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Shen Tingke felt Guan Chen's hand move to his neck, strangled his throat, and slowly tightened it.

The air was deprived, and the throat began to swell, but Shen Tingke didn't struggle at all, as if Guan Chen would not be angry at anything he did to him.

The room was pitch black, only a ray of moonlight was cut by the curtains, forming a long and narrow beam of light, which fell on Shen Tingke's temple.By the moonlight, Guan Chen watched his originally fair cheeks gradually turn red, his brows were knit together, his body was moving restlessly, his hands tightly held Guan Chen's wrist...

Shen Tingke is like the white deer in fairy tales.

The hunter fell in love with a white deer, but the beautiful and fragile life would not stay for him, until the sharp knife cut the flesh, the blood gushed out, the heart stopped beating, and the body temperature gradually became cold. The hunter also slept with the white deer in the ground, as if That's also considered life and death together, and they will never be separated.

Shen Tingke's struggle became weaker and weaker, tears slid down his cheeks, his thin white fingertips trembled, he gradually loosened his grip, and his eyelids slowly closed.

Guan Chen suddenly woke up, and suddenly let go of Shen Tingke.

The moment the air poured into the throat, Shen Tingke coughed violently, his whole lungs hurt like fire, he turned sideways, curled up helplessly, panting desperately.

Guan Chen's arm was propped by his side, trembling slightly, the breath falling on Shen Tingke's neck was cold.

He was taken aback by his thoughts just now...

"Guan Chen..." Shen Tingke slowly recovered, resisting the discomfort, and stretched out his hand to Guan Chen.

When Guan Chen heard him calling his name, he suddenly came back to his senses, as if he had endured to the extreme, he groaned in pain, bent down and hugged Shen Tingke, his voice hoarse and low.

"Tell me, Shen Tingke, what should I do with you... say something..."

Guan Chen's strength was great, and his hands tightly clamped Shen Tingke's thin shoulders, as if holding the only remaining treasure in his life.Shen Tingke hugged him back hard, but even so, Shen Tingke couldn't warm Shen's body temperature like a living person.

The warm liquid wet Shen Tingke's collar, but he couldn't hide his crying despite trying his best.Shen Tingke belatedly realized that Guan Chen was crying, crying as pitifully as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

Shen Tingke sighed, thinking that his Guan Chen was still too kind.

Guan Chen lay down beside Shen Tingke, put his arms around his waist, sobbed, and buried his face in Shen Tingke's arms, in a completely insecure posture.Shen Tingke strenuously raised his arms around his shoulders.

"Don't cry, Guan Chen, don't cry... just sleep, I'm still here..."

The night is always very silent, it is like a black curtain, covering all the crushing emotions.Guan Chen held Shen Tingke in his arms all night, and finally fell asleep when the dawn was about to break.

Shen Tingke opened his eyes, quietly waiting for the dawn alone, warming Guan Shen with his low-heat body.

The sun quietly descended on the world, and at dawn, the corner of the curtain was blown by the wind, and the light flooded into the room.

Guan Chen's shoulders trembled, and he slowly woke up.

Shen Tingke lowered his head to look at him in a trance, reached out to cover Guan Chen's eyes, and said softly, "Hey, sleep for a while..."

Guan Chen pressed against his palm and gradually calmed down, but he still did not fall asleep. When he opened his eyes, his eyes were full of pain and bewilderment throughout the night.

Shen Tingke stared at him obsessively, and found that at this moment, Guan Shen's usually too tough facial lines softened.

There is always a kind of maturity beyond his age in Guan Chen, which is something he learned from the sufferings of his youth, which is not a bad thing.But this is often overlooked by people, Guan Chen is the younger one between the two, and needs more care and tolerance.

Shen Tingke thought he was doing something wrong in this aspect. He looked at Guan Shen curled up in his arms, his posture was like an upside-down spoon, which was heartwarming.

"...didn't sleep all night?" Guan Chen rubbed his eyes, raised his head, raised his arms and looked at Shen Tingke.

"Hmm..." Shen Tingke opened his eyes sleepily, and found that he was very calm at this moment, and Guan Chen was also unusually calm.

"Why don't you sleep?" Guan Chen asked him softly, raised his hand to help Shen Tingke push the ends of his hair away from the smoke, and gently looked like a different person from last night.

But when he looked down, he saw the marks left on Shen Tingke's neck, and his eyes darkened.

Knowing that he blamed himself, Shen Tingke stretched out his hand and gently hooked Guan Chen's finger: "Okay, lie down with me for a while..."

Guan Chen lay down obediently, pulled Shen Tingke to his chest, and helped him pull up the cup on his shoulder.

"Let me coax you to sleep..."

Shen Tingke breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't expect a storm to pass so soon.

If Guan Chen hadn't accidentally caught him passing out, if he hadn't confessed everything on the spur of the moment, Shen Tingke didn't know how he would explain to Guan Chen when it was time to leave. Would he choose to lie, or leave without mentioning it?

Guan Chen might be angry, sad, mad, or even kill him before giving up on himself, no matter which one, he doesn't want to face it.

But Shen Tingke never thought that after Guan Chen knew the truth, he would treat him as calmly as he is now.

Maybe it's because Guan Chen has become sensible, or maybe it's because Guan Chen made a compromise because he loves him.Shen Tingke understands how helpless there is behind such a compromise.Shen Tingke can't see Guan Shen making sacrifices for him...

This kind of Guan Chen made him feel even more sad than the hysterical Guan Chen last night.

Guan Chen's chin rested on the top of Shen Tingke's head, and he lowered his eyes to look at the person in his arms, as if wondering what he was thinking, but Guan Chen didn't ask, his warm palm was against Shen Tingke's soft hair, stroking it one after another.

Shen Tingke moved and found that he was still not sleepy, so he just opened his eyes and let himself go in Guan Chen's arms.

"...When are you leaving?" Guan Chen suddenly asked him.

Shen Tingke was stunned for a moment before realizing what Guan Chen was talking about.

"...I don't know." Shen Tingke shook his head and said in a low voice, "Maybe...the sooner the better."

"Do you have to go?"

"..."

Shen Tingke was speechless.

Guan Chen's chest rose and fell, and Shen Tingke noticed that he smiled.

"...I'm sorry." Shen Tingke closed his eyes, and the eye sockets became hot again.

"Then let me ask another question. Did you have the urge to stay for me for a moment..."

"Guan Chen..." Shen Tingke buried his face in Guan Chen's arms, his voice trembling, "Don't ask..."

"Well, I'll take it as what you have." Guan Chen lowered his head and kissed Shen Tingke's hair, "You have nothing to do to me... You finally came to my side, I can't get cheap and act good."

Shen Tingke got up weakly from Guan Chen's arms and looked at him.

Guan Chen also stared at Shen Tingke.

Shen Tingke's eyes were red and his eyes were black and blue. In just one night, the lustrous curves on his cheeks disappeared, and his chin was so sharp that it made people feel distressed.

In the end, Guan Chen couldn't bear the heartache, and reached out to cover Shen Tingke's eyes. After a while, he touched his cheek again.

"You don't seem to be burning much..." Guan Chen said.

Shen Tingke took his hand, interrupted Guan Chen and talked about him, he said: "I left you a sum of money, it's not much at Xi Yan's place, but it's enough to live...and a house, I'll buy it down..."

"That's not important, you know I can take care of myself." Guan Chen looked at him and said calmly, "... When will we meet?"

This time it was Shen Tingke's turn to be silent.

"You don't have to wait for me..." Shen Tingke didn't dare to look into Guan Chen's eyes. He thought for a while before saying, "If you meet someone better..."

"There is no better person here." Guan Chen interrupted him decisively, "Don't talk nonsense, Shen Tingke...you just need to tell me how to see you again, and I will do it."

Shen Tingke sighed deeply, burst into tears, and smiled with relief.

Maybe what he is looking forward to in his heart is Guan Chen to give him such a promise, even if Guan Chen regrets it in the future parting days, it doesn't matter, as long as this second, Shen Tingke understands that Guan Chen will be waiting for him.

Now Shen Tingke suddenly understood why Guan Chen asked him if he wanted to stay for him for a second.It turns out that with such a deep love, even such a "second" is worth lusting after.

Waiting for someone is too hard, Shen Tingke doesn't want Guan Chen to suffer like this, but he also looks forward to being able to reunite with Guan Chen in the future, even if the possibility of that is very small, even if Guan Chen finally stops to hold someone else's hand ...

"What's wrong, you don't believe me?" Guan Chen sensed Shen Tingke's thoughts and frowned.

"No, I believe you." Shen Tingke smiled and said, "Just keep going...we will meet again."

Guan Chen took a deep look at Shen Tingke, raised his arm, and Shen Tingke obediently bent down and leaned into his arms.

Lying on Guan Chen's chest, listening to his heartbeat, Shen Tingke thought for a second, what if Guan Chen really gave up waiting for him at that time?He will definitely find Guan Chen and chase him back.In fact, ten years is only a short distance, like an ignorant child growing into a teenager, and in the end he can't remember how long it has passed, can he...

Shen Tingke stayed at home with Guan Chen for a few more days with peace of mind. Although he was sick all the time and was really uncomfortable, he didn't want to miss the last time with Guan Chen.

Until one afternoon, Guan Chen bought a lot of fruit from the supermarket downstairs and made dessert for him according to the tutorial on the Internet.

Shen Tingke was wearing Guan Chen's clothes on his shoulders, and Guan Chen placed him on the empty countertop in the kitchen, sitting there dangling his calves, with a smile on his face.

Guan Chen cut the fruit into pieces, and fed a piece to Shen Tingke's mouth for each cut. When he ate sour ones, Shen Tingke squinted his eyes and curled his lips vigorously.

Guan Chen was amused by him, walked over and stroked his hair, looked at him, eyes full of nostalgia.

"Shen Tingke, go home..."

Go back to your own world.

The love you gave me is enough, enough to spend my whole life waiting for the birds that come quietly from the sky.

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