190 My boss has a plan for me

"You don't like the fake rose on the screen, so I replaced it with a real rose, do you like it?"

Gong Jingze hugged Shen Jingnian's shoulder from behind, turned his head to him and said with a smile.

Shen Jingnian froze for a moment, then stood up suddenly, pushed Gong Jingze away, and fled. Behind him was the starry rose glass room and Gong Jingze who was stunned.

Shen Jingnian quickly ran back to the room, locked the balcony door, drew the heavy curtains, took off his clothes, got into the bed, curled up his body, and wrapped himself up from head to toe.

False, all false, must be false.

His body gradually warmed up, but Shen Jingnian was still curled up, hugging his knees tightly, repeating the memories of those few seconds in his mind.

Qingming's eyes gradually became confused, why did Gong Jingze do that?

Kissing is a way for humans to express affection.

Does Gong Jingze like him?

But, how could anyone like Shen Jingnian?

The teachers in the orphanage thought he was too withdrawn, the children thought he was too dark, the grown-up classmates thought he was unkind and hard to get close to, and after work, his subordinates thought he was too cold and rigid, even Gong Jingze...

The first time they met, there was a big quarrel, Gong Jingze pointed at his nose and cursed: pedantic, rigid, stick to the rules, not enterprising.

So, how could he be liked?

Gong Jingze must have deliberately teased him as before.

Shen Jingnian huddled under the quilt, and after an unknown amount of time, he finally relaxed his body and fell into a deep sleep.

But he still doesn't have those sad memories in his sleep.

It was rare for the children in the orphanage to cooperate when robbing the food. They collectively pushed Xiao Niannian who rushed to the front to the ground, and the others rushed forward and snatched all the food, which made him hungry in the end.

He just runs fast, is there something wrong with that?

Xiao Niannian huddled in a dark corner of the building, hugging her knees, enduring hunger, with tears in her eyes.

"I will run slower in the future, and I will never run so fast in the future. It is wrong to run fast. I did it wrong. I am so hungry every year."

The screen changed, and Shen Jingnian appeared in the office of the dean's wife again. It was the year of the senior high school entrance examination, and he got the first grade in the district. The dean's wife asked him to give up his high school place to a child of a high-ranking official's family who failed the high school entrance examination. He didn't want to, and after being scolded by the dean's wife for half an hour with all the vicious words of the time, he received ten cane whips.

"How can an unwanted kid like you deserve to go to the best high school in the city?! That's for the upper class! Are you worthy?"

"As long as the places are released, our orphanage can get a lot of money, the children can eat enough and wear new clothes, and my face will also be honored! You only need to sacrifice yourself, and others will be able to live well. Why are you so selfish!"

The dean's wife's sharp curses filled my ears, Shen Jingnian was sweating profusely in his sleep, and protested in a low voice.

"No, no, that's not the case. I'm not selfish. This is the high school I got into by myself. Why don't you let me go?"

The dean's wife resounded in her mind again: "Give up the quota, and you can still get a job as a factory connector, and you can start making money now! You are not grateful to Dade for agreeing! Do you think it is so easy to go to high school? Who pays for it?" You go to school? Fend for yourself!"

Shen Jingnian completely left the orphanage in this way when he was 16 years old.

No one knew that this skinny teenager had nowhere else to go, and he didn't dare to tell the head teacher in his high school that he had left the orphanage, because then the social agency would force him to be adopted, and he didn't want to join the orphanage at the age of 16. someone else's family.

He works around, works as a tutor, and lives in the school dormitory all year round with his meager luggage, struggling to survive every inch of darkness before dawn.

Fortunately, Mr. Gong appeared in time, and the constant investment in scholarship saved him, otherwise he would sooner or later fall due to malnutrition on the road to dawn and freedom.

When Shen Jingnian was admitted to university, he completely escaped from the darkness, stepped into the dawn, and got rid of those nightmares.

Even though life was hard, he gritted his teeth and persevered, and every inch of time in the future will be full of light.

Shen Jingnian struggled with countless nightmares and opened his eyes covered in sweat, but it was still five o'clock in the morning.

He lay on the bed with his eyes wide open, his chest heaving violently, panting in shock, and calmed down.

After a long time, Shen Jingnian got up from the bed, took a shower, washed up, changed his clothes, went to sit on the balcony, and waited for the sunrise.

He hadn't seen the sunrise for a long time. Sitting here, watching the blue sky before dawn gradually lighten, and the darkness fade away layer by layer, he suddenly felt surprisingly peaceful in his heart.

There is a letter on the rattan glass table on the balcony, and a dewy rose is placed at an angle on the envelope.

——A letter to every year.

It said so on the envelope.

Shen Jingnian thought it was amazing that after he pushed the person away and fled mercilessly, this person actually wrote a letter for him and secretly left a rose.

Shen Jingnian did not open the envelope, but took out the computer and calmly opened the game.

In the third level, a one-stroke painting game, the princess Zeze who was locked in the cage jumped out and said to him: "Every year I want to invite you to ride a horse, that is the smell of freedom and green grass."

"But I don't know how to ride a horse." Shen Jingnian whispered while touching the cute villain on the screen.

The fourth level, the game of Sokoban, the princess Zeze who was locked in the wooden box came out with a head full of debris and said to him: "Every year, the weather is going to be cold, I will take you to the south to spend the winter, you You must not like the cold winter."

"Yes, the orphanage doesn't have heating and air conditioning in winter, it's really too cold, I hate every winter day." Shen Jingnian murmured, "But I don't hate the winter when you are here."

The fifth level, the game of Xiaoxiaole, the princess Zeze who jumped out of the shattered ice bubble smiled and said with a face full of ice chips: "Niannian, let's go surfing, I am very happy when surfing." Cool! You can't help but love me!"

"But I just learned not to drown in the swimming pool." Shen Jingnian wearily raised his hand to cover his wet eyes, "You don't need to do anything, I'm already fascinated by you."

From the time when he accepted the chocolates from that glamorous child in the orphanage in a mess, from when he handed out leaflets in the busy streets during the Spring Festival, and when the person who received the leaflets smiled at him and said Happy New Year, From the time he pushed open the glass door of the shareholder meeting room, and the person inside turned around, revealing that stunning and handsome face...

All encounters are reunions after a long absence, and everything is a gift from his struggle against fate.

The sixth level...

The seventh level...

The sun struggled to rush out of the horizon, and the grand and brilliant orange-red light covered the entire sky and the earth. The rose on the table trembled slightly in the wind, and was finally removed by someone. The envelope on the table was picked up, and the inside Only wrote one sentence——

If you don't believe in my love, then please look forward to my performance for the rest of your life.

Shen Jingnian folded the envelope, put it in his heart pocket, and brought the rose to his lips and kissed it softly.

No one can promise the rest of his life to others at the age of 20. He doesn't believe it, but he is willing to cherish it.

There was a slight sound from the small door connecting the two balconies. Gong Jingze pushed the door in. Shen Mou looked at Shen Jingnian who wrapped himself in a rice dumpling and curled up in the wicker chair.

"You read my letter." Gong Jingze glanced at the table and said confidently.

"Yes, but I don't believe your words." Shen Jingnian looked at the rising red sun in the distance with a calm expression, and his voice was flat.

"I didn't ask you to believe that you don't need anything, just watch me do it." Gong Jingze walked in front of Shen Jingnian, knelt down on one knee, and looked up at Shen Jingnian's eyes, even though Shen Jingnian didn't look at him.

"You can't deny me when I haven't worked hard, you have to give me a chance to prove myself." Gong Jingze almost begged.

"Does it prove that you are indeed charming enough to impress a person who doesn't believe in love?" Shen Jingnian sarcastically curled his lips.

Gong Jingze said violently, "No, you clearly know that's not what I meant."

He took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and stared at Shen Jingnian with bloodshot eyes: "You can't close yourself up and refuse others to come to you, you must at least leave me a way to walk over, knock It's my job to open the door without knocking, but you have to leave this path for me and let me pass."

Finally, Shen Jingnian was willing to withdraw the eyes that fell on the red sun and put them on Gong Jingze's haggard face. He suddenly raised his hand to touch Gong Jingze's cheek: "It's not handsome if you haven't shaved."

"Then I'll shave in a while." Gong Jingze said quickly.

"You're pretty handsome, too. You've always been handsome. This is another kind of masculinity." Shen Jingnian said in a low voice, as if he was rubbing hands with his lover.

Gong Jingze's eyes burst into ecstasy. With Shen Jingnian's appearance, did he accept him?

However, Shen Jingnian quickly backed away indifferently, withdrew his warm hand, put it in his pocket, and said to Gong Jingze almost cruelly: "You said you like me, why do you like me? You don't know my In the past, without knowing everything about me, you only saw a superficial Shen Jingnian disguised by me, what is there about him that you like?"

After finishing speaking, Shen Jingnian asked in a small voice that only he could hear: "Why are people who are disguised so easy to be loved, while the real me under the skin is not visited by anyone."

"I don't know your past, I don't know your past, but I like you now, you in the future, all kinds of you, because I have seen the real you." Gong Jingze suddenly got up and hugged Shen Jingnian , "If you think too much, you will be very tired, and you will lose a lot of precious things."

"May I take you for a ride?"

"When the wind passes through the eye sockets, the brain, and the soul, when you can't think about anything, you can obey your heart, and you are the real you."

"Okay." Shen Jingnian heard that the old wooden door in his heart was knocked open a crack, and the sunlight came in, shaking his stubborn soul.