At first I just wanted to make money
Chapter 61
"Then how do you want me to help you relieve your loneliness? I'm a boring person myself, so I shouldn't be able to help you?" Xingzi asked helplessly looking at the white hat walking leisurely beside him.
"How can Mr. Hei Ye be a boring person?" Fyodor said with a disapproving expression, "If you were really boring, I wouldn't have talked with you for so long."
Then I'd better be bored.Xingzi secretly slandered.
But Fyodor didn't want to embarrass Xingzi, and asked directly: "What does Teacher Heiye think of supernatural beings? Ah, there is also the relationship between supernatural beings and ordinary people."
Xingzi thought for a while, and answered seriously: "In my opinion, people with supernatural abilities are equivalent to ordinary people who are very talented in a certain field. Like the gods in the class? Of course, it doesn't mean that they are Flawless.
After all, Xueshen is only good at learning, and may be poor at sports.
The same is true for people with abilities, perhaps their abilities can bring them a lot of convenience.But they are not omnipotent, and some aspects are not as good as ordinary people. "
In fact, Xingzi didn't think so at first, and like most people, she felt that people with supernatural powers were different from ordinary people.But after so long contact, Xingzi felt that they deified the supernatural beings.
It is true that some supernatural beings are really powerful, like Ranpo, Dazai, and Fyodor in front of him.But the vast majority of supernatural beings are just ordinary people who have suddenly awakened supernatural powers.
They also have relatives and friends, and have their own feelings. Except for their supernatural powers, they are no different from ordinary people.
Thinking about it this way, I don't think they are scary anymore.
"Interesting view." Fyodor raised his eyebrows: "Do you regard supernatural beings as ordinary people? It's a pity that supernatural beings don't treat ordinary people as the same kind. Teacher Hei Ye would have such a view, yes Because you are an ordinary person. It can be seen from this that supernatural powers are evil!"
"No..." Xingzi couldn't understand how this guy came to this conclusion, "Why don't you say that living is a sin?"
Originally, this sentence was just a sarcasm, but Fyodor cheered up, his eyes were full of paranoid and excited light: "I knew Teacher Hei Ye is the person who understands me best! To live is a sin, to breathe is a sin!"
Xingzi's smile froze on his face, where did this come from the Second Second Disease!She remembered that Fyodor in the anime didn't look like this?
Return her inscrutable image!
But this also made Xingzi fade away from the original impression of Feordo being strong and cunning, and suddenly realized that the current Feordo is just a minor.
After all, only minors will show such a second disease, and adults are ashamed! (convinced)
"Since all human beings are evil, why don't you destroy all human beings?" Xingzi asked with some incomprehension.
The last time she watched anime was a long time ago, and she had almost forgotten what Fyodor thought in the anime.When I hear it now, I just feel absurd and unbelievable.
Hearing this, Feordo immediately said righteously: "I just want to maintain order, not destroy the world."
While chatting, they walked downstairs to Xingzi's house.Xingzi did not hide where he lived, after all, this person even knew when he would return to Yokohama, let alone where he lived.
Open the door with the key, it's dark inside.
Xingzi suddenly heard the voice of Osamu Dazai complaining: "Eh? Xingzi even brought back a stray cat!"
Xingzi: ...
She glanced at the door lock, it was clearly intact.I don't know how this guy got in.
But seeing Osamu Dazai at her house, Hoshiko finally breathed a sigh of relief.Let the script team deal with the matter of the script team, and don't make things difficult for an ordinary person like her.
In particular, Dazai's supernatural ability is unqualified in the world, and he is not afraid of Fyodor's crime and punishment at all.So the two of them are presumably a battle of brains and won't destroy her house.
Hoshiko turned on the light, and sure enough, he saw Osamu Dazai on the sofa.
Although it is estimated that Fyodor must know Osamu Dazai, Hoshiko still politely introduced: "This is Osamu Dazai, this..."
Xingzi still remembered that Fyodor didn't introduce herself, and she couldn't take the initiative to say the other party's name.
Fyodor hooked the corner of his mouth: "I am Fyodor, and I have known you for a long time."
Osamu Dazai didn't know Fyodor, but he could easily sense Fyodor's danger.
He looked meaningfully at the girl who was obviously relieved by his appearance—it was easy to attract perverted Xingzi.
Xingzi asked: "Since you know Dazai, then you two talk first, and I'll clean up the room."
This is of course false, she comes back once a week, what room is she going to clean up?But Xingzi couldn't stand this strange atmosphere anymore, so he decisively chose to run away.
When Hoshiko came out again, Fyodor had disappeared, only Osamu Dazai was left playing with bandages on the sofa.
Seeing Xingzi come out, he asked leisurely, "How does Xingzi plan to thank me?"
Xingzi knew why and asked, "Thank you for what?"
Osamu Dazai chuckled, "Why don't we call Fyodor back and ask him what you should thank me for?"
"No need, no need." Xingzi hurriedly said, "Will you eat the crab meat rice downstairs?"
Downstairs is Xingping restaurant, the food is excellent.
Osamu Dazai nodded dispensably, and casually said, "Hoshiko, let's live in the Armed Detective Agency."
Hoshiko stopped putting on his shoes for a moment, and then continued: "I will consider it, if President Fukuzawa allows."
After all, Fyodor has come out, even if she knows that she will not die, she doesn't want to drag others down because of her own reasons.So finding a safe place to stay is the best solution.
In fact, going to Tokyo would undoubtedly be more convenient, because Tokyo is the territory of conjurers, and it would take a lot of effort for Fyodor to infiltrate and catch her.
But in order to find a way to save Oda Sakunosuke, Hoshiko doesn't want to leave Tokyo.Therefore, we can only seek the port Mafia, the Supernatural Secret Service Division, or the Armed Detective Agency.
Comparing the three, Chief Mori can be ruled out first.The Supernatural Secret Service involves an official agency, although because of her status as a writer Hei Ye, she might be able to help.
But maybe he will abandon her for profit.In such cases, an armed detective agency is almost the only option.
After Xingzi finished speaking, he went out and bought a crab meat rice and a fried rice and came back.Osamu Dazai lay on the sofa and waited for her to come back. After she came in, he asked, "Xingzi won't leave this time?"
Hoshiko nodded, and while unpacking the crab meat bibimbap for Dazai, he replied: "I will stay in Yokohama for a short time."
Osamu Dazai watched her movements, and asked relaxedly: "The cat outside has been calmed down, so you are willing to come back to comfort other cats?"
The corner of Xingzi's mouth twitched: "Do you have any obsession with being a cat?"
Although Osamu Dazai's character is indeed more like a cat, Hoshiko remembers that he never said that in front of the other party.
Osamu Dazai had an aggrieved expression: "It is clear that Xingzi first compared me to a cat, so if I get it, I will throw it away?"
There are so many slots, Xingzi picked the most outrageous one and asked: "Did I get you?"
Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "So Xingzi wants to get me, how can I get it? Do you need me to cooperate with you?"
"Need." Xingzi calmly ordered the rice in front of him: "You are cooperating with me if you eat quietly."
Hearing Hoshiko's calm answer, Osamu Dazai suddenly laughed happily.Xingzi ate quickly, and was about to drive this guy out after eating.
Osamu Dazai spoke again: "Has Hoshiko found the meaning of living now?"
Xingzi shook his head: "No, but I think I can already survive for those who care about me."
"Isn't it sad to live for others?"
"Maybe, but I don't think it's sad." Xingzi said with a smile: "To a certain extent, living only for oneself is also very sad."
Dazai Osamu tapped the table with his index finger one after another, and then snapped his fingers suddenly: "So since it is sad to live no matter what, it is better not to live! Xingzi and I will die in love together!"
"I've said it all, I don't think it's sad!" Xingzi exclaimed, "As long as you are willing to live, isn't it all right? The meaning of living is something that is only needed by those who don't want to live, but have to live."
She was this kind of person before, but now, Xingzi felt that she was no longer.
"Only those who have to live need the meaning of living..." Dazai Osamu's kite-colored eyes filled with black mud, and he suddenly laughed again: "Hahaha, what you said is so reasonable, Xingzi!"
Should it be said that it is Xingzi?So easy, so easy to see through him.
In such a world, he had to live on, and it was ridiculous to find the meaning of living.The saddest thing is obviously him himself!
"Since you can't find the meaning of living, why don't you try to find a reason for living?" Hoshiko looked at Dazai with his head down, and suggested.
Osamu Dazai had never heard such words. He barely broke free from his black mud abyss, and asked curiously: "What is the difference between reason and meaning?"
Xingzi replied: "The reason doesn't seem meaningful, it doesn't need to be too big, it just needs to be able to support your short-term survival. When this reason is used up, I will change it to another one."
She thought for a while, and gave an example: "Like... don't you want to wait until Oda Saku writes a book before you die?"
Osamu Dazai's eyes lit up: "I want to!"
He had been looking forward to Oda's book for a long time.
Xingzi smiled and clapped his hands: "That's right, wait for Oda Zuo to write a book, come to me after you finish reading it, we will change the reason, and then support you to live. Similarly, this can also give you a goal , just let Odasaku write a book quickly! He has been dove me for a year..."
When Xingzi said this, he couldn't help but sneer.Originally, she felt a little guilty, after all, it was equivalent to throwing Dazai completely to Odasaku.
Although Oda Sakunosuke himself should not care about it.But she was still a little guilty. After all, Dazai had been urging her to write a book. Even if Odasaku didn't care too much, she probably would have a headache.
But when he thought that Oda had been a pigeon for her for a year, the guilt completely disappeared.Wicked people have their own grind, and pigeon spirits should be in charge of the Dazai!
"How can Mr. Hei Ye be a boring person?" Fyodor said with a disapproving expression, "If you were really boring, I wouldn't have talked with you for so long."
Then I'd better be bored.Xingzi secretly slandered.
But Fyodor didn't want to embarrass Xingzi, and asked directly: "What does Teacher Heiye think of supernatural beings? Ah, there is also the relationship between supernatural beings and ordinary people."
Xingzi thought for a while, and answered seriously: "In my opinion, people with supernatural abilities are equivalent to ordinary people who are very talented in a certain field. Like the gods in the class? Of course, it doesn't mean that they are Flawless.
After all, Xueshen is only good at learning, and may be poor at sports.
The same is true for people with abilities, perhaps their abilities can bring them a lot of convenience.But they are not omnipotent, and some aspects are not as good as ordinary people. "
In fact, Xingzi didn't think so at first, and like most people, she felt that people with supernatural powers were different from ordinary people.But after so long contact, Xingzi felt that they deified the supernatural beings.
It is true that some supernatural beings are really powerful, like Ranpo, Dazai, and Fyodor in front of him.But the vast majority of supernatural beings are just ordinary people who have suddenly awakened supernatural powers.
They also have relatives and friends, and have their own feelings. Except for their supernatural powers, they are no different from ordinary people.
Thinking about it this way, I don't think they are scary anymore.
"Interesting view." Fyodor raised his eyebrows: "Do you regard supernatural beings as ordinary people? It's a pity that supernatural beings don't treat ordinary people as the same kind. Teacher Hei Ye would have such a view, yes Because you are an ordinary person. It can be seen from this that supernatural powers are evil!"
"No..." Xingzi couldn't understand how this guy came to this conclusion, "Why don't you say that living is a sin?"
Originally, this sentence was just a sarcasm, but Fyodor cheered up, his eyes were full of paranoid and excited light: "I knew Teacher Hei Ye is the person who understands me best! To live is a sin, to breathe is a sin!"
Xingzi's smile froze on his face, where did this come from the Second Second Disease!She remembered that Fyodor in the anime didn't look like this?
Return her inscrutable image!
But this also made Xingzi fade away from the original impression of Feordo being strong and cunning, and suddenly realized that the current Feordo is just a minor.
After all, only minors will show such a second disease, and adults are ashamed! (convinced)
"Since all human beings are evil, why don't you destroy all human beings?" Xingzi asked with some incomprehension.
The last time she watched anime was a long time ago, and she had almost forgotten what Fyodor thought in the anime.When I hear it now, I just feel absurd and unbelievable.
Hearing this, Feordo immediately said righteously: "I just want to maintain order, not destroy the world."
While chatting, they walked downstairs to Xingzi's house.Xingzi did not hide where he lived, after all, this person even knew when he would return to Yokohama, let alone where he lived.
Open the door with the key, it's dark inside.
Xingzi suddenly heard the voice of Osamu Dazai complaining: "Eh? Xingzi even brought back a stray cat!"
Xingzi: ...
She glanced at the door lock, it was clearly intact.I don't know how this guy got in.
But seeing Osamu Dazai at her house, Hoshiko finally breathed a sigh of relief.Let the script team deal with the matter of the script team, and don't make things difficult for an ordinary person like her.
In particular, Dazai's supernatural ability is unqualified in the world, and he is not afraid of Fyodor's crime and punishment at all.So the two of them are presumably a battle of brains and won't destroy her house.
Hoshiko turned on the light, and sure enough, he saw Osamu Dazai on the sofa.
Although it is estimated that Fyodor must know Osamu Dazai, Hoshiko still politely introduced: "This is Osamu Dazai, this..."
Xingzi still remembered that Fyodor didn't introduce herself, and she couldn't take the initiative to say the other party's name.
Fyodor hooked the corner of his mouth: "I am Fyodor, and I have known you for a long time."
Osamu Dazai didn't know Fyodor, but he could easily sense Fyodor's danger.
He looked meaningfully at the girl who was obviously relieved by his appearance—it was easy to attract perverted Xingzi.
Xingzi asked: "Since you know Dazai, then you two talk first, and I'll clean up the room."
This is of course false, she comes back once a week, what room is she going to clean up?But Xingzi couldn't stand this strange atmosphere anymore, so he decisively chose to run away.
When Hoshiko came out again, Fyodor had disappeared, only Osamu Dazai was left playing with bandages on the sofa.
Seeing Xingzi come out, he asked leisurely, "How does Xingzi plan to thank me?"
Xingzi knew why and asked, "Thank you for what?"
Osamu Dazai chuckled, "Why don't we call Fyodor back and ask him what you should thank me for?"
"No need, no need." Xingzi hurriedly said, "Will you eat the crab meat rice downstairs?"
Downstairs is Xingping restaurant, the food is excellent.
Osamu Dazai nodded dispensably, and casually said, "Hoshiko, let's live in the Armed Detective Agency."
Hoshiko stopped putting on his shoes for a moment, and then continued: "I will consider it, if President Fukuzawa allows."
After all, Fyodor has come out, even if she knows that she will not die, she doesn't want to drag others down because of her own reasons.So finding a safe place to stay is the best solution.
In fact, going to Tokyo would undoubtedly be more convenient, because Tokyo is the territory of conjurers, and it would take a lot of effort for Fyodor to infiltrate and catch her.
But in order to find a way to save Oda Sakunosuke, Hoshiko doesn't want to leave Tokyo.Therefore, we can only seek the port Mafia, the Supernatural Secret Service Division, or the Armed Detective Agency.
Comparing the three, Chief Mori can be ruled out first.The Supernatural Secret Service involves an official agency, although because of her status as a writer Hei Ye, she might be able to help.
But maybe he will abandon her for profit.In such cases, an armed detective agency is almost the only option.
After Xingzi finished speaking, he went out and bought a crab meat rice and a fried rice and came back.Osamu Dazai lay on the sofa and waited for her to come back. After she came in, he asked, "Xingzi won't leave this time?"
Hoshiko nodded, and while unpacking the crab meat bibimbap for Dazai, he replied: "I will stay in Yokohama for a short time."
Osamu Dazai watched her movements, and asked relaxedly: "The cat outside has been calmed down, so you are willing to come back to comfort other cats?"
The corner of Xingzi's mouth twitched: "Do you have any obsession with being a cat?"
Although Osamu Dazai's character is indeed more like a cat, Hoshiko remembers that he never said that in front of the other party.
Osamu Dazai had an aggrieved expression: "It is clear that Xingzi first compared me to a cat, so if I get it, I will throw it away?"
There are so many slots, Xingzi picked the most outrageous one and asked: "Did I get you?"
Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "So Xingzi wants to get me, how can I get it? Do you need me to cooperate with you?"
"Need." Xingzi calmly ordered the rice in front of him: "You are cooperating with me if you eat quietly."
Hearing Hoshiko's calm answer, Osamu Dazai suddenly laughed happily.Xingzi ate quickly, and was about to drive this guy out after eating.
Osamu Dazai spoke again: "Has Hoshiko found the meaning of living now?"
Xingzi shook his head: "No, but I think I can already survive for those who care about me."
"Isn't it sad to live for others?"
"Maybe, but I don't think it's sad." Xingzi said with a smile: "To a certain extent, living only for oneself is also very sad."
Dazai Osamu tapped the table with his index finger one after another, and then snapped his fingers suddenly: "So since it is sad to live no matter what, it is better not to live! Xingzi and I will die in love together!"
"I've said it all, I don't think it's sad!" Xingzi exclaimed, "As long as you are willing to live, isn't it all right? The meaning of living is something that is only needed by those who don't want to live, but have to live."
She was this kind of person before, but now, Xingzi felt that she was no longer.
"Only those who have to live need the meaning of living..." Dazai Osamu's kite-colored eyes filled with black mud, and he suddenly laughed again: "Hahaha, what you said is so reasonable, Xingzi!"
Should it be said that it is Xingzi?So easy, so easy to see through him.
In such a world, he had to live on, and it was ridiculous to find the meaning of living.The saddest thing is obviously him himself!
"Since you can't find the meaning of living, why don't you try to find a reason for living?" Hoshiko looked at Dazai with his head down, and suggested.
Osamu Dazai had never heard such words. He barely broke free from his black mud abyss, and asked curiously: "What is the difference between reason and meaning?"
Xingzi replied: "The reason doesn't seem meaningful, it doesn't need to be too big, it just needs to be able to support your short-term survival. When this reason is used up, I will change it to another one."
She thought for a while, and gave an example: "Like... don't you want to wait until Oda Saku writes a book before you die?"
Osamu Dazai's eyes lit up: "I want to!"
He had been looking forward to Oda's book for a long time.
Xingzi smiled and clapped his hands: "That's right, wait for Oda Zuo to write a book, come to me after you finish reading it, we will change the reason, and then support you to live. Similarly, this can also give you a goal , just let Odasaku write a book quickly! He has been dove me for a year..."
When Xingzi said this, he couldn't help but sneer.Originally, she felt a little guilty, after all, it was equivalent to throwing Dazai completely to Odasaku.
Although Oda Sakunosuke himself should not care about it.But she was still a little guilty. After all, Dazai had been urging her to write a book. Even if Odasaku didn't care too much, she probably would have a headache.
But when he thought that Oda had been a pigeon for her for a year, the guilt completely disappeared.Wicked people have their own grind, and pigeon spirits should be in charge of the Dazai!
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