Chief Oda won't complain

If I was the only one reading it, I might not be able to read it here.

I still have some self-knowledge, knowing that I am not a superman with no limit to my psychological endurance.

When I have to face my collapsed heart, I may... no, it should be said that I must.I will definitely take the most extreme path.

I was shocked by the determination of the mimic organization. Living in a peaceful world, it was unimaginable to me. People are born with the instinct to survive. What kind of experience would it take to create such a group of completely desperate people?

In a different world, I tried to come up with a solution to help mimic and achieve a peaceful ending. I was really overwhelmed, and in the end I put everything in it.

No wonder, the last deceased among the three was Oda Sakunosuke. Isn't this already a sufficient reason to die?

Even without looking back, I know that Gide's goal has been achieved, and there is no room for turning things around.

So I actually don't want to read any more.

I didn’t raise five kids, I didn’t volunteer to be a novelist, and I didn’t have a teen killer past. I was just a Mandarin teacher who wanted to turn from an internship to a full-time job.

So no matter how much I try to empathize, I can't fully understand me in another world.

Facing the fact that the children died in front of my eyes, I couldn't reach the kind of heart-piercing feelings described in the text.

No experience is vain after all. Compared with being sad, I feel more of a kind of shock.

I once watched a tragic scene of an earthquake in a documentary. The powerful force of the land squeezed the human world, and countless high-rise buildings collapsed, as if the end was coming. It is hard to imagine how many people lost their lives in a few seconds of footage.

At that time, I had a very similar shocking feeling, and I couldn't bear to watch it a second time anyway.

People often blindly believe that they are in control of their lives.But many times people are involuntary, and disillusionment will come by accident in an inevitable way, how sad.

Now I feel that I may not be qualified to read the "story" with this attitude of a bystander.

I should not continue to stand in the baffling position to aimlessly understand how another self died, that would be too offensive.

Is it interesting to watch yourself die in another world?Can you change anything just by looking at it?Still get some inspiration?

Does it have the meaning of warning and enlightening your future life?Satisfying the desire for snooping?Investigate hidden clues?More talking money?Increase experience?

I sit here and always want a convincing reason.If it's just for the convenience of me in another world coming to recuperate, then it doesn't matter whether I read the following content or not.

My stiff body was gradually able to move. I avoided Xingyue's sight and tried to get up and leave, but the people around me stopped me.

As for who called me to stop me, I can't remember clearly afterwards, and that is not important, what is important is my subconscious action after hearing it.

I looked at Xingyue, and the girl really kept paying attention to me, with a pleading look on her face, as if saying, "Uncle Odasaku, please."

What exactly are you asking me for?

"I'm fine, keep reading." As a result, I said this.

The strange feeling of oppression created by all the people watching me in the dark suddenly dissipated a lot.

For the content of the following "story", the author—let's assume there is an author—

It seems that the reader is intended to soothe the mood and adjust the state, so the perspective is moved to the sea of ​​Yokohama, the narrative is also relaxed, and the fine weather is emphasized.

A negotiation with only a few people is going on in the sightseeing boat, including Ango Sakaguchi, Chief Mori of the port mafia, and Chief Farmer of the Supernatural Special Affairs Division of the Ministry of Internal Affairs.

"Boom!"

I turned my head to look around: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay..." Dazai withdrew his fist on the desk as if nothing had happened. "It's just that the muscles in this hand suddenly twitched by themselves."

"Are you hurt?"

"No la……"

"The sudden twitching of the limbs may be caused by not having a good rest or excessive mental stress. It is best to go to the hospital for examination."

"Saku Oda is so talkative, I'm just growing pains."

Are there such growing pains in the world?

I glanced at Dazai again, and he gave me an impatient expression.So I swallowed back the redundant and meaningless exhortation, and said instead: "Dazai, the big men at the top talk about their interests, and let the common people at the bottom rush to kill and sacrifice for it. We all understand, so don't get angry unnecessarily."

"Odasaku-sensei, this is a difficult task." Ango said, and very rarely stood by Dazai's side.

"As long as you read it carefully, you will definitely notice that Dazai helped find a hiding place for the children. But the mimic still appeared, and it appeared "in time", and even managed to be one step ahead. "

I said, "It just means there are other spies in the port mafia."

"What kind of spy can easily grasp Dazai's information? If the level is very low, it is impossible for Dazai's ability not to find out, and it is impossible not to solve it. And if the level is high, I, who left the port mafia early Aren’t three-sided spies too worthless?”

It was the first time that Ango was aggressive towards me, and I suddenly had a troublesome feeling that I was "not human inside and out".

The negotiation of the upper-class figures in the "story" is too obvious.Ango appeared as an arbiter, and the Supernatural Secret Service asked for the annihilation of the mimic, and Mori Ogai also wanted to get something from the Supernatural Secret Service.

Both parties have needs and contributions, so this is by no means an empty talk, full of sincerity.

The port mafia must bear the responsibility of annihilating the mimic, so sacrifices must be made.

Obviously, the lowest-ranking member without any title, Oda Sakunosuke, was the one who was sacrificed.

Ango said: "Mr. Odasaku, it's only natural to be angry. This "story" is already full of malice towards us. "

Is Ango still insisting that the "story" is fictional?Some are unnecessary.

I actually hope that neither Dazai nor Ango are such keen children who cannot detect the hidden information in the text.But my personal opinion is that I cannot interfere with the excellence of the children.

I thought hard for a moment and said, "Then at least please don't blame people in this world."

Dazai suddenly smiled: "Oh, is Odasaku worried that I will be angry with Mr. Mori? No, of course I can distinguish between "story" and reality.And it's not just me, what kind of person is the dean of our school.Is there anyone here who doesn't know? "

Dazai looked around, and everyone gave him face: "It's a lolicon." After being caught and educated by Mr. Mori alone, he became insane and became a slave who would only obey no matter what he was entrusted with."

Dazai nodded in satisfaction, and raised his hand to signal to me: "Look, Odasaku, everyone is sober and objective, and no one puts a label of non-existence on Mr. Mori."

I am speechless.I have actually heard about that bad student who became a slave, and it was told to me by Kunikida-senpai.So the credibility is very high, and it is said that the student will answer when he obeys: "Your life, leader."

I have thought, although bad students do need a lesson, but isn't this kind of brainwashing lesson a bit scary?

At that time, I was worried about people other than Mr. Mori, including myself.

As for now, my worries turn to Mr. Mori.

Sorry, I can't seem to stop everyone from venting their anger on you.

Dazai leaned back on the table in the back, stretched his shoulders on both sides, and exhaled: "Although I don't want to admit it, I am the person who knows Mr. Mori best in this classroom. I think he is the kind of person Misunderstanding is also difficult, right? Thinking about it in the "story" is not a possibility, but a certainty.He will use rationality to measure all values, sacrifice the least cost, and obtain the greatest benefit. "

Dazai looked up at the ceiling, as if he was thinking about something: "That's why I'm not angry with Mr. Mori, I, absolutely, definitely not angry with Mr. Mori."

I saw Dazai's quietly clenched fist.Did it hurt from smashing the table just now?

I cautiously reminded him: "Then don't open the time capsule, and don't use Mr. Mori's tricks."

Dazai: "Why!"

He really was planning this.

The author has something to say: In the column, there is a new copy of "(Main Curse Return Battle) Reversing the World", which is a cp-crazy column.The title is also tentative.

It could be Wu Xia or Xia Wu, anyway, there is no difference in Qingshui.There is a chance that it will be very cheap, not as sweet as "Daily Writing Books by an Old Yokohama Father".

I won't write it in the short term. Interested readers, please put it in your favorites and eat it with peace of mind. Maybe I won't open it until the ninth volume of Huaiyu is out.

The next book is decided to write "The Game of Our Lady". The copywriting is a little different from the original version. After that, it will either be completely rewritten, or this version will not be changed.Please collect it... I feel so excited holding the outline myself!

Copywriter:

Holy City, the capital of supernatural beings, has two most famous lunatics, one is the "Miss Madonna" who can do anything to save others, and the other is the "karma doctor" who is notorious for an extremist organization.

It is rumored that both of them have extremely powerful supernatural powers, and they can destroy an entire city in a single battle.

"Actually, that's not the case. You and I are rare incompetent people in the Holy City who use lies to cover up our common past. Right? Bad doctor, or rather, my dear patient."

Wen Yichun is good at seeing the truth, goodness and beauty in the world, and she is moved to tears by it.

She believes that no matter how evil a person is, there is always a factor yearning for light hidden deep in his heart, and all he needs is a little push from her.

In the matter of saving others, Wen Yichun was rarely frustrated until she met Zheng Wujue.

People always say that the person Miss Our Lady wants to save most is a karma doctor.

Actually, Wen Yichun just wanted to make Zheng Wujue cry.

Her kindness is extreme and indestructible, she will teach him to grieve, and help him find his lost ability called "love".It is worth risking everything for this.

The holy city is also calm today.

The daily voice of the people in the holy city: "I [beep——]! Can you two change cities when you fall in love, and let our holy city go?"

Correction: Today's holy city is also very flat.

Edible Guidelines:

1 The heroine is not a typical Madonna, please do not substitute the thinking of normal people.

2 The author's second child is sick, and the taste is stronger than the copywriting.

3 cool fights, the fashion value is full.Su Su Su!Beautiful!strong strong strong!So handsome!