Get married on the first day of rebirth

Waking up from a big dream.

The strong smell of alcohol in the air connects with the confused dream, the sun shines through the uncovered curtains and falls on the white skin of the person beside me, and the soft and smooth hair is touched by the fingertips, sleep is too full, wake up Lai Ye felt weak all over, trying to grab hold of his hair, but the hair slipped away from his fingertips, a tiny pain exploded from his heart in an instant, Qu Ange suddenly woke up, and said: "Xu Mi."

Xu Mi is still awake.

She drank too much last night, her face still had a bright blush, like the sunset glow shattered on the surface of the lake, her thick eyelashes are the water plants in the lake, her slender eyebrows are the reeds on the shore of the lake, curved An Ge turned over and kissed the water plants and reeds. His palms ran down the hair, and he clasped his back tightly, hugging his thin body tightly in his arms.

It's Xu Mi, not a dream, it's the real Xu Mi.

The June 2012, 6 that she saw on her phone last night was not a hallucination. She went back to the time when Xu Mi hadn’t left her ten years ago. The soul ten years later occupied this body in the last second. Qu Ange flew to Xu Mi's residence overnight and blocked Xu Mi who was about to leave after packing his luggage.

And then……

Qu Ange, who was reborn suddenly, thought it was just an overly real dream at first, probably because of this, the regret accumulated in her heart for ten years seemed to pour out like a flood, she hugged Xu Mi regardless body, begging for her forgiveness, she wailed, broke down and cursed, begged Xu Mi not to leave, and shouted "I can't leave you" like a madman.

Thinking of this, Qu Ange, who woke up, couldn't help but bury his face in Xu Mi's neck. There was a pleasant scent of soap coming from the other party's body. Qu Ange sniffed greedily, opened his mouth to bite lightly, Xu Mi turned Waking up, humming softly, stretched out his hand to push her, Qu Ange hugged her even tighter, with his lips and tongue upwards, biting Xu Mi's lips lightly.

Xu Mi opened her eyes, but there was still haze in her eyes, which soon turned into shattered moonlight, dense and blurred, her body was softened by Qu Ange's touch, but there was only one thing left in her mind. The consciousness of the remaining phantom made her say aloud: "Stop, I'm going to the bathroom."

Qu Ange didn't want to let go, and while nibbling on Xu Mi's chin, said vaguely: "Let's go together..."

Xu Mi was silent, and this silence made Qu Ange's muddy brain clearer. She looked at Xu Mi, and Xu Mi also looked at her, frowning slightly, with doubt and indifference in her eyes.

This indifference made Qu Ange let go, Xu Mi straightened up, her long hair dripping like ink on her porcelain-like skin.

She picked up the pajamas on the floor and put them on, opened the blackout curtains, and staggered towards the bathroom. Under the flannel nightgown, two pale legs were exposed, as thin as a bony water bird. Qu Ange immediately got up and thought He went to help her, but the dizziness brought by the hangover swept her all of a sudden, and she fell on the bed again.

She also drank too much, what she did last night is already blurred, I just remember that she kept telling Xu Mi not to leave, but Xu Mi didn't speak, just drank silently.

According to the timeline of her previous life, on June 6rd, she said she broke up, and Xu Mi replied on June 3th—【Goodbye, never again. 】

In the following ten years, Qu Ange never saw Xu Mi again.

Even if she became famous, she posted a large post on Weibo looking for Xu Mi regardless, even if she won the title of actress, at the award ceremony, she shed tears and denounced her own stupidity, Xu Mi seemed to disappear in this world, even as if she had never been in the world. Does not exist in this world. Ten years later, her fans will know that she has an unforgettable lover. This lover is called Xu Mi. Except for the name, everything else is a mystery.

How much she wanted to see Xu Mi again, how she wanted to tell her that she regretted it, how much she wanted...to spend the rest of her life with Xu Mi.

Qu Ange recalled her thoughts from her previous life. She saw the gray sheets crumpled into one piece. She straightened the sheets and got up from the bed. The air conditioner was not turned on in the room. Qu Ange looked at the familiar red floor, the familiar pear wood furniture, and the familiar photo of the two of them placed on the table.

After Xu Mi disappeared, all these group photos also disappeared. In the past, in order to prevent the outside world from finding out that she had a lover, Qu Ange took the trouble to tell Xu Mi not to spread these things. Xu Mi nodded like a chicken pecking at rice. I understand that she keeps all the physical group photos in her bedroom, and the electronic versions are all encrypted and stored on the mobile hard drive. Qu Ange is here just in case nothing is kept.

As a result, Xu Mi disappeared, and these group photos also disappeared, so that Qu Ange couldn't even look at the photos and miss them. The only photo left in the phone was Xu Mi's graduation photo.

Thinking of this, Qu Ange wanted to see Xu Mi's face again, she went to the toilet door and knocked, and said softly but eagerly: "Xu Mi, are you still alright?"

A muffled voice came from the frosted glass door: "Wait a minute."

This "wait for a while" lasted about 2 minutes. Xu Mi opened the sliding door and came out of the bathroom. He lowered his head and walked out. Qu Ange took Xu Mi's arm and looked at Xu Mi's face, but his face was blocked by his hair. , Qu Ange reached out to pluck Xu Mi's hair, Xu Mi turned his head to hide, but he didn't dodge, his hair was still lifted up, Qu Ange saw Xu Mi's eyes were red from crying.

The heart suddenly hurt as if being picked up, Qu Ange said in a panic: "You, why are you crying? Did I hurt you? I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Xu Mi pursed her lips. Although her eyes were red, her expression was very cold: "I was so drunk yesterday, why did it hurt? You are dreaming, I just got water in my eyes."

Only children would believe such lies. Qu Ange held up Xu Mi's face and said, "Please Xu Mi, don't cry, I will feel bad."

Xu Mi was stunned, and her eyes flashed blankly. She didn't know what happened to Qu Ange, but she still ate Qu Ange's set, just like when she first fell in love, she burned her finger on the iron plate when she barbecued meat, and Qu Ange held it. Her palm, while whistling, said: "It's a lot red, I feel so distressed."

The barbecue restaurant was smoky, and Qu Ange's pretty face shone like a pearl.

Really like.Even at this very moment, the mind cannot deceive itself.

Xu Mi closed her eyes, then opened them again, hiding those turbulent emotions, she said expressionlessly: "Don't be like this, Qu Ange, didn't we break up, and... can you take off your clothes?"

The naked body of the other party was as gentle as bright jade, Xu Mi turned his face away, Qu Ange couldn't find the pajamas, so he pulled the towel from the TV cabinet and wrapped it up. The messy room seemed to remind them what they did last night. What, although Xu Mi said that they were as drunk as mud last night, but in his impression that they did everything except the last step, there were still dense red marks on Xu Mi's shoulders, the room was warm, and Qu Ange was still drunk Xiao Xiao hugged her again, and Xu Mi pushed her onto the bed.

"What on earth do you want Qu Ange? You were the one who said to break up, and you were the one who came here suddenly. I really gave up, so please let me go..."

This is the tenth year they have known each other. In the winter of 2002, Xu Mi came to that small seaside town because of her father’s job transfer. On a rainy day, she sat alone in the cafeteria. The girl who was as beautiful as a white crane among the crowd Walked through the crowd to her face.

"What's your name?"

"Xu Mi."

"Sweet honey?"

"Densely dense."

The girl's mouth is pouted, her lips are pink like flower petals——

"What a strange name, transfer student."

They held each other's hand in the third year of university, which happened to be the fifth year of their acquaintance, and NO.12 of this month is the fifth year of their relationship.

She remembered it clearly.

Among the two of them, Xu Mi is always the more careful one. She always remembers the anniversary better, she is always the first to send blessings on festivals, she is always the last person to hang up the phone, and the message is always Let her finish.

At first, she thought so, but one day Xu Mi realized that it actually meant that she was the one who loved her more deeply.

Thinking of the past, she was in a daze, and didn't notice that Qu Ange reached out to grab her, and she was also pulled down on the bed. Qu Ange buried his face in her neck and said in a muffled voice, "Don't let me go, please!" You, even if it's revenge on me, don't let me go, don't leave me alone."

There was a wet touch on the skin, Xu Mi was stunned and couldn't speak for a moment.

In Xu Mi's arms, Qu Ange felt an unprecedented peace of mind, a peace of mind that she had not felt for ten years, Qu Ange always tried to find this kind of peace of mind in those drunken days, but nothing could Give her the same peace of mind, be it alcohol, fame or fortune, or trophies, those things she thought were more important than Xu Mi turned out to be not that important at all, she exerted force with her arms, as if she wanted to use this to embed Xu Mi tightly into her body , she shed tears uncontrollably, tears of joy and fear.

She wants to keep Xu Mi, no matter what, she wants to keep Xu Mi.

"Let's get married."

Just like that, she blurted out.

Her heart was beating violently, and she was so nervous that she couldn't help herself. Although she said it out of impulse, after saying it, she found that it was the words that had been hidden in her heart for several years. After countless midnight dreams, Qu Ange realized that she had something to say. She wanted to tell Xu Mi, but Xu Mi was not in front of her eyes, and she couldn't think of what kind of dream she had, but at this moment, when Xu Mi's smell lingered on her nose again, Xu Mi's body was curled up in her arms again. Qu Ange realized what this sentence was.

Go get married, go get married, poor or rich, healthy or sick, young or old, we will never be apart.

Xu Mi didn't speak.

Qu Ange stepped back a little and looked at Xu Mi's face. Xu Mi's face was flushed red and her lips were tightly pursed. There was no joy on her face, but she didn't refuse after all. Qu Ange felt that it was okay if she didn't refuse. mean.

So she said, "Then let's get the documents. Where is the nearest Civil Affairs Bureau? Let me think about it, let me think about it..."

She got up and started rummaging through the boxes.

Xu Mi lowered his head and clenched his fists tightly.

She was angry at her own spinelessness, she should have refused, and said "I don't want it", but when she heard that sentence, her brain seemed to be overloaded and short-circuited suddenly, and she couldn't say anything , only Qu Ange's wet eyes could be seen, staring at her eagerly like a puppy.

Because of this, she couldn't say no.