Mr. Chi, I'm going to farm in a donkey cart.

But what is there to see?

When he used to focus all his eyes on the other party, he clearly got nothing.

It's true that he feels very tired, even more tired than him running takeout at night. It's not that he didn't notice Chi Yan's changes, but the winter was too cold that year, and the temperature difference between indoors and outdoors was too big, which made his heart burn. .

"I'm so tired..." Yu Sheng opened his mouth and said softly, and slowly closed his distracted eyes.

Chi Yan kissed his forehead, and begged humbly: "Look at me again, take a look at me, okay?"

Look.

The person who stood on the tip of his heart, the person he loved with all his blood, was begging so humbly now.

Yu Sheng didn't feel relieved, but angry.

"Don't talk like that!" Yu Sheng suddenly became emotional.

Even though there were all kinds of resentment in his heart, Chi Yan shouldn't be so humble, he should sit upright in the Ming hall, not stained with dust, and should be high above.

"Why are you always so cruel to me? Everyone is the same, leaving the most considerate side of yourself to people who have nothing to do with you. The bad words are always directed towards your own people like a knife." Yu Sheng stared at him and wept, "I see you Yes, but so what?"

People say that if you haven't talked about marriage after three or five years of dating, just forget it.

Yu Sheng never told himself to forget it.

Ai Chiyan is the bravest, most resolute and most desperate thing in his life. He has no more bets to bet on. Now he is empty and naked, with nothing left.

Chi Yan seemed to be startled by Yu Sheng's fierce attitude. Thinking of the doctor's words, he didn't dare to provoke him anymore. He only said that he would come to see him again, and left in a hurry.

After being pushed into the hospital by Chi Yan again, the news spread like wildfire to Liao Rou's ears, so after he stabilized his mood a little, he made a phone call from overseas to the ward.

"Shengsheng, are you feeling better? Did you eat well?"

Liao Rou's nervousness and worry could not be faked, and Yu Sheng's eyes were red when he heard the sincere tone.

"Mom..." Yu Sheng choked up when he opened his mouth.

Liao Rou was very distressed: "Good boy, you have been wronged, you can cry if you want to."

"Mom... I really like Ayan."

Yu Sheng cried, even at this point, he can still bluntly say that he likes to talk about love, he is wronged, and he is also at a loss, he doesn't know how to cure Chi Yan's illness.

He took the medicine day by day, but his mood became more and more irritable. He couldn't save Chi Yan, nor could he save himself.

"Do you want to leave him for a while?" Liao Rou persuaded, "Maybe you all should calm down and adjust your emotions, Shengsheng, you can't always feel that you can't do without Ayan, you are an adult, you can be independent stand up."

"Leave..." Yu Sheng was slightly stunned, and repeated these two words in a low voice. He loved Chi Yan so crazily, and never thought of leaving him.

"Would you like to try?" Liao Rou liked Yu Sheng very much and wanted him to come into Chi's house, but she just thought it would be useless.

Originally, it was only Chi Yan's problem, but now it has turned into a problem for both of them, which is obviously not something that can be solved overnight.

Yu Sheng was suddenly a little scared, he said in a panic: "I can't do it, Mom, I don't know..."

"Don't be afraid, think about it carefully." Liao Rou didn't know how many lifetimes her son saved the Milky Way in exchange for a Yu Sheng, but she would not just watch these two people die without a problem like this.

The happy new year has turned into this way, and the remaining cheerful atmosphere has disappeared with Yu Sheng living in the ward these days.

Chi Yan didn't dare to provoke him, and every time he came, he was busy taking care of his trivial matters. Once Yu Sheng closed his eyes, he immediately kissed him and left in a hurry.

He has already noticed that some things... are really a little bit out of his control.

After such a frightening new year, Chi Yan simply asked Song Qing to tell everyone that the holiday would end early, but he would increase overtime pay for everyone on the original basis.

Those who have milk are mothers, and those who have money are fathers.

Chi Yan simply devoted himself to his work, and went to see Yu Sheng when he got off work, and talked to him about what happened that day.

He didn't dare to feed Yu Sheng that kind of medicine again, and he was more afraid than anyone else when those eyes that lost energy became hollow and lifeless.

"I've been taking good medicine recently, but I still get a headache occasionally. The company is also very busy recently. I want to see you as soon as I'm free. Shengsheng..."

Chi Yan suppressed the anxiety and irritability in his heart. In fact, he still wanted to say a lot, but those words would bind the two of them tightly like shackles.

If he couldn't break free and couldn't escape, he might hurt Yu Sheng even more.

"I have to work overtime, so I'm leaving first, and I'll see you later." Chi Yan rushed out of the door, and turned into the bathroom as soon as he got out of the ward.

He stared at himself in the mirror, and felt that his face was terrifying.

"Chi Yan, you should tie Yu Sheng up and hide him. Only you can see him. He wants to betray you, he wants to like others, and he will never see you again!"

"Shut up! Stop talking!"

"He doesn't like you, Yu Sheng doesn't like you anymore, he hates you!"

"Shut up shut up!"

Chi Yan clenched his fists and pounded hard on the mirror in front of him. The mirror was torn apart, and blood flowed from the joints. Looking at himself in the mirror, he curled his lips into a smile. He didn't allow Yu Sheng to betray him and leave him!

"I'll go crazy if I don't see you for a while!" Luo Ji still couldn't believe it when he heard Yu Sheng's words, but he couldn't believe it when he saw it now. If this goes on, the medicine will be useless sooner or later, "Ayan, maybe you should do hypnosis."

When Chi Yan heard this, he glanced at him lightly: "I'm fine, I'll be fine if I take the medicine, I don't need hypnosis."

"What are you afraid of? Your condition will only get worse and worse. Don't hide your illness from the doctor!" Luo Ji has been going to the gynecology department these days, almost thinking that he is a doctor of obstetrics and gynecology.

Chi Yan was very conflicted and resolutely refused: "I'm going back to the company to work overtime."

Luo Ji was helpless: "At least the wound was bandaged first. If Yu Sheng hadn't told me that you were in a bad mood and asked me to take a look, you thought I wanted to face your indifferent face? You are really worrying. "

Luo Ji didn't feel worthless for anyone anymore. Love is unreasonable and blind. Even he and Ming Changxue had tortured each other at the beginning, but he woke up early and didn't push people further and further away.

"Thank you." Chi Yan had an indifferent face, and his thoughts had already drifted to Yu Sheng's ward again, dark thoughts gradually devoured his reason, but no mountains and rivers appeared on his face.

Luo Ji bandaged him calmly, even he, a psychiatrist, couldn't see Chi Yan's current emotions.

He patted Chi Yan: "Ayan, don't hurt the person you love the most."