't until today that I fully woke up.