At first I just wanted to make money

In the end, Xingzi was sent to the high school by Nitzi with a face that we must be able to deal with.

As for Wujo Wu and Xia Youjie?They got into a fight.

Walking to the school gate, there was a slight smile on his face: "Looking forward to our next meeting, you will be the assistant supervisor, right?"

Xingzi nodded with a smile: "Should be, will Jiajin students also go on missions together? It would be great if I can help you then."

"It's good to call me Nitzi. But I probably won't be able to do missions very much." Jiaru Nitzi regretted: "I am an auxiliary spell, and generally I can't leave the high school."

"Ah...is that so?"

Xingzi actually knew about this, but she still couldn't help but feel sorry for Glass.

After thinking about it, she asked again: "Then do you usually die when you go out on missions?"

The main purpose of asking this question is to see if it can be used to describe the progress of the current plot. Whether it is the event of the astral body or the event of Huiyuan's death, it can be used to describe it.

Jia Ruozi smiled sarcastically, and was just about to take out a cigarette from his pocket, but taking care that Xingzi was there, he put the cigarette back: "Dead man, why didn't he die? I have to dissect the body myself!"

After a while, she obviously realized that this complaining sentence was not suitable for Xingzi who had just met, so she stopped and said no more.

Wouldn't it really have gone to Huiyuan's death?Xingzi's pupils trembled: "Then besides the three of you, what other students are there in this college?"

Nitro quickly answered this topic: "In the first grade, there are Huiyuan and Qihai, and in the third grade, there are Diva-senpai and Mingming-senpai."

Xingzi's eyes widened in surprise. What Jiazi said proved that Huiyuan must still be alive.This is so good!

Jia Ruozi looked at Xingzi, and mistakenly thought that she was surprised by the small number of people in this school, so she explained: "Conjurers are very rare, so there are very few students."

Xingzi nodded with a smile on his face: "I see, if I had a choice, I would try my best to come here as an auxiliary supervisor."

Nitro winked at her playfully: "As long as you become an assistant supervisor, you will definitely come here. Gojo Wu guarantees it."

Xingzi immediately understood that this meant that as long as she became an auxiliary supervisor, Gojo Satoru would definitely ask her to go there.

It is so wayward!

Back at the house that the publishing house rented for her in Tokyo, the moment she turned on the light, Hoshiko was almost taken aback by Osamu Dazai, who was lying on the sofa with his face covered in newspapers.

Seeing Xingzi came back, Osamu Dazai opened the newspaper, sat up, and said in a very ordinary tone, not without regret: "I wanted to try to use the newspaper to suffocate myself to death, but it failed."

Seeing that it was Osamu Dazai, Hoshiko breathed a sigh of relief.He didn't pay attention to the other party's expression, and while hanging his clothes, he complained: "I can't die like this? And please don't commit suicide here. This is the house of the publishing house. If someone dies inside, it will be too much trouble for them .”

"So you chose to leave alone in danger because you thought it was a trouble you caused us and you had to solve it yourself?" Osamu Dazai asked suddenly.

Hoshiko was stunned for a moment, and then sat across from Osamu Dazai: "I was able to make a decision so quickly because I was sure that I would not die. Compared with the three of us, if I lead them away alone, I will gain a lot. Isn't it nice to have a happy ending?"

Osamu Dazai realized that Hoshiko was telling the truth, and she seemed to have some way to ensure that she would not die.Although it is amazing, this is not what he is focusing on now.

"Then what if you are not sure?" Osamu Dazai asked, "If you are not sure whether you will die when you go out, what will you choose?"

Don't tell me, Xingzi really thought about this topic before.

"Then I should go out too. After all, there is no other way, the three of us can't wait to die in the broadcasting room together. Besides, you are right, I was originally trying to save people, but ended up dragging you into danger. So I should be the one to solve it, right?"

Xingzi didn't say one more thing, that is, she was a life that wanted to commit suicide.Such a life, no matter how you think about it, is more worthy of death than these people who still have hope of living!

"Sooner or later, you will die from your excessive kindness." Osamu Dazai lowered his head and said these words in a determined tone with an unclear expression.

Hoshiko nodded: "There is no way, right? Everyone is going to die, no one knows this better than Mr. Dazai, right?"

Seeing her take it for granted, Osamu Dazai became angry for no reason.

For the first time, he realized very clearly that Xingzi and him are very similar people, similar but not the same.

"Then why do you still want to establish bonds everywhere?" Osamu Dazai couldn't bear it and asked: "If you know those things, aren't you afraid that they will die suddenly and leave you alone again?"

This is the difference between them. Osamu Dazai resists interacting with others because he knows that possession means loss.But Xingzi clearly knew this, but he was still working hard.

"Because I know this, I will try my best to keep them alive. If I really put in my best effort and it doesn't work, that's okay, it won't be worse anyway."

It's just that she died one more while the basis of the original plot remained the same.

And she was going to die!

Osamu Dazai felt that something was wrong, and couldn't help asking: "What about you? Have you ever thought about it? If you die, these bonds you established will be sad?"

Xingzi scratched his head shyly: "Although I really don't want to die, in this world, it's normal for me to die as an ordinary person, right? I'm really sorry if I make you sad. But I think , After a while, this sadness should subside."

After all, she is just an ordinary person, and the so-called bond building is just making friends.It's not like they have any deep feelings for each other.

People are devastated by the death of a dear friend.But for the death of an ordinary friend, it will only be sad for a while.

This is why Xingzi doesn't mind forming bonds with others.

Osamu Dazai laughed suddenly: "Hahaha, so it is so! So it is so!"

It was only at this moment that he realized how similar he and Xingzi are!It is clearly different, just the opposite!

If Osamu Dazai was looking for death, but actually hoped that someone would save him, then Xingzi was trying to save herself alive on the surface, but in fact she didn't think anyone could save her at all.

Xingzi clearly doesn't think he can survive!

But apparently Xingzi saw his true nature when he first met him.And he only discovered Xingzi's true thoughts now.

It's really interesting. People who want to live believe that they will die, but people who want to die can live.

This world is so deformed.

Osamu Dazai, who had had enough laughing, suddenly said, "You can't die so easily."

Xingzi froze for a moment: "Huh?"

Osamu Dazai raised the corner of his mouth stubbornly: "Why do you let me realize my dream so easily? With me here, don't even think about it!"

Xingzi was even more inexplicable, she could understand the words the other party said.But why couldn't she understand it together?

Osamu Dazai looked at Hoshiko's bewildered expression, and walked around her curiously like a cat, and wondered, "Have you even forgotten your true thoughts? It feels more pathetic than me..."

Osamu Dazai said it was sad, but Hoshiko expressed that he was insulted.

But she did understand the other party's words, lost the memory of wanting to die, is it sad in the eyes of Osamu Dazai?

Well, maybe even she herself felt a little pathetic...

He even forgot the reason for his suicide, and lived on in another world.Is what she's doing right now?After the original memory comes back, will you laugh at the naivety of yourself now?

Is it really necessary for her to force herself to continue her life like this?

No matter in the past or now, no one expects her to live, right?Even she herself has no expectations for her own life!

The book far away in Yokohama suddenly felt the instability of the anchor point, its seal gradually became unstable, and the whole world began to shake.

"What's the situation!" Shu wailed, the seal would not be stable for a few years, why did it start to have problems at this time?

Sure enough, Hoshiko shouldn't be allowed to leave Yokohama, right?Who shook her mind?

Shu looked down at Yokohama and realized that some guy who was interested in making trouble was not in Yokohama.

Osamu Dazai!

ah!If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't let Hoshiko and Osamu Dazai have too much contact.Originally thought that the two of them could support each other, but now Osamu Dazai directly took them into the ditch.

The problem is that the book cannot leave Yokohama, otherwise Wenye World will collapse first.

It prayed helplessly, hoping that Osamu Dazai could bring him back, otherwise it would really be over.

Xingzi's eyes gradually filled with darker ink, so that her originally transparent eyes could not see a trace of light.

Sure enough, it would be better to die as before, right?After all, that was her real wish.As long as you die, you can end this absurd and comical time travel.

Nothing would change because of this, she was just a rootless duckweed, it was fine if she disappeared.

Really... nothing?

Xingzi's hands were clenched into fists, and there was still some struggle in his eyes.If someone could break her hand apart, they would find that the palm of the hand had been pinched with four blood marks by fingernails.

Suddenly, Xingzi fell into a warm embrace.

She opened her eyes wide in a daze, and belatedly realized that it was Dazai Osamu who hugged her.

"Mr. Dazai?"

Xingzi called out uncertainly, his eyes were as dazed as a child's.

"Don't give up on yourself." Dazai Osamu's deep voice came from next to my ear: "You have made me interested. I want to live a few more days to see your ending. How can you die so easily?"

"But does it make sense?" Xingzi asked.

There was a little smile in Dazai Osamu's voice: "Of course life is meaningless, but I want to see you live!"

Xingzi's eyes suddenly brightened again: "Then I will definitely survive."

If her life is still expected.