city ​​garden without flowers

After Xia Yang finished class this afternoon, he ran into He Qiuyi, and he asked with a smile, "Class representative, is there no class next class?"

"Mr. Xia, I have a little question and would like to consult you. I wonder if you are free?" Xu Yuyang was not here at the moment, and He Qiuyi looked a little more shy.

Xia Yang looked at his schedule and said to him, "Okay, let's go have a cup of coffee together now."

There are several coffee shops in University D, they chose the nearest one, the temperature dropped a lot, and both of them ordered hot drinks.

The glass on the side is warmed by the sun. Students who are self-study have pulled down the blinds, and couples who are chatting do not need to avoid the sun.

"Okay, let's talk about it now." Xia Yang raised his face and looked at He Qiuyi.

"I want to ask about studying abroad." He Qiuyi held the cup with a troubled expression.

"I've seen your grades, and it's no problem if you want to study abroad." Xia Yang said, "If you want to improve your major, it's a good choice to study abroad."

He Qiuyi sighed, and said nonchalantly: "Yuyang and I have known each other for almost ten years. We were neighbors when we were young, and we often played together. Later, he moved. When I was in junior high school, some gangsters often bullied me, because I am a single parent in my family, and I am not tall, Yuyang will deliberately take a detour to send me to school in order to protect me."

"I thought at the time that Yuyang should be my best friend in this life, but at the New Year's Eve party in the second year of high school, he came on stage and sang a love song, and when he ran into me backstage, he told me about the song The song is for me." He Qiuyi tapped the cup lightly.

"Male high school students are really romantic." Xia Yang said with a smile.

"Later we were together. In fact, I didn't understand it very well in high school, but I couldn't refuse him. At that time, I thought that besides my mother, Yuyang must be the best person in the world to me." He Qiuyi said very Slowly, "This is the first time I've talked about us with a third person... Sorry, Mr. Xia, I took up your time and said something inexplicable."

"It's okay, I also like listening to stories." Xia Yang leaned back on the back of the chair with a relaxed posture.

"He has always taken good care of me and treated me very well, so when I think about studying abroad... I hesitate." He Qiuyi said with some frustration, "I dare not tell him about this yet."

"Do you think he will disapprove? Or do you think you will separate because of this?" Xia Yang asked.

He Qiuyi looked at Xia Yang in a little confusion, then shook his head vigorously: "It's not like that, it's my own problem. I'm afraid to leave him. When I think that he won't be by my side, I don't know what to do."

Xia Yang was a little dazed: "Isn't he giving you enough sense of security?"

"No, no, no." He Qiuyi shook his head quickly, "Yuyang is very good. In the past few years I have been with him, he has always chosen me firmly. I want to be with him all the time. But the matter of studying abroad It makes me very uneasy, I can't seem to get used to life without him."

Xia Yang looked at the flowers on the table thoughtfully for a while: "Qiu Yi, do you want to hear the answer from an adult, or from a teacher?"

"Talk about both." He Qiuyi forced a smile.

"An adult's answer is that you should go to study abroad, because feelings are not a solid thing. You are a good boy, and Yuyang is also a good boy, but the future is too long." Xia Yang couldn't bear it when he said this .

He Qiuyi remained silent for a while, but her expression became firm: "Mr. Xia, you are right, but I trust him very much."

Xia Yang remembered Xu Yuyang's natural words that day, "I think I can love him forever", so Xia Yang's expression softened: "If it's your teacher's answer, I hope you can go and have a good chat with him. Chat, since you have spent so long together, I think it will be smooth in the future."

"Mr. Xia, you are really gentle." He Qiuyi laughed, "Actually, I can't do without him even more, that's why I'm so afraid."

"There is one thing, I want you to tell me." Xia Yang put his face on his face and casually stirred the coffee at hand, "How do you know that this life is his?"

"Because I can't imagine that I will spend the rest of my life with other people." He Qiuyi had a very happy expression on his face, "Yuyang is very good, and I am very happy with him. I really want to be with him." Let’s live together like this.”

The spoon in Xia Yang's hand came off and hit the glass wall with a crisp sound. He remembered his first date with Lu Chuanhuan, and Lu Chuanhuan held his hand on the road and said the same thing.

At this moment, Xia Yang couldn't understand, did Lu Chuanhuan at that time and He Qiuyi now say these words with the same mood?

At this time, in the convenience store at the gate of D, Lu Chuanhuan took a pack of cigarettes from the shelf.

"Hey, Brother Lu!" The young man at the cash register shouted in surprise.

Lu Chuanhuan raised his eyes and found that the person opposite was actually Xu Yuyang, so he smiled: "What a coincidence, are you a part-time job?"

"That's right, you should be diligent and thrifty to manage the house." Xu Yuyang settled the accounts for him. The clerk's professional ethics is very good, and he sells products to him along the way. "Buy one of these products and get one free. Brother Lu, do you want to think about it?"

Lu Chuanhuan glanced at it: "Give me two bottles of cheese yogurt."

"Thank you boss!" Xu Yuyang gave a sunny smile.

"You must be very popular with girls." Lu Chuanhuan was so impressed by his smile that he joked.

"How can there be..." Xu Yuyang blinked at Lu Chuanhuan.

"Yuyang, here I come! Thank you for helping me take over." A girl with a ponytail came over.

"Then I'm off work." Xu Yuyang blinked at Lu Chuanhuan, "The amount has been calculated, let's pay it."

So Xu Yuyang and Lu Chuanhuan walked out of the convenience store together.

"So you are a student of University D?" Lu Chuanhuan asked him.

"No, I'm from N University, and I'm just doing a part-time job here to find our family, Qiu Yi." Xu Yuyang said brightly, "I have relatively few classes, so I'm free when I'm free."

"You two have such a good relationship." Lu Chuanhuan said with a smile.

"What about Brother Lu? Where are you going next?" Xu Yuyang stretched. He was a little taller than Lu Chuanhuan, and he was very eye-catching on the road.

"I actually came to find Teacher Xia." Lu Chuanhuan told him, "But I don't seem to know the way."

"It's okay, I can take you there, and I happen to be looking for Qiu Yi too." Xu Yuyang was very enthusiastic.

"The relationship between you is also very good." Xu Yuyang said with a smile.

"Actually Xia Yang..." Lu Chuanhuan hesitated for two seconds, but told him frankly, "We are lovers."

Xu Yuyang was dumbfounded: "I thought Brother Lu was not from our side, after all you have a daughter..."

"It was only after I met Xia Yang that I realized that I also like men..." Lu Chuanhuan said a little embarrassedly, and then he was stunned, "People from our side?"

The two stood face to face for a moment, then suddenly both laughed.

"I thought Teacher Xia told you!" Xu Yuyang complained.

"He doesn't like to gossip about other people." Lu Chuanhuan pressed his eyebrows a little depressedly, "I didn't see it at all..."

Xu Yuyang smiled sullenly for a while before receiving it: "But to be honest, you suddenly admitted that you and Teacher Xia are a couple, which shocked me too."

"Why?" Lu Chuanhuan glanced at the phone.

"Because you seem to be the kind of person who won't admit that there is a homosexual. After all, you are a mature adult with a daughter." Xu Yuyang said bluntly, "Speaking out will always make others misunderstand, you Do you know what I mean?"

"I understand, it sounds like a jerk." Lu Chuanhuan smiled nonchalantly, "I only met Xia Yang after the divorce. Without Xia Yang, I might have been depressed for a long time."

Xu Yuyang patted him on the shoulder to show comfort: "It's okay, Brother Lu, I understand."

Lu Chuanhuan was amused by him: "Your character is really likable."

"Many people say that." Xu Yuyang smiled triumphantly, "I'll take you to find your boyfriend."

When Xia Yang saw Lu Chuanhuan's figure through the glass, he thought he had some kind of illusion.

It is said that if you think of a certain person too strongly in your heart, you will imagine a shadow, and the shadow will gradually become that person.

This is the story told by the friend who drew the tattoo manuscript for Xia Yang.

A man with a lost lover indulges in this false consolation, and his longing makes the shadow more and more like his lost lover, until at last it is almost false.

"Then what then?" Xia Yang was still in New York at the time, sitting in his studio watching his friends draw lines on paper.

The friend paused, tapped on the paper, and finished the story without emotion: "They used to go to Central Park for lunch, and there was a bench with a lake in front of them, and the guy loved tomato-flavored hot dogs, When kissing, it was full of tomato smell, which made people feel very annoying. That day he and Shadow kissed on the chair, the kiss was very refreshing, like mints, so the man stopped and said to Shadow for a long time, you are not him."

"Your story is really weird." Xia Yang smiled.

"I hope you will never understand this kind of attachment." My friend smiled and continued to paint in silence.

It was only a week before Xia Yang left New York that he knew that the protagonist of the story told by his friends was himself.

That day Xia Yang was dozing off on the subway, and the newspaper of the person next to him was open, and there was a small piece of news clipped inside. The title was not eye-catching at all, but it happened to hit Xia Yang's eyes.

"The well-known painter committed suicide by throwing himself into a lake, suspected to be trapped by love."

Xia Yang still can't understand this feeling until now.

The love that has to be chased with one's life in the end should obviously only appear in dramas.

Lu Chuanhuan flicked Xia Yang's forehead through the glass. He smiled and lip-synced to him.

"What a coincidence, Teacher Xia."

Lu Chuanhuan was always a little cute and naive, Xia Yang came back to his senses, and stretched out his hand to pull down the blinds in reality, as if he was angry.

Lu Chuanhuan quickly entered the coffee shop, and before He Qiuyi could speak, Xu Yuyang picked him up and took him away.

"Are you angry with me?" Lu Chuanhuan lightly touched Xia Yang's wrist.

"It's okay." Xia Yang didn't look at him.

"I'm sorry." Lu Chuanhuan showed a pitiful expression, "I took half a day off today and talked with Lin Yi. After that, I will pick up Tongtong from school on Friday, accompany her on Saturday, and send her to dance lessons on Sunday. Just ask Lin Yi to pick it up. If there is something to do, Lin Yi needs to call me, and I have brought back the keys to the house, do you think this will work?"

Xia Yang was stunned instead, because he didn't expect that Lu Chuanhuan said yesterday that he would pay attention, and today he has solved this problem.

"You are really resolute..." Xia Yang felt relieved.

“还有就是，今天我想去找老陆谈一谈，我想他会接受我爱你这件事的，然后再是别人，我们可以先告诉睿哥，睿哥刀子嘴豆腐心，最多揍我Let's have a meal, then Luo Luo, Luo Luo is actually very smart, Dongzi is too nervous, let him be the last one." Lu Chuanhuan held Xia Yang's hand.

"Forget about last night, okay?"

Xia Yang was in a trance at this moment. He remembered that after seeing the news that day, he got off the subway, as if he was stabbed by the draft.

The counterfeit master said that he was a fickle lover, and the ex-boyfriend said that he only loved himself, but didn't he really need to be firmly chosen?Is there really only one season of blooming feelings?

Xia Yang trembled and closed his eyes. He heard the word "love" in Lu Chuanhuan's long speech. At the same time, he was extremely thankful that both he and Lu Chuanhuan were living in reality.

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