His baby is reborn

That night, Xing Ke really got up from the bed in the middle of the night, turned on the night light on the table, and taught Xu Zhuo a lesson.

He let Xu Zhuo sit on his lap, his posture was unprecedentedly loose, then he clicked on the computer in front of him, and then searched for Xu Zhuo one by one, let him distinguish clearly which friends can be kissed and which friends cannot be kissed .

In fact, Xu Zhuo knew what he meant when he searched for the first item.

It's not that I haven't been to school, and it's not that I haven't heard gossip from my classmates. How can I really not know what a boyfriend means.

Although everyone usually talks about male and female friends, it is understandable to replace male and female friends a little bit.

However, when the word boyfriend is mentioned, Xu Zhuo seems to be dumb.She shut her mouth tightly, opened her round eyes, and refused to admit it.

"Do you mean to take advantage and not give credit?" Xing Ke observed Xu Zhuo's reaction carefully, and then asked half-jokingly.

At this time, Xing Ke still felt a little tense in his heart.

Kissing him is one thing, it only shows that Xu Zhuo likes to touch him.

But to admit that he is a boyfriend, that is another matter.

After all, they live in a world with more heterosexuality, and the current era is not considered open, and homosexuality is still a very unacceptable group of people.

In other words, if you like to kiss him, you like to kiss him. This does not mean that Xu Zhuo will be able to accept the identity of homosexuality smoothly.

Xing Ke wanted to take Xu Zhuo a step further, but Xu Zhuo realized the seriousness of the problem, and it was not impossible to retreat a thousand miles away.

However, Xu Zhuo couldn't make Xing Ke tense for long.

Originally, when Xing Ke asked him to sit on his lap at first, Xu Zhuo was quite reluctant. He felt that it was too heavy and he was afraid of pressing Xing Ke.

However, when asked by Xing Ke, he wrapped his arms around Xing Ke's neck very naturally, then rubbed his arms into his arms, and said in a low voice, "No."

The tone is too soft and too dependent.

With just one ear, Xing Ke knew that his worry was impossible.Xu Zhuo hated him, and was more attached to him than he imagined.

Let him go to Beicheng alone, and then run [-] meters faster and run towards him.There is indeed no need to doubt too much about this kind of intention and determination.

"What is that?" Once Xing Ke was not worried, his tone towards Xu Zhuo would always be gentle.

It is said that people will learn how their parents treat themselves to treat their lovers, because the first lesson of intimacy is given by their parents. Children who receive less love do not know how to love others, and children who receive more love know how to love others better.

When Xing Ke was young, he was indeed the former, he was awkward, indifferent to Xu Zhuo, and stabbed Xu Zhuo.

But later, Xu Zhuo, who was soft and infinitely patient with him, taught Xing Ke a new lesson, which completely overwhelmed Xing Donghai.

Xing Ke's character has been developed, he may not be able to be gentle to everyone in his life, but at least he has learned how to show respect to Xu Zhuo.

"Don't you have to like him to become a boyfriend?" Xu Zhuo raised his head and looked into Xing Ke's eyes.

"Yeah." Xing Ke said, "You don't like it?"

"Why don't I like it? I like Ah Ke the most." Xu Zhuo frowned.

"Huh? Why is that?" Xing Ke heard Xu Zhuo say this, his voice was even more gentle than before, it was almost outrageous, he looked into Xu Zhuo's eyes patiently, and listened to him.

And Xu Zhuo began to wrinkle his nose.

In fact, until now, Xu Zhuo's memories of his previous life have become less and less.He is running on the current path of life, and he has confirmed that the current situation is real.He is becoming more and more like a teenager who is making his way into life for the first time, and the last life has become like a prophetic dream, unable to have such a strong influence on him.

But there is only one thing that Xu Zhuo always remembers.

"If it's a friend's liking, it will be easier. If it's a boyfriend's liking, then it's love. Love is very painful." Xu Zhuo said the vague concept in his mind.

But this time, Chang Xing Ke couldn't understand.

He frowned and looked at Xu Zhuo, and said, "Why do you think so? You haven't experienced it, the book said?"

"I don't know." Xu Zhuo rubbed against Xing Ke's body, and followed his voice to think about it, but when he thought about it, his heart would become extremely painful.

You have to bury yourself on Xing Ke immediately and smell his scent to relieve it.

He couldn't remember why he felt love pain.In fact, it would be best for Xu Zhuo not to remember.

In the previous life, Xing Ke became what he was later, with perverse and cruel personality, he didn't trust anyone at all, not even Xu Zhuo.

His distrust of Xu Zhuo was not because he was afraid that Xu Zhuo would betray him, but because he didn't believe that Xu Zhuo could accept such a flawed him from the bottom of his heart.

So it took them a long time for Xu Zhuo to resolve Xing Ke's knot in his heart--it doesn't mean that Xing Ke could tell him everything frankly, Xing Ke didn't tell Xu Zhuo everything about himself until he died, otherwise Xu Zhuo In this life, I will not know so little.The so-called resolving the knot is just to make Xing Ke willing to step out of his shell a little bit, and then be with him.

However, after being together, Xing Ke still regrets it from time to time.

His internal organs were damaged in a car accident, and his short lifespan is a sure thing.Xing Ke is always afraid that Xu Zhuo will miss him too much, so he has been unwilling to have too close contact with Xu Zhuo.

It took several years for Xing Ke to be dissolved by Xu Zhuo, and he was willing to kiss him with his incomplete life.

But until then, time is really running out.

Not more than ten years later, Xing Ke passed away.

He didn't live past forty, and Xu Zhuo didn't leave until he was over seventy.The doctor said that Xu Zhuo could have lived longer, but he missed Xing Ke too much.

He thought about Xing Ke alone for more than thirty years, even if he knew that Xing Ke really loved him and gave him all he had left, for Xu Zhuo later, love was really bitter.

Outsiders only say that love is sweeter than Jin Jian, how can they know how painful it is to miss.

So much so that Xu Zhuo didn't think of those memories at all now, he just felt a bit of pain, and subconsciously had to stick to Xing Ke's body, and it had to be very tight.

You can smell Xing Ke's body, feel his pulse, and then close your eyes tightly.

"Get out?" Xing Ke waited for a while and found that there was no movement on his body, so he couldn't help but lower his head and ask.

Xu Zhuo didn't speak.

Until now, Xing Ke didn't doubt that Xu Zhuo didn't give him a title on purpose.

Because just now the trouble in Xu Zhuo's eyes and the pain in his voice were real, not just pretending, he knew it.It's just that Xing Ke, who has lived with him for more than ten years, doesn't understand where these things come from.

Xing Ke only felt that Xu Zhuo seemed to have a dream at that moment, or saw some illusion, and that illusion made Xu Zhuo feel painful.

What did Xu Zhuo see?Why did he have no clue at all?

Xing Ke called him for a while, seeing that Xu Zhuo refused to agree, thinking that Xu Zhuo just fell asleep like this.

So he gently put him on the bed.

However, just after putting him on the bed and covering him with the quilt, Xu Zhuo's eyes, which were originally closed tightly, opened again.

He seemed to wake up from sleep, the pain just now was gone, his eyes were only fixed on Xing Ke, clean, and after a pause, he said: "I didn't deliberately not give you a title, I did. , can you let me kiss you again?"

Xing Ke paused.

The Xu Zhuo right now is really different from the painful Xu Zhuo who said "I don't know" just now.

If he hadn't left his body, Xing Ke would have thought that someone had changed his Xu Zhuo.

But no, this person has been in his arms all the time, and he put him down himself, that's exactly what Xu Zhuo is.

It's just that there's something wrong with him.

Xing Ke reached out and gently touched Xu Zhuo's eyebrows, and said patiently, "Didn't you think your boyfriend would hurt just now?"

"I thought about it." Xu Zhuo said seriously.The traces of that dream were getting weaker and weaker, so he really used normal logic to think about it: "Although love may hurt, Ah Ke will definitely not make me hurt, so I will give it to you, how much do you want?" Let me kiss you."

Xing Ke watched Xu Zhuo for a long time.

Xu Zhuo's forehead was dripping with sweat, there must be something wrong with him just now.But his current appearance really doesn't look like he's acting, as if it's really just a fleeting state.

However, even though he was in such pain just now, he was able to look at him with bright eyes at this moment, and then unreservedly handed over the pained area to him just now.

"...Baby." Xing Ke still couldn't understand the reason, but the way Xu Zhuo confessed everything like a child made him feel very distressed. He took Xu Zhuo to his side, and found that Xu Zhuo immediately Clinging to him as if he couldn't leave him, my heart softened even more, and I couldn't help calling out the closest name he could think of, the kind that came out unconsciously from the bottom of my heart.

He originally wanted to say that if Xu Zhuo felt very painful, there was no need to agree first, they could take their time and wait until Xu Zhuo could trust him.

But now he doesn't want to do that.

Seeing that Xu Zhuo was in too much pain, let him wait until he could trust him, that is, let Xu Zhuo resolve the pain by himself.

Xing Ke don't do this, since Xu Zhuo has gotten so close to him, he wants Xu Zhuo to realize that if Xu Zhuo really hurts, he is also responsible.

He is responsible for everything that hurts him, so that Xu Zhuo can find him when he is uncomfortable, and he will not bear it himself.

This is true becoming one.

"You know that if you agree, I will absolutely never let you leave me again?" Xing Ke hugged Xu Zhuo who came up to rub against him, and said softly.

"Yeah." Xu Zhuo replied softly in the crook of his neck: "I didn't leave in the first place, we have to be together all the time."

Xing Ke's eyes darkened: "Then you know that if you agree, you will tell me any questions you have in the future, right?"

"I've been telling you all the time, but it's you who don't tell me." Xu Zhuo rubbed his hands again.

However, Ceng Ceng couldn't satisfy him anymore, he raised his eyes to look at Xing Ke, opened his eyes wide and said to him: "Can you let me kiss now?"

Xing Ke: "..."

He knew that he had not been doing as well as Xu Zhuo in many aspects, but at such an important juncture, Xu Zhuo acted too easily, which would make him less confident in the future.

"Get out." Xing Ke grabbed Xu Zhuo who was about to come and kiss him, and forced him to stay where he was, but Xu Zhuo started to frown again in a hurry.

Ever since he suffered that pain tonight, he has become very eager for Xing Ke.And it is not a conscious desire, but an unconscious one. As long as it is not satisfied, reason will easily go offline.

"I am the same gender as you. Homosexuality is not a good way to go. Uncles and aunts have disapproved of it before. If you promise to me, I will not let you go. It means that even if uncles and aunts do not allow it, I I won't let you leave me, even if I tie you up, I will force you to stay by my side, so you can do it?" Xing Ke pressed Xu Zhuo's hand and explained to him every word.

Xing Ke can do without Xing Donghai and Li Shumei, or he can do without Xing Li and Lin Shengyan.He can have no expectations of them, not even emotional waves.

But it's not because Xing Ke is an emotionless person, it's just because he's a little clumsy.

Xu Zhuo was his last trust in this world. No matter how many times Xing Ke fell into the quagmire, Xu Zhuo accompanied him out, so for Xing Ke, only Xu Zhuo could never collapse.

It's Xu Zhuo's choice not to accept someone like him, not to be with him, it's okay.

But if Xu Zhuo chooses to be with him, Xing Ke will definitely not even give him the chance to betray.

Xu Zhuo stared at Xing Ke for a long time, but at first he didn't seem to understand what Xing Ke was talking about.

It was only after a while that I realized it, and said with a crooked smile, "Then when you tie me by your side, can you kiss me more?"

Xing Ke grasped Xu Zhuo's wrist: "...are you awake?"

"I'm sober," Xu Zhuo nodded, "You called me baby just now, and from now on you will be in charge of my homework, and you have to be responsible for taking me to watch the film, so I can make me more comfortable--"

Xing Ke directly pulled Xu Zhuo up, then kissed his lips very hard, then supported the back of Xu Zhuo's head, and put him back on the pillow little by little.

Xu Zhuo put his arms around his neck as if he knew the taste.

Xu Zhuo was really sober.

When recalling why love hurts, for a short period of time, he was indeed not sober.

But after he came back to his senses, he began to want to touch Xing Ke very much.

So Xu Zhuo interpreted it as, although love is painful, as long as you can touch Ah Ke more, it will not hurt.

Maybe a little naive, but Xu Zhuo just wanted to understand it this way.

He and Xing Ke grew up together, and after experiencing so many things, they are inseparable, and he never thought of being separated from Xing Ke.

And if becoming a boyfriend can deepen their relationship, make them more inseparable, and make them more dependent on each other, Xu Zhuo is very willing.

Of course, they haven't reached the age to really understand what love is, because they have been together since they were young, and it seems that there is nothing that can make them blurt out their love.

For them at this stage, the relationship is more like a license to be closer.

At the same time, it also seemed like their determination to fight against the outside world together.

They are together so nothing can separate them.

Not Xing Li and Lin Shengyan, nor anyone else, nor the whole world.

Xing Ke kissed until Xu Zhuo gasped slightly before breaking up. The eyes of the two were embellished by the moonlight, their chests rose and fell, and they looked at each other's lips, wanting to get closer to each other.

Proclaim that they are one.

Not long after the Chinese New Year episode ended, Xing Ke had to go to Bianbei for training.

Xu Zhuo was very nervous, he was afraid that if Xing Ke went to Bianbei, he would directly take away Beicheng, and he didn't know anything about Linxi.

So every night at a fixed time, I must make a phone call with Xing Ke.

The regulations for the training camp in Bianbei are actually very strict, but Xing Ke's grades are good enough.And since Xu Zhuo agreed to be with him, Xing Ke has no lower limit for him, and he will indulge in anything.No matter what happened that day, he had to give Xu Zhuo a call.

As a result, the training teacher was very puzzled, and felt that he was not good enough for his wife.

But the teacher is really indulgent towards Xing Ke, because not long after the Chinese New Year, the provincial team will go to participate in the national competition, and Xing Ke, as the first provincial player, will obviously be the mainstay on their side.

His usual training results were good enough that the teacher promised him that he could make one phone call a day.

And the painstaking efforts of the teachers were obviously not in vain. When participating in the national competition this time, Xing Ke won the first place again without any suspense.

The national competition is divided into many rounds, and it is not until May of the second grade that the competition is completed one after another.

Although Xu Zhuo did not accompany him to the training camp, he accompanied him every time in the national competition.

After a national competition, Xing Ke directly became a man of the hour.

This time, it's not just that idle newspaper in Linxi City that's going to be published, but newspapers across the country have his section.

And when Xu Zhuo walked out of the arena with Xing Ke once, he saw many contestants greet him, and at the same time, he saw a familiar car parked in the distance.

Xing Li and Lin Shengyan looked at Xing Ke and Xu Zhuo from a distance, because the distance was so far that Xu Zhuo and Xing Ke couldn't see their expressions clearly, they could only judge from their behavior, they dare not Approaching easily.

The author has something to say:

Strength is the bargaining chip, it won't be hard, so I will fix this chapter tomorrow.

thanksgiving!