please love me again

It was the first time Lin Mu encountered a student fight since he became the head teacher of a high school.

The people who fought were Li Yao and Fu Yiping. They were usually inseparable friends, but this time, for some reason, Li Yao punched Fu Yiping firmly, and Fu Yiping's eye circles were blackened.

Fu Yiping had already gone to the infirmary, and Li Yao was brought into the office by Lin Mu.

Lin Mu looked at the stubborn Li Yao, with short black hair, dark eyes with slightly raised corners, in short, he was a good-looking boy.

"Li Yao, why are you fighting?" Lin Mu looked at Li Yao, his eyes filled with sincere worry, without a hint of persuasion, "Aren't you good friends?"

Hearing the teacher's tone, Li Yao couldn't help but have a sore nose and almost cried on the spot.

"It's not a friend," Li Yao said stubbornly, "I will never be friends with him again."

"What's going on? Did he do something that forced you to beat someone?"

"He..." Li Yao still couldn't hold back, and wiped his eyes with his sleeve, "He laughed at me..."

"What did he laugh at you for?"

"I do not want to say……"

"No matter what he laughs at you, it's his fault," Lin Mu persuaded patiently, "but if you hit someone, it's your fault, isn't the teacher right?"

"It was my fault to hit someone," Li Yao looked up at him, his eyes full of stubbornness, "but I will never apologize!"

Lin Mu began to feel a headache.

No matter what Lin Mu said, Li Yao always believed that Fu Yiping should be beaten. No matter how he asked, Li Yao would not say what Fu Yiping had laughed at him.

Lin Mu had no choice but to let him go back first, and then find other clues by himself.

Li Yao is a student with an upper-middle academic performance, and he is also very cheerful on weekdays, and has a friendly attitude towards his classmates. All in all, he is a likable child.

Lin Mu seriously analyzed, and called Fu Yiping who came back from the infirmary into the office.

Fu Yiping usually likes to joke, and his words are not light or serious. Maybe this time he said something that stepped on Li Yao's thunder, and Li Yao would make such an extreme behavior.

Lin Mu didn't expect that Fu Yiping, who was usually carefree, would have such a tight mouth.

"I just said a few words to him, who would have thought that he would do something..." Fu Yiping looked aggrieved and unconvinced.

"So what did you say about Li Yao?" Lin Mu asked.

"It's just... I just said a few words to him, and who knows, he punched me, making my eyes stare..." Fu Yiping faltered and couldn't explain why.

"So this is your fault?"

"No! I'm not wrong, it's him..." Fu Yiping stopped abruptly, biting his lips, "It's him who is so weird."

"This matter," Lin Mu said, "I will tell your parents. Where you did wrong, you should review it carefully. If you don't want to talk about the details, I won't ask any more. I know that you and Li Yao are on good terms. Friends, if you ruin your friendship because of excessive fights, I don't think you are willing to..."

"No! He's not a friend, he..." Fu Yiping interrupted the teacher suddenly, his face was full of unspeakable expressions, "He...is so disgusting..."

Lin Mu froze for a moment, then frowned. Li Yao must have felt bad when his friend called him "disgusting" with such a disgusted expression.

From then on, Li Yao seemed to be a different person.

Li Yao and Fu Yiping were originally friends, but now they are ignoring each other.

Worse than quarrels is indifference.

Quarrels still have the possibility of communication, and ignoring them will only make the relationship between each other drift away.

Li Yao lost his best friend, but Li Yao didn't want to forgive Fu Yiping, forgiving him was tantamount to denying himself.

Li Yao always thought that Fu Yiping was his best friend and didn't want to hide anything from him, so Li Yao told him his secret.

Coming out to his friends was one of the most regrettable decisions in Li Yao's life.

"It's disgusting..." Fu Yiping said to him bluntly.

Li Yao was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Fu Yiping to show such blatant disgust, "You, don't say that, I mustered up the courage to tell you, I only told you as a friend... "

"But it's really disgusting. Men like men..." Fu Yiping's face was full of disgust, "Uh, don't you think you'll look at me like that?"

"No way," Li Yao smiled awkwardly, "I consider you a friend..."

"When I think that my friend will like men, I...let me vomit for a while." Fu Yiping made an exaggerated vomiting posture.

Li Yao knew in his heart that Fu Yiping was always flamboyant, but his reaction at this time really hurt the heart of Li Yao who was serious about revealing his heart to him.

Li Yao felt that he had done a stupid thing that made him unable to step down.

"Hey, are you enough?" Li Yao felt that he had given enough good looks, and asked sharply, "If you think I'm disgusting again, then we don't want to be friends anymore."

"Ah?" Fu Yiping looked at him with surprise in his eyes, it was the first time he saw Li Yao's stern expression, "Why are you so angry, it's already disgusting..."

"Do you try again?"

"evil……"

However, before Fu Yiping could finish a word, Li Yao had already swung his fist to Fu Yiping's face.

Li Yao's family background is very good, and his parents dote on him. In addition, Li Yao himself is straightforward and simple, and good-looking, so far he has never suffered any major setbacks.

However, such a family background gave Li Yao some excess self-awareness and self-esteem.

Li Yao originally thought that Fu Yiping might be surprised if he told Fu Yiping about his sexual orientation that he had just discovered, but with his personality, at most he just laughed and booed, and then accepted himself. Maybe in the future, he could still listen to himself. Talk about love issues.

Li Yao never thought that his confession would be rejected in this way.

It was as if he had been completely denied himself.

Li Yao never disliked other things. When he found out that he was gay, he didn't feel any awkwardness.

However, the friend's reaction really gave Li Yao a hard blow—would others dislike him like Fu Yiping?Do other people feel disgusted too?

Li Yao's world is distorted.

Overnight, Li Yao changed from a cheerful boy to an autistic boy, from a sociable person to a lone ranger. He went to eat alone and went home alone, with fewer and fewer friends around him. After a week, Li Yao talked The most frequent object was Lin Mu, the head teacher.

Li Yao didn't dare to tell his parents yet, because he had already seen Fu Yiping's reaction, and he was afraid that his parents would hate him because of this incident like Fu Yiping did.

"Li Yao, Li Yao?" Lin Mu looked worriedly at Li Yao who was distracted, and patted him on the shoulder.

"Ah, teacher..." Li Yao came back to his senses, and he stayed in the teacher's office as usual.

Only in the office can Li Yao get peace of mind.

Li Yao didn't even dare to say hello to his classmates recently. Every time he saw a classmate, Li Yao couldn't help thinking, would this classmate feel disgusted?

"Your mental state is not good recently, what happened?"

"It's nothing..." Li Yao's eyes were sour. These days, only the teacher invited him to the office to talk heart-to-heart, and asked him how to feel warm every day.

"Li Yao, just tell me, teacher, I also want to help you solve the problem...you were such a cheerful child before, seeing you are so depressed now, I am also very sad..."

Li Yao looked up at Lin Mu, Lin Mu's eyes were shining brightly, very sincere, as if he could accommodate everything.

Li Yao always trusts others easily. This is his shortcoming as well as his strong point.

"Teacher, I..." Li Yao breathed out and said, "I like men..."

Lin Mu's expression froze for a moment.