please love me again

Dong Chang knew that he had gone too far.

Knowing that Li Yao loves to be clean, he still took him into the toilet.

Knowing that Li Yao has high self-esteem, he still forced him to show the most shameful side.

But when Li Yao finally glared at him viciously, the last trace of regret in Dong Chang's heart disappeared.

"Dong Chang, I will remember you forever!" Li Yao said harshly.

You'd better remember me forever, I want you Li Yao to remember me forever.

The next day, Dong Chang came to inspect the employees as usual and knocked on Li Yao's chair.

Li Yao didn't respond, what to do.

Dong Chang was taken aback, knowing that he was being ignored by Li Yao.

Li Yao ignored Dong Chang on purpose, handed the document to his colleague, and handed him a big smile.

Dong Chang knew at a glance that Li Yao was smirking, but he was still upset.

"Li Yao." Dong Chang called him in a low voice.

Li Yao didn't listen and typed on the computer.

When Dong Chang got angry, he slapped Li Yao on the head with his palm.

Li Yao was in pain, so he replied calmly, "President Dong, please don't disturb me during working hours."

Dong Chang was so angry that his teeth itch, he turned and left, ready to go back and ravage his poor office.

Li Yao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he could finally get rid of the evil claws today.

However, not long after, Li Yao was still called into the office by Dong Chang.

Dong Chang was very angry, and even more angry after seeing Li Yao's actions.

Li Yao pulled open his neckline and said impatiently, "Hurry up, I still have work!"

Dong Chang could clearly hear himself gnashing his teeth. This hateful Li Yao had never given up in front of him once.

Even when they dated six years ago, Li Yao had this deadly virtue. He didn't have any self-consciousness as a lover. Hot at one end.

Dong Chang was fascinated by love back then and was willing to give everything, but now he can see more clearly. At that time, he was really immersed in love alone, and Li Yao had been watching coldly, as if he was examining something and thinking about it. Do you want to join this love game?

Dong Chang has not yet understood what Li Yao is examining.

Where did I fail.

Dong Chang's eyes turned cold, and he leaned back, sitting like a king, ordering Li Yao.

"Bite me."

Li Yao froze, so that he didn't understand Dong Chang's words for a moment.

"You're so old, don't you understand?" Dong Chang laughed at him and gestured, "Use your mouth..."

Li Yao suddenly felt hot, and stared at Dong Chang with wide eyes, with anger and shock in his eyes.

Li Yao had never done that kind of thing, not even when they dated six years ago.

Six years ago, the postures of both of them were too traditional. Dong Chang wanted to change their postures a little, but Li Yao was not happy.

But Dong Chang at that time, even if Li Yao was a dead fish, he could still cheer up.

"Impossible!" Li Yao immediately refused, "I won't do such a thing!"

"I won't learn!"

"I don't study!"

Dong Chang knew that he was touching Li Yao's bottom line, but this feeling was exciting and dangerous.

It was the same as when Li Yao tested Dong Chang six years ago.

"You make it for me, and I'll tell you my birthday." Dong Chang said slyly.

Li Yao gritted his teeth, thinking that he had tried the password for several days but failed, and his heart began to shake.

Li Yao didn't expect that one day he would kneel under a man's crotch, and his ears became red from the humiliation.

Dong Chang reached out to pinch Li Yao's red ears, and Li Yao cursed in a low voice.

Li Yao felt that the humiliation he had suffered in his life was not as great as it is now.

Dong Chang once dreamed that Li Yao would do this to him.

Dong Chang's big hands kept stroking his head. His hair was cut short and it was a little prickly, but Dong Chang still enjoyed it.

Suddenly, Dong Chang's stroking movements slowed down.

His words pierced Li Yao's ears.

"Lots of white hair."

Li Yao suddenly jumped up like a spring, covered his head vigorously, with embarrassment and panic in his eyes, and ran out of the office.

Dong Chang happened to see Li Yao's expression clearly, and felt a pain in his heart.

The original complacency suddenly disappeared, as if he could feel Li Yao's mood personally.

What, it turns out that I still feel sorry for him.

Dong Chang wanted to make Li Yao angry, but he didn't want to see his sad expression.

Li Yao ran out of the office, curled up in a corner where no one passed by, covered the top of his head with his hands, his face full of disbelief.

"White hair...white hair?"

Obviously not long ago, he was still a teenager, did he grow old overnight?

Li Yao thought back to the past six years, running around because of his father's lawsuit, worrying about his mother's illness, making money, avoiding debts...how could he have time to care about his image and maintenance?

Li Yao thought of Dong Chang again, well-dressed, strong, and rich... Li Yao didn't want to make any more comparisons, since six years ago, the two were still on equal footing.

During working hours after that day, Li Yao did not see Dong Chang.

Dong Chang was also concerned about his face, so he didn't go to him.

After Li Yao got off work, Li Yuan called to report his safety.

"School life is going well, I have friends to help me, and the injury on my right hand has healed a lot," Li Yuan reported, "Don't worry about me."

"That's good," Li Yao hesitated, and called his name again, "That, Li Yuan..."

"what's up?"

"When you cut my hair, did you pay attention... did I grow a lot of gray hair?"

In order to save money for a haircut, the two brothers bought a pair of scissors, and they cut each other blindly.

"..." There was silence on the other end of the phone.

"Why don't you unplug it for me!?" Li Yao was anxious and couldn't help complaining.

"Does anyone care?" Li Yuan said to the point.

"..." Li Yao was silent for a while, "I care, I care about your brother."

Li Yuan wanted to say something more, but Li Yao hung up the phone.

It's not because of Dong Chang.

When Li Yao came home, he saw Fu Yiping slumped on the sofa, so he threw him a bottle.

Fu Yiping looked at it, puzzled.

"Hair dye?"

"Dye my hair." Li Yao said.

"Oh no," Fu Yiping stood up immediately, "Brother, go to the barber shop to get dyed, how can I have such a skill?"

"The barber shop is too expensive, I will often dye it in the future."

"You're so old, why do you suddenly look foreign?" Fu Yiping looked at the hair dye in his hand, "Black?"

"I have gray hair," Li Yao said, "That guy Li Yuan didn't tell me when he cut my hair. If he told me, I would have pulled it out."

"Don't you get more and more white hairs?" Fu Yiping advised.

"Then what can I do," Li Yao muttered softly, with a hint of pain in his eyes, "I'm not young anymore..."

The so-called elder brother (1)

What should be used to fill the 11-year generation gap?

Li Yuan has been at odds with Li Yao since he was born.

Most families dote on young children very much, but Li Yao's family is different. Parents dote on Li Yao very much, almost to the point of doting.

Li Yao is very proud and tries to show his best side. He is good at sports, studies and popularity.

Li Yao is good at everything, except for Li Yuan.

In Li Yuan's memory, the young Li Yao looked at him with aloof eyes, with a hint of indifference. Li Yao never coaxed his younger brother like an older brother, and he never held his younger brother's hand like an older brother.

So Li Yuan never called Li Yao "brother".

Li Yuan really hated Li Yao because of a small incident in his childhood.

Li Yuan is at the age of learning to write, and he is lying in front of the desk, writing stroke by stroke carefully.

At this time, Li Yao, who was still in high school, passed by, glanced at him, and asked, "Why do you write with your left hand?"

Li Yao's words were not malicious, but they still hurt Li Yuan's young and sensitive heart. Brother's words seemed to be mocking himself - why are you different from normal people?

When Li Yuan was in school, he was questioned by the children because he wrote with his left hand. Unexpectedly, when he returned home, Li Yao did not regard himself as a normal person.

Li Yuan puffed up his cheeks and changed his right hand to write.

Li Yao raised his eyebrows and walked away indifferently.

For Li Yao, who is in the rebellious period, this sudden extra brother is the biggest threat to his struggle for status in the family.

Li Yao didn't want to give others the attention of him, so he worked hard to do his best in everything.

Li Yao, who worked so hard, was still caught by Li Yuan's tail.

That night, Li Yuan heard movement in the next room, that is, Li Yao's room, and was very annoyed, so he planned to question Li Yao.

Opening the door of Li Yao's room, Li Yuan was stunned. His brother was lying under the blanket and made an unusual sound.

Li Yuan felt flustered subconsciously, as if he had discovered some ulterior secret.

Li Yuan bowed his head, and there was a magazine scattered at his feet. In the magazine, there was a very attractive man showing off his beautiful muscles.

"Li, Yao?" Li Yuan called his name in fright.

"Fuck! Groove!" Hearing the voice, Li Yao hurriedly got out of the quilt, put on his pants in a panic, his face was flushed and angry, "Who told you to come in! Get out!"

Li Yao drove Li Yuan out of the room. At that time, Li Yuan was too young to understand anything, but he just vaguely felt that Li Yao was the one who was different from normal people.

Li Yuan hates Li Yao, but likes Li Yao's friend Fu Yiping very much.

Occasionally, Li Yao would take Fu Yiping home to play, and Li Yuan would write and read, watching his brothers chatting and playing games together.

"Ah," Li Yao looked at the refrigerator, "I'm out of drinks, I'll go out and buy them, you'll wait."

"Okay, you go, I want it iced." Fu Yiping replied with a smile.

Although Li Yuan hated Li Yao, he had to say that Li Yao still had good things, like running errands, Li Yao never let his younger brother do it.

It's not that Li Yao loves his younger brother, but that the two of them are not close. Li Yao is not close enough to manipulate his younger brother, and he doesn't want to owe his younger brother any favors.

Fu Yiping and Li Yuan were the only ones left in the room, and the summer wind blew by, leaving behind a feeling of heat and embarrassment.

Seeing his brother leave, Li Yuan naturally switched to writing with his left hand.

Fu Yiping sat behind Li Yuan at some point and patted Li Yuan's shoulder.

Li Yuan shuddered and turned to look at him.

"Write with your left hand," Fu Yiping said with a big smile, "Brother, you are very good!"

Fu Yiping's smile caught Li Yuan's eyes, and accidentally reflected in his heart.

This is the first time for Li Yuan to be affirmed by others. What his brother failed to do, his friends did.

Why does my brother have such friends?

"I heard that left-handed people are smarter," Fu Yiping said, "Brother, did you study well in school?"

"Well," Li Yuan nodded, and asked again, "Is Li Yao studying well?"

Fu Yiping paused for a moment, "Ahaha, you called your brother by name! You're such a jerk... Your brother is good at studying, but he's still far behind me!"

Fu Yiping planned to have a good time in front of Li Yuan, "Obviously I'm more handsome than your brother, why don't girls notice me?"

"Does Li Yao often stare at men in school?"

Li Yuan asked suddenly, his voice was not loud, but Fu Yiping heard it clearly.

"What are you talking about?" Fu Yiping's smile was distorted, "Why are you staring at the man..."

"I don't know," Li Yuan said, "It feels so disgusting."

Fu Yiping was puzzled, but there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.

A casual sentence from others can easily take root in one's heart, and then grow into one's own concept.

What's more, Li Yuan said that intentionally.