Back to 1996

Shen Zexiu didn't turn around and leave as he thought, he stubbornly looked at Gu Yi, a person who is always gentle on weekdays could be so indifferent, recalling what happened recently, he suddenly understood something.

"So...you've been avoiding me recently?" Although it was a questioning tone, the answer was obvious.

At the beginning of the matter, all I thought was to escape. Adolescent boys and girls will have a hazy understanding of emotions. Before they fully understand love, they always think that this kind of emotion will accompany them for a long time, and it is easy to give it to them. They make promises for a lifetime, but they don't know that this is often wrong.

He even blamed Xiao Yan and his uncle for not giving Shen Zexiu good guidance, making him push the door of the same sex that ordinary people can't understand.

"In my opinion, it's the impulse of your blurred consciousness. I believe you can adjust it yourself. It's just a matter of time, so I will try not to affect you during this time." Gu Yi didn't look at his face, ignoring the other side's fall The sight of himself, the explanation in a calm tone.

"Impulse? Regulation? Why should I regulate?" Shen Zexiu asked with a sneer.

"Also, do you think it won't affect me if you don't appear in front of me? What about here?" He pointed to his chest, "Can you make him disappear too? Four years, nine months and eighteen years Get along with each other, can you erase it?"

Gu Yi didn't know how to respond to Shen Zexiu's frank and hurtful words.

"Or it's not affecting me, but my actions have seriously affected you?" Shen Zexiu said the last sentence, turned around and left the room, he couldn't stay any longer, he couldn't say cruel words to this face. In other words, there is no way to look at this face and sentence myself to death.

He understood that Gu Yi's behavior was equivalent to having given the answer.

He is repulsive!Or - disgust!

Shen Zexiu's departure returned the quietness of the room to Gu Yi. The drowsiness had been scared away, and the rest was exhausted. The boy's words echoed in his ears for a long time. The indifferent face and injured back when he left were obviously not his intention. He had no choice but to comfort himself that this was only temporary, it would be fine, everything would be fine.

Sitting at the dining table early in the morning, Mr. Fu said, "You don't look very well, did you not have a good rest?"

Gu Yi nodded with a smile, and took a soup dumpling for the old man, "It's okay, Meng Duo."

Thinking of that terrible dream, it's strange to sleep well.Shen Zexiu pointed to his chest and said 'Can you make him disappear? ' Chasing him repeatedly appeared, making him breathless.

When he stepped out of the yard, Gu Yi saw the young man waiting in the same place at a glance. After last night, he really didn't know how to face it. Shen Zexiu straightened his bicycle, "If you don't leave, you will be late."

Sitting in the back seat, the two of them had never been silent all the way, and Gu Yi even deliberately moved back to prevent physical contact between the two.

He tried to speak, but just happened to encounter an uphill, looked at Shen Zexiu's vigorous back and said, "I'm pretty heavy, right? In fact, I've already learned it from the fall before, and I should be able to do it myself."

The person in front continued to be silent for a long time, and when Gu Yi thought he would not answer any more, he squeezed out three words: "As you wish!"

Hearing this, Gu Yi also fell silent, and neither of them spoke again until they sat down in the classroom.

Everyone has noticed Shen Zexiu's abnormality today. He is still lying on his seat, but he doesn't seem to be Gu Yi's radar like before. Without realizing it, he lay motionless in the back seat.

Dai Qi quietly took a seat in the front row of Gu Yi, pouted in Shen Zexiu's direction, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Shen Zexiu today? Are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Yi smiled and shook his head in denial, refusing to say anything extra.

"It's strange, it's not like him. Usually, as long as someone approaches your position, he will be alert." Gu Yi smiled, but Dai Qi moved closer and said in a softer voice: "Actually, their goal today is not you, they are Come and aim at the one who came."

"Huh?" Gu Yi was puzzled, and looked around the class belatedly, and sure enough, there were still people looking this way with 'impure motives'.

"You don't know, Shen Zexiu usually has very little interaction with them, that is, he can give a little reaction when you are involved, so everyone is now used to the shortcut of asking him to take you." Dai Qi said this open secret.

Gu Yi fell into a long silence because of his words, recalling that Shen Zexiu was indeed like this in the past.

A voice from the sports committee suddenly came from the door, "Gu Yi, someone is looking for you."

"Looking for me?" Gu Yi asked uncertainly.

"At the door, go and see for yourself." He raised his chin, smiled ambiguously, leaned over and said, "It's a girl, she looks really pretty."

Gu Yi was even more puzzled, he didn't know any beautiful girl, he looked over in the corridor, he didn't expect it was the girl who brought him the cake before, he took a shallow breath and smiled and said hello: "Hello, are you looking for me? "

"Gu Yi, I... I saw the cake from last time." The girl calmed down for a while, and once again she calmed down and became a cheerful and generous character, "I know what you mean, I will take the college entrance examination soon, I will work hard , I hope that we can become alumni if ​​we are destined, and I will chase you again." After she finished speaking, she handed over the things in her hand, "This is the test paper that we subscribed to in the third grade. I made a copy of it. I hope it will be useful to you." After handing it over, he turned and ran away.

A routine that has remained unchanged for thousands of years, Gu Yi just prepared when a teasing voice came from behind: "Huh~"

When he turned his head, Dai Qi and the sports committee had already poked their heads out of the window, with gossip faces on their faces. In the seat by the window, at some point Shen Zexiu changed his posture. He leaned on the chair with his hands under the seat, his face The expression on the face was very calm, with no trace of restraint visible at all, Gu Yi averted his gaze lightly.

I have been doing self-psychological counseling for at least 10 minutes. When Shen Zexiu held the pen again, the circular mark in the palm was particularly prominent, because the patterns on the palm of the palm were faintly visible, as long as he thought of Gu Yi looking at others with that kind of gentle eyes, The anxiety in my heart is about to sweep back.

Although he was chased to the door of the class this time, what Gu Yi got back was a stack of learning materials in the end. The booing to them is helpless smile.

After parting at the entrance of the villa, Shen Zexiu saw that Gu Yi had just got off the car and hurried to the opposite side without explaining, the words he asked were stuck in his throat and he couldn't get out.

In the evening, Shen Zexiu took the initiative to mention to Xiao Zijun: "Have you been driving by yourself recently?"

"...Hmm." Xiao Zijun was taken aback by the question, and only answered after a while.

"Let Uncle Zhang pick up Gu Yi in the future." Shen Zexiu swallowed the bitter gourd in his mouth.

"What? Didn't you always take charge? Back then, I asked the driver to pick you up and I was unwilling." Xiao Zijun asked curiously. She always felt that it was not suitable for two 1.8-meter-old guys to ride a bicycle, but they couldn't keep them happy on their own.

"Inappropriate!" The answer was still spit out, he considered that Gu Yi would feel panic, worried, and apprehensive when he knew about it, and of course he also considered the current situation, if he took a step back, even his brother would not be able to go back.

When Gu Yi went out the next morning, he was still planning to roll out the bike to practice again when he had free time. What he said yesterday was calm, but he didn’t have the confidence to go on the road, and Shen Zexiu...he didn’t know what to do now. thing!

As soon as he got out of the hospital, he saw that Shen Zexiu had changed his car today. It was the mountain bike that had been parked in the garage and was dusty. Compared with the previous bike, it was cool and trendy, but... its buttocks were bald Yes, no backseat!

Before he had time to ask a question, Shen Zexiu exerted force on his feet, half of his body leaned on the car, and the next second the mountain bike rushed out quickly.

Gu Yi: ...It's not possible.

Uncle Zhang, who was sitting in the driver's seat, pushed the door and got out of the car at the right time, "Master Gu Yi, get in the car."

"Huh?" Gu Yi didn't know why, Uncle Zhang was always responsible for picking up Xiao Zijun.

"Mr. Xiao, my task in the future is to pick you up." Uncle Zhang said with a smile. He has observed since Gu Yi came to Shen's house. He is a very polite and gentle person. He has always been polite to them. not difficult.

Aunt Xiao would not make such an arrangement suddenly, Gu Yi guessed that what she said yesterday morning prompted Shen Zexiu to take action.Sitting in the car, Uncle Zhang's driving skills were very stable, he showed no signs of motion sickness, looked out of the window, and soon the figure of Shen Zexiu riding a bicycle came into view, and he looked even colder when he was alone.

The distance shrunk his figure to a very small one. Gu Yi wanted to take a good look at him after he passed, but soon the other party shrank into a small black spot in his sight, and finally disappeared completely at the corner. The straight body slowly relaxed, leaning against the leather rear car, he felt that he must be motion sick again, otherwise why would his chest be tight and uncomfortable.

Gu Yi found that Shen Zexiu was slowly alienating him, and the young man consciously distanced himself from him. These days, Shen Zexiu never interfered with his school affairs. He had the freedom to make friends, and this morning he even adjusted Dai Qi is even more uncomfortable with this than Gu Yi.

It was originally in the last row by the window in the corridor, and I don't know when he negotiated. He switched with the tall and tall sports committee and sat in the last row by the window on the innermost side. The distance is really far.

Dai Qi leaned on Gu Yi's sitting position and asked in a low voice: "What happened to you and Shen Zexiu? Did you quarrel?"

Gu Yi withdrew his gaze and shook his head, "No."

"It's obvious that you are like this. Hurry up and make up. I really can't bear it. I dare not look at him now. I always feel that I will be frozen to death if he looks at me."

"If there was no quarrel, he would have tolerated me being here with you, and he would have thrown a knife at him early. Although Shen Zexiu has a cold temper, he has nothing to say to you, so he can tolerate you in his eyes."

Dai Qi's words seriously affected Dao Guyi's mood, he felt that this was wrong.Sitting at the desk and meditating with eyes closed, he finally took out the exam application form from the drawer. The registration form he got from his old class just after the beginning of this semester was also his long-standing plan to advance the college entrance examination.

I had some hesitation before, but this time may be an opportunity.

After more than 20 days, Gu Yi reappeared at Shen's dining table this weekend. Both Xiao Zijun and Mr. Shen looked very happy. Although they were close, Gu Yi hadn't sat down with them for a long time. The table was very enthusiastic .

Gu Yi put the peeled shrimp on Xiao Zijun's dinner plate, took out the application form from the side, and handed it over.He is used to everything and will come back to discuss with them as soon as possible.

"Master, Aunt Xiao, I am going to take the college entrance examination early."