What should I do if the people in the entertainment industry don't match me?

dilemma

It was Bai He's PD who spoke just now, and he is at the rear of the first-class cabin right now, and he didn't walk in.

He wasn't sure if Bai He was free now, or if he was still asleep or something, so he called first to test out the situation.

Bai He was still frightened, and suddenly felt guilty.Looking at pd, he signaled him to go out and don't stay here when he talks.

The two walked together to the transition between the first class cabin and the passenger cabin.

"What's the matter?" Bai He brushed his hair, he was a little tired at the moment.

It was already 11 o'clock in the evening, and it was normal for PD to come to him now, after all, if it was later, both of them would have fallen asleep.

"Inside..." PD glanced at Bai He, whose clothes were a bit messy, and felt that his aura was more restrained than usual. PD was a young man anyway, and he didn't even dare to show off in front of Bai He. Panting, "Is Teacher Xiao feeling better?"

Bai He nodded, thinking about what happened in the cubicle just now, his cheeks became a little hot, Bai He tidied up his clothes to cover up, and said, "It's better." Then he looked at the pd, "You just ask this?"

PD recalled how Bai He came out of Xiao Sheng's compartment just now, and then looked at the expression on Bai He's face now, and suddenly felt guilty as if he had interrupted something.

"No, no..." PD said quickly, and then took out a stack of documents from behind, "This is the arrangement after arriving in Russia, please take a look at Teacher Bai. This is Teacher Xiao's, look..."

Bai He just wanted to say, how about he come to Xiao Sheng.But before he could say those words, Bai He paused.

For what happened just now, it would be very difficult for Bai He to talk to Xiao Sheng as if nothing had happened...

Bai He's breathing wasn't even slow, and the voice in his head was even more chaotic. He needed time to calm down.

"When you're about to get off the plane in a while, you can ask him to give it to him. Right now he's still resting..." Bai He said.

PD showed a surprised expression for a moment, but nodded, "Okay, then I won't disturb Teacher Bai's rest."

After Bai He left, PD looked at his back and fell into thinking. The relationship between Bai He and Xiao Sheng is really ever-changing.

Sometimes the good ones make it difficult for them to look directly at them, and sometimes they have to worry about whether they will have any conflicts... Sure enough, the current big stars are really hard to serve!

Returning to the quiet cabin again, Bai He felt the tension and oppressive pressure in the air. Xiao Sheng was in the compartment next to him, so Bai He couldn't help but walk lightly.

This person... really messed himself up, not only in life but also in Bai He himself.

There was still the warm touch of Xiao Sheng's lips on the side of his cheek, Bai He only felt that his whole body was cold and stiff, and he lay on his chair.

What does Xiao Sheng mean?

Why did Xiao Sheng kiss himself?

Why did Xiao Sheng look at him with this expression?

Why do you have to listen to yourself and let him eat the plane meal when you are obviously airsick?

Why...why didn't Bai He himself dodge when Xiao Sheng kissed him, knowing what he was doing and what he was going to do? !

luv't? !

Suddenly this idea popped into my mind, Xiao Sheng couldn't be in love with himself, right? !

But isn't he a man? ?

Xiao Sheng doesn't like men, does he?Bai He has seen it many times, Xiao Sheng winking at various female artists or doing frivolous actions.

Doesn't this mean that Xiao Sheng likes women?That's why Bai He never associated Xiao Sheng's actions, which were very ambiguous in retrospect, with any emotion.

If Xiao Sheng likes himself...

It all seems to be explainable.

Every time Xiao Sheng looked at his eyes...every time Xiao Sheng deliberately touched...every time Xiao Sheng was testing his bottom line intentionally or unintentionally...

Even every time he talked about friends, Xiao Sheng showed anger and even mind.

That's why Xiao Sheng asked to live in his own home "without face", and that's why Xiao Sheng insisted on following him to this month-long variety show.

That's why he endured the temper of a young master, and could live for several weeks in the small bed in the study room at his home.That's why I was afraid that I would ignore him, so I cried to myself on the phone...

Xiao Sheng wore gorgeous, lazy and even character clothes more than once, and asked himself with a smile if he was handsome or not.Bai He also thinks that he loves to dress up and is particular about his life.

So it seems that everything is because he likes himself? !

Bai He was even a little apprehensive about the explosive fact that Xiao Sheng liked him.

Bai He is a complete realist. He has studied science and engineering since he was a child, and he has long been accustomed to handling affairs with strict rules.

If he hadn't accidentally encountered the artistic thing of filming, then Bai He's life might have been extremely boring.

It's not that Bai He has never seen homosexuality, since he entered the entertainment circle, he has seen many kinds of people and things.For nearly seven years, Bai He had already cultivated the mentality of not being surprised.

Based on his appearance, he will never lack suitors. The craziest time he has ever experienced was when a young male artist chased after Bai He's manager asking for his contact information and following him in various ways.Taking advantage of his status, he even sneaked into Bai He's hotel.

Bai He still remembers that when he returned to the hotel that day, there was a naked man on the bed, looking at him affectionately...

Later, Qian Duo came to deal with this matter, Bai He didn't care about how the male artist was doing now.Anyway, I never met him again...

So now Bai He is not shocked that Xiao Sheng likes men, or that he likes himself.

What puzzled and depressed him about his science and engineering thinking was that Bai He couldn't reciprocate or respond to Xiao Sheng's emotions at all.

Xiao Sheng can come and go freely in the entertainment industry, but Bai He can't, he can't be able to fall in love freely, and be able to disclose his relationship with Xiao Sheng...

It's so hard, it's so hard...

Before Bai He started his so-called relationship, he was caught off guard by the possible situation and difficulties.He retreated despite the difficulties, and he felt that he had to make it clear with Xiao Sheng.

Xiao Sheng can like anyone, but he just can't like himself!

As if making up his mind, Bai He got up and prepared to walk towards Xiao Sheng's cubicle.

But just as he was about to knock on the door, he stopped again.

This is too embarrassing... What if Xiao Sheng doesn't like himself?In fact, those were all my guesses just now?

Then I went in and told him that after a long time, people didn't mean that, so didn't Bai He make a joke? !

But Xiao Sheng doesn't like himself?Everything before is obvious, if you say you don't like it, you are deceiving yourself!

But even if it is true, what should Bai He say when he goes in?Would it be too abrupt to get straight to the point? After all, Bai He is rejecting others...

Bai He felt himself in a dilemma.