Wild Rose and Pure Lily

Chengyou woke up the next day and found that his fever had subsided.But his nose is stuffy, and he speaks in a nasal voice.

When she came to the restaurant, Luo Lifei had already prepared a bowl of clear soup noodles for her. There were only two spots of oil floating on the almost clear water soup, which made people feel unappetizing.

"It's really unpalatable." Chengyou put down his chopsticks after taking a bite.

"Hehe, when you were in Qiucheng, you never said that the noodles I made were unpalatable." Luo Lifei laughed angrily, and then took a hard bite of his own apple.

Although Chengyou is a picky eater, he can handle everything for two bites.

Ever since she got together with Zhang Shuyu, her appetite has been cultivated, and she doesn't even want to watch something that doesn't suit her taste.

"You just eat an apple in the morning!" She said hoarsely.

"That's right, I'm losing weight." Luo Lifei swiped his phone.

Luo Lifei met a colleague in the dubbing studio, who was the same age as her, with a gentle appearance, and treated others with modesty and decency.Over time, the two came together.At first, Luo Lifei was afraid that she would be rejected, but the other party gently held her hand and said words to reassure her over and over again. He also made a detailed weight loss plan for her and asked her to go to the gym every week.

Now Luo Lifei has lost her shy baby fat, her facial features have become more and more refined, and her eyes have become more and more confident, as if she had been reborn from the inside out.

"Chengyou, I found that if you fall in love with the right person, you can really get better and better!"

Luo Lifei put down her phone, and Cheng You glanced at it, and found that the screen of her phone was all in English.

"He didn't dislike me for being fat, but he seriously analyzed how I could get better." Luo Lifei felt that her current boyfriend must be an angel sent by heaven to save her!Whenever talking about the other party, there are little stars in the eyes.

"It's a pity that Zhang Shuyu doesn't want me to get better." Cheng You looked at the clear soup noodles and sighed suddenly.

"Talk to her carefully!" Luo Lifei patted the back of his friend's hand, "I don't think she is that kind of person, there must be some misunderstanding."

Cheng You bid farewell to Luo Lifei, and then returned home.As soon as she opened the door, she saw Zhang Shuyu.The other party was wearing white home clothes, and there was a gift box on the dining table beside him.After seeing Chengyou, Zhang Shuyu immediately hugged him.

"Have you had a fever?" Her forehead was pressed against Chengyou's.

Cheng You wanted Zhang Shuyu to get up first, but the hand on her waist suddenly lost strength.Cheng You found sadly that she seemed unable to push Zhang Shuyu away.

"Let's talk!" she whispered.

"Okay, let's talk." Zhang Shuyu pulled Chengyou to sit on the dining table, and then put a royal blue gift box in front of him.

"What is this?" Cheng You was puzzled.

"This is all my past." Zhang Shuyu looked at the gift box with sadness in his eyes.

She wrung her tender fingers, her expression no longer as calm as before, "I admit, I didn't tell you about Lan Rao.

Because I don't want to tell you that she, just like the box in front of me, has witnessed my unbearable past.

I was thinking, thinking that if you knew that I was not a good person, would you still love me like this? "

Zhang Shuyu tilted his head, a tear slipped from his clear and moist eyes.The ink-like hair hangs on both sides of the fair cheeks, a little messy.

She is like a white rose swaying in the breeze, the slender and fragile rhizome will break at the touch, and the tender petals will be pulled out one by one, finally revealing the fiery sincerity.

This was not her original intention, but she had to. She was afraid that if she didn't confess again, she might really lose all chances.

Cheng You didn't speak, she reached out and opened the box.

There are not many things in the box, there is a group photo of the orphanage and a broken jade pendant, these should be things from Zhang Shuyu's childhood.Next to it was a lighter, a cigarette case, a knife, and a stack of photos.

In the photo, Zhang Shuyu is a bit immature, but she is wearing heavy makeup, singing and dancing in a nightclub with revealing clothes...

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Zhang Shuyu has never been a good person. Although she behaved well in front of her elders, she became a villain when facing outsiders.

In school, she is a top student with excellent grades, but outside of school, she is a bully.

But she never participated in fights, but gave advice to those who wanted to teach each other: such as when to block people, which alley has no surveillance cameras, how to torture each other, and so on.

When she saw people who had nothing to do with her being put on the ground, she remembered the scene when she was bullied by people in the orphanage when she was a child, and the violent factor in her heart was released, paralyzing her like nicotine nerve.

As time passed, she eventually became the person she hated the most.

Zhang Shuyu received love from Cheng Shi and Ms. He, but at the same time was tormented by painful childhood memories.This caused her personality to split, and her tendency to depression became more and more severe.She began to self-mutilate, thinking of making the body suffer so as to alleviate the inner torment.

Lan Rao was the first to unravel Zhang Shuyu's mask. She was blatant and bold. She knew that Zhang Shuyu was not easy to mess with, but she kept putting it on.

Zhang Shuyu didn't know whether she liked Lan Rao or not, but she really didn't hate Lan Rao very much.

The shadow of being abandoned when she was a child always provokes Zhang Shuyu's fragile nerves, and Lan Rao's fiery enthusiasm makes her gradually addicted.

She had to admit that Lan Rao was a glass of strong wine that could temporarily forget all the pain in the past.

But there will always be a day when she wakes up drunk, and when she learns that Lan Rao is going to study abroad, she realizes that she is just a toy in the other party's eyes.The feeling of being abandoned engulfed her like a wave, dragging her into the sea to drown.

Zhang Shuyu took out a knife and cut his own wrist.

Looking at the bloody arm, the collision of red and white was extremely dazzling. She looked at the blood slowly flowing out of her body and laughed wildly.

This suicide was discovered by Ms. He, and it was at this time that she and Cheng Shi learned that Zhang Shuyu was suffering from depression, and quickly took her to find a familiar psychologist.Experts suggested that Zhang Shuyu stay away from Beicheng and go to a strange environment to recuperate.So during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Ms. He and Cheng Shi took Zhang Shuyu back to Qiucheng.

And there, Zhang Shuyu finally found the unique sunshine in his life.

She really fell in love with Chengyou, she fell in love with that girl with a bright smile who looked like spring.But the other party was too hot, compared to a weed growing in the mud.

The sun only embraces the sun, and no sun is willing to be stained with mud.

So Zhang Shuyu began to pack herself. She pretended to be well-behaved and sensible, obediently followed any arrangement of Chengyou, and then eroded the other's life little by little.

But at the same time, she was also afraid that her own sunshine would shine on other people, and that Chengyou's beauty would be discovered by others, so she wanted to hold Chengyou in place and lock her in a room that only she could open.

Pandora's magic box is opened, after tearing off all the disguises, will anyone still love her battered soul?

Zhang Shuyu's tears had dried up, her soul was suspended in mid-air, laughing at her cowardice without knowing it.

Obviously, she has pretended to be Chengyou's favorite appearance, but now she has to tear up the disguise in order to get the other's love.

"Did this scar appear for Lan Rao to stay?"

Cheng You looked down at Zhang Shuyu holding his hand tightly. On the white wrist, the shallow scar became more and more glaring.

"I'm afraid that someone will leave me," Zhang Shuyu lost his mind, with a sarcastic smile on his lips, "I can't stand being abandoned."

It sounds really ridiculous, Zhang Shuyu, who is obviously so good, has such a low self-esteem in his heart.

"Youyou, don't leave me, please? These things are all over, I have said goodbye to the past me, please don't leave me?"

Zhang Shuyu was stunned suddenly, she hugged Chengyou tightly like crazy, her voice choked up, "I don't want to leave you, I really can't live without you."

"Is that what you told Lan Rao back then?" Cheng You asked softly, "Do you not want to be abandoned, or do you not want to be separated from me?"

"I don't want to be separated from you." Zhang Shuyu broke down in tears, her voice was hoarse, and she wailed from her throat, which made people feel distressed, "Do you mind that I was committed suicide by Lan Rao? I can do it for you too, Really, I can do anything for you."

Afraid that Cheng You would not believe it after speaking, she immediately picked up the blade in the gift box and wanted to stab herself.

Cheng You was so frightened that he quickly pressed her hand: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm afraid you think you are not important in my heart!" Zhang Shu said sadly.

"Then are you going to commit suicide?" Cheng You looked at the other party in disbelief, wondering if this was the calm Zhang Shuyu he knew?Why has it become so crazy all of a sudden? "I do mind that you committed suicide, it's because you despise your own life so much! Lan Rao just left, why are you making things difficult for yourself!"

Cheng You was half-dead from anger, but Zhang Shuyu kept crying.She turned cold and wanted to continue to teach him a lesson, but in the end she couldn't bear it.

"Okay, don't cry, I didn't say I would separate from you." In the end, the soft-hearted Cheng You could only caress Zhang Shuyu's back and coax softly.

To be honest, although she was surprised by everything Zhang Shuyu had done in the past, she didn't feel that she could not accept it.

Obviously, she herself has always been a little hedgehog, and now she meets Zhang Shuyu, who is full of holes, and she is quite a good match.

"Then you, then you don't mind if I lie to you?" Zhang Shuyu rubbed his eyes and looked at her stubbornly.

"You lied to me, what's the use of my mind?" Cheng You sighed inaudibly, and then held Zhang Shuyu's wrist, "It's you, who looks so strong and omnipotent, that you can do this Kind of stupid."

"So don't leave me, okay?" Zhang Shuyu repeated this sentence repeatedly.Then she shrank into Chengyou's arms, greedily sniffing the familiar light fragrance of the other person, "As long as you don't leave me, I will obey you in everything."

"······it is good."

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