At first I just wanted to make money

"Xing-zi--" Osamu Dazai drew his voice coquettishly as soon as he saw Xingzi entering the door, "The first thing you did when you came back to Yokohama was not looking for me!"

Xingzi took off his coat and responded calmly: "Didn't you already know that I'm coming back today? I was the first to tell you about this."

Cats and cats have one thing in common, that is, they are unreasonable.

"I've been waiting for you at home for a long time, why did Xingzi come back now? Sure enough, he doesn't value me?" Osamu Dazai started a new life, and then complained.

Xingzi mentioned the crab meat dish he had just packed from Xingping Restaurant: "Do you still want to eat?"

"Eat!" Osamu Dazai immediately sat up obediently and looked at her: "Xingzi is the best."

After dinner, Osamu Dazai looked at Hoshiko and suddenly said, "You are doing well in Tokyo."

Xingzi touched his face subconsciously, is it so obvious?

Osamu Dazai smiled lightly, "It's not the face, it's the eyes."

There seemed to be a spark called hope rekindled in her eyes.Although it is very weak, it will grow into a lighthouse in the dark sooner or later.

"If this continues, I will have one less person to die for." Osamu Dazai said regretfully.

Xingzi thought of the scene he saw in the illusion of the super-level curse spirit before, and shook his head: "At least now, when I remember it, I should still want to die."

"How?" Osamu Dazai asked curiously.

Hoshiko briefly talked about what happened at the Tokyo amusement park, and finally concluded: "Since my true wish is still buried in the tombstone, it proves that I still want to die."

It's all like this, still can't resist the idea of ​​wanting to die?Osamu Dazai was a little surprised, and said softly: "So, what kind of malice did you face..."

Xingzi didn't hear his murmur clearly, and said quite confidently: "But I feel that I can definitely succeed, at least now I have a goal, and my life is much fulfilled."

"Why do you resist death so much?" Osamu Dazai approached Hoshiko, with crazy malice in his eyes, and said temptingly: "You should have seen how absurd this world is, why are you still struggling?"

He is like a cat who is used to making troubles, always likes to break the good things into pieces, and then pitifully saves the other party when the other party is about to be unable to bear it.

He was too timid and didn't believe that anyone could be with him all the time, so he couldn't help but want to destroy this relationship.But at the same time, he is full of longing for this relationship and dare not really destroy it.

Although there was malicious bewitching in his ears, Xingzi could clearly see the shivering in his eyes.

She sighed, and for the first time seriously discussed the issue of death.

"Have you ever wondered what the world after death is like?"

Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment because of Xingzi's problem, and then said with a relaxed smile: "Of course it is to sleep in the ground forever and obtain eternal peace."

But if someone saw him resting his bluish knuckles on the edge of the chair, he would realize that Osamu Dazai was not as relaxed as he appeared on the surface.

Regarding his answer, Xingzi was noncommittal: "This is indeed the best result, but what if it is not?"

"what?"

"What if the world after death is not eternal tranquility, but the same noise? You just go from one world to another." Xingzi further explained.

It's like the hell in the west, the underworld in China, and the Sanzu River in Japan...

In fact, most people have different imaginations about death.Those who think that there is only darkness after death are a minority.

Osamu Dazai probably thought about this problem, and now he can handle it freely: "I am a little surprised that Hoshiko would think like this. But think about it carefully, even if there is really another world after death, it must be a perfect world." Right? It's incompatible with this dark world."

"Then what if it's not?" Hoshiko didn't want to give Dazai any room to back down.Now that it's all said and done, she doesn't want to give up halfway.

Most importantly, the sealed memories disturb Xingzi's heartstrings like a time bomb.

She didn't know if she could still see it like this after her memory was completely restored.So try to do something for your friend while she is still open-minded.

Hoshiko looked at Dazai Osamu, eyes full of sincerity and worry: "What will you do then?"

"What... what should I do?" Osamu Dazai asked with a forced smile.He vaguely understood what Xingzi meant, but he restrained himself from thinking in that direction.

However, Xingzi directly tore off this protective film: "At that time, what should you do if you lose the only way out of death?"

Osamu Dazai's face was livid, because Hoshiko's words were even a little disgusting.If the world after death is so disgusting, what will happen to him who cannot escape?

going crazy?It will definitely go crazy!

"Hoshiko is really cruel." Dazai Osamu was worthy of being Dazai Osamu, even though his spirit was shocked.But he quickly adjusted and smiled at Xingzi like a normal person.

Xingzi looked away considerately: "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh."

Losing the gaze of the other party, the corners of Dazai Osamu's mouth drooped, and the smile he had just forced disappeared in an instant.

He quietly asked: "Since Xingzi said that, he must have thought of a way for me, right?"

Otherwise, after losing the original life-saving straw, even Osamu Dazai would not know what he would do.

A world that cannot be saved even by death is really too hopeless.

Xingzi did have an idea, "Have you ever thought about living in another place?"

"Oh?" Osamu Dazai became interested.

Xingzi persuaded with reason: "Think about it, you have never lived in any good environment, either a big feudal family, or a mafia full of evil. How can you feel the beauty of the world in this kind of place?"

After taking a sip of water, Xingzi continued: "Of course, I'm not saying that you can see beauty after leaving here. But at least you have to give yourself one more choice, right?"

"Just like you?" Osamu Dazai asked.

Xingzi shook her head, she saw it very clearly: "I chose human beings when I already knew that human beings are beautiful, but you are not. You have to have more courage than me to make a choice. Because I know I will not Be let down, but you don't know it."

She has long known the temperament of Gojo Satoru and others, including Dazai Osamu, through anime.So you don't need to know them carefully to trust them.

But Osamu Dazai is not, he needs to choose more carefully.

But Hoshiko obviously already thought about where Osamu Dazai should go—"Let's go to the Armed Detective Agency."

Osamu Dazai bent down and laughed almost crazily: "Hahaha Hoshiko, do you know what you're talking about? You actually, actually let a Mafia member go to the Armed Detective Agency?"

Xingzi replied seriously: "If you want, then you can."

After all, in the anime, he defected to Butei because of the death of Oda Saku.Although Ango Sakaguchi played a role in it, Hoshiko believes that as long as he is given enough time, Osamu Dazai will definitely be able to clean up his crimes and go to Butei.

Of course, this does not negate Ango's role.Hoshiko liked Ango Sakaguchi very much, and he didn't think his choice at the time was wrong, it was just a different standpoint.

Ango Sakaguchi is just a pawn, and it is Gide, Mori Ogai and this dark Yokohama who killed Odasaku.

Off topic, anyway, after Xingzi finished persuading him, he asked with sparkling eyes, "How is it? Are you going?"

Osamu Dazai covered his face with one hand and smiled for a while, then shook his head: "No—don't! If you want to be a good person, you have to be subject to many restrictions, which is too troublesome!"

Hoshiko tempted: "But after going there, you can be colleagues with Oda Sakunosuke again! And it's the kind that doesn't need to hide."

Osamu Dazai was a little moved, and it seemed really nice to be good friends with Oda Zuo.

Hoshiko saw that he was moved, and continued to work hard: "And no one in the Armed Detective Agency will care about you diving! If Odasaku, you should just prepare towels by the side, right?"

Osamu Dazai!

I'm even more excited!

Hoshiko felt a little guilty, and when Kunikida Doppo came, Osamu Dazai would still be under control.It's just that Kunikida is definitely not Dazai, so she didn't lie when rounding up.

Osamu Dazai struggled for a while, but still refused: "It's not the time yet. I became the youngest cadre in history with great difficulty. I left so easily. Didn't I do it for nothing?"

Hoshiko knew that Osamu Dazai was just making excuses, he was not the kind of person who would care about such things at all.The reason why he was unwilling to leave must be something that held him back.

"Is it because of Chief Mori?" Xingzi asked.

Osamu Dazai paused for a moment, and then denied it flatly: "Who would stay for Mr. Perverted Mori!"

Seeing his appearance, Xingzi sighed.After all, Mori Ogai is also Dazai's teacher, and he has been with him for so long.Even Dazai should have some affection for Mori Ogai.

In the original book, it was also because Mori Ogai calculated Dazai and killed Oda, which led to Dazai's defection.

Now Odasaku is safe, without this opportunity, it is normal for Dazai not to leave.

Only when Mori Ogai starts to fear Dazai and takes the initiative to drive him away, Dazai will leave!

She thought it was too simple.

But speaking of it... Hoshiko suddenly frowned, is Odasaku really safe?

She hadn't thought about this issue before, she just thought that it would be fine if Oda Sakunosuke left.

But now that I think about it, Jae, the leader of the parallel world next door, has seen so many parallel worlds. Among them, there must be one or two of Oda Sakunosuke who went to the world of the Armed Detective Agency before IMMIC came, right?

But all the Oda Sakunosukes that the leader saw were dead, which proved that even if he went to the Armed Detective Agency, Oda Sakunosuke was not necessarily safe.

In fact, thinking about Oda Sakunosuke's ability, Mori Ogai must have noticed him long ago.

As long as Gide is still alive and he wants to obtain a supernatural license, then Oda Sakunosuke is still likely to be counted.

The more Xingzi thought about it, the more she frowned, Dazai Osamu saw her suddenly lost in thought, and didn't stop her.

It's just that when Xingzi's fist was clenched tightly, he took the initiative to pull her hand away, revealing the four bloodstains on the palm of the hand that were pinched by the nails, so that she would not continue to hurt herself.

Following his movements, Hoshiko also came back to his senses, and looked at Dazai seriously: "Be careful, Chief Mori."

At least, don't let the tragedy happen again.