I volunteer for the underworld

Who saw me in the past and coaxed me to follow me, who didn't please me all the time for fear that I would be unhappy?How have I ever been so low-key to please others?I've been so nice to him, why doesn't he still like me?I really get angrier the more I think about it!

I wanted to say some harsh words, but I couldn't speak to his cold gaze, so I just kept my head buried and strode wildly for a while.Looking back, he was still standing there, motionless.

I took a few deep breaths, ran back, and yelled, "Yes, I've had enough, I don't want to play now!"

I thought to myself, if it’s a big deal, I’ll take him back and lock him up. Anyway, he can’t hide or escape. If I like him, he must also like me.

As long as it's locked up... locked up in my bedroom... I feel a little heartbroken, and I lick my teeth, feeling a slight heat in my body.

If he says that again, then I will...

"Then go away, go away," he whispered.

Then he passed me and walked away without looking back.

He is a cultivator, with light kung fu and spells, and he disappeared soon.I stood there in a daze, unable to react for a moment.

Until the dawn of the sky, his words were still echoing in my mind repeatedly.He let me go?How dare he let me go?Still let me go away?

No one has ever dared to say that about me.

I was angry and wronged, my eyes were hot, and I couldn't help crying after holding back for a long time.I wiped away my tears and returned to Hades in a daze. I sank myself to the bottom of the Wangchuan River, and refused to go up no matter how much Guang lived on it.

I stayed in the water for seven days, and all the masters of the Eighteenth Hall came, saying that if I don't go out, the wails of the underworld will break through the sky, because the people from the heaven have come to complain.

Lou said: "If you are really unhappy, you can go to the heaven to play for a few days first. The one above came down to ask you a few days ago."

I turned over and lay down in the water: "What's the fun in the heaven, it's a vast expanse of whiteness, it's not festive at all."

"You want to celebrate, that's easy, let's go up and make some arrangements in advance." Guang Juju said happily: "Then you come out first."

The other hall masters were also pleading kindly, and after confirming that the one from the heaven would come down to pick me up in person, I finally surfaced.

They were already waiting with their clothes, I glanced at them and said, "I want to wear red."

"Red red."

The people behind immediately came over with red clothes in their hands. I wanted to change here, but suddenly remembered what Su Han said, so I took the clothes and walked to the bedroom.

"I'll replace it myself."

Ignoring their surprised expressions, I listlessly dragged my clothes back to the dormitory, took off the wet clothes, and changed into festive red.I took a few glances in the mirror and was not at all festive.

The wound on the face has healed.I was also stupid at the time, how could something in the mortal world really hurt me?I'll be fine as soon as I get back.

It won't be disfigured at all, it doesn't matter if it's disfigured or not, and he doesn't like me.

Thinking about it like this made me sad again, and I didn't want to go to the heaven, so I lay on the bed, ready to go back on my word.

But Chong Yu has already arrived, Chong Yu is the emperor of heaven, the emperor of heaven.

He was dressed in incombustible white, and walked slowly, with a soft tone and a smile: "It seems that you want to go back on your word again?"

It's not surprising to be noticed, how can I rejoice in his appointment thousands of times?

He went to the bed and sat down: "In a bad mood?"

Not only was I in a bad mood, it was very bad. I curled my lips and wanted to cry.

"It's not like you to toss yourself like this just for a mortal. Come on, don't lie on your stomach, I will take you to a good place and keep you forgetting about that mortal."

I sat up and said, "No, I don't want to forget him. I'll go to him when my anger subsides. By the way, you have the most tricks, is there any way to make him like me?"

He looked at me, thought seriously for a moment and said, "You and I are gods since we were born, and you don't understand, how can I understand? But, the feelings of mortals are nothing more than an exchange of equal value, heart for heart."

I looked down at my heart.

He coughed: "That's not what it means."

"Can't you make it clear when you're bored?" I yelled.

He covered his ears as usual, and put it down after I finished yelling: "Okay, I didn't make it clear, let's go, go out with me for a stroll, and wait for you to calm down before finding someone you like."

I went to heaven with him.

Recently, a new little fairy came to the heaven. He planted flowers in the heaven all day long, and he planted colorful flowers all over the Tianhe River, which made this place not so ugly.

But still boring.

I walked with him for a while, and I didn't want to go any further. I sat in the cloud pavilion and looked at the Tianhe River below. The water there would pass through the ends of the earth and flow into the River of Forgetfulness.After cleaning the thousands of souls in Wangchuan, return to Tianhe.

Zhong Yu said: "The world we live in is itself a cycle, just like cause and effect."

And God is without cause and effect.

Whether it is me or Chong Yu, we have existed since the beginning of the world, we have lived with the world, and we are related to everything in the world, but there is no cause and effect.

Chong Yu said: "There is no cause and effect, so we are not bound and thus free. Dongyue, I don't know what kind of love you have for that mortal, but just take a look, don't be too persistent, I'm worried..."

What kind of like, how do I know?I just like him, I like clinging to him, listening to him, looking at me, I like whatever he does.

Oh no, he said he doesn't like me, and I don't like it.

I also know what Chong Yu is worried about. There used to be a fairy under his seat, but because he fell in love with a mortal, he was burdened with karma, and he is still struggling in the cycle of reincarnation, unable to be free.

He worried that I would be like that too.

I don't have time to think about that, what I think now is, I've been away for several days, does Su Han miss me?Will he find me?

He said such exaggerated things at the time, if he apologized to me...it's okay if he doesn't apologize, but he must swear that he can't say that again in the future, and I can forgive him.

Actually, did I go too far?When he came up to the mountain, his eyes were clearly worried. How did he become like that later?

"Um... what did I say?"

"Dongyue, are you listening?"

I distracted him a bit: "Ah? I'm listening, but I can't understand. Zhong Yu, tell me, did I say something wrong at that time? Why did he suddenly say something like that?"

Heavy Feather: "..."

I told Chong Yu all the conversations I had with Su Han verbatim, and then looked at him eagerly: "You are the smartest in the Six Realms, please think about it for me."

His expression was a little subtle: "You said...the person you like is a man?"

"Yeah, what's the problem?"

"The problem is big."

He explained to me that in the mortal world, it is normal for a man to like a woman, but for a man to like a man, it is against the norms and morally corrupt.People who really have special hobbies usually go to special gardens to find fun.

"The person you mentioned is not only a cultivator, but also a leader in the Taoist family. If he really has something with you, the world he lives in will not tolerate him."

I was taken aback, I never thought it would be so serious, I never thought, what would happen if he was with me?It turned out that he was not allowed to like me.

"It turned out to be like this..."

Chong Yu looked at me with gratified eyes: "It's good that you understand. If you really like men, you can come from the heaven, the underworld, or the devil world. The men over there are very good-looking..."

I interrupted him: "So, he just can't like me, not because he doesn't like me."

Chong Yu said: "Dongyue, you..."

"Don't call me Dongyue. I'm called Tongyue now. This is the name Su Han gave me. It sounds better than Dongyue." I stood up and bowed to Chongyu: "You are really the smartest, I already understand I'm going to find him right now!"

The morals of the world don't allow it?It's fine if I allow it.

"I don't think you understand..." Zhong Yu also stood up and grabbed my arm: "I mean, why don't you give up on him and find someone else?"

"But I don't like other people." I brushed his hand away: "I'm leaving."

Feeling in his bosom, he took out a black seed and threw it to Chong Yu: "This is the bone lotus seed I found at the bottom of Jiuyou Spring. There are only three in the world, and I give it to you."

Holding the seed, he sighed helplessly.

Following Su Han's aura, I came to Mohuai Town, but he hasn't left yet, I thought he had already left.It was daytime at this time, and there were still very few people on the street, only scattered vendors who came out to set up stalls and sell vegetables, without even shouting.

I ran all the way to the restaurant where Su Han was staying, hesitated a little when I reached the door, and leaned on the door to look, but the door was tightly closed and I couldn't see anything.

I knocked on the door panel, and a familiar voice came from inside.

"Who?"