My soul and I have interpenetrated [Entertainment Circle]

The straightforward words hit my ears, carrying a heavier weight than usual when they were ambiguous.

Sheng Yanwen's breathing became chaotic for a while, and then he was subdued under the calm appearance in an instant, "Recently, the filming crew is under so much pressure, and it's rare to have time for vacation. You should stay in Hengcheng to rest."

The last time he hugged drunk Shi Zhou home, he felt that Shi Zhou was underweight.

Dazzling, I haven't seen you for half a month, how did you get thinner this time?It really followed Yan Zhui in the later stage of the script.

"..."

Shi Zhou heard Sheng Yanwen's calm tone, not like a sweetheart, not like an ambiguous object, but returned to the level of friends, and the speculation for several days was confirmed at this moment——

Something went wrong between them.

But which link went wrong?

Shi Zhou didn't show his uneasiness in time, and continued to laugh, "I'm not tired, it's just that I haven't seen you for a long time, and the last time I was drunk in Haishi, I passed out."

"If it wasn't for Hanhan, I almost forgot that it was you who took me home."

As soon as this matter was mentioned, Sheng Yanwen's jealousy that had been brewing for the past few days surged again.

Before he could answer, Shi Zhou took the initiative to ask, "What time do you finish work tonight? Is it convenient to have dinner together? I'm going back to Hengcheng before nine o'clock."

Because the two locations were filmed separately, the crew's announcements were also arranged and adjusted at any time according to the shooting sequence. Shi Zhou had no way to grasp the content of the announcements of Group B in time.

As soon as the words fell, Sun Cong's voice came to mind at the door, "Yanwen, Xiaozhou."

The other party deliberately gave him four or five seconds before he opened the tent door, "So you were standing by the door? Now that Xiaozhou is here, I'll make everyone eat earlier."

Sun Cong glanced at the staff not far away, and deliberately lowered his voice, "Why don't I make an exception today and stop work early so you can talk?"

As soon as the words came out, Shi Zhou and Sheng Yanwen said in unison, "No need."

Seeing the tacit understanding between the two, Sun Cong smiled knowingly.

Sheng Yanwen raised his hand and covered his lips, "There are still two scenes to be filmed today. The battle scenes in our group B are already quite time-consuming, so let's not delay."

Shi Zhou glanced at him, and said the same, "Yes, Director Sun, I came here to visit the set to watch the play, not to delay the filming progress of the crew."

Seeing that the two leading actors had both spoken, Sun Cong immediately withdrew his thoughts, "Okay, let's have some food together first? Then hurry up and shoot later, and try to finish work as soon as possible."

"it is good."

There are so many people in the crew, and there is still filming at night, so it is impossible for them to hide and do something. Shi Zhou understands the truth of 'business is more important', so he has to hold back the private matter in his heart for the time being.

A group of people sat around and had a meal, and the crew entered the filming without stopping.

Shi Zhou, who came here temporarily, had no choice but to borrow a small mat from the field manager, and sat silently on the side to watch the filming, probably because his starring role was here, and no one dared to come up to speak casually.

Not far away, Sun Cong was still speaking with Sheng Yanwen and Zhang Xuxi.

Suddenly, a figure came up with a small vest, "Shizhou!"

Shi Zhou raised his eyes and saw his friend with a smile on his face, and said hello, "Lu Ran."

"I just heard that you came, but seeing that you were having dinner with the director, I didn't dare to come forward to disturb you."

Lu Ran squatted beside him, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear, "Are you here to see Teacher Sheng?"

Shi Zhou didn't deny it, and smiled.

Lu Ran touched his little arm with his elbow, with a gossip on his face, "I didn't have time to ask last time, when did you two get together?"

Shi Zhou shook his head, "I haven't pierced the window paper yet."

"what?"

Lu Ran was surprised, and quickly stopped speaking.

No relationship confirmed?

That, the hickey on Zhou's neck last time...

Shi Zhou fully understood the question in his friend's eyes, and glanced at his work certificate, "Not bad, have you been upgraded to a makeup artist?"

Lu Ran rubbed his work certificate, and there was a trace of happiness in his eyes, "Xu Xi gave me the back door."

At the beginning, he came to the crew behind Zhang Xuxi's back, because his makeup skills were not up to standard, so he could only busy himself on the set to put on makeup for the extras and small supporting roles.

The workload of the trainee makeup artist is huge, and she is often too busy to eat. After a long time, Lu Ran is prone to stomach problems.

"I didn't agree with it at first, because I was afraid that Xu Xi would be gossiped by other staff because of my affairs, but then a vacancy happened to be vacated, and he was worried and forced to ask, so I became a follower makeup artist gone."

Lu Ran looked at Zhang Xuxi not far away, with a rare hint of arrogance in his tone, "After all, he just wanted to find a way to keep me under his nose so that he could supervise my three meals a day. .”

As everyone knows, Lu Ran also wished to stay with him 24 hours a day.

Shi Zhou stared at Lu Ran's overflowing sense of happiness, and couldn't help but smile. It was the first time he heard about such details of getting along with his friends.

Although Zhang Xuxi's denial of the relationship really hurt Lu Ran, but perhaps what can support Lu Ran's unrequited love is these small things that outsiders cannot know.

"Lu Ran."

"Ok?"

"In the future, no matter whether you and him are together or the breakup ends without a problem, promise me that you will not hurt yourself because of external reasons, is that okay?"

Lu Ran understood the real worry in Shi Zhou's eyes, and was moved, "Shi Zhou, I know it, and so do you."

Shi Zhou smiled and nodded.

Lu Ran heard the sound of test shooting not far away, and sighed, "There are two assassination scenes in the military camp tonight, and it may not be easy to shoot."

Shi Zhou glanced at the time, remembering the time he had agreed with the driver to 'return to Hengcheng', he felt uncertain.

Martial arts scenes are not easy to shoot.

A newcomer actor who joined the group temporarily made mistakes twice and repeatedly, delaying the progress of the crew. Sun Cong, who hadn't lost his temper for a long time, completely cast his eyes down, causing the entire crew to panic.

By the time the filming was over, it was almost nine o'clock.

Because it is a sandy military camp, there is no special rest room for make-up on the set. For example, Sheng Yanwen and Zhang Xuxi did their make-up in hotels or RVs.

When Shi Zhou was led by Xiao Cheng into the RV, Sheng Yanwen had already taken off his costume and headgear, and his hair was only half-dried after a quick rinse.

The two looked at each other.

Sheng Yanwen breathed a sigh of relief subconsciously, "I thought you couldn't wait and had already left."

"No, Mr. Guo, the actor who played General Zhongwu, cooperated with me in the previous play. Just now he left the play early, and met me and talked for a long time."

At any rate, he was considered a half-senior, so Shi Zhou couldn't leave at will.

If it wasn't for Xiao Cheng who came to look for him on his own initiative and gave him an excuse to leave, or Mr. Guo wanted to drag him to eat supper.

Shi Zhou squeezed the cell phone that had been silent in his hand, "You didn't send me a message to find me after the show."

"..."

This time, it was Sheng Yanwen's turn on the silent side.

Xiao Cheng, who has always been very discerning, quickly saw the weird atmosphere between the two of them. He quickly gave the makeup artist a wink, and then they both got out of the car.

Once the door is closed, the caravan becomes a confined space again.

"It's past nine o'clock."

Sheng Yanwen couldn't help frowning when he remembered what Shi Zhou had said to him before the filming.Sometimes new actors are prone to nervousness when facing the camera, and the shooting that was expected to be completed before eight o'clock actually dragged on until almost nine o'clock.

Shi Zhou was startled, unable to distinguish the meaning of Sheng Yanwen's frown for a while.

Is this driving yourself away?

"I told the driver to return later." Shi Zhou endured the restlessness in his heart, and took the initiative to extend the time later.

Sheng Yanwen signaled, "Sit down for a while."

After speaking, he took out a bottle of almond milk from the small electric pot filled with hot water, and opened it for Shi Zhou, "Drink this?"

Seeing the drink he likes and is used to, Shi Zhou raised his lips slightly, "When did you buy it? I remember you don't like these drinks."

Sheng Yanwen took a sip of warm water, and deliberately pushed the matter to his assistant, "Xiao Cheng bought this bottle by the way when he went back to the supermarket last time."

In fact, these were specially prepared by him for Shizhou some time ago.

Originally, Sheng Yanwen thought that if the filming of the same scene ended, Shi Zhou might be able to sit in the RV.Therefore, he always only needs to drink water, and he hides a lot in the small refrigerator of the RV.

As soon as he got back to the RV after the show, Sheng Yanwen took out a bottle from the refrigerator, but because of the low temperature in the middle of the night on a cold day and Shizhou's physique was most afraid of the cold, he put it in temporarily. Warm in hot water.

Shi Zhou took a sip of the warm almond milk, and his mood warmed up.

He looked at Sheng Yanwen who was sitting opposite, and remembered the possible estrangement between the two, "... Yanwen, did I do something to make you unhappy?"

"..."

Sheng Yanwen didn't expect Shi Zhou to ask such a question, his eyebrows frowned slightly.

not happy?

It's just that no matter how unhappy and entangled, it can't be Shi Zhou's problem.

Sheng Yanwen retorted softly, "No, you're overthinking."

Shi Zhou observed his expression, and slightly tightened his grip on the phone, "But your attitude towards me on WeChat recently is very cold."

Shi Zhou paused, and started the topic again, "Yanwen, I thought we were so close, if you encounter something and plan to retreat, or plan to reconsider our relationship, you can, you can tell us directly. me?"

"Otherwise, there is nothing in my heart..." Shi Zhou said, thinking of the last half a year in a foreign country, "I don't know how to change it."

"..."

When Sheng Yanwen heard Shi Zhou's lowering tone, his heart felt like it was being clenched suddenly.

He remembered that day when Shizhou cried 'Don't go', talking about divorce in a daze?What ring?

Every sentence is what I want to say to him, but it seems to be looking at others through him.

During this period of time, Sheng Yanwen took advantage of the filming gap to think a lot, and even accepted that Shi Zhou's heart was once occupied by other people.

But why doesn't Sheng Yanwen have his own pride and self-esteem?If Shi Zhou really looked at others through him, how ridiculous would it be for him to show his sincerity for the first time?

Since Shi Zhou is in so much pain that he can only vent it after drinking, how can the current him ask the question a second time?Knowing that the other party has a scar in his heart, does he still pierce it for his own selfish desire?

To put it more seriously, if Shi Zhou really regards him as someone else's stand-in, then how will he continue to maintain this relationship that hasn't started yet?

Sheng Yanwen couldn't ignore it, but he also couldn't let go cleanly.

The silence of the person in front of him made Shi Zhou feel even more uneasy, "Yanwen?"

"Shi Zhou, you don't need to change it." Sheng Yanwen said, "Recently, the filming of Group B is indeed too busy, and sometimes you can't take into account the outside news when you get caught up in the emotions of the characters."

"Besides, I was wondering if you might have misunderstood..."

Shi Zhou was taken aback, "Could you make a mistake?"

Sheng Yanwen expressed it in another way, "Mistakenly put Yan Zhui's thoughts on Ren Wang on me."

——It was even more wrong to bet your thoughts on others on me.

Sheng Yanwen gave each other some leeway and didn't say the second half of the sentence.

"..."

Shi Zhou was stunned for a few seconds, "I remember I told you that I never mistook you for Ren Wang from the beginning to the end, and you said 'wrong meaning' simply cannot exist."

"Or, you're the one who gets the wrong idea?"

"You regarded me as Yan Zhui's stand-in, that's why you became interested in me when the relationship between the two characters got closer? Now that the plot has developed later, do you find it boring again?"

Shi Zhou's hands hidden under the table could not stop trembling, he had never deliberately distinguished the rumors before and after five years——

If Sheng Yanwen really has this idea now, what about five years from now?What about those two years abroad?

No matter how deep you are in the drama, there will always be a time to play.

So, there will be less and less topics to talk between the two of them?Will he finally dream of Sheng Yanwen signing the divorce agreement?

It's fine to be used as a stand-in by his adoptive parents, but in the end, the person next to his pillow who is thinking of him also has this kind of thinking?

Loved ones are not afraid of being late.

But what if no one ever loved him?What is he fighting for?

Sheng Yanwen's heart throbbed when he was stared at by Shi Zhou's suddenly red eyes, and his pretended calm instantly collapsed, "Shi Zhou, I'm not that..."

The phone rang suddenly, interrupting Sheng Yanwen's unspoken explanation.

Shi Zhou lowered his gaze to answer the phone, "Hello, Master Zhang."

The driver asked on the other end of the phone, "Mr. Shizhou, it's 09:30, have you finished your work? It will take nearly three hours before we return to Hengcheng."

"Right now." Shi Zhou suppressed his choked sobs, "I'll be there right away."

He hung up the phone and got up, showing a forced smile at Sheng Yanwen, "You're right, we are still filming now, so it's easy to be confused about what's inside and what's outside. If that's the case, let's talk about it after it's finished." .”

Sheng Yanwen panicked for no reason, and quickly got up, "Shizhou!"

——Bang!

Shi Zhou's cell phone was not steady for a while, and he didn't know where it got stuck in the gap when he fell.

During the filming, the lights were turned off all the time, and Sheng Yanwen's eyes were in a state of irritating fatigue for a long time, so there was only a small overhead light with no brightness on the RV.

The phone disappeared in the shadows.

Shi Zhou looked down blindly, and took the opportunity to quickly shed tears, "Sorry, I didn't hold it steady for a while, so I left when I found it."

The lingering sound faded away, Sheng Yanwen grabbed his wrist, "Don't worry, I'll help you find it, and make it clear after you've found it."

"..."

Shi Zhou's thoughts were so confused that he couldn't understand the meaning of Sheng Yanwen, he only thought that the other party wanted to completely separate himself from him.

What else can be said clearly?Don't you even want to talk about it after it's finished?

Sheng Yanwen picked up the mobile phone on the table and dialed Shizhou's phone number.

Soon, a faint light rang along with the sound of an incoming call.

Sheng Yanwen saw the light coming out of the crevice on the edge of the table, afraid that Shi Zhou would knock his head when he went to pick it up, so he took the first step and lowered his body to pick it up for him.

Sheng Yanwen casually glanced at the still lit phone screen, his eyes suddenly froze——

Although he cut off the call in time, the word 'husband' was clearly written on the caller ID.

"..."

Shi Zhou didn't know what kind of turmoil was going on in Sheng Yanwen's heart, but he took back his mobile phone while the other party was in a daze, and quickly took two steps back, forcing himself to withdraw his emotions.

"Sheng Yanwen, I don't care what you think of me, but I have clearly distinguished you from Ren Wang from the beginning to the end. From the day we first met, every word I said to you was from my heart. Sincere."

"If you can't tell the difference between the inside and the outside of the play, or if you just figured it out and don't like me anymore, that's okay."

Shi Zhou's breathing was a little short, "When you get out of the show after you're done, I'll chase you again as Shi Zhou, okay?"

Whether it is five years later or now, he has no way to just give up.

Seeing the complexity gradually emerging from the bottom of Sheng Yanwen's eyes, Shi Zhou simply revealed, "I've never liked anyone before, and I've always had you in my heart."

"..."

Sheng Yanwen would not question every word Shizhou said, at this moment, the boulder that had been pressing down on his heart for days suddenly collapsed.

He suddenly felt that he was disturbing others and fell into a particularly ridiculous misunderstanding.

Shi Zhou couldn't wait for Sheng Yanwen's response, but he didn't want to hear any words of rejection from him, so he could only walk out of the RV as if evading.

The RV door opens.

Before Shi Zhou could take half a step outside, Sheng Yanwen immediately rushed to close the car door, quickly imprisoning him between the car door and himself.

"Shi Zhou, wait a minute!"

Shi Zhou couldn't hide his emotions on the verge of collapse, "You have to make it clear? I might not leave me with any 'respite'?"

"Yes! Make it clear!" Sheng Yanwen clasped his waist with one hand, and fixed his chin with the other to force them to look at each other, "Did you go back to Haishi to see me for my birthday?"

"Yes!"

Shi Zhou gritted his teeth and raised his voice, wanting to cry or not, "It's not like I'm idle and have nothing to do. I'm taking the film crew's good vacation, but I go to Haishi for a day or two after ten hours of round trip."

If Lou Keqin's sudden appearance hadn't made Shizhou recall the family pain in the past and completely relieved his mood, how could he be willing to abandon the rumors and go to the tavern to drink?

Sheng Yanwen continued to ask, "If you don't like others, you've always been pretending to be me? Just pretending to be me?"

Shi Zhou's eyes were so red that it made people feel distressed, "Yes, I have already fallen on you, Sheng Yanwen, and I rushed over to paste it, but you don't want it yet."

"I want!"

Sheng Yanwen responded solemnly.

He loosened the grip on Shi Zhou's chin, and turned to rub the corners of Shi Zhou's flushed eyes, word by word, "Shi Zhou, I have never regarded you as Yan Zhui's substitute, and I like you too."

The confession sounded heavily in my ears.

"..."

Feeling Sheng Yanwen's return attitude, Shi Zhou rubbed his palm subconsciously.

"I was wrong before. I didn't think clearly about the problem. I was really busy with the drama during this time, and the WeChat message was not returned in time. You finally came here, and I didn't take the time to have a good chat with you..."

"It's all my fault. It's because I didn't do a good job. Don't wait until the finale is finished. Let's sort out the relationship now."

Shi Zhou slowed down a bit, "Huh?"

Sheng Yanwen moved closer, with a hint of tension in his voice, "Shi Zhou, I like you, do you want to date me?"

Shi Zhou's breath was easily seduced, and he touched Sheng Yanwen's hand tremblingly, "Yes."

Sheng Yanwen took advantage of the opportunity to grab his slightly cool hand, and continued to ask, "Think carefully, the love I'm talking about is the kind for the purpose of marriage."

"When it is stable, it will be public, certificates will be obtained, weddings will be held, and wedding rings will be worn for each other. Do you want it?" Sheng Yanwen kissed his ring finger as he spoke.

The familiar feeling from the past completely returned, and the sourness that had just been suppressed by Shi Zhou permeated his eyes again, "Yes."

"Yanwen, I want it, I only want what you give."

Sheng Yanwen asked for the last time, "Are you sure?"

Shi Zhou nodded his head heavily, and before he could give a crying answer, Sheng Yanwen captured his lips accurately.

An unfamiliar, savage, impulsive, out-of-control kiss, the salty taste of tears permeated the warm mouth.

The tip of the tongue is wrapped around the tip of the tongue, and the tingling sensation goes straight to the brain, making people completely forget the previous unpleasantness.

Shi Zhou has long been used to the possessive kisses where the rumors and rational appearance do not match. He grabs the other's arm for support and responds.

"Umm..."

The crooning sound is like a ripe fruit bursting with juice, exuding the power that one desires.

Sheng Yanwen seemed to be encouraged, and wanted to continue hearing such small voices, so he intensified the intensity of the kiss, the air was split and evaporated, and the lack of oxygen became more severe.

Sheng Yanwen was afraid that Shi Zhou would not be able to breathe, so he restrained himself slightly and walked away from him.

Shi Zhou's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the red under his eyes instantly became seductive. He breathed in the breath of the rumors, and subconsciously burst out a word, "...husband."

Sheng Yanwen's eyes darkened, he caught him and asked, "What's your name? Who are you calling?"

"Husband." Shi Zhou held back the trembling in his breath, and answered obediently, "Yanwen, it's only you."

"..."

Sheng Yan's famously rational nerves were completely broken, and he kissed Shi Zhou's provocative mouth again, plundering and occupying every inch of softness and warmth.

Moaning broken, breathing disordered.

I don't know whose mobile phone rang again and again, but the two who were immersed in love couldn't spare the time to take care of it.

Until Shi Zhou tightened his grip on his arms, until his fair cheeks were completely stained with crimson, until only the person in front of him was left in his world.

Only then did Sheng Yanwen let it go contentedly, he stroked Shi Zhou's lips that were completely covered by water, and asked reluctantly, "I have to go back? What time will work start tomorrow?"

It's been a long time since I've experienced such an intense kiss, and Shi Zhou's voice was still trembling, "I need to put on makeup at ten o'clock, and the filming will start around 12:30."

Sheng Yanwen estimated the time, "It's too late, the driver has been driving for so long, it's not safe to be tired, you guys stay here tonight? Go back at seven tomorrow, in time."

Shi Zhou wished he could stay with Sheng Yanwen for a while longer, "...I haven't booked a hotel yet."

"You live with me, I will ask Xiao Cheng to open another room for the driver, and I will reimburse the expenses." Sheng Yan heard that the circle was tight and Shi Zhou didn't let go, "OK?"

How could Shizhou expect to be rejected?Nodding deservedly and softly, "Okay."

Sheng Yanwen couldn't help kissing him again, "Then let's clean up and go back later."

As he said that, Sheng Yanwen tried to take Shi Zhou from the car door to the seat, but the other party jumped down unexpectedly.

Sheng Yanwen quickly hugged him again, and looked down nervously, "What's wrong? Did you knock on a small step? Does it hurt?"

"..."

Shi Zhou's denial was inaudible, "No."

Sheng Yanwen couldn't tell for a while, "Huh?"

Shi Zhou's blush, which has not subsided, is still getting worse, "It's just that the legs, the legs are a little soft."

...was kissed softly.