no worldly appeal

When he saw Cao Yehuali for the first time, he just thought she was a little silly child, wearing dirty clothes, a little pitiful, with bright eyes.

At that time, he didn't need to take over the burden of the Patriarch, and he was still a precious heir who was treated with care, despising everything with his innate arrogance.

So he took it for granted that he didn't take the so-called "serving" of this little guy who was eight years younger than him, and just ignored it.

At that time, death to him was just a cage after cage of low-level spell spirits that were used for training and could be killed with a lift of a finger.

Then the kid bumped over in a daze.

"I heard," Kuano Huali raised her head, with something shining in her eyes, "you are very powerful."

"Yeah." He had just finished a training session, just wiped his hands, and said in a natural tone, "I can do anything."

Kusano Huali didn't seem to doubt the authenticity of this sentence, she believed it easily.

She said in an adult tone, "That... that's really good. I will also work for the Gojo family in the future."

It probably means "I'm so happy to serve such a powerful master".

He laughed at the time, probably because he thought the little girl was so innocent that it was fun.

At that time, Kuano Huali didn't put too much restraint on herself, she was just a little idiot who would hide and cry secretly because of being too tired from training.

He thought it was really fun, so he couldn't help but pay more attention to her.

As Kusano Huali grows up, it seems that she is slowly maturing.

There were too many things pressing on her shoulders, she fell silent, and became much duller and less happy.

But he always wanted to see her smile.

Even if it is difficult to express emotions under the heavy restraint, it is better to relax a little bit.

He also realized that he seemed to pay too much attention to Caoyehuali, which had surpassed the care of the owner of the small family under shelter.

Occasionally, when he was on a mission, he would also miss Cao Yehuali, and when he thought of her, his eyebrows and eyes stretched.

It seemed that there was nothing he could not get in the past, he just hooked his fingers easily, and the things he wanted would be delivered by himself, which made him always lack of interest.

This is a kind of arrogance brought about by status and status, something that has not been spent on getting it, so it is too rash.

But Caoyehuali is different.

The completely different body temperature when you get close to her, the corners of your lips that can't help but curl up when you hold her hand, and the feeling that you can't help laughing when you get close...

Just chanting her name is like a bouquet of flowers quietly unfurling in the bottom of my heart.

That kind of enthusiasm is sincere and precious, like warm spring water in winter, full and real.

He always feels that there is still a lot of time, so don't spend all this time on the enthusiasm that is about to be burned.

Slow down, so as not to let the love disappear, just let it flow and infiltrate slowly.

It turns out that it is also a mistake to hesitate when you are in love.

He thought they still had a lot of time, and he could teach her how to love and how to accept love, and their story would be like that of the first head of the Kusano family and his grandparents.

However, after missing the last chance to kiss her, it was hard to express the love that flourished afterwards.

He could only watch helplessly as she withered little by little after she came back, and finally withered.

In the end, he kept her hand... His little selfishness still kept her.

Even if he is not human, maybe he will wake up in the future?

With such an idea that may have seemed a little ridiculous in the past, he left behind Kusano Huali's remaining eyes and her magic tools, but felt a heavy sadness surrounded him.

He is not omnipotent.

But Caoyehuali told him, what exactly is it?

It never occurred to him that she would really leave.But, suddenly, he was really alone.

Occasionally, I sit alone by the window and watch the cherry blossoms in full bloom. When I take the teacup while walking outside, I will subconsciously say "give her a cup too". I used to like to take her to a certain restaurant There are new desserts in the house.

These trivial things gathered in the days and nights after she left, and he suddenly realized that she is a natural existence, a person who will stand firmly behind him without thinking about it, and is indispensable in his life. people.

It's a pity that it was too late to understand, and he didn't wake up until he finally paid the price for his arrogance.

His nephew, who was married and had children, took over as head of the household.

Time passed bit by bit, he was like a weak jumping flame that was about to be extinguished, with only a little residual heat left.

He is actually old, although he is still the elegant patriarch who is smiling and holding a fan to cover half of his face.But occasionally facing the water and looking at such a strange self, I still feel surprised and novel.

I was walking towards the twilight years of my life bit by bit, but Kusano Huali's life stopped abruptly at the age of 20.

What will she look like when she gets old?

Will he still keep a blank face, or have he learned to deal with things gently and can face everyone with a smile?

He is not really a person who likes to reminisce about the past.But it seems to have reached that age recently, and the reality is too dull.So the inevitable insomnia began.

When chatting with other people, I always think of this, and I will pause for a while, and then I will be silent for a long time, before I can get away from this smog-like heaviness.

He even occasionally wonders in a trance, do those beautiful pasts really exist?

Those trivial and ordinary days, which he once felt boring but shone because of her existence, have been blurred by the years, leaving only the faint outline at dusk, the sparse shadows on the ground when walking in the woods, And the temperature of holding hands amidst the noisy and boiling voices.

The happiness I once had is like being sealed in amber, which can only be remembered, but can no longer be touched.

He suddenly missed Cao Yehuali very much, even if it was only those moments when she still existed in this world.

He once thought of leaving a letter for Kusano Huali, and sealed it under her spell tool. If one day she wakes up, she will still remember him, and she can guess from the words and phrases on it how much he treats her. Thoughts, those times when we used to fight by the river, and every time we spend together.

But it was too cruel for her.

It's not a good feeling to remember someone who is destined to stay in time. What he has experienced, he doesn't want her to try again.

So I just put the hair tie under it.

This is the end.

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