my sick white moonlight

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It was only when I arrived at the police station that the little girl who sat at the same table with them called the police that the bar owner had raped her while she was drunk, and she suspected that the drink that day had been drugged.

This is not the point, the point is that after the girl reported the case and fermented it on the Internet, she received related reports one after another, all of which happened in that bar, but the defendant was not just the bar owner.

The most important thing is that after these reports, the police investigated and discovered a gray industrial chain that specialized in buying and selling narcotic drugs to provide convenience for the personnel of bars and nightclubs.

Coincidentally, the last few who reported to the police had all been in contact with the narcotics business, that is to say, they were playing tricks, doing something similar to Immortal Dance, but the girl who was the first to call the police was really hurt.

As a result, Chen Yandu was still greatly affected, although he didn't know it.

Later, he also made a special phone call to explain to Shi Zhiqing, saying that he absolutely did not participate in those messy events, but just had a cooperative performance with the bar, and he was in school when he was not performing.

Of course Shi Zhiqing believed him, but she didn't pay much attention to him for a while.

So after Chen Yan returned to Yuyun, he went to find Shi Zhiqing, and explained to him again that he is a good-natured young man with good roots, and he has never done anything bad.

In order to prove that she really believed in him, Shi Zhiqing went with him to his grandfather's wedding, exactly one week before Guo Li.

Chen Yandu's grandfather may have social skills, so what about his second marriage in his 60s, or friends of all ages came to congratulate him.

During the toast midway, Grandpa Chen Yandu pulled Shi Zhiqing and said that he was very grateful to him for allowing Chen Yandu to attend his wedding.

Shi Zhiqing thought about it, but she didn't try to persuade her, mainly because Chen Yan wasn't the kind of person who wouldn't give up.

At around six or seven o'clock that afternoon, Shi Zhiqing came home, Shi Zhenzhu was not at home, and went out to eat with Nian Xing and the others, so he called Zhang Youming and asked him what he was doing.

"Drinking outside." Zhang Youming spoke slowly, obviously drunk.

Shi Zhiqing thought that Zhang Youming didn't have any friends, so if he was drinking outside, he must be drunk.

"Hey, are you alone? I just didn't have a meal." Shi Zhiqing asked Zhang Youming to call him over for this sake.

But Zhang Youming didn't agree, he said: "Not alone, with blind Wang and his friends."

That so-called friend is Broken Eyebrow Zhang, I don't know what else he has come to see Wang Xiazi.

"Oh, all right then."

After hanging up the phone, in the midst of boredom, Shi Zhiqing found out from the bedside table the unsent letters he had written to Zhang Youming over the years. one side.

There was a thick stack of letters. Shi Zhiqing used to use a pen when he was studying, and the handwriting was also very beautiful. The blue and black ink on the yellowish letter paper was given more meaning by the precipitation of time.

Randomly picked out one, it was written by Shi Zhiqing during her undergraduate internship in the hospital, Shi Zhiqing was bored, so she read it.

At the beginning is my lord Youming, it's weird.

My Lord Youming, you can see the words like faces.

This is the fourth year that we have lost contact. Sometimes I wonder if you have disappeared from this world, otherwise how could I have the heart to cut off contact with me. I selfishly thought that friendship would last forever... Hey, I’m sorry, yes I crossed the line.

Most of the time it is difficult to accept this kind of situation among friends, and I have asked myself more than once, why should I like you?Why does it have to be you?The answer is not very uniform.

I like you who sit quietly in the classroom and write your physics homework easily. You sit by the window and the sun shines in. At that moment, in my eyes, every strand of your hair is shining.

I like you on the basketball court, sweating and dancing like a youth, so many people cheer for you, so many people are excited for you, I am one of them, what am I?What kind of girl do you like?

Oh, yes, I also like you who always smile at me foolishly.

But these are already you in my memory, I keep moving forward, and seem to stop at the same place, sometimes I don't know myself, do I still like you?

I think maybe you have become less fond of laughing, you no longer exercise because of work, or repeat the daily boring life, you are no longer the person in my memory, will I still like you?

Yes, because Zhang Youming is Zhang Youming and always will be.

Zhang Youming will always be my love.

When it comes to love, the topic becomes heavy again. What is love?Today, the family members of the patient who was diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer hugged me and cried bitterly. I couldn’t say a word, but in front of the patient, the family members acted so calmly. A woman suddenly assumed the responsibility of the whole family. That’s love. She must be very happy. Love her family.

Where is my love?My love is thinking of you and writing to you in my spare time. I think I have been depraved for a while. I even thought about whether to drop out of school or just live my life as usual.

But I can't, you are so good, I have to catch up with you, at least not hold you back, when we meet again... Well, but when will we meet?

I really miss you, I never think there is anything eternal in this world, but if I have to choose one, I will definitely choose my thoughts on you.

Shijiawan has been demolished in sevens and eights, and the previous acquaintances are almost gone. No one can talk about you with me anymore. Have they forgotten you?Maybe, forgetting is a seemingly easy thing.

But for me, why is it so difficult.

I tried to forget you, I tried to convince myself that Zhang Youming is actually not good, he has many shortcomings, for example, he likes to make his own opinions, speaking of which, you really have to be your own to help me reject a few girls, you Said, if I didn't hang out with you every day at that time, would I be more "normal".

But then I read related reports, saying that it was born, I don’t really believe it, I can only think that I am destined to fall in love with you, except you, I can’t be tempted by anyone else.

I secretly keep my loyalty to you, I know it sounds funny, I sometimes feel that way myself, but what can I do?Sometimes, I also hate myself, and change my position. If I were you, I would not be liked by my good friends, let alone fake loyalty with a purpose.

It's late at night, I want to watch the stars for a while before going to bed, remember the night we watched the stars in Shigatse?Perhaps it is the sense of admiration for the vast and boundless universe that forces two people to be more meaningful together, but it is always romantic.

If I remember correctly, the song we listened to in our headphones that night was Bitter Moon.

If there is a chance, I still want to share a wired headset with you to listen to music.

Seeing this, Shi Zhiqing was actually a little bit disappointed. At that time, she was really madly in love. Now that Zhang Youming is back, and people have seen each other, she has lost that high-spirited fighting spirit.

He often thought that it would be nice to have Zhang Youming by his side.

Facts have proved that sometimes it's good to think about it. Shi Zhiqing just wanted to go downstairs to get some water, when she received a call from Zhang Youming, saying that she was outside the door, and opened the door for him.

Shi Zhiqing checked the time, and it was less than an hour since he called Zhang Youming, which is quite fast.

Shi Zhiqing trotted over from the living room, brushed her hair a few times at the door, and pretended to be careless after opening the door: "Aren't you with Blind Wang and the others..."

"Want to see black chicks."