After writing the book, all of Yokohama wanted to hunt me down

"I can no longer continue to "live happily".

In that world where you are dead.In that world that drives you into despair and loss of faith.

No one can achieve true "happiness".

Even if you wish so much, wish...beg. 』

Yuan Xuan was taken aback by such a title.

She didn't understand when Zhong Yuanzhong also knew her name.

Although they met once at the signing venue, in fact, very few people really know Yuan Xuan's full name.

Because she seldom goes out, she has always communicated with readers only under a pseudonym, and she did not reveal her name even when filling in the information.

At that time, the brief communication at the signing venue was a unilateral announcement of the name, and it was Yuanxuan's reception of Zhongya's information.

She knew that the boy was caught in a complicated tangle, and before going to meet her, he needed the encouragement of others more than the signature.

Words have power.

Even if you don't pass "Bie Tian Wang", Yuan Xuan's language can still affect others.

So she expressed her wishes to the boy.

It is true that confusion and helplessness will forever entangle people's souls, but the happiness that people have, even a little bit of happiness, will burn a flame called "hope" in their hearts.

She felt that the boy needed someone to say something to him.

It didn't matter if it was her or anyone else, just because he came to her just then.

This made Yuan Xuan unable to refuse.

She can't stay out of it like a bystander when she can do something and help others.

Zhong Yuanzhong also knows her very well.

——Although he is not the Central Plains Chuya of this world.

In his world, Yuan Xuan is his "companion" that he values ​​very much.

But she never seemed to be able to really smile.

She seemed to be always worrying about something, thinking about something, or fearing something.

During the countless nights in the "sheep" base, she would even curl up and cry softly in her sleep.

At that time, they were still young, and the site of "Sheep" was just an abandoned building. The homeless children were huddled in a cold corner, and it was already their limit to maintain such a living space.

The power possessed by children is very weak, they are as humble and insignificant as weeds.

Until the Central Plains also joined the "sheep".

Zhong Yuanzhong also wants to do something for her. He has always been a person who considers others very much, so he will become the "sheep" to rely on without hesitation.

But Yuan Xuan said to him, "China can't help me."

Her eyes were full of meaning that Zhong Yuan could not understand.

This makes it difficult for Zhongyuan Zhong to understand.

When other people in the "sheep" encounter any difficulties or suffer any injuries, they will immediately think of Zhongyuan Chuya, come to seek his protection and help, and come to borrow his strength.

The power of Zhongye in the Central Plains is the power of "sheep".

The source of this power is his supernatural ability - "Dirty Sorrow".

Yuan Xuan never borrowed his power once.

There is a secret between them.

After she woke up crying, only to find that Zhong Yuanzhong had also put his coat on her body, Yuan Xuan, who was wiping away her tears alone, told him one thing.

"I also have supernatural powers."

It was on that night that she used her supernatural powers to show Zhongyuan Zhong the incomparably beautiful "new world".

It is a fictional fairy tale made up of language, and it is a illusory thing that does not exist in this world.

When Yuanxuan asked him if he wanted to stay in such a world, Nakahara shook his head.

"I can't leave other people behind," he said.

Yuan Xuan seemed to be stunned when she heard this, the expression on her face was almost frozen, and after a while, she smiled softly - this was the first time since Zhongyuan Zhongye met her. See her smile.

"That's great," she said softly.

The little girl with pink-purple hair leaned over to him, and she said to him from the bottom of her heart, "Please live happily in that world that you can't abandon. The real world."

This is a secret between them and a "promise" between them.

Zhong Yuanzhong also hopes that she can also obtain happiness.

He very sincerely hoped that Yuan Xuan could open her heart and live in the real world easily.

But that hope did not materialize.

Yuan Xuan died in the end, and she never had even a little happiness. Her only hope, her only pursuit, could never return to her side.

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't dare to think about how painful and desperate she was to bid farewell to the world.

Once he recalled such a thing, he felt that he no longer had the courage to stand in front of her.

Even if the one standing in front of him now is not the "Yuan Xuan" he knew.

On a certain night when she was already dead, Zhong Yuanzhong also suddenly thought of her, and when he remembered what they had promised to "live happily", the world he lived in changed.

What is this?

What kind of power is it that can allow people in one world to reach another world.

Zhongyuan Zhong also didn't know himself.

But he has a lot to say to her.

Before meeting Yuan Xuan, he thought so.

But after actually seeing her, he suddenly felt that there was really very little he could say to her.

Especially after she opened her mouth and called out her name, the strange and bewildered eyes she showed were cruelly reminding him that the "Yuan Xuan" standing in front of his eyes was not the Yuan Xuan he knew. .

but……

He stared at the girl in front of him. Her face, body, and name all told him that in this world, what she had was a completely different life.

It is a life in which you can express your heart easily and seek help from others frankly.

Not having to carry those responsibilities alone, and not have to bear the pain alone that made it almost impossible for her to survive.

Such a world must be the world she really wanted.

This kind of world is a world where she can live happily.

Realizing this, Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't take his eyes off anyway, and he stared at Yuan Xuan with a complicated expression.

When he was quiet and his expression changed several times, Yuan Xuan carefully looked at him with his eyes.

She didn't think that she and Zhong Yuanzhong had gotten to know each other well enough to use such an intimate title to have a conversation.

Moreover, Chuya Nakahara behaved very strangely.

He seemed to be looking at a friend he hadn't seen for a long time, but his expression was full of sadness.

It was like looking at someone you thought you would never see again.

Such a reaction cannot be equated with Yuan Xuan's memory.

Perhaps it was because there were only the two of them in the carriage at this time, so Yuan Xuan didn't hesitate as usual when she spoke.

Realizing that the other party was strange, she asked the other party bluntly, "Excuse me... Does Mr. Zhong Yuan know what happened in the train?"

She had an intuition that the other party might be related to her current environment, this weird train.

Maybe he'll know something.