nosy on you

self-doubt and validation

Twenty minutes later, Gu Xi took out his phone from under the pillow again.

After staring at the screen for a while, he opened the half-read webpage and continued to scroll down, trying to find a piece of strong evidence that could clear the suspicion, but he couldn't find it.

The only good thing is that there is no content in the article that can directly convict him.

It's okay, everything is normal!

To be honest, he's not actually against homosexuality, but he can't accept being gay, which is two different things.

When he saw the middle, his eyes were attracted by a somewhat convoluted description.

“男同性恋者中的1、0、0.5是同志圈里最常见的属性划分，通常解释为1是同性恋情侣里扮演男性的一方，0是扮演女性的一方，而0.5则是两者皆可的人。”

It turns out that there are so many things to pay attention to.

Gu Xi seems to have a little understanding of those things between the man and the man. He also asked Yan Jing before, but until now, Yan Jing has not solved his doubts for him, probably he can't say it.

0 is probably the kind of monster in the impression.

Which side is that rigorously playing?

If he didn't bring it up on his own initiative, he wouldn't be able to tell that he was gay just from his appearance, so the strictness should be 1, so what does he like are men who are demon-like?

No, Yan Jing kissed him just now, and Gu Xi felt that he couldn't get along with the word "demon".

In terms of being delicate and cute, Li Lei seems to meet the requirements more, and I don't see how rigorous and crooked he is.

That is 0.5, and this explanation is quite reasonable.

If they are in a relationship, I must be the one who does 1, and this is the only thing that is beyond doubt.

tsk...

What are you thinking, it is impossible to have a partner, and I am not gay.

How should the two men deal with each other?Is it the same as men chasing women or women chasing men?

Gu Xi was suddenly a little curious. Mu Xue said before that TV dramas with two male protagonists have been very popular in the past two years, and I can't sleep anyway, so I might as well find a few to watch.

In order to express it more accurately, he typed "rotten drama" in the search bar, and what he found was a bunch of Thai movies, with all kinds of messy themes.

Gu Xi put on the earphones and found a popular school drama. After watching a few episodes, she couldn't stand it anymore.

This is too fucking ridiculous.

After watching it for a long time, I didn’t see who is 1 and who is 0. It’s probably about a cute and cute student from a poor family. Because his friend was beaten by a rich second-generation straight male student, the two formed a relationship in high school. .

Later, Xueba and Xuechao were admitted to the same university, met again miraculously, and then started the mutual abuse mode.

The screenwriter also didn't explain clearly who liked men. After accidentally slipping and kissing, the two of them developed from looking at each other and fighting each other into a pair of loving CPs who are tender, affectionate, and throw dog food wildly.

Can straight men be turned off too?

Gu Xi fell asleep before finishing the ending, and she didn't know when she fell asleep. When she woke up, it was already dawn.

The mobile phone has been powered off and turned off. From the angle of the light shining through the cracks in the curtains, it can be judged that it is morning.

He tilted his head and glanced, he was quite honest when he slept rigorously, he still turned his body sideways and faced the door, not even changing his posture, but the blanket slid down to his waist, exposing his entire back.

The strict figure is very well-proportioned, the shallow muscle lines can be seen, and the skin on the back is smooth. Gu Xi couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and then the word "desire" popped up in his mind.

He immediately looked away.

Five seconds later, he looked over again, how about taking this opportunity to verify?

Gu Xi tremblingly raised his wrist, and carefully poked a fingertip on the rigorous back.

Yan Jing still didn't move, he seemed to be in a deep sleep, Gu Xi moved forward a few inches, wrapped his arms around his waist, and pressed his palms on his flat belly, the palms were warm.

Just hugging for 2 minutes, it seems that I don't have the feeling of last night, and my body doesn't respond.

Is it not intimate enough?

He continued to move forward, almost touching his chest, he hesitated for a while and tightened his arms again.

Perhaps it was because of his lack of strength, Yan Jing made a sudden movement, then turned his head and stared at him abruptly, the interval was less than 0.1 second, Gu Xi was kicked off the bed before he could withdraw his hand.

"What did you do?" Yan Jing sat up instantly.

"Fuck, your fucking reaction is too big..." Fortunately, it didn't hit the ground head first, Gu Xi got up from the ground rubbing his buttocks with anger and grievance on his face, "What can I do?"

Yan Jing didn't speak, just stared at him for a while, his eyes gradually moved down.

"Where the hell are you looking!" He roared, pulling up his pants as a gesture, "Do you want to check?"

The scene of Gu Xi rushing out of the bathroom naked suddenly swept across the sky, and it was played in a loop in front of his eyes in 8K high-definition quality, and every frame was wonderful.

"No need, it's not like I haven't seen it before..." Yan Jing clicked his tongue, feeling a little hot on his face, "Put it well."

"Keep pretending, weren't you very unrestrained last night?" Gu Xi raised his right eyebrow.

"Last night?" Yan Jing blinked his eyes and squeezed out a harmless smile, "What happened last night? I drank the pills, and I don't remember anything after I entered the house."

This lie is a bit far-fetched.

He remembers everything, every little detail is still vivid in his mind, but right now he can't admit it even if he is killed. If Gu Xi knows that he did those shitty things while conscious, it is estimated that the two of them will directly develop into an embarrassing terminal cancer. .

"It's a good excuse." Gu Xi raised his left eyebrow again.

"I'm telling the truth..." Yan Jing cleared his throat, "Thank you yesterday."

"This thank you is really timely..." Gu Xi laughed, "Your network delay is a bit serious."

"Can you stop being so unreasonable..." Yan Jing got up and put on his clothes, and walked out the door without even taking care of washing up. He just got up and couldn't turn his head around, and if he continued to tear it off, he might reveal his secrets at any time. "I'm going back to my room."

He quickly closed the door and rushed down to the second floor half-running half-flying.

It was only past nine o'clock, Li Lei was still jet-lagged under the blanket, he tiptoed into the bathroom to take a shower, took two dry buns from the cabinet, and unpacked them in vain due to cold.

Xie Yang was transferred back to Zhang Chao's group. This week, the two of them went to the morning shift and went to the warehouse early in the morning.

I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but I didn't expect to be overwhelmed by sleepiness as soon as I lay back on the bed. I felt that my eyelids weighed more than 800 kilograms, and I couldn't open them when I closed them.

It's been a long time since Yan Jing had a dream about studying, and subconsciously he would cut out that bad memory.

But today is a little bit different. There is an extra person in the scene that has appeared in nightmares countless times. The facial features of that person are a bit blurred. The only thing that can be seen clearly are his pair of sword eyebrows and silver earrings.

He said to the person rushing over with his fist raised, "I'm his boyfriend."

He lifted Yan Jing up from the ground, said with a smile, "Go, I'll wait for you here."

Strictly feeling very at ease, he raised his head and looked directly at the flashing faces with contempt and ridicule. This was the first time he put aside his fear and bravely broke up those faces one by one.

This dream was actually not long, but it was already afternoon when I opened my eyes again.

Rigorousness was awakened by the chatter and laughter in the room.

"Wake up..." Li Lei sat back on the chair, holding a glass of honey water in his hand, "When did you come back?"

Both Xie Yang and Zhang Chao got off work, and they were lying on half of the window sill, smoking a cigarette.

"Anyway, he didn't come back when we went out..." Zhang Chao turned his head with a cigarette in his mouth, and narrowed his eyes with a strange smile on his face, "Is your kid in a relationship? I often see you staying out at night."

fall in love?

Yan Jing felt a little guilty when he asked him for no reason, as if he had done something bad, and his voice split when he opened his mouth: "Don't talk nonsense, there are only a few women in the warehouse, there are too many monks, and there are too few food, so which round will I get?"

"I know..." Xie Yang pinched out his cigarette and sat on the lower bunk opposite, "You must have gone to Brother Xi's place."

"Brothers, our men's team hasn't been active together since our debut. Let's go out to have a meal today while everyone is full." Li Lei picked up a spoon and tapped the cup.

"I have no objection. How about I treat you this time, and I will be paid in a few days." Yan Jing said.

Ever since Li Lei bumped into him wearing a "couple outfit" that day, every time he encountered such a sensitive topic, he would save it in time. Although he knew that he had misunderstood him, he was still very moved by his rigor.

"I have no objection either. Of course you have to celebrate in advance when you encounter a big happy event." Zhang Chao echoed.

"Big happy event?" Yan Jing didn't understand, and looked at him suspiciously, "What big happy event, are you getting married?"

"You're provoking me, aren't you..." Zhang Chao rolled his eyes, "I don't even have a date, who is it with? The company will organize everyone to go on a trip next month."

"Really?" Yan Jing sat up straight excitedly, he had never gone on a trip in his age, let alone a free trip organized by the company, so he hurriedly asked, "Can Xie Yang and I go too? "

"Yes..." Xie Yang said, "The notice has been posted, and all current employees can participate."

"Oh my god, it's better to come early than coincidentally." Yan Jing smiled from ear to ear.

But that's hardly a happy event.

Zhang Chao is obviously exaggerating, but he likes to take advantage of small things, and when someone invites someone to dinner, he has to help him think of a legitimate reason, and everyone is not surprised.

"Look at your prospects..." Li Lei was very calm, "The company organizes this kind of event twice a year. We went there in the first half of the year. They were all in the province, but I heard that this time we went to the beach."

Yan Jing has liked the sea since she was a child, and even used a picture of the sea on her WeChat profile picture.

After coming here, Mu Xue took him to visit Haiwan Park once. The beach was almost full of tourists, and the sea water was not very blue, which was a bit far from what he imagined.

"Where shall we go for dinner?" Chao Zhang couldn't wait to bring the topic back.

"Would you like to eat barbecue?" Xie Yang said.

"Forget it..." Li Lei immediately vetoed it, "Me and Yan Jing still have to work the night shift, and that thing smells so toasted that it can't be washed off for a long time, change it."

"Then go to the buffet..." Yan Yan got up and put on his clothes, "I remember that there seems to be one on the fifth floor of the shopping mall next door."

This proposal was unanimously approved by everyone, and Xie Yang added another sentence: "Do you want to call Brother Shangxi?"

"It's better not to bark..." Yan Jing thought for a while, it would be awkward to eat face to face with Gu Xi at the moment, "There are so many of us, he might not want to go."

"Who said that, I'll go."

Gu Xi's voice came in from outside the door.