After an ex became a landlord

15

A wooden clock on the wall turns to the number 10.

As the white noise of Feng Siyao's reading, the TV is playing a boring idol drama. This episode seems to be coming to an end, and there is a vulgar scene where the hero and heroine bid farewell in the rain.The volume has been turned to the minimum, and the sparse artificial rain in the play adds just the right amount of noise to the air.

The lighting in the living room is intelligently adjusted, and after ten o'clock in the evening, the light slowly dims.The TV screen is colorful, with the unreal interlacing of light and shadow, the sleeping face of Feng Siyao, who is close in front of him, is reflected in Zhu Xu's pupils more three-dimensionally and truly.

Even if it's just for a moment—

She wanted to take a good, detailed look at the man.

Immersed in academia for many years, and grew up in a relatively innocent environment, the so-called "vicissitudes" can hardly be seen on the girl's face.Exquisite and three-dimensional facial features, the corners of the eyes are slightly raised, with a youthful spirit and inherent arrogance.After many years, this arrogance has been contained in my heart, and it is replaced by adults who have a considerable professional foundation in their fields of expertise, with their unique stability and ease.

The 28-year-old Feng Siyao's youthful spirit and mature woman's sense are strangely fused, or she smiles, or ponders, or feels lonely, or hides her anxiety and pretends to look back calmly, or is distressed and embarrassed when she can't untie her apron... ...Any movement or expression is terribly seductive, terribly——

Attracted Zhu Xu's attention.

Zhu Xu tightened his fingers on the side of the other's ear, pressing some dents and folds on the sofa, and then she sighed almost inaudibly nearby.

In fact, she has a lot to ask.

She wanted to ask Feng Siyao how these years were going well, whether she would suffer from insomnia when she slept at night, and whether someone would read her a story when she was insomnia; Announcement, knowing that it is impossible to separate for such a long time, but still insist on asking someone to inquire about his whereabouts...

I want to ask her why she insisted on going back to the country, facing her almost deliberate indifference and drawing a clear line, she still treats her so well.

But she can't ask, she can only look.

As the lights dimmed.

Taking advantage of the spread of affection.

While no one notices.

In this stolen quiet time, she silently raised her hand, and the pad of her middle finger slightly touched something smooth. It was the corner of Feng Siyao's left eye. There is a small eye here that can only be seen clearly at this distance. of moles.

It has a proper name called mole of tears. It is a cliché that a woman who owns it is destined to cry for love. Zhu Xu never thought that this would happen to Feng Siyao, who is as rational as a robot, but it is undeniable that There used to be some physical tears here—the moment when I buried my fingertips in her body after many times of desire, and then squeezed away the cascading resistance, exercising the right called "possession".

Then she would kiss them all off lovingly.

The night, the close gaze, and the sleeping woman.The woman who fell asleep was an ex she couldn't tell whether she was in love or not.With the accumulation of all kinds of ambiguous images, coupled with the dark nostalgic filter, the current trend seems to become dark and strange.

But Zhu Xu is glad that as she grows older, she possesses something called "restraint" and "reason". When the prelude sounded, she closed her eyes.

——It is also time to put an end to my short-term greed.

Below her, the woman's nose wrinkled and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.Zhu Xu panicked suddenly, he straightened his back and prepared to get up, but there was a pair of hands gently wrapped around her waist, and before she could escape, he wrapped her in his arms.

The eyes that had just woken up were a little confused, but when they saw the woman whose nose was almost opposite her, they quickly turned into surprise and joy.

"Zhu Xu," Feng Siyao said with a deep smile and a low voice, as if breathing from his chest, "what are you doing?"

Zhu Xu let out a "no".

No one knows Feng Siyao's hand strength better than her. Zhu Xu gave up after struggling for too long, and said honestly:

"Looking at you."

"Why are you looking at me?"

"...Because it looks good."

Zhu Xu replied unconsciously, she noticed that the tear mole was wet with sleepy tears, and then the slightly raised corners of her eyes were bent into a shallow crescent arc.

The woman under him raised her body slightly, wrapped her arms around Zhu Xu's neck, leaned forward, and gently pressed her forehead.

The distance between the lips is only a few millimeters, Zhu Xu can hardly see the other person's face at such a close distance, and the woman hugging her opened his mouth so shallowly:

"Then have you been seduced by me?"

It was a soft breath, with a small hope that people couldn't refuse. The other party spoke very slowly, and Zhu Xu's breathing slowed down unconsciously.

No.

But her reason heard herself admitting, "...a little bit."

Feng Siyao laughed: "Really only a little bit?"

"..." Zhu Xu opened his mouth, and finally wanted to run away in a panic, "I, I'm going to sleep."

But the lips are so close, so close that Feng Si Yao only needs to slightly raise his lips to call her name, and they seem to inevitably touch each other.

"Hmm..." Feng Si Yao said, "Wait a minute."

Zhu Xu's throat tightened, and her body trembled a little. She wanted to close her eyes, but she was afraid of falling into the darkness.She didn't know what she was looking forward to, or what she was worrying about. In the out-of-focus sight, she just felt that her chin was lifted, and her face was held by warm palms, which were warmer than palms. Lips, lightly, restrainedly, tenderly...

landed on her cheek.

After the touch point was reached, Feng Siyao then released her restraint, stepped back a little, and stared deeply at her with water-colored eyes.

"Good night."

"...Well," Zhu Xu also said, "Good night."

A superficial kiss seemed to have left burn marks on the skin of her cheeks. After Zhu Xu returned to his room, he lay on the bed with his eyes open for hours, until his eyelids were so sore that they hurt even if they blinked, and he was forced to close them. Close your eyes and go to sleep.

She slept very restlessly, and the sound of rain in the TV series ran through her entire dream.

She started to have the nightmare of running 800 meters again, dreaming that she fell into a mud pit on a rainy day, dreaming of Feng Siyao's back facing her indifferently leaving; she dreamed that the heavy rain smelling of disinfectant knocked down the leaves outside the window , dreaming of the pale, damp, peeling white walls, and the old leaky roof of my hometown; dreaming that she was holding a small black umbrella, barely covering her and her mother, two women who depended on each other , hugging each other and weeping in the damp and cold air.

In the dream, the background of her and her mother kept switching, sometimes in the ruined factory building, sometimes in the alley covered with moss, sometimes in the cemetery full of crows; The umbrella gradually corroded, so this long series of dreams was like a montage movie, which was reversed at three times speed, returning to the beginning of everything, and she fell back to the 800-meter starting line again, and this time, someone Behind her was a large rainbow-colored umbrella, and it opened its arms to her in the blindingly bright white light.

"I'm back," the woman whose face was not clear but whose voice was very gentle said to her, "Hey, come to me."

Zhu Xu looked down at his shiny clothes and shoes, and looked down at himself who was covered in muddy scars and tattered.

She turned and ran.

……

The alarm clock at 7:30 woke her up on time, Zhu Xu opened his eyes covered in cold sweat, and stared at the little pig in his arms.

This is the first doll that Feng Siyao got for her when she was a junior in college. After dating, she has experienced no less than 66 failed claw machine experiences.She hid it under her quilt, and no one found it for many years.

It was originally a little black pig with the appearance of a vampire, and it has been washed several times and has faded a little. Now it is a little gray pig.Wearing a red cloak, the little gray pig was holding a pointed black two-pronged halberd, showing its sharp white canine teeth at Zhu Xu, poking her ribs, as if asking her sharply: You coward, how did you run away? up!

Zhu Xu turned his head and stuffed it back into the quilt forcefully.

……

Breakfast was very silent.

Although this breakfast is indeed rich and delicious.

Beef powder, added two servings of beef, no coriander, lots of scallions, and freshly fried crispy fritters.

"I ordered takeaway from the noodle shop at Sanli intersection," Feng Siyao seemed in a good mood, "I told the boss in advance last night, and it will be delivered before 8 o'clock. I will drive you to the company again, and the time is just right. In the future, if you are not in a hurry, you can eat breakfast at home."

Zhu Xu gave an "um" and said thank you very softly.

"But it's too much trouble for you, really, you don't need to..."

Feng Siyal interrupted her, and said again: "I want to eat it, I can't order it alone, it's free, just by the way."

Where did so many incidents come from.Zhu Xu took a mouthful of soup with a small spoon, thinking why this soup is bitter.

"Did you buy your car 'by the way' too?"

"Yes," Feng Siyao seemed to be in a better mood, and he spoke fluently after thinking about it for a long time, "Li Wei should have told you, I'm helping Park Yu's company, and I happen to be near your company. Sooner or later you will have to buy it.”

"But not the house," she went on, "my uncle left it to me."

"Oh……"

Zhu Xu ate half of the deep-fried dough stick, quietly staring at the remaining half as it slowly softened in the crimson soup.

She didn't meet Feng Siyao's eyes, and she couldn't say the sentence that was on the tip of her tongue countless times, "I'm sorry to trouble you, I think I'd better move out".

Thinking of Li Weichang's "scum girl's big waves", Zhu Xu began to consider whether he should get a perm another day to meet the occasion.

Feng Siyao was quiet for a while.

Then call her.

"Zhu Xu."

Zhu Xu's eyebrows twitched: "Huh?"

Feng Siyao looked at her: "Do you have something to tell me?"

is a statement.

Zhu Xu gritted his teeth.

"Yes."

The back molars were sore from her biting, Zhu Xu took a long breath, and then said as calmly as possible: "I'm sorry to trouble you, I think..."

"Do you want to move out?" The other party had a keen insight, and answered her one step ahead of her.The sudden increase in volume and the slightly hurt expression interrupted Zhu Xu's hard-won courage.

I practiced the lines many times in my heart, so I rolled them again between my lips and teeth.

What was finally spit out turned into this.

"No," Zhu Xu's rationality heard his mouth say, "I just want to..."

"Think..." Zhu Xu's rationality heard his voice getting smaller and smaller, "Share your gas money..."

Zhu Xu: "..."

God, what is she talking about.

How can she be rational?

Let the pigs eat it all.