high end prey

Time seemed to stand still, and the two hugged each other tightly in the room, wishing to melt each other into their own flesh and blood.

Gu Nanxian slowly calmed down, and the uninterrupted sobbing turned into a little trembling every once in a while. Lu Jiali kept stroking his back, waiting for his emotions to calm down.

Gollum~~~

The person in his arms suddenly groaned, the sound was not loud, but it was very clear in the quiet room.

Lu Jiali was stunned for a moment, and found that the body of the person in his arms was also frozen, like a small animal whose tail was grabbed, and did not dare to move. Although he was full of mixed emotions, he still couldn't help but want to laugh. .

"Are we, Ah Xian, hungry?"

Gu Nanxian grabbed Lu Jiali's clothes, his face was a little hot, and after hearing his voice, he buried his head in his arms. He never thought that his stomach would be so unpleasant at this time.

Lu Jiali picked him up from the bed and walked out like he was hugging a child, coaxing softly as he walked: "The porridge should be ready, let's go eat some?"

Gu Nanxian put his arms around his neck, buried his head in his neck, and whispered: "Yes."

Lu Jiali walked to the dining table, bent down and wanted to put Gu Nanxian on the chair, but unexpectedly, Gu Nanxian's legs clamped his waist tightly, and even hugged him tightly in a panic, as if Afraid that Lu Jiali would throw him away, Lu Jiali felt a pain in his heart, straightened up and hugged him and walked into the kitchen together, without saying anything, but obviously felt that Gu Nanxian's body relaxed slightly.

The porridge is cooked in a rice cooker, and it has already jumped to the heat preservation setting. Lu Jiali turned his body sideways and reached out to open the lid of the pot, so as not to let the superheated steam reach Gu Nanxian, put it into a bowl on the side with a spoon, and cover the pot Guy walked out of the kitchen with one hand in his hand.

Gu Nanxian was sitting on Lu Jiali's lap, looking down at Lu Jiali stirring the soft porridge with a white porcelain spoon. He wanted to see Lu Jiali, but he didn't seem to know how to face him.

Knowing Lu Jiali's intentions, Gu Nanxian really dared to think about the relationship between them, and all the things Lu Jiali did for him, whether it was all out of liking for him, he opened his mouth , wanted to ask something, but didn't know when to ask for a while.

Lu Jiali looked at the furry head in his arms, feeling unreal soft but down-to-earth. He took out his mobile phone, ordered a meal in the restaurant, and lowered his eyes and said to Gu Nanxian gently: "Ah Xian, have some porridge first, I ordered a meal, can we eat something else later?"

Gu Nanxian couldn't think of where to start, but thinking of what he had just heard, Lu Jiali's intermittent words, he suddenly knew what to say. He wanted to say what he didn't dare to say, what he didn't dare to confess, I don't know where Lu Jiali misunderstood Explain to him clearly.

Seeing that Gu Nanxian stopped talking again, Lu Jiali held up his face and looked at him. His eyes and nose were red, and he looked very pitiful. Lu Jiali kissed his eyes and his eyes in distress. A small bright red mole on the tail, then the tip of the nose, and finally the mouth.

"I'm sorry, Ah Xian, I shouldn't have treated you like this, I shouldn't have lost my mind and vented my anger on you, I just... I couldn't think of a better way, so I chose the worst way to get you stay with me."

Gu Nanxian listened to Lu Jiali's confession with a dazed expression. He was not blind, he could clearly see the undisguised tenderness and affection in Lu Jiali's eyes. Lu Jiali really liked him, not because of his high fever hallucinations and a Spring and Autumn Dreams.

"Chenyang." Gu Nanxian shrank into Lu Jiali's arms again, thinking he wanted to gain some courage, "You may not remember me, our junior high school is in the same school."

Lu Jiali at that time, like now, was the proud son of heaven shining brightly, everyone loved him, and everyone wanted to stay by his side, illuminated by that warm radiance.

At that time, Gu Nanxian was like the smallest mouse in a dark ditch. No one cared about his life or death. Even if he wanted to emphasize his own sense of existence, it was just another layer of sewage added to him. In the eyes of many people, there is still no change.

They are like two extremes, one is high above, the light is merciful to the world, the other is falling into the abyss, being swallowed by the darkness constantly.

"When I was in the second year of junior high school, one day, I was surrounded outside the school and was beaten half to death. Then you showed up and gave me a candy."

Gu Nanxian was talking about the past, and couldn't help but bring a smile on his face. Even now, the boy who appeared in the alley that afternoon is still like a beam of light that warms him. He remembers that scene clearly, like It is a frame of non-fading film, every sentence, every detail is so clear.

He once wanted to escape the light, to walk alone in his own darkness forever, but those who have been illuminated by warmth can never escape the light, and can never leave the light.

Lu Jiali hugged him into his arms, then reached out to stroke his hair, his thoughts followed his words back to a certain afternoon in the second year of junior high school.

He remembered that afternoon, the alley half-sprayed with the afterglow of the golden sunset, and the young man sitting there, covered in blood and unable to see his face clearly. One day, he walked in as if possessed by a demon.

Lu Jiali suddenly felt a sense of destiny, the person he wanted to get close to for some reason, and the person he wanted to keep for himself now, turned out to be the same person.

"It turned out to be you..." Lu Jiali laughed, he pressed Gu Nanxian into his arms, half of Gu Nanxian's body was numb due to the vibration of his chest. "Oh it's you."

Gu Nanxian was startled for a moment, looked up at him and asked, "What do you mean?"

Lu Jiali's eyebrows were gentle, he lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and said seriously: "Ah Xian, I only did this once."

From the past to the present, what Lu Jiali gave Gu Nanxian was the only exception.

Gu Nanxian slowly opened his eyes wide, and asked in disbelief, "Once?"

Lu Jiali picked up the spoon and blew it, then fed him a mouthful of porridge, "Well, Ah Xian, I've seen you too, but I just glanced at you from a distance, I didn't see your face clearly, and I don't know your name, Later, in that alley, I thought I could finally know, but you ran away, was I scary at that time?"

Lu Jiali in junior high school was not much more leisurely than in high school, because of his family background and his own reasons, he has always received a lot of attention since he was a child.

The appointment of teachers and the admiration of his classmates keep him busy. No matter what it is, those people always have a reason to ask him to do it. In fact, Lu Jiali himself doesn't know where their confidence in him comes from. .

So he didn't have time to pay attention to other things, such as the gossip among his classmates, and he couldn't get involved.

As long as he wants to integrate into the group conversation like an ordinary person, the atmosphere will become strange. The girls who were originally high-spirited will become ladylike and quiet, and even the boys who are laughing and arguing together will restrain themselves, which makes Lu Jiali feel He was like an outcast heretic among them.

Even though Lu Jiali knew that they had no malicious intentions, they just felt a sense of distance from him, just like the statues of gods and Buddhas placed in temples and the human beings with folded hands below, even if they are in the same space, they are always separated by two people. barriers of the world.

But everyone forgot that Lu Jiali was just an ordinary person, also in the secular world.

And Lu Jiali knew that the existence of Gu Nanxian was purely accidental. It was the gossip he and other people happened to hear when they were walking together for a meeting. They seemed to know Gu Nanxian very well, and commented on him, saying He is rebellious and has a stubborn personality, but there is a little regret in his words.

Lu Jiali looked along their line of sight, the young man in the distance was tall and slender, he walked alone in the crowd and couldn't see his face clearly, but the sun shining on him seemed to cast a layer of golden light on him.

At that time, Lu Jiali felt that there were still people as lonely as him in this world. He even envied that young man who could only see a blurred shadow. , or bad.

Then one day, Lu Jiali finally had the opportunity to ask the boy's name, but he ran away, leaving him with a somewhat panicked back.

"It's not scary," Gu Nanxian's heart slowly calmed down strangely, he looked up at Lu Jiali, "I'm afraid."

Lu Jiali asked, "What are you afraid of?"

Gu Nanxian wrapped his arms around Lu Jiali's neck, stared at him, and revealed his soul in front of him.

"I'm afraid that I will try to want something that doesn't belong to me again, I'm afraid of suffering again, I'm afraid of the light, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep my reason."

"But I was wrong, I couldn't throw away that candy and I couldn't eat it, and then I put it out of date, but the longer it took, I wanted to eat it terribly, but I bought a lot of candy, but it didn't taste the way I wanted. So here I am."

Gu Nanxian's cheeks were a little hot, he closed his eyes, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and slightly raised his neck to kiss Lu Jiali's lips.

He didn't have to worry about finding the wrong position, and he didn't have to worry about not being able to kiss, because now he believed that Lu Jiali would not let his kiss fail.

Sure enough, with a hand covering the back of his head, Gu Nanxian just lifted it slightly, and his fiery lips pressed down, grinding and grinding, robbing him of all his breath.

"Lu Jiali, Ah Li," Gu Nanxian's eyes were reddish and moist, he didn't know whether he was kissed or wanted to cry, "I like you, I have liked you since a long time ago, I came to No. [-] middle school for you , I want to be closer to you, but after getting closer to you, I want to be closer to you again."

"I don't know why you think I have something to do with Si Chen, but I only met him after I came here."

Gu Nanxian explained anxiously and aggrieved like a child who has been misunderstood and made trouble.

"Lu Jiali, I liked you from the very beginning, just you."

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I have been waiting for a long time~~~Happy Lantern Festival, babies! ! !Love you mua! ! !