One Hundred Days on an Uninhabited Island

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be self-willed and made Suiyun sick. I will take responsibility for the mistakes I made, and please exercise your right to vent."

The flame flickered, casting an elongated shadow on the rock wall of the cave, her bent waist bowed at a very standard angle, Ye Yajie solemnly apologized.

She heard Jiang Xinran say what Wen Siqi said in the cave.

Indeed, no one is obligated to bear the victim's outburst for someone else, not even a loved one.

Everyone should take responsibility for what they did and said. Since she did something wrong, she should bear Wen Siqi's fear and anger. She will not shirk responsibility.

It's just that the wait was too long and tormented, Wen Siqi didn't make a sound for a long time, and Ye Yajie didn't know what she was thinking, so she could only endure and suffer from her inner guesses. , I can feel at ease to take action for my mistakes.

However, this woman did not play her cards according to common sense.

"I heard the truth, you are already taking responsibility for your mistakes, then I have no reason to blame you again, please think twice next time."

Very unreasonable, extremely unreasonable!

What is next time?She shouldn't have said this first, and then she said, 'there's another time? '

what is this?What kind of vent is this!

"I'm taking responsibility for my mistakes, but you have the right to blame me too, don't you!"

Ye Yajie was so anxious that she stood up and reminded Wen Siqi that she should blame herself.

Wen Siqi was still smiling, making Jiang Xinran frown.

"You are at fault, and I am also at fault. They are all erring, and I have no right to blame you."

You have a fart fault!

Ye Yajie almost yelled, but before she could get out the words, she held back in Wen Siqi's drooping smile.

"Mother……"

Wen Suiyun grabbed her small face and raised her head to look at her mother.

Mother smiled and nodded between her eyebrows, "Don't worry, Mom is fine, but she is a little tired and wants to rest early."

"Okay, I have to apologize, everyone, go to rest earlier, I will go to the bathroom."

After saying that, he hugged the pouting daughter away from his body, and took a few leaves out of the cave.

As soon as the person left, a voice sounded quietly, "I don't feel like I'm fine."

"Isn't it nonsense, you still need to feel it?"

Wang Zhenzhen glanced at her side with contempt, and then she was stared at by her side, and she turned back aggrieved.

It's amazing to have a woman.

Curling her lips, she turned to Wen Suiyun again, and the little guy was looking out of the cave with his butt pouted.

"Little devil, what's the matter with your mother, she's right and said she was at fault."

"What's the use of asking the child, what can she know." Ye Yajie seized the opportunity to cast a contemptuous glance.

As soon as the words fell, the rebuttal came.

"I know, because my mother promised me to go into the jungle."

"Even if you make a decision by yourself, even if the result is unsatisfactory and you will regret it, you can't complain that others didn't stop it. My mother often said this."

Wow, I really know!

Ye Yajie was aggrieved.

"It's the responsibility. She takes responsibility for her words, deeds and decisions. She has a strong sense of responsibility."

Lin Jianfei glanced at the wound on his left hand, and realized that Wen Siqi had done her best for herself in the past two days, not only because she was the injured person, but also because of Wen Siqi's own sense of responsibility.

A responsible person is good, but also bad, too much responsibility can alienate someone and, more importantly, overwhelm herself.

"Too rigid is easy to break, too rigid is easy to break..." The old man murmured to himself.

Just now?Would a woman like Wen Siqi, who looks like she could fall to the ground with a single slap, be strong?

What a joke!

Ye Yajie thought it was ridiculous, but she couldn't laugh because Wen Siqi was really tough. Whether it was her swaggering calmness when she saw her for the first time, or her calmness when she encountered danger, they all clearly showed her toughness.

This kind of person, only a weak-tempered person can match her, right?

His eyes quietly turned to his silent sister.

No, this is not weak.

Curling her lips, she gave up, turned around and walked towards Wen Suiyun.

Just two steps away, a figure brushed past her.

"Where are you going?"

"Go to the toilet."

The person went down and left without taking anything, Ye Yajie felt her eyelids twitch.

Won't fight?

Standing on tiptoe and probing the head, the view is blocked by trees, and you can't see far.

Sooner or later, you will all be cut down.

Ye Yajie snorted in dissatisfaction, and grabbed Wen Suiyun who was about to go down.

"Don't run around when you're sick."

Wen Suiyun was caught in the face, his mouth shrunk, and he said aggrievedly; "I want my mother..."

"It's not that I won't come back, what's the rush... Do it, do it, I'll do it as you like!"

Ye Yajie gave in with tears in her small mouth.

"Put this on to keep out the wind." Han Tang handed over the semi-finished green coir raincoat.

Ye Yajie took it and put it on Wen Suiyun's body, and led them down to the cave, followed by Wang Zhenzhen.

"Are you going?"

"go."

Yao Yanan looked at Mu Jie, was not surprised to be affirmed, and left hand in hand.

There were only four people left in the cave for a while, the pregnant woman, the injured, and the two elderly people looked at each other, Lin Jianfei squinted his eyes and fell asleep, Han Tang and the old lady picked up the embroidered stretcher and continued to weave straw sandals, the old man was cleaning up, let’s see how he insisted on Ask for it sprouted sweet potato cubes.

There is a bright moon hanging in the night sky, and the moon is bright and the stars are scarce, which makes it very peaceful.

The calm sea surface reflects the beauty of the night sky in the sea, the fish play around the stars and the moon, and the seaweed dances for it.

The offshore sea is beautiful tonight, the moonlight illuminates the sea, and you can see the glowing jellyfish swimming around underwater.

Did it come with the tide?

gorgeous……

The sea water overflows the fingertips, the palms, the wrists and the elbows.

The jellyfish swims over and is about to touch it.

Wen Siqi shrank back, the splash of water frightened away the jellyfish.

Seeing the dim light go away, she clenched her hands, her long nails piercing her palms a little painfully.

You do not deserve.

Wen Siqi smiled, let go of her hands, arched her upper body and buried herself in the water.

The waves crashed and crashed forward, and one wave after another drowned people.

The sea water overflows the body to contain it, the sound is cut off, and the world is thus quiet.

The heart is peaceful for this.

No need to worry, no need to suffer, just struggle to live...

Wake up, wake up... wake up, Wen Siqi... wake up...

Wen Siqi!

Who?

The sound of water splashed, and crisp slaps resounded across the coast.

"What are you doing! Let it out when you feel stressed, what problem can suicide solve? It can't solve anything except pain for those who stay behind!"

The bright and clear moonlight casts a coldness, which makes people shiver, just like the pretty face in front of them is full of anger. It is so obvious that people like it, but the aura it looks on makes people shiver.

Wen Siqi knelt in the sea water, trembling suddenly, raised her head to look at the picture of anger, seeing the panic mixed with anger, she smiled.

"You can still laugh." Jiang Xinran frowned dissatisfied.

"Because I heard voices."

Different voice.

what sound?

Jiang Xinran couldn't understand.

"Also, you were wrong just now. I don't intend to seek death, and I won't seek death at this time."

"what are you doing then."

The whole person is drowned, what is it if it is not suicide?

"Of course I'm awake."

"wide awake?"

Jiang Xinran wanted to laugh, but couldn't. Looking at the smile raised in front of her eyes, she realized that she really didn't know this person at all, and all the information she found was quite different from what she saw.

Drops of water reflecting the moonlight slid from the upturned cheeks, and also from the corners of the eyes.Is it tears or water?Except for Hai, only Wen Siqi knew about it.

"Everyone has a way to sober themselves, everyone is different, but my method is more terrifying."

Wen Siqi stood up from the water, still holding the wooden stick in her left hand.Limping, she made her way to the beach resting place.

Wring the water and sit down on a corner.

Jiang Xinran followed and sat down opposite Wen Siqi.

The beach at night is very quiet, only the sound of the waves talking to themselves, but this is only for one person, and it is only embarrassing for two people.

Jiang Xinran then found a topic, "You said you were awake, why didn't you go to sleep."

After sleeping and mental rest, don't you just wake up?Why do such a dangerous behavior.

"If your mind is not calm, how can you sleep peacefully; if you can't sleep peacefully, how can you wake up."

"Are you blaming yourself?"

Turning her head, she looked at Wen Siqi, the corner of her mouth that was always smiling was smiling again, very shallow, and she was trying to smile deeper.

"Self-blame? No, when I made a decision, I was ready to bear all possible bad results."

Prepare for the worst in everything.

This is the truth she understood after being mercilessly angered by her mother, but she still underestimated her endurance after all.

I thought that I would not look for life and death for breaking up; I thought that I could ignore the flesh and blood and use it; I thought it was an inevitable disaster, it was the destiny, and I didn't have to be responsible for it;

In the end, the dream is shattered, the road ahead is at a loss and withered, and finally grasping the light, but it is the darkness that has been hated; the responsibility that you don’t have to bear, after all, is the moment you can’t let go of the wrong hand; every step is careful, every step is calculated, Looking forward and backward, but forgetting where to go, my head is dizzy.

So she came sober.

"So, you can't take it anymore, can you?"

The smile on the corner of her mouth fell, and her eyes met, Wen Siqi turned her gaze away, as if fleeing.

Jiang Xinran saw it, and decided what she thought in her heart, "Why should I take on responsibilities that I don't have to bear?"

"Leaving aside the matter of Suiyun, Brother Lin was injured mainly because he saved us, and the secondary reason is that you proposed to come to this island and enter the mangrove forest.

I also said that both proposals have been decided by us, and you don't need to take any more responsibility at all. "

"Don't think of yourself as a leader too presumptuously, Wen Siqi!"

"Isn't it a leader? As a leader, the responsibility should be heavier."

"Nobody elected you to be the leader."

"But everyone looked at me by default, and I didn't refuse."

The four eyes met again, and Jiang Xinran backed away.

Indeed, no one elected Wen Siqi to be the leader, but they all defaulted to letting her lead themselves. Wen Siqi never said that she should stop always asking for her ideas, and never rejected their ideas of expecting her to guide her.

Over and over again, it becomes a matter of course.

It was only natural that Wen Siqi led them, and it was only natural that Wen Siqi carried the burden of leadership.

Jiang Xinran was silent, this burden contained her weight.

"You don't have to blame yourself." There was a chuckle in my ear, "I voluntarily took up this responsibility, no one forced me, and the culprit who crushed myself was actually myself."

If you don't refuse, you can't blame anyone, and no one forces you to agree.

However, who stipulated that to force people to agree, you must be tough, and you must speak with your mouth?

Sometimes eyes are the main reason to persecute a person, some people have a bad stomach and can only eat soft.

Isn't this just persecution?

"But I also have a responsibility."

"Actually, I thought about shirking responsibility."

Jiang Xinran was stunned for a moment, seeing Wen Siqi's smile at her, she understood what she meant.

"I refuse to take responsibility that does not belong to me." Jiang Xinran refused coldly.

The children of the Jiang family will not shirk their responsibilities, but they will not take other people's responsibilities at will. That is not responsible, it is called stupid, stupid!

I apologized to Wang Zhenzhen for Ye Yajie before because Ye Yajie was her sister, and she was willing to apologize for her sister's mistakes, but she was not obliged to take responsibility for Wen Siqi.

They don't matter.

Jiang Xinran's veto was very straightforward, so straightforward that it was easy to make people feel embarrassed, of course, the premise was that this person would be embarrassed.

Wen Siqi's smile didn't change, she continued to smile and said, "It just so happens that I won't pass the responsibility on to others at will."

But if you want to take it, I won't hold on to it.

The moon is bright and the stars are bright, the light flickers on the smile and slides down the cheeks.

"Go back, you will catch a cold if you don't go back."

At the end, Jiang Xinran added: "Suiyun will be worried."

For some reason, as soon as the words came out, Jiang Xinran regretted it again, and she didn't know why she regretted it, but she felt regretful.

Wen Siqi sneaked a glance at getting up, her expression remained the same, it seemed that she was thinking too much, Jiang Xinran quietly let out a sigh of relief.

"Let's go."

"Ah."

"Thank you, you are willing to listen to my hypocrisy."

However, there will be no next time.

Because of us, it doesn't matter.

Sticks stick to the beach, dragging feet away.

She watched, but didn't follow.