reincarnated as king

Chen Feihua knew that by the time she discovered all this, it was already too late.

Green smoke ignited from the incense burner and merged into a dense cloud. In the dense cloud, one can vaguely see the Buddha statue behind the table——compassionate and universally saving all living beings.

The rain was still falling, Chen Feihua slowly hit the last fish spot, got up, and walked to the side room.She knew that Bei Gongdi must still stay in Qianqing Palace tonight, but she had no complaints, because the questioning that night made her understand that once something is wrong, it can only be wrong to the end, and there is no turning back.

Bei Gongdi is her husband.However, she didn't know that she had ever had a little weight in his heart—maybe she had, but this man she loved deeply, her world and everything, had such a strong affection for another person , making her jealous and weep, sad and sad.

Ever since that night, when she passed Jingyang Palace, she wanted to find Bei Gongdi to ask some questions, but she never expected to see such a scene from behind the bead curtain at the side door.She knew that since he ascended the throne, Bei Gongdi often called Fang Jingxuan to the palace to give lectures on Confucian classics.However, she saw the two of them lying on the soft couch together, with Bei Gongdi on his knees, and the tranquility between their brows that she had never seen before.Fang Jingxuan leaned on the book with one hand, annotating every word. The familiar chapters of "The Analects of Confucius" fell into Chen Feihua's ears, but it was like heavy beads falling on a jade plate, and he heard the sound of his own heart beating lightly.

If it wasn't for Fang Jingxuan's hands gently stroking Bei Gongdi's hair, cheeks, and neck... Chen Feihua would have thought that what happened there was not as shocking as she imagined.

She didn't know what words to use to describe such a scene, but it was so shocking, as if that moment was enough to write eternity.

She understood a lot in an instant.Why did Bei Gongdi lose his temper after going south and stopped looking for flowers and asking Liu Fengliu to be outside? Why Bei Gongdi's straightforward nature would allow a former minister to speak out to him, why Bei Gongdi no longer called her "Fei'er" or "Aifei" ".She couldn't help but think of something more profound.Did Bei Gongdi know Fang Jingxuan long ago?Did they not have these guesses of hers, just her arbitrariness?

"Zi Tong," Bei Gongdi looked at her indifferently that night.After dismissing everyone, "What do you want to say?"

Chen Feihua was silent for a long time, but when she raised her eyes, she was in despair. There were two tears on her elegant face: "Fang Jingxuan." She said word by word.

Bei Gongdi raised his eyebrows: "You know everything?"

Chen Feihua trembled: "Your Majesty, do you know that this is..."

Bei Gongdi smiled lightly, and said, "I know."

Chen Feihua said: "Your Majesty, I just want to ask, if the country is in trouble, how does it compare with him?"

Bei Gong Di sighed, "Zi Tong." He hugged the weeping queen, patted her on the back, and said softly, "Don't talk nonsense."

Chen Feihua burst into tears in an instant, she knew what Bei Gongdi's choice meant, but he was an emperor.The emperor's heart is ruthless, there should only be picturesque rivers and mountains, and there should only be soldiers and iron horses.She heard Bei Gongdi murmur in her ear: "... I have made up my mind... except Wushan... not Yun..."

The palace illuminated by the bright night pearls only made Chen Feihua feel that the light was dim, and the world was too good to teach. She would rather Bei Gongdi follow the usual practice and only act on desire without emotion, but she would not want a generation of emperors to fall into this situation. General shackles.Once the love starts, it will be lost forever, even without changing and ending, it is already doomed to lose.

Chen Feihua came from worshiping the Buddha, but unknowingly remembered countless things. She thought that Bei Gongdi would probably never know some things, which belonged to the deepest secrets of the royal family.So she didn't frighten Bei Gongdi's unethical behavior, but just refused with silence.

Although the silence was sad, Chen Feihua couldn't express it more intensely.All the fetters in the world bound her hands and feet, making her helpless, and it is true that she could do nothing, even the simplest advice or scolding.

However, what can be done so that she can be taught as if she doesn't know?To teach her to die with the passing of time?

It is said that it is a golden and jade marriage, but who knows that it is not this fate.If you knew that you have no intentions, if you knew that laughing and talking are not expected, why bother to send this feeling in vain!

Sighing that there is a fly in the ointment in the world, I now believe that even if the case is raised with eyebrows, it is difficult to understand.

When you grow old together, it always makes me complain—it's a pity that Chen Feihua has no regrets and no complaints, after all, her father also encountered similar sorrows here.

Her father is An Guogong Chen Ying.

At that time, she was still young, ignorant of the world and pampered, she was the jewel in the family.The Great Jin Dynasty was initially established, and there were still battles in all directions, so my father had to leave Beijing to guard the north all year round.That day, as usual, she sneaked into the study to return a book. There were no attendants around. When she entered the yard, she found knocking and human voices coming from the door. "No, Aiqing..." "Don't...here..."

She jumped, but somehow looked into it through the slit.She only saw the silhouette of her father's back and the eyes of the man opposite.Those eyes are so obscure and complicated, cold and emotional, gentle and indifferent.She only felt that she was deeply trapped in a kind of panic, gradually wrapped by Yanmei, and fell into the abyss of suffocation like drowning, unable to speak clearly.

"Tomorrow is still early..."

"A Liu." She heard her father's voice.Then there was a light gasp in the study, she was frightened, and slipped back lightly.

Those eyes made such an impression on her memory.Those eyes watched her marrying the fourth prince, nodded slightly when she saluted and said: "What a beautiful woman." They also watched the changes of the years, until she heard such news in the north.

The father was poisoned, so he was forbidden to eat a lot, but the emperor gave him meat porridge. The father drank wine while eating, and after drinking, he said with a smile: "It's delicious." He died of illness that night.

She was not surprised, when she saw those eyes, she was not surprised.

There is no king who can have an unethical relationship with a courtier, that will ruin the king and the empire.

But her husband Bei Gongdi decided to go against the road.

Chen Feihua knew that his body was dying.She doesn't hate Fang Jingxuan.But she hated the Fang family, because her father had supported Fang Kejian many times, but when things came to an end, the Fang family, who was the successor of the medical sage...wouldn't save her.

It has been three years since Bei Gongdi sent Fang Jingxuan out of Beihai, and maybe Fang Jingxuan will come back in a few years.The world is changing, and Chen Feihua doesn't quite know what kind of turmoil will happen between them.She didn't know and didn't want to know, she could only pray to heaven to alleviate the sins of the person she loved deeply.