give me a bite

nightmare

The new house is a two-storey apartment with an area of ​​more than 400 square meters. There is a swimming pool below it facing the sun. The environment is very good, but Lin Ting's idea of ​​bringing Gou Ting back was rejected by Qiu Yunlan.

"Aren't we going to stay here for a long time?" "I have something to do at home, I'll go back later." Qiu Yunlan sat by the bed and watched Lin Ting clear his luggage. He couldn't bend down yet.

"What are you telling me the truth, you said you would not lie to me." Lin Ting hung the last piece of clothing in the closet, turned around and looked at Qiu Yunlan seriously.

The warm light above his head suddenly rushed towards his face, Qiu Yunlan turned around a little bit dodgingly, "I'll go and order something outside."

Lin Ting grabbed him and said unhappily, "Don't try to hide it."

"I didn't." Qiu Yunlan turned around to hug him, but was dodged.

"If you don't say anything, you can sleep in separate rooms. I think there are quite a lot of guest rooms in this house."

"No." Qiu Yunlan forced him to the corner, blocking him with his hands to prevent him from running.

"Then you invite it as it is." Lin Ting put his hands on his chest, with a calm expression.

Qiu Yunlan knew that he was angry, so she had no choice but to say honestly: "I did it to avoid my sister."

"What are you doing hiding from your sister?"

"Can't you just say it?" Qiu Yunlan blinked, and helped him touch the wound with his hand, "I'm in pain, so I don't have the energy to say it."

Lin Ting gave a "tsk" sound, then pulled out his hand and scolded him, "I used to only see that you are a bit of a white lotus. Why do you have a little milk dog character now? Be normal to me."

Qiu Yunlan took it for granted, "A man is a man, but love is weak. I have a weakness, so it will naturally change."

Lin Ting rolled his eyes at him, "Stop talking nonsense, speak quickly."

"Then let's talk about it first, I said you are not allowed to think about it."

Now Qiu Yunlan feels that if there is a little mistake in their love, it will be fatal, after all, they have a lot of fate.

"Um……"

"Just... my sister found out about the two of us." Qiu Yunlan swallowed, and continued: "She disagrees."

"So you're avoiding her?"

"Ah."

"Sick? Go home." Lin Ting glared at him.

"In a few days, when her anger subsides, you believe me, you can solve it."

"No, you go back now and apologize to your sister." Lin Ting tugged at his hand, not daring to use too much force, but he didn't move it.

Qiu Yunlan hugged him, buried her face in his warm neck, and said in a muffled voice: "No, I don't want to be separated from you, not even for a quarter of an hour."

Lin Ting's mind went blank, like a crash. He seemed to know the circumstances under which the memory fragments of Qiu Yunlan's kneeling appeared.

The fourth fragment, and gossip, will only be before Qiu Yunlan returns home.

Qiu Yunlan will go back sooner or later, it is impossible for Lin Ting to be selfish enough to drag him to hide here for the rest of his life.

Feelings that cannot be seen are most afraid of being pulled out and exposed to the scorching sun, showing their bodies in front of the world.

It is enough for him to suffer alone.

Lin Ting slowly pushed him away and left in silence.

Qiu Yunlan looked at the empty hand and was stunned.

This was the first time Lin Ting pushed him away like this, and left without mercy with feelings of helplessness and exhaustion.

There was a gap between them, a gap that was difficult to repair, but Qiu Yunlan didn't know where the source was, and couldn't figure it out even scratching her head.

Just because his sister disagreed?Don't want to face it together?

Qiu Yunlan knew that Lin Ting was definitely not this kind of person.

What is that for?

The two had a depressing meal, and Qiu Yunlan kept adding food to Lin Ting and asking him questions, but Lin Ting ignored him.

Like a rose that is about to wither, the upright figure hangs down slightly.

Even knowing the impending risks, he could not prevent the disaster from coming.

There are many kinds of love. Lin Ting doesn't want to be involved in the black hole of the universe with Qiu Yunlan, so he is selfish. He wants to fall in alone. His love for Qiu Yunlan is also selfish. He knows that this person has loved him for many years. Maybe I will never forget him in this life, but I still want to push Qiu Yunlan away.

Qiu Yunlan is not his rose, nor his little prince, they have their own stories.

"I'm done eating, so I'll go out and make a phone call with Sister Yaya to ask about my itinerary for the next period of time."

Qiu Yunlan watched him stand up in a daze, this kind of explanation was too deliberate.

This was the Lin Ting he had never seen before, the Lin Ting who made him wonder what to do.

Can't start...

The wind turned into a soft sword and passed through Lin Ting's fingertips. This finger had slender bones and a thin callus on the fingertips, which was not good-looking at all.

Qiu Yunlan's beautiful hands can always be easily wrapped, covering embarrassment.

Love can really soften a person, let hot tears slide over the skin, and make all the superficial strengths shatter.

Lin Ting wiped his face with his sleeve, trying to hide the wet marks and stop the tears that were about to come out again.

If only he could block the tear ducts, he thought.

"Hello, Wang Bai."

Wang Bai was startled when he heard the heavy nasal voice of his little star, "Little ancestor, what's wrong with you? Someone bullied you? Where are you? I'll come over right away."

"No, I'm fine, I just have a cold." Lin Ting looked up, looked at the beautiful dusk, and cursed a liar in his heart.

Didn't you say that if you look up at the sky at 45°, your tears won't flow down?TV shows are all lies.

"Then I'll go over and deliver some medicine to you!" Wang Bai murmured, "I'm going to be moldy from being idle at home, and this vacation is too long."

Lin Ting wanted to laugh, but couldn't, so he wiped his face again, feeling that he was really hypocritical, like the second girl in his middle school. (No insults intended here!)

"You'll be working right away, and I want you to do me a favor."

As soon as Wang Bai heard that there was a job to do, he immediately became excited. He really felt a little guilty about not working for the salary, "Tell me, I will definitely help you do it properly."

"Then don't tell Sister Yaya about this."

"it is good!"

……

Qiu Yunlan came out after washing the dishes in the kitchen, and saw Lin Ting sitting in a daze by the pool without water with red eyes, leaning against the transparent floor-to-ceiling glass, as if sitting in the afterglow of the sunset.

Little angel with messy hair.

"What's wrong with you?" Qiu Yunlan hurried over to touch his eye sockets, and when her wet hands touched the hot skin, Qiu Yunlan couldn't tell whether he was still crying or not.

"It was just blown by the wind on the balcony." Lin Ting hugged him.Bury your head in his arms like a child.

"Why don't you come in and fight?" Qiu Yunlan touched his neck distressedly, not knowing whether it was the back of his neck that was colder or her own hands that were colder.

"It was hot just now." Lin Ting carefully avoided Qiu Yunlan's wound, "It's cold now..."

"I'll go and turn on the air conditioner." Just as Qiu Yunlan was about to get away, Lin Ting hugged her tightly.

"You're not allowed to go, just hug me like this!" His tone was fierce, without any deterrent effect.

Qiu Yunlan was a little bit dumbfounded, this person just ignored him, but now he looked inseparable, too many changes, Qiu Yunlan couldn't calm down for a while.

"Okay, hold it for as long as you want."

Lin Ting suddenly began to cling to Qiu Yunlan very much, a little abnormally.

In the hazy bathroom, even helping to wipe the body can spark sparks.

At night, Qiu Yunlan slept deeply, but she kept having nightmares. When she woke up, she even forgot what dreams she had. Seeing Lin Ting, who looked like an octopus on her body, felt better, and kissed her lover's smooth forehead. fall asleep again.

The dream I had this time was still bad.

In the empty house with not much furniture, he saw the ugly face of Yushan's ex-husband again, and the heart-piercing screams of his sister being locked in a small dark room.

There is no pain in the body.Let him know that he is in a dream, but he can't wake up, he can only see the wooden stool that was just swung up and fell heavily on him.

It's just that he couldn't see Yushan's face clearly, it was blank, but he could tell that this person was his so-called mother.

He wanted to yell loudly to tell his sister not to worry, and he wanted to rush to open the cold iron door, but he was weak and powerless, and there was nothing he could do.

The beating was over, he passed out, and in a blink of an eye, a small person came out of the pure white ward, whispered something, and folded a heart for him.

It was light pink, and he treasured it in the pillow case, and sometimes he would carry it with him in the left breast pocket of his small shirt.

There is no bouquet, no pen, no brooch, and the pink origami heart is the accessory that he hides under the thin fabric to decorate his soul.

The corner of the boy's smiling mouth was turned down again by an inexplicable school violence, and he was saved once again as a teenager.

But when he turned around, he couldn't see his sister, the person who grew up with him and guarded him.

"I disagree."

In a flash, he saw his sister's cold face towards him for the first time, in the darkness where she hated and feared the most, but her face was so clear, and she said to him in a cruel tone: "I don't agree with you being together, you How can you like a man?"

"What's more, he's just an actor, what right does he have to be with you?"

"Qiu Yunlan, if you don't separate from him, you don't have my sister."

"You are so disobedient, you can't even see what I have done for you?"

Qiu Yunlan wanted to shake her head, and wanted to say no, he could see it, and he had always seen her sister's efforts.

Obviously he is only a few minutes older than him, but he used his thin body to resist the wind and waves since he was a child, and surrounded him every day when he was autistic, trying to make him happy.When he was bullied, he beat those people hard, and even looked at him with a smile when he was injured.

How could he not see what his sister had done?

When he was a young man who was turbulent, the elder sister who was like a girl in the sky broke her own wings and used the worst way to protect him and pave the way for him.

Qiu Yunlan wants to go back to that time, beat herself up when she closed the world, and let him shout to Qiu Yunqing, there is no need for my sister to give up her studies and enter the world of garbage, don't be with those social trash and incompetent trash, don't Fight for him, fight your way with punches to protect him.

"I'm so disappointed in you."

The cold expression changed into deep loneliness again, as if seeing the young tree that had been watered for a long time, and completely gave up on saving him.

No matter how much Qiu Yunlan screamed in her dream, how much she admitted her mistake, her sister turned around and left with a sigh.

woke up from the dream...

Another night full of sorrow.

He knew that his sister would not say that kind of thing, and everything in the dream was an illusion caused by extreme guilt.

But he seemed to be trapped in the extreme night that could not wait for dawn.

Stretch out your hand, but you can't find a clear direction.

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The author has something to say: I don’t know if I have expressed it clearly. How should I put it, the relationship between Qiu Yunqing and Qiu Yunlan’s siblings is no longer purely connected by blood. No one can replace her, not even Lin Ting can surpass her sister's position in Qiu Yunlan's heart.

It is not too much to say that Qiu Yunlan is a sister-controller, he has always listened to his sister in everything, but the first time he lied to his sister was because of Lin Ting, and the first time he disobeyed and evaded her sister was also because of Lin Ting.So now he is with Lin Ting, in fact, it is painful and suffering, he can only escape to create sweetness for himself.

Qiu Yunlan is only a 17-year-old child, he can't do everything well, and he is also afraid of unknown harm.

What did my sister pay for Qiu Yunlan?Not to mention that she stayed with Qiu Yunlan when he had autism, and later when Qiu Yunlan was bullied by the school, she almost killed those people with a knife (of course, these are not in this article, they are in my sister's own article Later, Qiu Yunqing stopped studying, because she was only 12 years old at the time, she asked the teacher for help, and Huo Nan went out to perform the task again.

So the way of thinking is immature, only by breaking into those messy circles of gangsters and standing at the top can we protect my brother's safety.

Qiu Yunqing is also very smart, she used to study very well, Qiu Yunlan is so smart and they are siblings, Qiu Yunqing must not be much worse.

My sister turned into a puddle of mud because of him, so she didn't go to high school and went to a vocational school. Qiu Yunlan was never bullied again in these years, and it was her sister who protected her all the time.

Why do I have campus violence in both of my Tanmei books? Because I have experienced it before I understand the frequent nature and horror of this incident, and oh, people like Qiu Yunqing also exist, in order to protect those who want to protect themselves. Willing to fall.

As for why Qiu Yunqing can date girls and engage in homosexuality but disagrees with his brother.

Because her younger brother is the best and purest in her heart, and she has been indoctrinated since she was a child to teach that boys should be with girls. My sister feels that she is rotten into a puddle of mud, so it doesn't matter, but when it happens to her younger brother, she is not Very acceptable.

Although Qiu Yunlan and Lin Ting are suffering, but in fact I love my sister more, emmm, Qiu Yunlan is like Qiu Yunqing's white moonlight, the kind that has no love and no unreasonable thoughts, the love that siblings have for each other is to hope that each other will live better good.

I don't know if you can understand duck emmm.If you don’t understand, you can still ask me why I’m forced so much, because I feel a lot about typing in the middle of the night!Late at night, it is easy to think a lot!