Back to 1996

Surprisingly, Shen Zexiu did not lose his temper, but walked out of Gu Yi's room extremely calmly.

Those ignorant emotions were hidden in the sand fog, and they were violently pushed away by Gu Yi following this accident.

Before going to bed, he could still hear the beating sound of his chest, with a strong rhythm.

Here Gu Yi has already slept soundly, Shen Zexiu in the room next to the wall is still irritable and turning over, finally falling asleep, in the dream he is still in Gu Yi's room, Shen Zexiu's plum candy is already in his mouth, Gu Yimeng The closeness of the lips is transmitted from the lips to the brain.

The man didn't succeed and didn't give up.

Searching for something irregularly, stumbling and asking for it.

In the dream, he finally came to his senses, hugged the person tightly, and firmly grasped the initiative instead of the guest.The two chased after each other, the candy slowly melted in the fierce kiss, and there was a sweet taste between the lips and teeth.At the end, the two lay on the bed panting slightly.

On one side of his face, he could see Gu Yi lying beside him. Long-term lack of oxygen and exercise made his face extremely rosy, and his always kind and warm eyes also had a different demeanor.The two looked at Gu Yi with a faint smile on his face, so carefree.

In the dark night, Shen Zexiu slowly opened his eyes. He relived the dream just now, and then he got up and took out a pair of clean shorts from the closet and went to the bathroom to tidy himself up.

He was relatively precocious, and it's not like he doesn't know everything. Shen Zexiu clearly realized what the dream just now represented.There was no rage, no fear, but he felt refreshed because he had uncovered that fig leaf. After so long, he finally knew what he wanted.

In the second half of the night, Shen Zexiu didn't feel sleepy anymore, and opened his eyes to go through the things that happened in the past few years in his mind.

The next morning in the dining room, Xiao Zijun asked as soon as he sat down, "Didn't sleep well last night? What's wrong with your mouth? Got angry?"

Shen Zexiu shook his head and looked at Gu Yidao on the opposite side: "No?"

Gu Yi lowered his head with guilt, not daring to answer.

Here he just finished answering Mr. Shen's seat, and said again: "What's wrong with Ozawa? Is he angry? Come back tonight and grandpa will make rock candy pears for you."

"No need!" Shen Zexiu refused, and frowned when he thought of the sweet and greasy smell, "I knocked it accidentally yesterday."

"Okay." Old Master Shen nodded helplessly. He knew that Shen Zexiu had always refused sweets, so he shouldn't be too forceful.

When Gu Yi pushed open the courtyard door, Shen Zexiu was already waiting outside, still with that bicycle.He frowned and smiled, leaning forward.

In fact, Shen Zexiu has always known that Gu Yi is very beautiful.Except for the first meeting between the two, at any other time, even if he was wearing worn-out clothes that didn't fit, there was still no way to hide his face.

His white and tender face looked even more gorgeous under the rising sun, and the white school uniform of the Experimental Middle School was extraordinarily clean on his body.What's more rare is that the pure temperament emanating from him always attracts everyone unconsciously.

Gu Yi sat astride the back seat, seeing that Shen Zexiu hadn't responded for a long time, he stretched out his hand and poked his waist, "Why are you in a daze, let's go."

Shen Zexiu pushed hard on one foot, and the bicycle quickly started driving on the asphalt road.

"Shen Zexiu, does your wound hurt?" Gu Yi asked.

"What can you do if it hurts?" You couldn't see the boy's expression, but Gu Yi could imagine the way he raised his eyebrows at this moment.

"Stop by the pharmacy in a while, and I'll buy a bottle of iodophor to wipe it on for you."

Shen Zexiu laughed. The wound that was not obvious at first didn't make the whole school know that he was injured. In addition to their assumptions, it might be possible to play a young and Dangerous boy.

Gu Yi obviously thought of it too, smiled and said: "Forget it."

"When are you going to No. [-] Middle School this weekend?" Shen Zexiu asked suddenly.

"Ten o'clock in the morning." Gu Yi replied.

"I'll be with you then."

"Huh?" Gu Yi asked suspiciously, "Didn't you make an appointment with Zhou Tao and the others?"

Shen Zexiu clicked his tongue and said, "I won't go."

"Alright, we just happened to go there together. I'll pick out some materials for you this time. But I guess the two of them will be very angry."

Shen Zexiu was noncommittal.

The bicycle bumped for the third time, and Gu put his hands on Shen Zexiu's waist and did not let go.The temperature around the waist rose significantly, comparable to a scalding heart.

"Did you not have a good rest yesterday, or I'd better take the bus at the next stop."

The person in front froze for a while, and then said: "No, I just lost my mind, I won't." Shen Zexiu coughed twice.

When Gu Yi walked into the class, he saw the familiar fresh milk and a pack of sandwiches on his desk at a glance. He stepped forward with a puzzled face, and saw a pink post-it note pressed under the milk. It said: Please help me pass it on to classmate Shen, thank you.

Gu Yi's hairs stood on end immediately, he turned his head to look, and sure enough, there were many students in the class looking at him, with probing and puzzled eyes, the puppy love incident that just came out yesterday, did not expect this early in the morning Then came a wave of confirmation.

His scalp was blown, and he didn't put the things in the table hole, but put them on the window sill.

His back was lightly poked twice, he turned his head, and Li Meng from the back seat came up to him.He whispered: "You are too blatant, even a schoolmaster's puppy love can't be so high-profile. The old class came to you yesterday. Although your grades are good, you should avoid issues that touch on principles. Just The reason why your brother Shen Zexiu dropped out of school was not because he violated the school rules."

Gu Yi could tell that the other party said these words out of concern, he nodded and said: "Those are all rumors."

"Rumors? Then you are..." The other party didn't finish speaking, and looked at the milk and sandwiches beside him, which was obviously a good breakfast.

Gu Yi smiled, and did not open his mouth to defend himself. What he just said was not unreasonable. He never knew the reason why Shen Zexiu dropped out of school, but from the tone of the other party, he could tell that it was nothing more than fighting, puppy love, playing truant, and occupying One or more.

The breakfast was left on the window sill all morning. Shen Zexiu saw it when he came over at noon. He raised his chin and pointed in that direction: "What's going on?"

"I don't know? What else is going on? I don't think that bottle of milk looks familiar."

Shen Xiuxiu observed for half a second, then frowned and looked over.

"It's just what you think." Gu Yi sighed helplessly, "I don't know who the other party is, so I can only use this method. If she can see it, she will naturally come to me."

Shen Zexiu nodded, and took the lead to leave.

Gu Yi in the cafeteria caught Shen Zexiu's gaze for the third time, he stopped his chopsticks and looked over and asked, "What's the matter, how did I find you acting weird today?"

Shen Zexiu raised his hand and wiped off the sauce on the corner of his mouth.He took the tissue next to him, wiped his fingers and asked, "What's so strange?"

"I can't say, but why do you keep staring at me without eating? You also gave me all your beef, what do you eat?" Gu Yi asked, looking at the double amount of beef on his dinner plate.

"It's okay, eat more." Shen Zexiu noticed that during breakfast, Gu Yi ate an egg and half a cup of milk because of Xiao Zijun and Mr. Shen's words.

Gu Yi glanced at him suspiciously, but still picked up his chopsticks and continued, he was indeed a little hungry today.

The two put the dinner plate in the recycling place, and Shen Zexiu said to Gu, "You go back first, I'll find a place to call uncle."

Gu nodded and had no objection. Although Shen Zexiu was still a high school student, Xiao Yan and him got along more like a pair of mature friends. The love was really love. The two communicated frequently. If there is no time, Xiao Yan will also communicate with Shen Zexiu through text messages.

Because Gu Yi and Shen Zexiu started school, Mr. Shen and Xiao Zijun moved their work center to the city. Recently, both of them are too busy to turn around, and the two little ones take care of themselves outside except for breakfast.

After school in the evening, Shen Zexiu took Gu Yi's schoolbag and headed towards the door.

"Hey, it's not necessary and it's not heavy." Gu Yi wanted to refuse to reach out to grab the schoolbag, but the other side raised his arm slightly, and he found nothing. "I'll get it!" Three simple words, but it showed the young master's undeniable temperament.

Gu Yi didn't want to argue with him because of this matter, so it would be easier.

"Hey? Are we not going to pick up the car?" Seeing that the direction was wrong, Gu Yi stopped and reminded.

"No, I won't ride a bike today, my uncle is already at the school gate, let's eat at his place today."

Hearing this, Gu Yi was a little hesitant.Before he had time to make a choice, Shen Zexiu spoke again: "Uncle said that Dr. Fu wanted to see you."

Hearing this, Gu Yi was obviously a little surprised, but because he could see Dr. Fu for this meal, he no longer resisted, but instead had a glimmer of expectation.

He followed Shen Zexiu's pace, "Is there something wrong?"

"I don't know, I will tell when I go."

Gu nodded, thinking about his own body, he and Dr. Fu seemed to have no intersection other than these.

Before the two of them reached the school gate, they saw Xiao Yan's car.The black SUV parked domineeringly in front of the gate, Xiao Yan had already stepped down, leaning against the front of the car with a cigarette in his mouth, seeing the two of them immediately stood up, and put out the cigarette butt.

"Uncle." Shen Zexiu greeted first.

Gu Yi hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Uncle Xiao."

Xiao Yan nodded, and opened the back seat door of the SUV, "Get in the car, your Uncle Fu prepared it at home an hour ago."

The two of them could climb up.

On the way, Xiao Yan took the initiative to ask about their high school life, "How are you doing recently? Do those little bastards still dare to trouble you?"

Chosen shook his head, "No."

"I should have sent you to the Eagle Class back then, but your mother insisted. If I went to the Eagle Class, I could still meet them?" He donated the library to the Experimental Middle School and entered the laboratory building. Why?Sometimes I really don't understand why you have to pressure you to integrate into them even though you are not on the same starting line since you were born.

Shen Zexiu glanced at Gu Yi, and said, "It's nothing wrong, Ms. Xiao has her own considerations. Besides, if I want to enter the Eagle Class, it's more interesting to rely on myself."

Xiao Yan smiled, "It's fine if you have a plan in mind." Some people are doomed from birth, doomed by identity, doomed by genes, doomed by talent.Shen Moyan's mind and Xiao Zijun's business sensitivity are perfectly inherited from Shen Zexiu's body.

In three months, I was admitted to the experimental middle school.Even though he is still sitting in a classroom with a group of peers learning equations and the periodic table of elements, he is already an investment genius who manipulates stock trends in private.

"You said why did you transfer to another school when you were so good at the beginning? If you hadn't let go, who would dare to start this. I can build this library for him today, and I can ask someone to drive an excavator to dismantle it for him tomorrow."

He spoke the most brutal words in the most flat tone.

"It's all over, and everything has been fine for the past three years." Shen Zexiu said without any regrets in his tone.

Gu Yi was as quiet as a transparent person listening to the conversation between the two.Gu Yi sometimes felt that Xiao Yan was the one who loved Shen Zexiu the most in this world.He spends more time with Shen Zexiu than Shen Moyan and Xiao Zijun, no matter how big or small, as long as it is proposed by Shen Zexiu, he has never vetoed it, and many times Shen Zexiu is more willing to share his own opinions with Xiao Yan.

It was already half an hour after arriving at the underground parking garage of the apartment.

"You don't need to take the food up, I'll drive you back after eating later." Xiao Yan got out of the car first after ordering.

The high-end residential areas are all large flat floors, with only two households on each floor.The two followed Xiao Yan into the house.

As soon as Xiao Yan entered the door, he put the key on the shelf in the hallway, and skillfully changed his slippers.While rubbing the hand sanitizer on his hands, he said, "I'm back."

A figure quickly walked out of the kitchen, and Fu Xing came out of the kitchen wearing a black and white checked apron.Seeing him with a smile, he said: "I'm back, Aze and Xiaoyi sit down first, you come over and wash some fruit for them, and they can eat in a while."

"Okay!" Xiao Yan picked up the fruit in the restaurant and walked in, while his voice could still be heard, "You don't need to make so many dishes, you are tired, your hand is for holding a scalpel, not for cooking. For these, I will wash the dishes in a while."

"It's okay, isn't this a special situation? Otherwise, you can't do it once a week, and it's too late to work overtime every day. How can you have time to make a good meal for you?"

Xiao Yan smiled, "Then the feeling in this situation is that both of them are in my favor?"

"Yeah." Fu Xing looked at him sideways.From Gu Yi's perspective, he could see the curvature of the man's mouth and the slightly squinted corners of his eyes.

Shen Zexiu has not spoken since entering the door, observing the way Xiao Yan and Fu Xing get along.

On the sofa in the living room, the phone rang. Shen Zexiu looked down slightly and saw the word "Father" flashing on it. He picked up the phone and went to the kitchen.

Two-way frosted glass sliding door.The moment the door was opened, the two people inside had not had time to separate, Fu Xing glanced at him awkwardly, and stretched out his hand to push Xiao Yan.There was no embarrassment on the man's face, he stood up a little bit, and asked with a step on his hind legs: "What's wrong?"

Shen Zexiu glanced at the phone that had already been hung up, "Grandpa called just now."

Xiao Yan stretched out his hand to take it, but he didn't immediately call back.

Before Shen Zexiu turned around, he heard Xiao Yan's voice behind him, it was a tone he had never heard before.

"Okay baby, don't be angry, it's okay, you don't have to treat that kid like a child."

Fu Xing's rebuttal could be vaguely heard, probably because of embarrassment, even the tone was very soft.

"Okay, okay, I'm really fine, tell me, I will accept any punishment tonight, except sleeping in a separate room." Xiao Yan's voice sounded again.

Shen Zexiu sat back on the sofa, recalling the scene just now.The unacceptable feelings mentioned by outsiders are actually not so terrible. It is just that two people of the same gender have lived under the same roof for decades, but they are more determined to choose the coexistence of love and life.

Xiao Yan sat down with a plate of fruit, pushed in front of the two of them and said, "Put the mat first, and eat later."

Gu Yi thanked him politely, reached out to take a piece of watermelon and handed it to Shen Zexiu, and then ate a piece himself.

During half an episode of the TV series, Fu Xing greeted everyone.The table is full of seven dishes and one soup, with a combination of meat and vegetables, balanced nutrition, and everyone sits down.

"Don't be dazed, let's eat, eat more."

"It's rare for you Uncle Fu to cook, and today you are picking up a big deal."

The sound of chopsticks and dishes gradually came from the living room.Xiao Yan stopped when he was half full, rolled up his sleeves and was about to start peeling the shrimp.Fu Xing gently touched him with his elbow, signaling him not to use it.

The other party smiled and continued with his work, "You like to eat this but you find it troublesome, so I'm not allowed to peel it off."

The two people on the opposite side raised their heads and looked over, Fu Xing smiled awkwardly and politely.

He changed the subject and said, "How is Xiao Yi's health recently?"

Gu Yi put down his chopsticks, and replied: "Very good, the sweating of hands and feet is much better, and the chest feels much warmer, thank you, Uncle Fu."

Fu Xing shook his head, "You don't have to be so polite, you call me uncle, that's not what I should do, did the last time scare you?"

After a little thought, Gu Yi knew that he was talking about the restaurant last time. He shook his head and said, "No? Is Grandpa Fu well now? I did not do well last time when I greeted you impolitely."

Fu Xing nodded: "It's much better. When is it convenient for you recently? The old man happens to be in the imperial capital, so you can go over and ask him to give you a pulse. The old man is also destined for you. I asked you about it last time I saw you."

"Uncle Fu is free?" Xiao Yan asked.

Fu Xing nodded.

"It's been a long time since the old man took the initiative to ask for a doctor. How many people lined up and paid a lot of money can't afford it. This time, we Gu Yi made a lot of money." Xiao Yan looked at Gu Yi who was opposite and said, "My sister is too busy to turn around recently. Get out, I'll be with you when the time comes."

Gu Yi didn't react, and he thought of the old man who had met in the restaurant at that time.

God Shen Ze Xiuxiu finally came back to his senses after walking all night. He looked at Gu and looked at Fu Xing again and again.Ban Tian said: "I'll be free on weekends, if Grandpa Fu is convenient."

Fu Xing nodded, "Okay, come over this weekend, he will fly to City G next week."

After dinner, Xiao Yan really started to deal with the aftermath, Shen Zexiu was also dragged to help, leaving only Gu Yi and Fu Xing in the living room.

How could Xiao Yan not see Shen Zexiu's abnormality?

While skillfully wiping the plate in his hand, he asked, "Is it uncomfortable?"

"Huh?" Shen Zexiu didn't realize it at first, and after meeting Xiao Yan's gaze, he immediately recalled what the other party meant, thinking of the scene he just saw in the kitchen.

Shaking his head: "No? This is your freedom. In my opinion, you and Uncle Fu live in the same house, and Ms. Xiao and Mr. Shen also live under the same roof. The difference may be that you will not have children in the future. Ms. Xiao and Mr. Shen don't have much fun with me."

Shen Zexiu spoke very seriously. He was not only telling Xiao Yan what he said, but also telling another self who looked squarely at his heart.

"Brat, you are our child. You are right. I just chose someone who can make me fix my sex. Otherwise, I will not be able to live a free and unrestrained life for the next few decades. What is the point of coming to this world?" ?”

In the living room, Fu Xing pushed the dinner plate towards Gu Yi and said, "Let's eat some fruit and digest it after dinner."

Gu looked at the kitchen and said, "Really don't need us to help?" Fu Xing smiled and shook his head, "Don't worry."

"You should have discovered my father's and I's attitude towards you when we first met." Fu Xing said.

Gu nodded, indeed!Although Fu Xing didn't have such a big reaction when he saw him for the first time, his eyes were always glued to his body, observing and looking at another person through him.

"Actually, you look very similar to an old friend of ours. She is very similar to the one in our memory. She left our side when you were your age, so the she who stays in our memory is the current you, but Gender changes."

"That must be a very important person," Gu Yi said, thinking of the old man's reaction that day.

Fu Xing nodded, "Yes! They are relatives."

"Actually, you are still a child. In fact, I don't know whether I should say these things to you, but we will meet again next week. At that time, the old man's mood or demeanor is slightly wrong. I hope you can forgive me."

"Of course!" Gu Yi said hastily. "I think Grandpa Fu is very kind."

Fu Xing smiled, "I guess you are the only one who said that. It is said that he is old-fashioned outside. Ten and a half out of ten people who came to seek medical treatment from him were turned away. He was so frightened."

"That must not be Grandpa Fu's problem!" Gu Yi nodded vigorously.

"Actually, I haven't asked...how did you come to the imperial capital alone? You should have just..."

"11 years old." Gu Yi said.

Fu Xing nodded.

"I don't have a mother. I was brought up by my grandparents since I was a child. After they passed away, my father owed a large amount of debt. There was no way for the debt collectors to collect it. I just bought a train ticket and came to the imperial capital by myself. Fortunately, I met my master. , Master is soft-hearted and took me in." Gu Yi slightly changed the order of things.

In a few words, he summed up his miserable childhood.In the past few years, his mood has really changed a lot. Even at the age of his last life, he has not let go of his own experience when he is nearly [-] years old. When he thinks about it, he is self-pitying, irritable and escaping.But talking about it now, it doesn't seem to be a big deal.

Probably because the current life gave him enough warmth, the long-time light in the once dark corner had already dried it in the sun, and then slowly petrified, rubbed it into ashes after a long time, and it seemed to go with the wind when he stretched out his hand.

"Have you never met your mother?" Fu Xing asked.

"Yeah." Gu nodded, "I heard that I passed away when I was a few months old."

Fu Xing's heart was like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, and finally fell into the abyss with the word 'death'.

He told himself that Gu Yi had nothing to do with their family.

……

Because there was still class tomorrow, after Shen Zexiu came out of the kitchen, Xiao Yan and Fu Xing sent them back.

When he came back, Fu Xing sat on the sofa for a long time and couldn't get back to his senses. What echoed in his mind were Gu Yi's words: "I haven't seen my mother" and "passed away".

He clearly resisted in his heart but still couldn't help thinking wildly.

He tilted his head, where Gu Yi was sitting on the sofa just now, there were a few yellowed strands of hair on the back of the sofa, which belonged to Gu Yi, and his hair was slightly yellowed due to malnutrition.