His baby is reborn

The short and flawless kindergarten time was frozen in this early summer.

When the children were finally taken away from the kindergarten with bedding and other things by their parents, it seemed that they finally felt a sense of parting.

Xing Ke didn't have any parents to pick him up, but he didn't have a bedding in the kindergarten. He looked very lonely when he left alone, holding the small shovel given to him by Mr. and Mrs. Hu in his hand.

In fact, Xu Zhuo often dragged his mother to follow Xing Ke's footsteps before and after class, and then the three of them walked together.Anyway, it's the relationship between upstairs and downstairs, and picking up one more child is also picking up, and Sun Fangli doesn't reject being with Xing Ke.

But ever since Grandma Xing passed away, Xing Ke was unwilling to accept even these things.

Occasionally Xu Zhuo followed him, but Xing Ke would just walk away in silence.Just like before, as long as there is no important matter, Xing Ke will not associate with Xu Zhuo again.

This made Xu Zhuo feel worried.

He could indeed understand Xing Ke's state, but Xing Ke always ignored him like this, which made Xu Zhuo feel as if he was going to grow up in the direction of his previous life again, becoming withdrawn and sensitive.

This is something Xu Zhuo absolutely does not want to see.

However, Grandma Xing's death did deal a great blow to Xing Ke, neither advancing nor retreating. For a while, even Xu Zhuo didn't know what to do, and was worried every day.

With such a rigid relationship, the two villains living upstairs and downstairs ushered in their first summer vacation after they met.

A lot of things happened this summer vacation, one of the more serious things was that Xu Qinglang had a fever.

Since the operation, his body has been relatively weak.As soon as he was discharged from the hospital, he did not care about continuing to work, but it still ushered in bad consequences.

The illness came like a mountain, and under the order of the doctor, Xu Qinglang had to stay in bed for a period of time.

And once he is bedridden, it means that Sun Fangli has to work more to support the two people in the family.

Xu Zhuo still remembers that at this time in the previous life, for his safety, his mother chose to leave Xu Qinglang alone at home, and she took Xu Zhuo to continue to go out of the stall.

However, the weather during this period was very bad, in the wind and rain, and she had to worry about her husband with her children. Sun Fangli's hard work was multiplied countless times, and Xu Qinglang at home was also very uncomfortable.

In this life, in order to avoid worrying Sun Fangli, and to spend more time with his father so that his sick father would not feel too guilty, Xu Zhuo chose to stay at home to take care of Xu Qinglang.

"This is a plug. It has electricity, so don't touch it." In order to convince Sun Fangli of herself, Xu Zhuo obediently started ordering various things at home the day before, pointing with his little finger everywhere: "We have to wait for Dad to get everything in the kitchen. Chu Chu is only responsible for changing towels for Dad, and then accompany Dad. If Dad falls asleep, Chu Chu can play with the car by himself, without going out or opening the window."

Sun Fangli couldn't help but shed tears from the child's serious look.Primary school is about to start. Xu Zhuo is six years old, but he is only six years old. How can an ordinary six-year-old be so sensible?

She couldn't help hugging and hugging Xu Zhuo, kissing and kissing, and finally confirmed with Xu Zhuo again and again, then gritted her teeth and decided to keep him at home.

Of course, during this process, Sun Fangli also asked her neighbors and Xu Dingping and his wife to take care of Xu Zhuo who stayed at home for her, and even left a key of the house at the neighbor's house.

After everything was ready, Sun Fangli went to work wholeheartedly.

And for a while, only Xu Qinglang and Xu Zhuo were left in the family.

Xu Qinglang didn't want to get too close to Xu Zhuo, so he asked the child to sit at the door with a small chair.

Xu Zhuo did everything, looking at his father upright in the chair, holding the stethoscope on the toy medical cart in his hand, looking serious about his work.

Seeing this, Xu Qinglang touched his forehead and said to him in a hoarse voice, "Get out."

Xu Zhuo said, "Huh?"

Xu Qinglang smiled: "Isn't Dad particularly useless?"

As Xu Dingping said, Xu Qinglang started working part-time a long time ago.

Over the past few decades, I have done countless jobs, many of which are even dangerous jobs, and it was only at a young age that I fell into the root of the disease.

Xu Zhuo shook his head and said, "How can dad be useless? Dad is the most powerful dad in the world."

Xu Qinglang laughed haha, shook his head and said, "Father is not the most powerful father anymore, come on, come out."

Xu Zhuo tilted his head.

"Come here, Dad touches your face." Xu Qinglang said with sick eyes.

Xu Zhuo walked forward obediently.

Xu Qinglang touched him, and after a while, he looked away and said, "Father, I'm sorry for you and mother."

Xu Zhuo's eye sockets turned red.

These words were in Xu Qinglang's mind.It is true that Xu's family suffered from throat cancer, and his health plummeted. Sun Fangli also took on the burden of the whole family, and finally became sick from overwork.

Xu Qinglang walked through the rest of his life with heavy guilt.

Xu Zhuo rubbed his eyes, shook his head and said, "No dad, dad didn't do anything wrong to anyone. Dad, just wait a bit, and after you get out of school, you can get into a good university, and then you and mom can be supported."

In the previous life, Xu Qinglang did not wait for the day when Xu Zhuo went to college.

Or it can't be said that he didn't wait, because Xu Qinglang in the previous life failed to commit suicide in the end, and spent more than ten years in a vegetative state on the bed.

Looking back at the previous life, the Xu family was really unlucky.No matter how optimistic Xu Zhuo was, when he was in college, he was gradually overwhelmed by life and lost his smile.

Hearing his son's immature voice, Xu Qinglang burst out laughing, and quickly adjusted his state, letting Xu Zhuo go out to play with toy cars by himself, saying that he would sleep for a while and get better soon.

But Xu Zhuo didn't have the mood to play with the car when he went out, so he immediately started reading with the book in his hand, wanting to learn elementary school knowledge quickly.

It stands to reason that he was reborn in the past, and his primary school knowledge should be very simple.

But his brain has long been partial to one another, carrying too many memories, and the part that processes knowledge can't always respond.Very simple questions have to be read many times before they can be understood, and even the writing is often difficult to write, which makes people feel clumsy.

Xu Qinglang fell asleep for the whole day after this sleep.

Xu Zhuo touched his father's forehead and felt better. Then he looked at the sky outside and felt that it was almost time, so he sat in the corridor and wanted to greet his mother.

The neighbor next door heard the sound of their door, and quickly poked his head out to take a look.When he saw Xu Zhuo, he immediately said, "Come out, why did you come out!"

"Aunt Shen." Xu Zhuo obediently turned his upper body, "I'll come out to pick up my mother."

"Is mom coming back by this time?"

Xu Zhuo nodded: "Yes."

Aunt Shen glanced at him with some hesitation, probably sensing that the child was not in a good mood and felt sorry for the situation of the Xu family next door, so she nodded and said, "Then just sit there and wait, you can't go any further. Auntie is watching you from behind."

Xu Zhuo said, "Thank you, Auntie."

Then just sit on the steps.Turning his back to the lights from five households behind him, facing the dark stairs, and the pattering rain outside the stairs.

The construction of Tongzilou is not as good as that of the later generations. There are various residential buildings overlapping each other nearby, so when you look out from the stairs, you can't see any open scenery, only black walls of buildings.

It is very similar to the state of mind of people in this period, everywhere is blocked.

Six or seven o'clock is the time when people get off work. Xu Zhuo sat on the steps and occupied a corner. In just ten minutes, many people passed by.

However, no one could take Xu Zhuo's gaze away. He kept looking downstairs eagerly, hoping that his mother would appear.

But it was not the mother who waited first, but Xing Ke who came up alone.

The black-haired boy raised his eyes, and the moment he met the brown eyes with tears on the steps, he froze for a moment.

Xu Zhuo immediately turned his head away, buried his head on his lap, and didn't want Xing Ke to see him looking down.

The tip of the nose can smell the wet concrete smell after the rain, and the sound of pots and pans can be heard next to the ear. The more he is surrounded by such sounds, the more Xu Zhuo wants to gather his family together.

But my mother hasn't come back yet, and my father is still sleeping.

Those familiar footsteps stopped in front of him, Xu Zhuo suffocated and suffocated, finally took a deep breath, raised his head with tears hanging down his face, showed a big smile to Xing Ke and said, "A Ke, why--"

Xing Ke lowered his eyes, stuffed a piece of orange into Xu Zhuo's mouth, and said, "Why are you sitting here and crying?"

The strength of Xu Zhuo's speech was just enough to crush the piece of orange, and the sweet juice flowed into his mouth, but Xu Zhuo's tears fell down, and he rubbed his eyes with puffed cheeks and said: "My father is sick... ..."

"Get ill?"

"Well, my father had a very dangerous illness before, and now he has a fever again. My mother is not at home. I feel sorry for my father."

Xing Ke paused.

Living upstairs and downstairs, Xing Ke had of course met Xu Zhuo's parents when he went in and out on weekdays.He always thought it was a warm, happy and perfect family, but Uncle Xu's voice was a little strange, and he never knew: "...your father was sick before?"

Xu Zhuo nodded.

Xing Ke said: "But you are usually very happy."

"It won't get better if you're sad, so you should smile more and be happier." Xu Zhuo sniffed.

But when he thought of his last life, even if he kept laughing and being happy all the time, his fate didn't change for the better in the end, his little heart throbbed instantly.

When he panicked, he couldn't help wanting to get closer to Xing Ke.

No way, no matter how extreme Xing Ke was in the previous life, he could always perfectly handle all kinds of problems for Xu Zhuo, and it was his first solid support after wandering for half his life.

Even if he was reborn, Xu Zhuo still subconsciously reached out to grab Xing Ke's hand when he was sad.

After just grabbing it, Xu Zhuo immediately recalled Xing Ke's rejection of him recently, so he immediately retracted his little hand, thought for a while, raised his head and said to Xing Ke: "A Ke, have you been looking for Xing Ke recently? hope?"

Xing Ke looked down at him.

All along, Xing Ke's definition of Xu Zhuo's family is happiness, he thought that what he got was the love and care of a child who was overflowing with happiness.

It never occurred to him that this child was burdened with so many things, and he cared for Xing Ke at the same time, but Xing Ke didn't know anything.

"No. What's the matter?" Xing Ke often went outside to work as a helper after the summer vacation. The law stipulates that child labor cannot be used, but in this world, there are always places that cannot be controlled by the law.

It can't control Xing Donghai's domestic violence, so naturally it can't control Xing Ke's going out to work.

They are all small jobs with very little income. Most of them will go into the pockets of those adults and give him a few dollars in sweetness.

But for Xing Ke, this is better than staying at home all day.With the situation like this, he can only grow up in such a brutal way.

"I want to find hope in books, and then take good care of my father." Xu Zhuo said with tears in his eyes, "but I can't find it."

Xu Zhuo is really troubled by the fact that he is always unable to process the topic information.Memory can change the life of others, but if there is only memory, he will lose his own life.

When you are calm, you can still wait and see, but once you encounter difficulties, you can hardly hide your anxiety.

Xing Ke watched him for a long time, and finally sat gently beside Xu Zhuo.

Two small figures leaned together.

There is a closed building wall in front of them, and a narrow corridor behind them. At this moment, Xing Ke no longer thinks that Xu Zhuo's kindness to him is giving and charity, but a kind of sympathy emerges. Know.

It seemed that there were only the two of them left in this world, and they had to face a difficult and thorny road together.

This kind of cognition that seems to only have each other once again filled the black monster in Xing Ke's heart.

It turned out that he was not alone. It turned out that the child who had been by his side was also on the same path as him.

The corridor light behind them pulled their shadows into a whole on the steps in front, Xing Ke looked at Xu Zhuo beside him for a long time, then reached out and gently patted his head and said.

"Then I'll take you to find it."

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