give me a bite

Struggling

Lin Ting woke up again, it was already afternoon, the sky was getting dark, and the afterglow was flooding.

The clouds are dyed by the rays of the sun, sparkling like rippling ripples.

His arms were empty, and the residual warmth left on the hospital bed reminded Qiu Yunlan that he hadn't left for a long time.

Just as she was about to mutter, she heard Qiu Yunlan seem to be on the phone.

"I'm at the training camp. I told you last time that the school organized a training camp."

"Be back in a week."

"It's not strict, it's safe."

"I see, you should smoke less, and don't go out to drink all the time."

"I'm not in charge of you, it's for your own good."

"Don't let your left ear go in and your right ear go out."

"okay."

Qiu Yunlan said a few more homely words and hung up. When she came back from the toilet, she found Lin Ting staring blankly at him with her eyes open. She had just woken up, and her brain was still a little cute, which was so cute.

"Did you not sleep well?" He sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed his messy hair like a chicken coop, Lin Ting didn't know it.

Lin Ting raised his hand to cover the light with the back of his hand, swallowed up and down his Adam's apple, and then said hoarsely: "It's okay, what time is it?"

This look is extremely sexy, Qiu Yunlan's eyes fell on his fair neck, wanting to take a bite.

Realizing what kind of thoughts I had, and thinking about what happened before going to bed, I immediately looked away and said uncomfortably: "04:30, it's still early, we can go back tomorrow."

"Well, Xing Guangyang also gave me two days off. In the evening, I asked the nurse to push a hospital bed in and squeeze you in when you recover."

"Um……"

Lin Ting moved his hand away, originally wanting to lift Qiu Yunlan's clothes to see the injury on his back, but the first thing that caught his eye was Qiu Yunlan's red ear tips.

He tugged at Qiu Yunlan's clothes, and said with a light smile, "Qiu Yunlan, why are your ears red again? Is it cold in summer?"

Qiu Yunlan touched her ears subconsciously, and then realized how much she acted like a shy little girl.

He pretended to be calm and said, "No, it was just hot."

Lin Ting's tone was full of disbelief, "Really?"

"real."

Lin Ting rushed forward, put his arms around his waist, and said with a smile, "Okay, just call me brother, and I'll believe you."

Qiu Yunlan grabbed his hand, fearing that he would move indiscriminately, and her body froze, "I don't want you to believe it."

Probably because the wind had just blown at the door, his palms were wet with sweat, compared with Lin Ting's warm hands, it was like an ice box and an open flame inside, melting inside.

Lin Ting suddenly said: "Qiu Yunlan, let go."

When Qiu Yunlan heard this sentence suddenly, she panicked, thinking that Lin Ting was upset, so she held on tighter, regardless of whether her ears were red or not, she turned to look at him, "Huh?"

Instead, Lin Ting was taken aback by him. He looked up at his face and found that his face was pale. When he realized what he said, he couldn't help laughing and said, "What are you thinking? Your hands are too cold, I want to give you warm."

"Oh..." Qiu Yunlan breathed a sigh of relief, and let go obediently.

Lin Ting sat up. In fact, his hands were not as big as Qiu Yunlan's, but he still wrapped those slender white hands with his own.

His heart was sweet, and he vaguely knew the reason for Qiu Yunlan's reaction just now.

Even if two people can't be together now, if they have each other in their hearts and think about the future in their hearts, they can do it for the time being.

Lin Ting squeezed his hand and whispered, "I won't let you go."

Qiu Yunlan suddenly raised her head with complicated eyes.

"As I said, I like you, I want to chase you, you must be mine one day." Lin Ting raised his head, smiling brighter than a sunny day, "I'm so handsome, I have such confidence share?"

These words are narcissistic and smug, but when the person in front of him said them, anyone would want to say, yes, not too much.

But Qiu Yunlan can't say that, he still can't be sure of the future, and he can't ruin the life of his sweetheart just because of a little unstable factor.

Qiu Yunlan said bitterly but sincerely: "Handsome, so handsome."

Enthusiasm and positivity have been poured with invisible water, and the momentum has gradually diminished, but the original intention of striving to grow remains unchanged.

Cutting off all difficulties, "Uh... yeah." Lin Ting smiled awkwardly, and changed the subject: "I just fell asleep, who are you calling?"

"My sister."

Lin Ting thought that Qiu Yunlan had sent a text message to his sister, and her mobile phone was being monitored again, so she asked, "Oh, by the way, did you send the text message your sister received before?"

"No, it's Honan."

"Honan?"

"It's my adoptive father."

"Oh, his name is Honan."

"Yes, he doesn't want my sister to worry."

Lin Ting could feel that Qiu Yunlan didn't like such topics, but she only answered because she was honest with him.

"Qiu Yunlan..."

Lin Ting always likes to call Qiu Yunlan's name, he thinks Qiu Yunlan's name sounds nice, as good as him.

It's just that Lin Sanshui always likes to softly call Brother Yunlan.

"Um……"

"Wait someday in the future, you want to tell me everything, confide in me, and then tell me, okay?" Lin Ting thought for a while, then said: "Or wait until that day."

It is self-evident which day that day is.

Qiu Yunlan pursed his lips in bewilderment. It was undeniable that he had experienced a disaster that narrowly escaped death, and he could no longer maintain his composure as before.

Overnight, sensitive emotions grew wildly like weeds, pushing selfishness forward.

Enough love and reason, fighting against weeds like fire.

But the wind is endless, and the weeds are endless.

He couldn't help getting close to Lin Ting, and greedily surrounded Lin Ting, sticky, not like him anymore, and wanted to directly own all of Lin Ting.

Reason doesn't allow it.

Because that would hurt Lin Ting.

Why doesn't he know?

I only hope that all unstable factors disappear, that he is strong enough, and that they can really get what they want.

"I'll tell you."

Lin Ting looked at him and smiled wryly in his heart. He especially wanted to ask Qiu Yunlan: Are you a coward?

Qiu Yunlan bounced forward like a person who was forced into a minefield and was afraid of stepping on a minefield.

I don't know when I can grow into an engineer soldier who is not afraid of life and death.

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The two of them slept all day without being sleepy at all, so they drove together until midnight, until Lin Ting's time came, and they became smaller again.

It's just that Qiu Yunlan didn't let him change back, wrapped him up like a baby with clothes, and then fell asleep in his arms.

Lin Ting asked him, why would he bother the nurse to move an extra bed?

He said: "I was bitten again vaguely in your sleep, it became bigger, and kicked me down, so I can make do with it for a night."

Lin Ting felt that he was asking for it, so he curled his lips helplessly, but hugged Qiu Yunlan even tighter.

Qiu Yunlan must have been kicked awake by him in the morning, that's why she said that.

At noon the next day, Lin Ting received a strange call from Xing Guangyang, urging them to go back to training.

There are still four days left in the training camp, so I really have to go back.

The two of them packed their things slowly and went downstairs, then returned to the training base in the car sent by Xing Guangyang.

The training base is in the mountains. Linting has walked up and down the mountain twice, but he still feels unfamiliar with the roadside environment.

After all, there are almost trees along the road. If you don't observe carefully, you really can't tell where you are going.

He was also in a hurry when going down the mountain, his attention was all on Qiu Yunlan who suddenly fainted, and he was not in the mood to watch.

You can take a good look at it now.

Qiu Yunlan was not happy to be left out, and pulled him to tell him about the training camp these days.

Lin Ting tilted his head and squinted at him, and said, "What's there to say about a group of men training, eating and sleeping every day?"

Although he said so, he still enjoyed Qiu Yunlan's sudden change, with more words and expressions, and he wanted to hear him ask a few more questions.

Qiu Yunlan is not the kind of person who makes things difficult for others, seeing that he can't do it, she said calmly: "Okay then..."

In fact, what he thought in his heart was that he could ask Yan Qihao and Yu Xiao when he went, and they would definitely talk more, and the matter about Lin Ting would also be more vivid and interesting.

"Don't, you're going to embarrass you by asking a few more questions?" Lin Ting compromised, "I'll tell you, I'll tell you."

Qiu Yunlan wanted to laugh a little, and teased him: "If you don't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it, lest you become a baby and say that I forced you, then you can't clear up your grievances."

"Am I that kind of person?" Lin Ting pouted unconvinced.

Suddenly, with a flash of inspiration, she leaned close to Qiu Yunlan's ear, and deliberately said in a soft tone: "I haven't been naive to others these days, so I'm very good."

Qiu Yunlan: "..."

Lin Ting raised his eyebrows, "Are you really not listening?"

Qiu Yunlan turned her face away, looked out the window, coughed lightly and said, "Then tell me, I'll listen."

Lin Ting: "Don't you want to make things difficult for others?"

Qiu Yunlan turned her head to look at him, then quickly turned back, "I won't force you, but I want to hear it."

Lin Ting: "What do you want to hear?"

Qiu Yunlan propped her elbow on the edge of the car window, clenched her five fingers into a fist, put it on her lips, and said softly: "I want to hear how you behaved... Did you treat me like that when you were younger, or, when you think of me, It's very good."

Lin Ting suddenly felt a little hot on his face, obviously he was the one who teased him first, but on the other hand he felt embarrassed.

He complained to Qiu Yunlan in his heart, why he spoke like this, he didn't consider the feelings of the innocent little boy who had never even been in love.

He coughed lightly, and said in a roundabout way: "I am very obedient myself, I don't cause trouble, I don't make trouble, and I actively watch the central news broadcast at 24:[-] every night, care about national affairs, respond to the call of the organization, and keep in mind the [-]-character society." I can recite to you the core values ​​of communism, prosperity, democracy, civilization, harmony..."

"Stop, stop." Qiu Yunlan couldn't help laughing and said, "Not only are you blowing too much, but you also blow the topic off, so how can you pass the composition of the Chinese test?"

Lin Ting touched his neck in embarrassment, "..."

"Didn't the training camp ask you to train every day? Why did you make it seem like the school sent you to be a soldier? Could it be that you didn't train well?"

"That's not it!" Lin Ting said angrily, "I train hard every day, don't you feel that I'm tanned? Sooner or later, it will turn into charcoal, and you will have to look down on me."

Qiu Yunlan saw the kitten's hair blown, pinched his face, and coaxed: "It's white, it can't be tanned anyway."

After changing the subject, he said, "Since you don't want to talk about the training content, let's talk about the love letter that day."

Lin Ting: "..."

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The author has something to say: I tried my best to write Qiu Yunlan's contradictions. In fact, it can be seen from his behavior that he is very contradictory. He likes it very much. He wants to be close, but he also needs to save his reason and want to protect his sweetheart. He is not willing to let him get hurt. Why is he so conflicted.

Because he is only a 17-year-old boy and cannot maturely restrain his emotions or control everything powerfully, please give Qiu Yunlan some time!

Thank you to those who accompanied me!Love you guys!