818 The goddess who threw me N times

Floor 1910: Ye Luo knows that autumn colors reflect water

Knowing He Zhendong is also skillful and accidental.At that time, I rented a small apartment near the university town and lived alone.One day when I went home from shopping in the supermarket, I saw a young Chinese man standing outside the next door, wearing only shorts and a vest, shivering in the cold wind.He slammed on the door, begging the person inside to open it for him.It must have been knocking for a long time.From time to time, he still hopped his feet, warming his hands with his breath.Seeing me coming back, he handed me an apologetic smile, and the next knock on the door was much lighter.

I packed up my things in the room, washed the dishes, and prepared to cook, when there was a faint knock on the door next door.I can't help thinking that this man is really patient, but the woman inside is really cruel.The lead clouds outside the window are dense, and the wind is howling. I'm afraid it will snow soon.If someone freezes to death at the door, the long peace will surely be disturbed.I had no choice but to open the door, "Sir, would you like to come in for a cup of hot tea?"

The man outside the door jumped in without saying a word as if he had been pardoned, only to find that he was actually barefoot.He took out cotton slippers and blankets and handed them to him, and boiled a pot of hot coffee. He sat on the sofa shaking for a long time before he recovered.

"Thank you!" He smiled, showing his white teeth, "Did you just move here? Why have I never seen you before?"

"My name is He Zhendong, nice to meet you!"

"Well, I had a quarrel with my lover today, and it made you laugh!"

"Are you cooking Chinese food? Tsk tsk, it looks delicious!"

It turned out to be a familiar chatterbox, I began to regret picking him up and taking him home.However, he still shared half of the finished potato curry with him, and he wolfed it down with gratitude, and volunteered to wash the dishes.

There was a knock on the door, and a tall and handsome Chinese man stood in the porch and asked anxiously, "Miss, have you ever seen a handsome guy?" Seeing my stunned expression, he added One sentence, "without clothes!"

Before I could recover, He Zhendong in the room shouted loudly: "Don't pay attention to him!"

"Honey, I was wrong, come back soon!" Seeing such an old man making a fuss, I really got goosebumps all over my body.I said coldly, "I'm sorry, I'm going to rest!" He Zhendong smiled at me awkwardly, followed the man and left silently.

The following days were not very peaceful.There was a cat-dog fight next door every three days, either breaking the glass or hitting the table, it was a tragedy.In the middle of the night, I often heard the two people quarreling unremittingly, covered the quilt, and thought to myself that I should move.

It's really strange to think about people. In this vast world, amidst the hustle and bustle of all living beings, being able to find one's own kind, and being able to live with one's beloved one is already lucky enough, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?

This day He Zhendong quarreled again and came to my place for a meal. Seeing his enthusiasm and his hands full of fruits, eggs and vegetables, I didn't have the nerve to order to evict him.After all, being alone for too long, loneliness is almost becoming a disease.

"Little J said you are too beautiful, let me stay away from you, lest I be straightened by you!" He joked.

"Go back and let him rest assured that I like a girl!" This is the first time I have talked about my sexual orientation to others, and it is so natural and easy to say it.

He Zhendong pretended to be surprised: "Is it true? What a waste of money! All the boys in the East District are crying!"

"Oh? Aren't there any girls who cry for you?"

The two smiled knowingly, inexplicably feeling a lot closer.The chatterbox, which had been sealed for a long time, was opened, and I babbled about my past with Su Xiaomi, sweet and sad.The feeling of confiding is really fascinating, and the words are like magic. As I combed and recollected, I realized that memories are the most precious things in this world.

Before I knew it, the food on the table was cold.He Zhendong interjected curiously, "Why don't you tell her and let her make a choice?"

This is really a good question.Many years later, I also asked myself, why didn't I make it clear early, "Xiaomi, I love you, do you love me?"

I have also imagined various answers.

Answer one, she hugged me excitedly, tears streaming down her face. "Qiu Shui, I love you too, I fell in love with you a long time ago!" This is undoubtedly the best answer.So what should we do after that, and live happily ever after?Sorry, reality is not a fairy tale.We want to fall in love secretly and be together secretly.What about the future?Where is the future?We have to grow up and face pressure from all walks of life.

why do not you get married?

Why have I never seen you looking for a boyfriend?

Do you live with that woman?What's your relationship?

The lethality of gossip is huge. I can fight to the death with my parents. At worst, I will never communicate with each other. But Xiaomi, can she give up her loving mother and father for me; can she withstand the strange eyes around her for me? And criticism; what's more, at that time, I didn't have the ability to support myself.And how to promise her a future with no worries about food and clothing.

Answer [-]. She hesitated, "But, I love men!" After all, she has been making boyfriends all the time, after all, she chose to break up with me for the sake of men.I smiled awkwardly, "It's okay, then we can still be friends." Then I stayed by her side as if nothing had happened, watching her smile in someone else's arms, I cried silently in my heart.Sorry, I'm not a saint, I'm not so magnanimous.And your best friend has a crush on you, everyone will feel strange, as time goes by, it will only gradually alienate you, and in the end you won't even be friends.This is undoubtedly the worst ending, I would rather choose to be silent, and I can stay with her until I die.

After hearing my analysis, He Zhendong smiled quietly, "Qiu Shui, you think too much, and you will only tire yourself. Life is only a few decades, and you have wasted the most beautiful time. Su Xiaomi is not a child, she can make decisions about her life. At least you have to give her a chance to choose, and give yourself a chance too!"

Yes, opportunity!I never gave her a chance.After He Zhendong left, I thought about it for a long time, lost the familiar number several times and gave up.Just to be cautious, I called Hong Xiaodou.After going abroad, we often kept in touch, and the conversations were mostly about Su Xiaomi, which was the only consolation for my lonely life abroad.

Hong Xiaodou first excitedly expressed his miss for me and his surprise when I called, and then began to accuse Su Xiaomi of how hateful and hateful he was.I created a beautiful character named Ye Qiushui in the game, and Su Xiaomi tried to beat her to death every day, what a hatred!Hehe, being robbed of her boyfriend, this feud is really irreconcilable, she still remembers it to this day.Suddenly I was glad I didn't make that call.

Hong Xiaodou was still complaining about Su Xiaomi's various problems on the phone, and I suddenly had a thought, "Xiaodou, what's the name of your game?"

"Ah~~ Sister Qiushui, are you interested? Come and play with me~~ I will be your teacher, and I will take you to pretend to be 13 and fly you in minutes~~"

I built a small account, and it took a long time to get familiar with the interface, understand the game world, learn to walk, and learn to speak in the dialog box.When I was ready, I found Xiaomi's game characters according to the coordinates given by Xiaodou, and I felt a little uneasy, like a lover who was going on a date for the first time, timid and uneasy.Still, I fell to my death in front of her smoothly, struck up a conversation with her smoothly, worshiped her as my teacher smoothly, and drew a thread between me and her.It's a pity that I was still late, and there was another him by her side.

Unexpectedly, after catching up in the game, I still became a mistress once, which is really ridiculous.The original wish was just to be able to spend more time with her, or maybe it was just wanting her to spend more time with me.Unexpectedly, the misunderstanding became deeper and deeper, and gradually cracked into an insurmountable gap.

He Zhendong broke up with his lover.The overly intense love has burned up their affection.After another quarrel, He Zhendong knocked on my door with blue panda eyes holding a wine bottle.Since that confession, I feel inexplicably closer to him.He lay on the sofa and murmured his love and hatred with that man.It was love at first sight at the reception, they tried each other, they misfired, and then they got into trouble.It was only later that I found out that my personalities were inconsistent, and I had all kinds of quarrels and fights. Both sides were hurt, and they broke up sadly.This plot is also considered wonderful.But they are undoubtedly lucky. Even though they are scarred, at least they have loved vigorously.Youth is to be squandered like this.

Coincidentally, this is how I learned that He Zhendong is also from Dongcheng, and that his sister is also an alumnus of mine.I was overjoyed to meet an old acquaintance in a foreign land, so I couldn't help but come over and have a few drinks together.The two talked and laughed, cried and cried, as if all their worries were melted in the wine glass, and finally they couldn't help falling asleep drunk.

The scorching sun came in through the window lattice, blurring the vision.After I got used to the light, I found He Zhendong lying on the floor next to me and looking at me silently, with warm brows and eyes, straight nose, and thin lips like paper.This is a refined and resolute face, which I never observed carefully before.He looked at me fixedly, and suddenly smiled, with red lips and white teeth, very handsome.

"Qiu Shui, I think I'm going to be straightened by you, or let's make a couple!"

I picked up a pillow and threw it over, "Wake up, boy!"

Although we can't fall in love, we can at least be friends.He Zhendong is a typical Playboy, and he also opened a new door for me.We went fishing together, climbed mountains and rocks together, and traveled around the states by car.His heart gradually became soaring. It turned out that apart from love, apart from Su Xiaomi, he could live so wantonly.Life is so beautiful, thanks to He Zhendong for teaching me such a lesson.

Of course, what I want to thank more is the helping hand extended by my father when he was in danger.When I received my father's call for help, I was completely dumbfounded.Tens of millions of debts can't be repaid, which means that my father will sell everything in his hands and start all over again.I have no pity for wealth, and I don't have much love for my parents.But we can't just watch them empty-handed, without even a place to stand.In the final analysis, the only remaining conscience is at work.

Pack your bags and prepare to go home.Although the cost of studying abroad is undoubtedly a drop in the bucket, but at least we can think of a way together when we go back.Knocking on the door to bid farewell to He Zhendong, he curiously asked why, didn't he make an appointment to go to the beach to ride the waves on the weekend?I roughly told the truth, he thought for a while, told me not to worry, he will find a way.

Unexpectedly, I received a call from my father in the afternoon, saying that the company was saved!Someone injected capital to complete the project. Although the profit commission is a little bit more, as long as it is done well, there will be some profit.

He Zhendong never mentioned his background, and I never knew he was so capable.Thank you so much, I have never expressed my gratitude directly.I just know that what is owed to others will eventually be repaid.

Never expected that this opportunity would come so quickly.

The author has something to say: I never expected that the poster would be so verbose, yet he hadn't finished hacking =. =

Let's continue tomorrow~~

By the way, He Zhendong is not bad, why don't we just give him to Qin Xiaoshu?