One Hundred Days on an Uninhabited Island

The old real estate, the wind and rain have left traces of time.

The narrow concrete road was full of cars, and a few children ran on the barely passable road.The setting sun was like blood, and his face was flushed red by the scorching heat.

Lin Jianfei stood downstairs in a unit, staring at the various small advertisements plastered on the iron gate, dazed.

Well, he raised his left arm in disbelief, opened his palms together, and waved his arm again, as if surprised that it grew on his body.

Lin Jianfei lowered his head and looked at the clothes on his body again. They were both familiar and unfamiliar. It wasn't the suit he wore on the island, but the clothes he usually wore on weekdays, and some of them were washed and faded.

"Is it a dream?"

Mumbling to himself, a familiar call suddenly came from behind him.

"father!"

Turning around suddenly, two children of about the same age came side by side carrying two supermarket bags.

"Xiaoyu? Yueyue?"

Lin Jianfei looked at the two children in surprise, and subconsciously looked down at the clothes on their bodies.

correct!He was wearing this dress the day before boarding the plane, and when he came back from get off work that day, he also met a child who came back from running errands at the downstairs door.

Is it just a dream?

"Dad, what's the matter with you, are you feeling unwell?" The daughter raised her head and looked at him worriedly.

The son was a big kid, and stood on tiptoe and pressed the password of the electronic lock to open the door, "Dad, come up quickly, and let Mom show you, you'll be on a business trip tomorrow, don't get sick at this time."

No, that was not the case that day, it was he who opened the door.

God made a mistake, Lin Jianfei pinched the flesh of his arm.

Pain, not a dream.

So, is that a dream?

His head was still in doubt, and he followed the child into the elevator.

Get out of the elevator, pull open the anti-theft door, push open the inner door, a mixed smell of food overflows into the nostrils.

The child ran to the kitchen to claim credit, and the wife poked her head out from the kitchen, "I'm back, let's sit in the living room first, and we can eat right away."

After speaking, she went back to work again.

As soon as the words were finished, my father's dissatisfaction followed from the living room.

"What to eat! If you are full, you will have the strength to teach people to fight, right?

He's in his forties, and he's not looking for a serious job to support his family. What kind of boxing coach, it sounds nice, he's not just getting punched, and he's not a young man with a strong body. Let's see how old you are, how many times can you suffer?

We can't bear it anymore, we two old things are suffering with you, and we can't live for a few days in this life, what do you want Wan'er and the two children to do! "

"Okay, okay, training is training, you curse the child for what to do and how to speak!"

"Why did I say curse him, I'm telling the truth."

"You tell the truth, then I will tell you the truth, who agreed to Jianfei to box at the beginning? If you didn't agree, would he fight until now? Would you sit here and scold him? After all, it should be It was you who scolded!"

"Dad, Mom, don't be angry, you two, calm down, eat your food first. I stewed pigeon soup and drink it while it's hot. It tastes worse when it's cold."

"Don't overfeed it, it will burst."

"Grandma said that you need to eat more to grow up quickly."

The father is duplicity, the mother is devoted to defending, the wife is persuading the fight, the child feeds the fish around the fish tank, he sits on the sofa without saying a word, everything is exactly the same ordinary as the night in his memory, it seems that except for the memory, the whole world has experienced a reversion.

Was that a dream, or is it a dream now?

If it is now, but my arm is really hurting, and I can still feel it until now...

wrong!

Lin Jianfei suddenly felt something was wrong. He looked at his left arm. The place he pinched before was still painful and itchy, as if there were many ants on fire crawling in the flesh. It was very painful and uncomfortable.

The color of the skin was also wrong, very red, like blood, with black spots in the blood, and a foul smell.

The blood red was spreading, spreading to the forearm continuously.

Lin Jianfei looked at his arm in horror, and the words in his ears became farther and farther away, and became more and more blurred, and two sentences suddenly became clear in a trance.

"When will the little crocodile grow up..."

"Isn't it growing up? Look, it's getting bigger again."

Crocodile?

Regardless of the abnormal changes in his arm, Lin Jianfei suddenly jumped up and turned around, shouting: "Get out of there!"

"what happened?"

"Why are you crazy!"

"dad?"

The doubts of his family members came to his ears one by one, and Lin Jianfei had no time to take care of them. The crocodile in the fish tank was looking at him, with a light brown complexion and slightly protruding eyes, which looked very familiar, just like the giant that tore off half of his left arm in a dream. crocodile.

It's still getting bigger and bigger, and the one-meter-long fish tank can hardly hold it.

His pupils froze, and Lin Jianfei rushed towards his son and daughter.

"Get out of there!"

"Wan'er, take them away, quick! Take them away!"

pop-

The glass of the fish tank was broken, and the crocodile fell from the wall where the fish tank was placed, exposing its yellow and white belly.

opportunity!

"Take them out quickly! Quick!"

Lin Jianfei urged his wife to leave with their parents and children. He looked around the room and suddenly saw a wooden stick tied with sharp stones. Without thinking about it, Lin Jianfei grabbed the stick and stabbed at the crocodile.

The crocodile turned over suddenly, the sharp stone pierced its hard back, the wooden stick broke in two pieces, and he also fell on the crocodile's back as in memory, his already huge body turned violently, and his thick tail whistled.

Lin Jianfei was thrown aside, the water flowing from the water tank rose rapidly under his body, the water overflowed his mouth and nose, and a stench of stench and saltiness filled his chest immediately.

There was a sudden sharp pain in his left arm, and he opened his eyes with difficulty. Lin Jianfei saw the crocodile biting his forearm, it was looking at him, and then shook its head...

Severe pain spread throughout the body, and consciousness was about to be lost.

"Jianfei!"

"dad--"

"Son... son, don't worry about it, don't worry about it..."

The cry came from a distance, pulling his consciousness, Lin Jianfei struggled to open his eyes, the crocodile raised its head and swallowed half of his arm, and his parents, wife and children were running towards him.

don't come here... go... go...

"Go... go... go... go..."

"Brother Lin? Brother Lin?"

"Brother Lin, wake up, wake up..."

The world was plunged into darkness, parents, wife and children could no longer be seen, and the crocodile disappeared, only the calls echoed in the ears.

Wake up, Brother Lin, wake up.

Who?

After regaining consciousness, Lin Jianfei tried to open his eyes, but found that the eyelids were so heavy that he could hardly open them.

The arm is still hurting, it hurts like a tear, the whole body is hurting along with it, and the head is hurting too, very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable...

"Wake up, Brother Lin, wake up quickly..."

The calls in the ears continued, and slaps came one by one from the shoulders and the face.Lin Jianfei frowned and tried to open his eyes again.

I saw it, two fuzzy faces, smiling happily.

The vision gradually cleared, and the blurred faces became familiar.

"You're finally awake, great!"

"..."

Lin Jianfei opened his mouth, unable to pull himself together, and even his voice became weak and unable to convey.

"You were in a coma for two days."

Wen Siqi answered his doubts.

two days?

Lin Jianfei looked around. There was no one else, and the cave was narrower than the place where he lived. He tried to stand up, but suddenly felt a sharp pain in his left arm.

"hiss--"

"careful!"

"Don't move, we will help you up."

Wen Siqi gestured to Jiang Xinran, and the two of them worked together to lift Lin Jianfei up, and dragged him to the innermost part of the cave to lean against.

The stone was very hard, and it made his back uncomfortable. He tried to adjust it, but his body couldn't use his strength, and his head was heavy, and he felt that the neck would not be able to support it.

"Here, drink some water to moisten your throat, you haven't had much water for two days." Jiang Xinran brought water.

His mouth was really dry, and his saliva was a little sticky. Lin Jianfei didn't refuse, and moistened his saliva with Jiang Xinran's help.

Throat immediately felt a cool.

"thanks……"

The words finally came out, it didn't sound like the muffled sound caused by the vibration of the vocal cords, it was so weak that it seemed to be leaking from the throat, it was very empty.

Wen Siqi lowered her head and clenched her hands on her lap.

Lin Jianfei took another sip of water, then looked down at his wound.

It is now after noon, the sun outside is so strong that even the steaming heat can be felt in the cave, and it is this strong light that makes the cave a little brighter. Coupled with the light from the burning fire, Lin Jianfei can See how well the entire wound is dressed.

The rough bandaging was unsightly, it was like an elementary school student's homework, it was perfunctory on the outside, but a lot of thought was put into it inside.

The bandages were so clean that there was no trace of blood, except for the dark green stains from the crushed herbs, which had a strong herbal smell.

Lin Jianfei tried to lift his left arm, and immediately took a breath of cold air. The pain from him was so painful that he, who had suffered from pain all year round, could not bear it.

"Don't move, your wound has just stopped bleeding, be careful to open it again."

Seeing this, Wen Siqi hurried forward to stop her.

Lin Jianfei obeyed the dissuasion and did not move his left arm, instead he raised his right hand to gently touch the wound.

The outer cutaneous nerve seemed to be paralyzed, and the touch did not bring any pain feedback. Lin Jianfei pressed it lightly again, and then his eyebrows frowned.

It hurts a bit, but it's bearable.

Recalling the scene at that time, Lin Jianfei couldn't help but feel a little lucky, "I can still... pick up... strips..."

The words that came out were very weak, one word could be heard, and the next word would drift away. Wen Siqi and Jiang Xinran could only guess a sentence with the only words they had.

It's to save your life.

Wen Siqi lowered her eyelids, gritted her teeth, hesitated for a while, and said, "Not yet, the fight against death has just begun."

Lin Jianfei looked at her, and Jiang Xinran also looked at her.

"Wen Siqi."

Jiang Xinran softly called Wen Siqi, and disapproval appeared in her eyes.

Wen Siqi ignored it, looked at Lin Jianfei and explained: "Although the wound is no longer bleeding, the wound has already been infected. When I changed the dressing in the morning, I found that there were signs of suppuration in several places. If it is not treated properly..."

"yes."

Lin Jianfei smiled and then smiled, looking at the wound in silence.

Jiang Xinran looked at him, walked around to Wen Siqi's side, pulled her clothes, and signaled to go out.

Wen Siqi then followed.

Once out of the cave, Jiang Xinran dragged Wen Siqi to the side.

As soon as she stopped, Jiang Xinran couldn't wait to reprimand: "Why don't you hide it? If you tell him so bluntly, it will only make him despair."

After finally surviving, someone tells you that you have to die soon. Faced with such a reality, who would not feel hopeless, once a person is in despair, he will lose the idea of ​​life.

Jiang Xinran felt that instead of telling Lin Jianfei the truth, she should hide something so that Lin Jianfei could see more hope.

Wen Siqi understood what Jiang Xinran meant, but she didn't agree with it.

"True despair is not knowing that there is little hope at the beginning, it is that everyone knows that your chance of survival is very small, only you don't know, foolishly believe that you have a great chance of surviving, and then find out in the sympathetic eyes of others, The so-called hope is just a mirage, all struggles are in vain, you are just a joke."

"This is real despair."

It was very hot, and the whole jungle was as uncomfortable as a steamer. Jiang Xinran took a deep breath and let it out long.

She couldn't refute it. Wen Siqi was right. Desperation is not knowing that there is little hope. It is false optimism that leads to all efforts to make others feel pity for him. When the truth is revealed, what will he think?

At any rate, the former can prepare people for the worst outcome, while the latter... has been moving towards hope. Whoever looks back at despair and faces it abruptly must be a collapse.

"Go back, it's best not to leave the injured alone at this time."

Just as she reached out her hand to pat Jiang Xinran, she hesitated for a moment, but Wen Siqi retracted it again and took a limp step.

Jiang Xinran didn't notice Wen Siqi's unnaturalness, she glanced at the cave, gritted her teeth and said, "Then can he still survive?"

Wen Siqi stopped, clasped her hands and said, "We do our best, the rest is up to him."

"Are you listening to fate?"

"No, look at his attachment to this world." Wen Siqi turned around and said, "It's a pity that if he can't let go, we can't do it; if he can't let go, we can do it, it's destiny; if he can let go, we can do it , is to give up."

"The first two are fighting against the sky, and the third... is his own battle."

After Wen Siqi finished speaking, she went back to the cave, Jiang Xinran stood alone for a while and followed her back.

As soon as he entered the cave, he saw Lin Jianfei holding a wallet in front of him.

Wen Siqi was very familiar with this wallet, Lin Jianfei always liked to take it out every time he wanted to sleep.

Walking up to look, there is a photo in the wallet, which is a photo of Lin Jianfei and his wife holding their child.

"Is it twins?"

The two children are the same size, one with a sky cannon and the other with a shaved watermelon head. It is easy to distinguish between men and women.

"Um……"

Lin Jianfei responded with a smile, then handed the wallet to Wen Siqi, "If...go back...please help me...pass it to her..."

Wen Siqi took the wallet with both hands, picked it up and looked at it carefully.

Jiang Xinran also came over, and as soon as she glanced at the outline, Wen Siqi closed the wallet and handed it back to Lin Jianfei.

"My sister-in-law is very beautiful, and the children are also very cute, so please forgive me for not agreeing. It should be handed over to my sister-in-law by yourself, rather than strangers like us."

"This kind of condition... Do I still have hope..."

want to live

Of course he wants to live. There are elderly parents on him and young children on him.

After leaving like this, the main beam of the family rests on the wife alone. How stubborn is that woman? After 23 years of knowing each other, can he not understand?

That person doesn't deserve to suffer like this.

However, the wound is so big and the temperature is not low. How can life-saving conditions be found on a deserted island? Once the wound is infected, it is equivalent to waiting for death. Can you still live?

Lin Jianfei knew very well that hope was far worse than seeing the ship pass by.

I don't want to die, but I have to wait for death, this is the fact I am facing now.

"Low hope is not hopeless. I will find a way to clean up the wound infection, but please don't give up on yourself. As long as there is a little hope, please live on."

Wen Siqi put the wallet back into Lin Jianfei's hand, "I'll smash the medicine, it's time to change it."

After finishing speaking, he got up and walked to the fire, took the pottery cup and stones that were put aside, and started pounding.

Jiang Xinran glanced at Lin Jianfei, then went back to the fire, picked up a sugar cane, chopped it up and peeled it.

In the deepest part of the cave, where the light from the fire was not obvious, Lin Jianfei opened his wallet again, and his memories flooded.

[Don't worry about your father, his stinky mouth has never said anything nice in his life. 】

[Call back when you get there, to save your mother from nagging...

A woman is a woman, and the son is already in his forties, and he is still talking about being a child all day long. 】

【Dad~ Will you fall in love with other aunts like Sissi's father, and then leave us? 】

[On Xiawei Island, you are not allowed to flirt with foreign foxes. If you dare, I will take my mother and grandparents to grandma's house with Yueyue, and let you die alone! 】

[When you arrive at Xiawei Island, remember to call back. It’s your first time to go abroad, and it’s been a month since you went abroad. Your parents are very worried...

By the way, take more photos and come back, let Xiaoyu and Yueyue see the outside world... You must eat well, drink less alcohol, remember to go to bed early, and don't play too late...

Ah, also, try not to conflict with the people there, I heard that they all have guns in their hands, protect yourself...]

【Await your return……】

[As long as there is still a little hope, please live on. 】

live...

Thumb caresses the photo across the interlayer.

live!