Mr. Chi, I'm going to farm in a donkey cart.

At that time, Chi Yan didn't know that there was all of Yu Sheng's inside, but after he got the key, opened the attic, and disassembled the thousands of stars inside, he realized that the stars had already slipped away through his fingers.

But at this time, he just woke up Yu Sheng, kissed the corner of Yu Sheng's mouth lightly, and said with a smile: "It's time for dinner."

"You're back." Yu Sheng skillfully stretched out his arms to hug him, but just when he lifted them up, he realized that this was no longer the Ayan two years ago.

He pretended to stretch himself and sat up from the sofa, turning his head to look at him inadvertently: "Let's go eat."

The food was served, and the two ate silently.

Chi Yan seldom felt that the atmosphere was so stalemate. He thought about the day's events and asked, "I heard from Zhao Yue that I met someone who talked to you on the set? This kind of person just wants to hug your thigh. If you have nothing to do, don't talk to him, or just Don't go to the set."

Yu Sheng just put a piece of fish into his mouth, and smiled suddenly: "I'm not a great person, he can't hug me when he's all about hugging my thigh, maybe he wants to know you through me."

"Don't talk nonsense, what's so good about an artist on the [-]th line, stay away from him in the future." Chi Yan felt disgusted just thinking about Zhao Yang chatting with Yu Sheng.

How could the people he had raised for so many years be snatched away by others?

Yu Sheng's hand holding the chopsticks tightened. He liked Chu Sheng, Liao Qi, even Zheng Jia'an, he could accept it, but a small eighteenth-tier artist could come to him.

Why, why have you been going around by yourself for so many years, it is not as good as anything.

"Is it because Zhao Yang is good-looking?" Yu Sheng asked nonchalantly.

Chi Yan put down his chopsticks in silence, he didn't know how to answer, he didn't even remember what Zhao Yang looked like now.

"Because he looks like Chu Sheng, so it doesn't matter if he is an eighteenth grader. You tell me to stay away from him. Is it because you are afraid that I will find out that I will lose my temper or that I will tell Chu Sheng regardless?" Yu Sheng buried his head in his meal. Very hungry, don't want to talk.

He stuffed mouthfuls of rice into his mouth and devoured it hungrily, but waited for Chi Yan's explanation with his ears pricked up.

As long as he says it, I believe it.

Yu Sheng thought so.

But until the mouthful of fragrant rice was chewed and swallowed, he didn't hear the explanation from the person in front of him, only a tangled and impatient look.

Yu Sheng lowered his eyes and smiled. It's not that Chi Yan was nice to him before.

"Don't worry, I won't tell Chu Sheng." Yu Sheng said very sensiblely, "Hurry up and eat."

"It's not what you think." Chi Yan didn't know how to explain it, but his intuition told him that something might really happen if he didn't explain it now.

But let him say?

Do you want him to say that he and Zhao Yang simply slept together, and now they don't even remember what each other looks like.

If such words were said, one could imagine the embarrassment.

Yu Sheng didn't say anything else, but just smiled considerately. He knew Chi Yan too well, and there would be no good results if he pushed an inch. It's better to be magnanimous and make the other party feel more guilty.

The dinner tasted like chewing wax, but it filled his stomach. Yu Sheng didn't want to take a bath, so he fell asleep under the quilt.

Chi Yan lay carefully beside him, stretched his arms to hug him from behind, and held Yu Sheng's hand on his lower abdomen. He wanted to see that Yu Sheng had eaten well recently, and his stomach had grown flesh.

In fact, Yu Sheng was too lazy to get angry, Christmas was coming soon, he thought that no matter what, Chi Yan would still be with him.

Christmas is not a festival so traditional that everyone celebrates with the whole country, it just so happens that day.

It happened to be his birthday, and it was also the fifth anniversary of his and Chi Yan's acquaintance.

He dare not use words like "the fifth anniversary of love" to describe it, even though he thinks so in his heart.

Any holiday can always attract many people to celebrate, and because the company always has various year-end summary meetings at the end of the year, Chi Yan is so busy that he can't even touch the ground, but he can't forget to take his medicine.

"Mr. Chi, have you taken the medicine that Dr. Luo prescribed for you?" Song Qing reminded very conscientiously. After all, it was for the health of the boss. He reminded him directly when he sent the documents, and it was also an important red mark on his daily itinerary. label.

Chi Yan clicked his tongue lightly, took out the medicine bottle from the drawer, poured a few pills, and swallowed it with the coffee on the table. After taking the medicine, he got a headache before going down.

"Is there anything else?" After signing the document, Chi Yan suddenly thought of the apple on the desk in the office area when he came to the company in the morning, "Today is Christmas Eve?"

"Yes." Song Qing nodded.

Chi Yan: "Notify the purchasing department to buy more things today to reward everyone, let's get off work normally."

"Good boss, do you have any other orders?"

If you want the horse to run, you have to feed the horse grass. Chi Yan understands this truth, not to mention giving employees some benefits.

Chi Yan pressed the center of his eyebrows: "I'll go to the lounge and lie down for a while, call me in half an hour."

Xu is used to being squeezed, and he has small benefits and does not have to work overtime. Everyone is scared and feels like he will be fired, and he will work harder.

After all, Chi's building is really not something that anyone can enter if they want to.

Someone just came.

"Mr. Chu, you can't go up without an appointment." The girls at the front desk were all held by the president himself, and they are familiar with Yu Sheng's face, and even more familiar with Chu Sheng's face.

Chu Sheng clenched his fists secretly, but kept smiling: "Then can you call Secretary Song for me? I can talk to him."

He had already heard from Zheng Jia'an that Chi Yan would go back to celebrate Yu Sheng's birthday these two days every year, and he wanted to detain Chi Yan on such days.

As for Yu Sheng, he is just a person who relies on his body for superiority. When he sleeps with Chi Yan, there will be no role for Yu Sheng at all!

It's just that he's not sure about Chi Yan's attitude, so it's better to let Song Qing test it out first.

Chu Sheng was difficult to deal with, so Song Qing naturally went downstairs to solve it.

He smiled and asked, "Does Mr. Chu have an appointment? Without an appointment, we always don't see visitors."

"Secretary Song, you have been with Ayan for so many years, you should know the relationship between me and him. Even if there is nothing right now, it doesn't mean that there will be nothing in the future. I don't make it difficult for Secretary Song. You can call Ayan and ask him to see if he is still okay. not see."

Song Qing glanced at Chu Sheng, dialed the landline in the lounge, and Chi Yan answered it after a while.

"Let him come up."

Chu Sheng raised his eyebrows instantly, his eyes fell from Song Qing to the front desk, and he asked with a smile, "Can I go up now?"

"You're a guest, so you can go up if Mr. Chi tells you." Song Qing stretched out his hand neither humble nor overbearing, "Please."

Although he hadn't dozed off yet, his headaches had subsided a lot. Hearing that Chu Sheng was stopped in the hall, he was asked to come up immediately.

Song Qing sent people to him just as he was about to go out when he heard Chu Sheng yin and yang him.

"Ayan, when do I have to make an appointment to see you? I was stopped below just now, so embarrassing." Chu Sheng looked at Chi Yan pitifully, "If you don't want to see me in the future, just say it, you look like me." It’s like a plague god.”

Chi Yan always felt that his pitiful look was a bit familiar, but he couldn't remember who had done it before, so he just smiled and said, "Don't talk about yourself like that, what do you want from me today?"

"Today's Christmas Eve, tomorrow's Christmas, we haven't been together for a long time, I know Luo Ji doesn't like me, so this time it's just the two of us going to dinner, okay?" Chu Sheng said with a touch of begging for help.

After all, it was the white moonlight in his heart, Chi Yan thought that there should be nothing important in the past two days and nodded in agreement.

Chu Sheng pretended to be embarrassed and said: "Will Yu Sheng be unhappy? My art exhibition has been arranged, and I want you to be the first to see it!"

"I'll tell him that I won't go back for dinner tonight." Chi Yan frowned, and when he mentioned Yu Sheng, his emotions were a little out of control, so he simply didn't want to.

So when his aunt called to make a routine inquiry, he found an excuse not to go back. Working overtime at the company is always the perfect excuse.

Yu Sheng sat on the sofa hugging the pillow, watched anxiously as the aunt hung up the phone and asked anxiously: "How is it? Did he say what he wants to eat?"

"...Mr. said that he will work overtime at the company and won't come back for dinner at night. What would the young master want to eat, I'll make it for you?" Auntie asked a little nervously.

Yu Sheng was in a daze like a balloon that was suddenly punctured.

Although Chi Yan treated him differently in the past two years, they had agreed to come back no matter what the festival was. It was clear that the other party came back last year even though he was impatient.

How come a year has passed...the days are really getting worse.

"It's fine as usual." Yu Sheng couldn't even raise the corners of his polite lips.

Sour and weak emotions sneaked into the nasal cavity and eye sockets, and the heat swirled in his eyes. He subconsciously covered his stomach, not wanting the baby to see such a useless side of him.

Auntie entered the kitchen early, leaving him time to sort out his emotions.

It was past eight o'clock after Yu Sheng had dinner. He thought that maybe Chi Yan would come back suddenly and give him an apple, wishing him a happy Christmas Eve, but until sleepiness swept over him and he closed his eyes, he didn't wait for anyone who hadn't returned home yet. people.

Chi Yan visited Chu Sheng's gallery, which was decorated brilliantly and elegantly. It could be seen that he really wanted to fight for the upcoming art exhibition.

"Very good, it will definitely sell well." Chi Yan comforted him, saying that Chu Sheng's painting skills are good.

"If you say that, I really feel at ease. I must come to the art exhibition that day, otherwise I will be so nervous that I will make mistakes!" Chu Sheng grabbed his arm and shook it gently, "Please!"

Chi Yan unconsciously agreed in a flash.

"It's very late now, I'll take you back." Chi Yan said as he was about to take him away.

Chu Sheng considered for a moment, then said with a smile, "Okay."

When the car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, Chi Yan refused the parking boy, thinking about watching Chu Sheng go up and leave, but who knew that Chu Sheng had invited him.

"Come up for a drink?"

Chi Yan was in a daze, and subconsciously followed into the elevator, but as soon as he entered the room, Chu Sheng hugged him and began to cry.

"Ayan, I really like you, and you like me too, right? I don't want to go abroad anymore, I don't want to be helpless abroad, I don't mind you raising Yu Sheng at home, I also want to be with you Together."

"Let go first, you're a little unconscious." Chi Yan subconsciously pushed his hand away, refusing him to approach, "Chu Sheng, we can be friends forever."

Chu Sheng laughed when he heard this: "I don't want to be your friend, even a lover! Okay?"

Chi Yan frowned and refused: "You have a good rest, I'll go first."

"Don't! I won't talk anymore! Don't go, just play with me these two days, okay? I sleep in the room outside, it's too late today, it's not safe to drive back." Chu Sheng changed his words instantly.

He wouldn't let Chi Yan go back, he just wanted to disgust Yu Sheng.

Chi Yan glanced at the time. It was indeed very late. Going back at this point would definitely wake up the family. After thinking about it, he still fell asleep at Chu Sheng's place. For reasons unknown to him, he locked the bedroom door. tight.

After not returning all night, without even a message, Yu Sheng still couldn't help calling Chi Yan, just like the dog blood in all the bloody plots, the familiar voice answered the phone.

"Is there something wrong? Ayan is changing clothes, you can call him later." Chu Sheng said in a cheerful tone, without caring that the person on the other end hung up the phone.

Sitting on the bed, Yu Sheng even felt for a moment that the ice and snow outside was not as cold as his heart.

Ever since he met Chi Yan, he had no friends or social relations. Except for Chi Yan's secretary, only two or three colleagues who delivered food knew his birthday wishes, and they sent him a message early in the morning.

Yu Sheng hugged his knees, feeling that the room temperature of [-] degrees was actually colder than minus [-] degrees.

For the first time after pregnancy, he had no appetite and didn't want to force himself to eat. He sat by the floor-to-ceiling window with his pillow in his arms and thought about it for a day.

From anger and grievance to fear at the beginning.

He began to doubt himself if he did something wrong, so Chi Yan didn't like him so much, obviously he liked Chi Yan so much, so much.

Why can't you win someone's heart?

He would rather Chi Yan come back now and scold him and beat him, than that the other party would ignore him, or even... forget about him.

He was used to Chi Yan loving him, so he couldn't stand being left out in the slightest.

"Shengsheng, eat something, it's not good for your health to be hungry." Auntie was holding a bowl of longevity noodles with a poached egg lying on it.

"Does he really not like me anymore?" Yu Sheng frowned and his eyes were red, and the night scene he saw while sitting by the window was just dots of stars in the distance.

But he didn't know which piece of starlight Chi Yan was in now.

He can't grasp it, he can't touch it, he's afraid.

The aunt came here five years ago for Yu Sheng. She witnessed the changes between the two of them in the past five years.

She thought for a long time and comforted her: "Sir, the company is probably busy or on a temporary business trip. People always have forgetfulness."

"It's not that I want anything, it's that he forgot what he said to me." Yu Sheng buried his head on the pillow, letting tears wet the fabric.

It was probably because Chi Yan in the past cherished him so much that he couldn't bear the slightest bit of grievance, but obviously... He lived well alone in the beginning.

"He doesn't like me anymore, he really doesn't like me at all..."

Yu Sheng cried bitterly, but he couldn't stop loving Chi Yan, and if he didn't love him, he would lose the ability to love others.