Floating Life GL

Zhao Chen'er watched An Ran collect hay for her and spread it on the ground to make a bed. She felt that An Ran was only a few years older than her, why she knew everything and was not afraid of anything. She suddenly wanted to know what happened to this woman in the past. Kind of.

"An Ran, what was your childhood like?" Zhao Chen'er said casually, she didn't think An Ran would tell her first, so she talked about herself first. Chai Huo, "Father doesn't like me very much, Chen'er Chen'er, he didn't even give me a correct name. Although my father would let me ride on his back when I was young, he still loves my brother more. He looks at me. At that time, it was different from looking at my brother, fortunately, I still have grandpa."

"What a happy childhood." An Ran's disdainful tone was filled with envy. She stopped what she was doing, sat and looked outside the cave, and began to be lost in thought. Childhood?She hadn't thought about it for a long time, she only remembered that amidst the crying, her biological father sold her and her mother to a brothel.

The name An Ran was chosen by her mother, and she hoped that her life would be peaceful.In order to protect her, that beautiful woman who was entrusted with inhumanity, made love under men again and again, crying and telling her again and again, "However, remember what mother said, you are different from me, you will definitely be loved by others." Beloved."

When An Ran was seven years old, her mother died, so the bustard came to An Ran's idea. Having seen all kinds of women, the bustard felt that An Ran's eyebrows and eyes were extremely beautiful.Xu Shi's mother's words made An Ran yearn for someone to rescue her from this disgusting place.The old bustard asked someone to teach her piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and raised her like a young lady, but she knew that she would be like her mother in the end, but she was a woman who could be spoiled, but she would be more expensive than others many.

The women in the building were laughing falsely to please the benefactor, An Ran didn't want that, the inherent arrogance in her bones made her choose to escape, and she jumped from the window on the second floor on a sunny day in winter.Although she fell on the mound, her body was about to fall apart. She was found earlier than expected, and she was in a panic. She even prayed to the gods to save her.

But, is it fate? It was her drunken father who blocked her way in the end. When she was picked up by his father, she cried.Why is it that other people's father lifts up his daughter lovingly and puts it on his neck carefully, while her father pushes her into that hell.

At that time, An Ran knew one thing, the gods, living in another world and busy with their eternal life, have no time to save her.She bit the back of her father's hand and tried her best to return all the hatred between herself and her mother to him.Her father let go and threw her to the ground, but she found that the revenge was far from enough. She swore that she would come back and kill this man.

Fortunately, An Ran escaped, ran for days and nights without daring to stop, ate grass roots and drank stream water, and finally fainted in the mountains.She was picked up by the master and accepted her as an apprentice. The master asked her to study poison or medicine, and she chose poison without hesitation.She is not interested in those tricks of saving people, she needs the power to protect herself, because she only has herself.

When she was nine years old, she had immature poison skills. When she passed by that muddy man, she poisoned his wine. She killed her father. She thought she would be happy, but Tears still kept streaming out.That day, the master accused her of being vicious and punished her to kneel on the side of the mountain all night. Gu'er looked at her timidly from a far corner.

The next day, Master's old friend brought his disciples to ask Master to give him some superficial instruction. There were two teenagers who were about the same age as him, one was taciturn and the other was noisy and annoying.When the rambunctious boy came to talk to her, she didn't answer and even beat him up.

She rubbed her sore legs, and when she walked into the forest, the noisy boy followed her all the time, which made her very unhappy.

"Why do you follow me all the time!" An Ran thought that her tone would be so bad that people would be scared.

But the boy just laughed, just laughed, "So you're not dumb, you have a nice voice, my name is Lu Jianli, what's your name?"

An Ran still wanted to refute something, because the young man was not afraid that An Ran would frustrate her, and then she felt that half of her body was paralyzed, and at some point, poison ivy scratched her clothes and scratched her skin.

She was a little flustered, she didn't know what the poison was, but she knew that the poison was spreading so badly that she couldn't get rid of it now.The moment she fell, she fell into an embrace that she would never forget in her life.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Jianli asked.

"Poisoned." An Ran replied, she knew that in a short while, she would not even be able to speak.

Lu Jianli frowned, they walked too far, in a panic, she took off An Ran's clothes, leaned on her body, trying to suck the poison out.

An Ran was very afraid that others would take off her clothes, because she had seen those men in the building, those men took off those girls' clothes first, and she struggled with her last strength and cried, "What are you doing! Go away! Pull back my clothes, pull them back!"

"Stop moving! At worst, I'll just marry you!" Lu Jianli yelled, An Ran became quiet all of a sudden, she didn't know why, she was not so scared anymore.

"You're going to die, idiot..." An Ran whimpered, she was thinking, maybe when her mother said that someone would love her, she wasn't lying to her.

"No, I won't die, and I won't let you die."

Lu Jianli sucked out most of the venom, and when Anran was able to move, Lu Jianli fell into a coma, and when Anran dragged Lu Jianli back with messy steps, the master was not there.Fortunately, Gu'er can cure it.

"Senior sister, don't worry, that girl is fine."

girl?It was only then that An Ran knew that Lu Jianli was a girl, but she didn't care anymore, because Lu Jianli said that she wanted to marry her. At that time, An Ran firmly believed that Lu Jianli was the person her mother said she would be. people who love her.

Zhao Chen'er looked at An Ran, staring at An Ran in the starry sky without saying a word, which made Zhao Chen'er feel sad, this was an expression she had never seen on An Ran's face.She moved her body and leaned over, wrapped her arms around An Ran's waist from behind, and put her face on An Ran's back.

"I'm so cold, aren't you cold, let me hug you for a while." In the autumn mountains, the night wind is still blowing bleakly.

An Ran was stunned for a moment, the warmth coming from her back was very thin, but she still couldn't help being greedy for a while, and let Zhao Chen'er hold her.All along, all she wanted was to be pitied and valued. She hoped that someone could hold her in his arms and let her know that she was not alone. She had thought that Lu Jianli would be in this embrace, So she couldn't help but kept chasing.

After a while, An Ran slapped Zhao Chen'er's hand off, "Have you hugged enough? Why do I feel that you are taking advantage of me? I'm at a disadvantage."

"Ah! Don't!" An Ran turned around, pressed her down amidst Zhao Chen'er's low cry, and regained her previous expression, the familiar expression of Zhao Chen'er.

An Ran's face gradually approached, Zhao Chen'er heard the sound of crackling firewood, and her own heartbeat, and then she closed her eyes, she thought, the moment she saw An Ran's lonely expression, she fell in love with An Ran.The expected kiss did not come, and An Ran left.

"Little girl, you don't want to fall in love with me, I remind you that it's better not to, a flower like you who grows in a deep boudoir will never know my viciousness and methods." An Ran didn't want Zhao Chen'er to be in that embrace, An Ran is like fire, Zhao Chen'er is like water, if they are together, they will eventually perish, she doesn't want to burn Zhao Chen'er, An Ran's heart is actually tender.

The reason why he chased Lu Jianli was because Lu Jianli was like the sun, he would not be hurt by her and could protect her.It's just that she forgot that the flames are on the ground and the sun is in the sky.Later, she realized that her ten-year obsession was nothing more than a figment of her own imagination, so she gave up.An Ran is such a person, if you love, you will love, and if you forget, you will forget.

An Ran started to look out of the cave again, but in fact she couldn't see anything due to the mist, this time she was smiling, with all kinds of charms, the smile could compete with the stars, but for some reason, Zhao Chen'er felt that An Ran's smile was not Unhappy, that kind of smile makes people sad from the bottom of their hearts, and makes people want to hug her deeply.

Ye Xiyao fell into a coma all night, her body temperature was obviously much lower than normal, Lu Jianli's heart couldn't help getting colder, why did it happen all of a sudden, Lu Jianli was upset.She pushed aside the hair from Ye Xiyao's ears, and kissed her cheek lovingly.

"I won't bully you anymore, I won't make you angry anymore, why don't you get up and beat me up and bite me?"

"I ordered someone to make your favorite snack, and I will eat it if you feel sorry for me."

"Didn't you say you wanted to protect me, now that I'm sad, why are you still sleeping?"

Lu Jianli murmured in Ye Xiyao's ear all night, and only Ye Xiyao's increasingly cold body responded to her.

In the darkness, sporadic fragments were pieced together chaotically. In the days of Dongshou three years ago, Lu Jianli belittled himself as he does now; In the snow, Lu Jianli came riding on his horse, holding the epee tightly in his hand on the edge of the cliff, blood staining the snow red; In the dazzling red, Lu Jianli lifted her hijab...

In addition, Concubine Ning, Qing'er, Fuhuang, and Yi Yanrang also appeared alternately, and Ye Xiyao realized that these were memories that had disappeared in three years.I remember some things over and over again, forget some things, forget some things, and remember others again, as if someone is constantly pulling.

Due to the thick fog, the team that set out to search for An Ran did not find anyone. When An Ran helped Zhao Chen'er back to the area full of tents of all sizes the next morning, a maid hurried over, " Miss An, where have you been, the emperor sent someone to search for you all night."

An Ran was stunned for a moment, and told her instinctively that something happened to Ye Xiyao.

The author has something to say: In fact, there was no such role as Chen Er, and An Ran would like Xiao Ion to the end, but... the author couldn't bear it as he wrote it, so... Chen Er's role is for An Ran born.