please love me again

"Six years ago, were you dating me?"

Dong Chang's words kept circling in Li Yao's mind.

Li Yao didn't say anything until the end. Seeing his reaction, Dong Chang laughed self-deprecatingly, and didn't continue.

Li Yao couldn't express how bad he felt.

There are still 2 minutes before the end of get off work time... a minute and a half... I can't sit still!

Li Yao hurriedly packed his things and walked out of the office quickly.

Li Yao wanted to escape from there, from Dong Chang's questioning eyes.

Although Dong Chang didn't say much, Li Yao could see his heartfelt from his eyes - have you really dated me?Or do you regard me as a tool to relieve loneliness?

"No, I didn't do that..." Li Yao retorted to himself, "I just..."

The more Li Yao thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt. He simply didn't think about anything, and went to the ATM as a routine, doing his own decryption work.

Obviously, as long as Dong Chang asked about his birthday, Li Yao felt that Dong Chang was determined not to tell him and insisted on finding the answer himself.

Li Yao couldn't help thinking, how many times have he and Dong Chang had sex?How much money should there be in the bank card?

The more I think about it, the more confused I become.

Today's two chances are still showing errors.

"Damn... What is his birthday..." Li Yao really wanted to bang his head against the wall, he flipped through his phone calendar, "There are not many days left..."

Flipping through the pages, Li Yao noticed something. The note on the calendar said that today is Li Yuan's birthday.

Li Yao couldn't remember other people's birthdays clearly, but Li Yao couldn't forget Li Yuan's birthday even if he wanted to.

Li Yao still remembers how happy his parents were on the day Li Yuan was born, and how complicated his feelings were.

"Damn it, why don't you have nothing to do to celebrate your birthday..." Li Yao touched his trouser pocket, and there was still some change left, and then looked at the sky, thinking that it was still early and should be in time.

Dong Chang's car was parked on the side of the road, and he went to find Li Yao when he got off work. Unexpectedly, Li Yao stepped on the off-duty point and slipped away. Dong Chang felt depressed and drove home, but Li Yao's figure kept appearing in his mind .

Dong Chang had no choice but to stop the car, took out a box of high-end cigarettes, and was about to smoke, but stopped again.

Quitting smoking is a difficult thing, but since I mentioned Li Yao last time, I have never seen Li Yao smoke again. Judging by Li Yao's movements when smoking, he must have smoked a lot.

"Why don't you learn well..." Dong Chang was entangled, wondering why he couldn't let him go.

Obviously when two people are together, apart from quarreling, no one will be happy, but why, they still can't let go?

As soon as Dong Chang raised his head, he saw the person he was thinking of.

Li Yao was walking into a cake shop. He picked out a small birthday cake and was going to deliver it to Li Yuan's school.

As soon as he went out, Li Yao's arm was grabbed by a man.

"Who did you buy the birthday cake for?" Dong Chang's eyes were filled with anger.

Li Yao was taken aback, he didn't expect to be caught by Dong Chang, he became a little annoyed, "I bought it for my brother, let me go."

"You can't even remember your lover's birthday, but you can remember your younger brother's birthday. You really love your younger brother." Dong Chang said through gritted teeth.

"Huh?" Li Yao pulled his hand away, "You're talking like this now? Are you childish?"

Dong Chang really made Li Yao angry. With Li Yao's tone, Dong Chang had every reason to drag him into the small dark room and beat him up.

"Li Yao, let me advise you," Dong Chang suppressed his anger, "If you continue like this, no one will love you for the rest of your life."

Dong Chang's words probably hit Li Yao's sore spot. The unyielding Li Yao pushed back without even thinking about it, "Is there anyone who cares about you as a big president? Are you the one who lacks love? I want someone to give me love." It's your birthday, you go home and find your wife!"

As soon as Li Yao finished speaking, his heart suddenly throbbed inexplicably.

That's right, Dong Chang is married, he is now a man belonging to another woman.

It can no longer be his own.

I am entangled with a married man.

Dong Chang's expression froze, as if he had read something from Li Yao's expression.

Li Yao turned around and wanted to leave, but Dong Chang held him back, and the two big men stood on the side of the road, chattering, it was extremely ugly.

"Eh? That's... Li Yao?" Suddenly someone called his name.

Li Yao was startled, and pulled his arm out of Dong Chang's hand forcefully.

"I just look like you," Fu Yiping rushed over from a distance, "What are you buying here? I've already prepared the dishes for dinner. Look, the benefits from the company... Eh, this is... ..."

Dong Chang's face turned dark, and the ordinary man in front of him who looked like he had a middle income was probably Li Yao's cohabitant.

"My boss." Li Yao answered him vaguely and quickly.

"Ah, hello," Fu Yiping greeted Dongchang, then turned to Li Yao, "Going home?"

"I..." Li Yao was just about to answer when he felt his wrists being tightly grasped.

Li Yao glanced at Dong Chang in surprise, and shouted in his heart that something was wrong, how could Fu Yiping see this kind of behavior!

Li Yao hid his hands behind his back, "I won't go back yet, I'm going to Li Yuan's school."

"Ah, okay, then I'll go first." Fu Yiping quickened his pace and left the two of them.

From just now, Fu Yiping felt that the atmosphere was not right.

The man next to Li Yao looked at him with a murderous look in his eyes, making one wonder what the relationship between the two is.

It's all because life is so ordinary, Fu Yiping suddenly remembered one thing - Li Yao is gay.

Seeing Fu Yiping walk away, Li Yao breathed a sigh of relief, his wrist was so painful from Dong Chang's grasp that it felt like it was going to be bruised.

"Let me go." Li Yao said.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off." Dong Chang's voice was low as if he was angry.

At the entrance of the high school, during the dinner break, a group of high school students poured out of the school gate. Li Yao stood out in the crowd of students, like a wandering lost person.

Dong Chang sat in the car and looked at him from a distance, unable to tell what it was like.

If I met him in high school, would the situation be better than now?

Dong Chang knew that Li Yao once threw his heart to someone who had no results, and then took back the fragments of his heart. After assembling his heart, he would never throw it to others easily.

Dong Chang suddenly noticed that Li Yao didn't seem to mention "teacher" for a long time.

You know, Li Yao used to mention "Teacher" in Dong Chang's ear at least seven or eight times a day, as if he wanted everyone in the world to know that he liked Teacher the most.

"Brother!" Li Yuan saw Li Yao and waved at him, "What are you doing here?"

"I'll bring you something," Li Yao handed him the bag in his hand, "how's the injury on your hand?"

"It's almost done." Li Yuan replied.

"That's good. I'll give you something. You can go back. I'm leaving." Li Yao nodded, turned and left without saying anything else.

Li Yao just gave Li Yuan a cake, without even saying "Happy Birthday", but this was Li Yao's best show of affection.

I don't know how to love, let alone how to be loved.

Li Yao returned to the place where Dongchang parked. Dongchang seemed to be on the phone with someone, and his tone was very light.

Li Yao subconsciously felt uncomfortable, and turned to leave.

Dong Chang reached out and grabbed him, and hung up the phone at the same time.

"What?"

"Go to my house." Dong Chang replied.