the girl i had a crush on

In September 2007, 9 years ago, I was in the first grade of junior high school.

My name is Qi Xuan, Qi from King Qi Xuan, Xuan from King Qi Xuan.

In fact, I have nothing to do with King Qi Xuan at all, and the reason why I am called this name is because my father's surname is Qi and my mother's surname is Xuan. They are both migrant workers and have no education, so they just named me Qi Xuan , I didn't expect it to sound good.

I was 12 years old this year, my family was poor, my parents were uneducated, but they had foresight and knew the importance of education, so they enrolled me in Nancheng No. [-] Middle School.

The best junior high school.

That year, the borrowing fee system had not yet been cancelled. The tuition fee was 769 yuan a semester, which was a huge sum of money for my parents. There were also tuition and miscellaneous fees for supplementary courses. They sent me to study and tightened their belts.However, if I were sent back to my hometown to attend junior high school in the countryside, the tuition fee would be 59 yuan per semester, and tuition and miscellaneous fees would be waived.

I still remember the noodle shop next to No. 2 Middle School. A bowl of Guilin rice noodles was [-] yuan.

The best junior high school in Nancheng means that the most wealthy people in Nancheng gather here.

I finished my primary school in a rural primary school in the urban-rural fringe area. Most of the children around me have the same family background as me. A pair of plastic sandals for five yuan can be worn for two summers. I bought a larger size on purpose. After wearing them in the first year, I put them away carefully. , and then wear it in the second year.

That's why I didn't know until I was in junior high school that there are really so-called Adidas and Nike in the world. The price of a pair of shoes far exceeds my tuition fee for a semester, which is staggering.

Until now, I am independent and earn my own money, but I still shy away from such famous brands, which is the root cause of my illness at that time.

I did well in the placement test at the beginning of the first day of junior high school. I was assigned to the sixth class of the first year of junior high school, and the class ranked 17th.Only after entering the class did I know that most of the students in this class were promoted from two nearby key elementary schools in the city. They have been classmates for six years and are very familiar with each other. very different.

I am different, I am very unfamiliar with everything in No. [-] Middle School, no matter the environment, or these children who will be my classmates in the next three years.

Back then, I couldn't tell the difference between the Adidas they were wearing and the Nikes they were wearing, and I already vaguely felt that they were out of tune with them.

Their clothes are brand new and crisp, but the T-shirt on my body has long been washed white, and the shoes are khaki canvas shoes that my mother picked up from the road and were discarded.

So I sat in the corner of the classroom and watched my classmates chatting with each other. I felt timid, so I had to keep my face on purpose and pretend to be indifferent.

At that time, I firmly felt that I would stay silently in this class for three years, and I would not make a single friend until I graduated.

Unexpectedly, someone took the initiative to talk to me that afternoon. It was a short and thin girl with a dark complexion, big eyes, vivid and beautiful.

Back then, it was popular among female students to have thick flat bangs, with two long locks left on both sides. She had that hairstyle, and the ponytail tied behind her head was tied with a pink bunny hair tie. It’s silly to think about it now, but at that time I thought it was so cute that I was stunned when she stood in front of me with a pink notepad.

She said hello to me sweetly, and then introduced herself. Only then did I know that her name is Chen Jinliang.

Very masculine name, not a tenth as cute as she is.

"What's the matter with you?" Because of my low self-esteem, I rejected all good intentions from others and deliberately indifferent.

"I'm collecting the q|q of the classmates in the class. We will all be classmates in the future. Can you write down your q|q| number for me?"

I said no, she felt a little embarrassed after being rejected.

"It's okay if you can't." She has a very good personality, and she was not angry when I rejected her like this. Instead, she smiled and asked my name.

I said, "Qi Xuan."

"I remember," she laughed, before bouncing away, much like the bunny ornament on her scrunchie.

I didn't have the nerve to tell her that the reason why I didn't tell her the q|q| number was because I didn't have one.

In fact, I don’t have a computer at home, let alone surf the Internet. The reason why I know what q|q is is that when I was in elementary school, the boys in my class would secretly go to black Internet cafes, and talk about how many suns or moons their q|q had been linked to after class.

If I knew that I would like this bunny girl in the future, I would definitely avoid her in the first place.